After Jason heard Song He say this, after a long silence, Jason didn't know how to accept Song He's apology, in Jason's heart, between himself and Song He, it shouldn't be like this, at least it won't be so heavy.

And now, in the face of the embarrassment and silence with Song He, Jason was in a complicated mood for a while, and he even felt that he was the same as Yin Zheng? It will only embarrass Song He.

Thinking so, Jason laughed hoarsely, and then, Jason opened his mouth and said to Song He on the other end of the phone: "You don't have anything to be sorry for me, really, don't be such a big psychological burden." ”

After saying this, Jason himself felt that what he said was too contrary to his will, and Song He, of course, could hear that what Jason said was not sincere.

"Jason, do you blame me?" Song He asked Jason.

"What do you blame?" Faced with Song He's question, Jason answered quite seriously: "I don't blame you, I just think, why can't it be me, obviously I know how to cherish you more than Yin Zheng." ”

Hearing Jason's answer, Song He didn't know how to answer for a while, she also wanted to know why it couldn't be Jason, and she also wanted to know why she fell in love with Yin Zheng.

However, even Song He himself didn't have an answer, let alone how to give Jason a clear answer.

So, Song He thought about it, and finally could only tell Jason: "If love can really be said so casually, one, two, three, then I don't have to fall into the current situation." ”

Song He's words are sincere, but, for Jason, only Jason can understand, but Jason is unwilling to accept this result.

From studying in the past to the present, Jason's life seems to have suffered the first blow only when his sister died, but this blow is only due to Jason's failure to lend a helping hand when his sister needs him the most, which is a kind of guilt and self-blame, and it was not until he met Song He.

Song He is an insurmountable mountain and bumpy mountain for Jason, which makes Jason never have the slightest possibility of success no matter how hard he tries, and it is a challenge that makes Jason frustrated.

Now, Jason can be regarded as completely clear, Song He is a hope that he Jason will not have at all, think about it before, Jason felt what 'love over time', now I really think it's so funny, Song He didn't put Jason in a position that can be called the other half at all, even if he Jason works hard for a lifetime, it is still impossible.

Jason's low laughter came out of the phone receiver, and then, Jason's somewhat indifferent voice also came out of the phone, with an aura that could not be rejected by Song He: "If you have a fever, you can only drink more water, if the temperature goes up, wipe your body with some alcohol, now it is best to use physical cooling methods, don't take medicine." ”

In the face of Jason's sudden turn of events, Song He himself couldn't even react, and opened his mouth slightly in a daze, his eyes looked a little dull: "Jason? ”

Over there, Jason's words hadn't finished yet, so he didn't pay attention to Song He's name at all, and continued to talk to himself: "I think it's better for us not to meet recently, let me be quiet for a while." ”

After saying this, Jason seemed to be ready to hang up the phone by himself without waiting for Song He's response.

"Jason!"

Over there, Song He suddenly shouted loudly, and this sound leaked out of the receiver of the phone, which happened to be heard by Jason, who was about to hang up the phone.

After hesitating, Jason put the phone to his cheek again: "What? ”

"Jason, you-" Song He felt that he wanted to scold people, and wanted to scold Jason fiercely, but before he could say anything, he was stopped by his own crying.

After Jason listened to Song He's angry three words, the sound of crying came into his ears immediately, Song He was out of breath crying, and his crying could be said to be broken.

Jason listened to Song He's crying voice on the phone, and for a moment he didn't know how to speak, so Jason could only hold the phone and stick it to his face without saying a word.

Song He only felt uncomfortable at this time, he couldn't tell why, and he couldn't tell why he was so uncomfortable, he only felt that he couldn't control the sadness in his heart, and tears flowed down from Song He's eyes as if they couldn't control it, Song He didn't want to let himself control himself at all, so he wanted to cry happily.

Song He is now like a lonely child, but obviously Song He is now a mother, she knows intellectually that she should control and be rational, but today Song He just wants to use the illness to make herself cry happily!

