Song He has always slept very lightly, but now because of the fever, Song He slept very unsteadily, in a daze, Song He felt that the door of her house seemed to have been knocked on for a long time, originally she thought it was the neighbor's house next door, but after Song He completely woke up, she listened attentively, and she found that someone was really knocking on their door.

Song He didn't have any friends during this time abroad, except for colleagues, Song He didn't have more interpersonal interactions, she had already asked for leave from the studio early in the morning because of a fever today, so for a while, Song He didn't think that anyone else would come to her.

In fact, the current Song He felt that she had no strength to get up from the bed to open the door, but the knock at the door seemed to be urgent, which made Song He feel the other party's eagerness, so Song He had to work hard to get up from the bed, and then, supporting her tired body, she went to the door top-heavy.

When Song He opened the door and saw Jason standing outside the door appear in front of him, Song He instantly felt that he might be dreaming because of a fever.

"Jason?" Song He opened his mouth uncertainly, and said with a tone of doubt and surprise: "Why are you here?" ”

Jason listened to Song He's obvious doubts and surprises as he spoke, he frowned slightly unhappily, and then raised his hand at Song He, picked up the breakfast bag he was carrying and showed it to Song He.

Afterwards, Jason said to Song He: "I wonder if you didn't eat at all in the morning, and I'll bring you breakfast." ”

When Jason said this, the expression on his face was very unnatural, after all, he just said to Song He on the phone that he wanted to calm down for a few days, and he hoped not to meet Song He during this time, but now he felt like he was slapping himself in the face, so he appeared at the door of Song He's house with breakfast.

In fact, Jason has always maintained a very tangled and contradictory mood until he knocked on the door of Song He's house, he doesn't know whether he is right to do this, obviously Song He has no feelings for him, and he and Song He have no hope at all, but Jason feels as if he is out of control, and he can completely describe himself as a moth to a fire.

When Jason heard that Song He had a fever and was uncomfortable, Jason felt that he was more flustered than Song He.

He was in front of Song He's house, in fact, he did a long psychological struggle over and over again, Jason's hand was on the door of Song He's house, raised and fell, fell and raised, repeated many times, and did not knock, until finally Jason was really worried that Song He would not eat for a day because he was not feeling well, so he knocked on the door of Song He's house.

Jason even found a reason for himself in his own mind, he was just worried about Song He's body.

As a doctor, even if he doesn't want to be friends with Song He anymore, then Song He is also someone he knows, and he definitely can't let it go like this.

It's the benevolence of a healer—Jason keeps affirming this for himself in his heart.

Jason found a plausible reason for himself, he refused to admit that he was now in the mud, and he didn't want to admit that he didn't seem to be able to like anyone else except Song He.

Jason, who has always had a smooth ride, tasted failure for the first time, and what made Jason unacceptable was that this failure was a failure that he was destined to occur no matter how hard he tried.

The former Jason, of course, also encountered difficulties and setbacks, but with his efforts, he has overcome the past, and Song He is like a mountain that Jason can never climb, and it has become a feeling that Jason can never control himself.

Song He looked at Jason holding a bag of breakfast in front of him, and for a while, Song He's heart was full of mixed feelings.

What is not lacking in this world is not the icing on the cake, but the charcoal in the snow.

And what Jason did to Song He today is undoubtedly a send-off in the snow, Song He, as a single woman, is still pregnant, and although Jason said those heartless words on the phone, but when Song He needs someone to accompany him the most, Jason will always be by Song He's side.

Thinking of all the things Jason had done for himself in the past, Song He's heart was even more moved, and he also felt that his heart seemed to have softened a lot under Jason's considerate and gentle company.

Song He heard a voice in her heart saying to her, 'Why don't you give it a try?' ’

But when this idea just came to mind, another voice in Song He's heart immediately scolded her very harshly and said, "What are you doing with Jason?" When your spare tire? ’

Song He felt that the word 'spare tire' was extremely disrespectful to Jason when placed on Jason, and she didn't intend to start a new relationship so irresponsibly immediately.