Jason felt that he should say something to comfort Song He at this time, or no matter how bad it was, Jason should hang up the phone by himself and stop caring about Song He, but if it was the former, Jason couldn't help but feel that if he did this, it would be too cheap, but if it was the latter, Jason couldn't do it himself.

Thinking so, Jason could only maintain the posture of holding the phone, stalemate and did not speak or hang up.

Song He couldn't get Jason's response, and he could only feel more aggrieved for a while, but at the same time, Song He also felt that she was a little aggrieved - she didn't do anything wrong herself, why did she get to this even somewhat isolated and helpless situation today.

Jason waited for a long time, and finally, after Song He seemed to be slowly tired of crying, Jason finally spoke: "Song He, that's it, you let me calm down now, it's just this time." ”

Song He choked up when he heard Jason say this, and then said with a little sob: "Is it just this time?" ”

After hearing Song He sob and say to himself, Jason paused for a while, and then Jason said, "Song He, I invite you...... No...... It's too persecuting for me. ”

Jason was still very difficult when he said this, as if it was very difficult to speak, and said this to Song He.

Song He, who heard Jason say this, couldn't help but widen her eyes full of tears, in Song He's heart, she couldn't believe that she heard Jason reject herself like this.

The impression of Jason seems to be always very gentle and temperamental to Song He, and he will never speak to Song He like this, so when he suddenly faces Jason who speaks like this, Song He doesn't know how to face it for a while.

Song He gradually got a little temper at this time, after all, for Song He, she felt that she really didn't do anything wrong, she just didn't love Jason, didn't she make a big mistake if she didn't like it?

Song He even felt that she was being forced by Jason now, and Song He, who was being chased by Jason, was a little out of breath for a while, and she felt that she was extremely depressed in her heart.

"Okay." Song He didn't want to be bothered by Jason's matter anymore, so at this moment, Song He even stared at the wall opposite her with a somewhat empty gaze, and simply agreed: "If you calm down and are willing to continue to maintain a friend relationship with me, call me at any time." ”

"Okay." Jason was relieved to hear that Song He was finally not attached, and then answered Song He, and after agreeing to Song He, Jason continued: "Then I'll hang up." ”

"Hmm." Song He took a deep breath, and then even said to Jason with a mentality that maybe it might be the last time he spoke to Jason: "Thank you for taking care of me all the time, goodbye." ”

"Goodbye." Jason's voice also responded rather bitterly.

After hearing Song He hang up the phone, Jason unconsciously let out a long breath, and then, in Song He's phone call, Jason's originally muddy thoughts became even more chaotic.

Jason felt that his head was not hurting now, but was about to explode, completely groggy, he fell backwards suddenly, and then in the repeated rolling, Jason couldn't sleep all the time, and his mind was full of Song He's illness.

Jason finally got a good feel for what it means to toss and turn, he struggled on the bed, trying to close his eyes and try to fall asleep again, but Jason tried hard for a long time, and in the end he only made his heart more and more irritable.

Jason let out a long sigh helplessly, and then, he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling to let himself go, but the more he stared, the more Song He's face appeared in Jason's mind.

"It's really ......" In the end, Jason could only sit up from the bed helplessly, and then the whole person felt that his head hurt even more after the hangover because of his actions.

Jason felt he should find something to do for himself, so he got out of bed and even kindly made breakfast for his friends who were still hungovers and didn't wake up.

After cooking this meal, Jason looked at the extra breakfast he had made helplessly, he looked at it expressionlessly for a while, chose whether to throw it into the trash can for a while, and finally said to himself a little half-abandoned: "Did you owe her in your last life?" ”

Jason muttered to himself, and a helpless wry smile appeared on his face, and then, he took the crisper bag out to pack his freshly made breakfast, then changed his clothes and pants, and opened the door while enduring the real hangover headache.

When Jason finally sat in the taxi and looked at the direction of the taxi, Jason really felt from the bottom of his heart that he was afraid that he was not going to finish......