She knew that she had never let go of Yin Zheng so far, so although Song He would be moved by Jason's considerate behavior, it did not prove that Song He was really able to accept Jason and have the confidence to start a new relationship.

So even though Song He had mixed feelings in his heart, Song He still looked at Jason with a smile and said, "I really always trouble you, and I trouble you again today." ”

The originally unnatural expression on Jason's face immediately became a little ugly after hearing Song He say this, and he could hear the politeness between Song He's words, so he also understood what Song He wanted to express - she would always regard Jason as a friend, not a man who could develop into a relationship.

The expression on Jason's face fell on Song He's eyes accurately, although Song He felt sorry for Jason in his heart, but in some things, after experiencing the ups and downs of the relationship with Jason, Song He understood the truth of breaking when he was decided, so although she felt that she was sorry for Jason for her behavior, Song He still decisively chose to keep a reasonable distance from Jason, and maintained an ordinary friend attitude towards Jason between speeches.

Song He remembered what Jason had said to her that day, in the underground garage, Jason had told her that there was no compromise between them, either they were together or strangers.

Song He felt that even if it was for Jason's future and Jason's happiness in this life, she would rather be strangers with Jason than delay Jason's life.

Even Song He herself didn't give herself an accurate deadline, and she could accurately say when she would be able to let go of Yin Zheng, if the relationship could be so easily drawn a clear line of retraction, Song He would not have spent so much time on Yin Zheng's body.

Song He needed a long time to heal the wounds on his heart, which made Song He feel far away and miserable.

Even Song He has prepared that she may spend her whole life treating this wound called Yin Zheng, so Song He feels that she can catch up with her whole life, but she must not let Jason accompany her to waste her life's time.

It's that she has to take a long time to heal her emotional wounds, so she can't watch Jason waste so much time just to be with her.

In the face of Song He's cold but polite and grateful attitude, Jason can also understand Song He's hard work after being annoyed, he knows that Song He did this, and the reason for the bottom line is to be good to him and think about him.

But Jason felt that he didn't need such thoughtfulness too much, and even explained it to himself, Jason even hoped that Song He could be selfish and be with him for the purpose of healing his emotional wounds, Jason felt confident that he could make Song He completely forget Yin Zheng in his new relationship with him.

But the reason why Song He is Song He, the reason why he can be the Song He that Jason likes, is precisely because of Song He's persistence, if Song He can easily start a relationship in order to forget a relationship, then such Song He, in Jason's eyes, may lack the firmness and persistence that makes his heart move.

People are always contradictory individuals, which is fully reflected in the distressed unrequited love Jason.

Jason smiled a little disappointedly, and then he stuffed the breakfast he was holding into Song He's hand, and then said to Song He, "Breakfast is still hot, you eat it early." After eating, go to sleep. Remember to drink plenty of water. ”

Jason explained to Song He in detail some things that need to be paid attention to when he has a fever, and then kept telling Song He that he must not take medicine, and if it is too uncomfortable, it is best to go to the hospital to have a look.

Song He held the breakfast Jason handed to her in her hand, and felt like she had a hot potato. But this kind of hot hand is not the kind of feeling that makes Song He feel very anxious, but because this breakfast carries Jason's heavy feelings, it makes Song He feel as if he weighs a thousand pounds.

Song He listened to Jason's careful explanation to her, and for a moment she thought of what kind of virtue and ability she Song He was, and she was able to get such thoughtfulness and gentleness from an excellent man like Jason to her.

Song He's heart was slightly panicked for a moment. She kept thinking back to the day she and Jason had been in the underground garage. To be honest, Song He was still very afraid in his heart that Jason really didn't want to be friends with her again.

Moreover, Song He does know what will happen to him if he loses Jason. If Jason also leaves her, then there is not even one person around her who can be trusted.

But, despite what I thought at the time. But after a night of deep thought, Song He felt that he wanted to open a little more.