Chapter 238: Straight Talk
Jason chased all the way to the underground garage of the hospital's obstetrics and gynecology department, and then caught up with Song He, who had already sat in the car and was about to start the car and leave, Jason knocked on Song He's window without saying a word.
Song He raised his eyes and glanced at Jason who was standing outside, then pressed the control button on the car, lowered the window, looked at Jason and said coldly: "I don't want to talk to you now, what's the matter tomorrow, okay?" ”
When Song He said this, he bit the word 'tomorrow'.
Maybe during this time, it seems that Song He is indeed living a lot better than before, but in fact, only Song He herself understands that there is still a scar on her heart, which is placed naked, and the name of that scar is Yin Zheng.
If no one touches it, and there is nothing to remind Song He to remember, it may be better, but as long as she thinks about it, Song He will feel unbearable pain, as if she wants to hollow out her heart.
So now it's not only Song He who is in a bad mood, but even Jason, a person who seems to never have a temper and doesn't care about anything, is also in a bad mood at this time.
Therefore, when Jason saw Song He, who had just been so emotionally fluctuating because of Yin Zheng, and his eyes were only downright cold when he was sitting in the car and looking at him, Jason's emotions also rose suddenly.
"Tomorrow tomorrow, Song He, will you just run away?!" Jason's gentle face, which seemed to be facing Song He forever, instantly collapsed, and even his voice sounded very gloomy: "You fled from home to abroad, fled abroad, can't you forget Yin Zheng?" You're cocooning yourself. ”
Jason had never said such a thing to Song He, and every word he said was full of ridicule, both at himself and at Song He.
As soon as Song He heard the words Jason said, the expression on his face became even colder, but Song He was still patient, looked at Jason with a gloomy face and said, "What do you mean?" ”
"What do I mean?" When Jason heard Song He ask him this, he laughed strangely, and then showed a very mocking smile, and said politely: "What do you mean, will you not understand?!" After you left Yin Zheng, it seems that you are doing well, but you have never let go of Yin Zheng in your heart, you just pretend to be confused, and me? I rushed over to take care of you like a fool, and as a result, you didn't cherish it at all. ”
Jason has a poisonous mouth, and if he is in a bad mood, then don't expect Jason to say anything nice in his mouth, don't make people angry, it's already Jason who has the heart to take care of.
Song He didn't like to listen to Jason's words with a thorn in them, and when he spoke sarcastically, his face could be described as cold, and Song He said, "Jason, I don't want to quarrel with you." ”
As he spoke, Song He was about to reach out and close the window glass.
But how can Jason allow Song He to run away like this, he has to talk to Song He today, and then talk about it well, he must make the hooks and goings between him and Song He clear!
So Jason simply stretched out his arm to block the rising window, and there was a posture of 'you continue, pinch my arm and I will lie to you'.
Song He was not in the mood to quarrel with Jason here, but now Jason put on such a scoundrel posture, and Song He was furious in an instant, and he didn't care about it at all, so he raised the car window.
Suddenly, the rising window jammed Jason's arm, and even tightened it tighter, and it was already tightly clamping Jason's arm that had reached into the car.
Although Jason felt that it was really painful, he still didn't say a word, just stood outside Song He's car door, staring at Song He, and refused to back down at all.
Such a Jason, Song He really knew him for so long and saw him once, since he beat Jason and began to say that he wanted to pursue Song He, at first Song He thought that Jason was bored and idle, and he was cold after a few days of boring.
But what Song He didn't expect was that Jason had been chasing for so long, and he had the posture of chasing him all his life, so Song He panicked - Jason was not Song He's favorite person at all, and what she always liked would always be Yin Zheng.
Song He himself is a dead-eyed person, originally thought that Jason would definitely not be such a shrewd doctor, but she never expected that Jason would be even more dead-eyed than her!
Looking at Jason's blue and white arm that had been caught in the car window, Song He burst into flames.
lowered the window again, this time Song He's face was no longer like a piece of ice, but full of annoyance, glaring at Jason and saying, "Jason, what do you want?" ”
Song He has learned to be strong at work and in the workplace during this period of time, and now in the face of Jason, at the moment when Song He is in a very bad mood, of course he will not be able to control himself.
So for what Jason said and did today, Song He was angry, but he was worried about his relationship with Jason, and he didn't want to make it too ugly, but now it is obvious that Jason is not ready to make her feel better today, which completely arouses Song He's fighting spirit.
If you want to say that Jason's mouth is poisonous, then Song He is basically not inferior to Jason, but Song He can generally distinguish between the occasion and the person, and when he should say something, Song He can say what he says very appropriately, unlike Jason, who seems to be like this to everyone, it looks cold, but Song He once said that Jason is a typical person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and if he likes someone, it will be a matter of a lifetime.
Jason, who didn't like Song He at the time, pulled the corners of his mouth disapprovingly and didn't take it to heart.
I didn't expect it to be a prophecy, and now Jason wants to slap himself in the face when he thinks about it, but what can he do? I like it.
Then ...... I can only continue to like it.
As soon as Song He opened the door, he stood in front of Jason completely, looked at Jason and asked, "Do you have to ask me to make it clear today?" ”
"I want to talk about it." Jason glanced at Song He seemingly indifferently, and then lowered his head to look at his clamped arm, bent up and moved, but it wasn't hurt much, but it was just a temporary pain in the flesh.
"Okay, if you have to listen, then I'll talk to you." Song He had no expression on his face at this moment, and he looked extremely calm, and he couldn't even tell whether he was happy or unhappy when he spoke, but Jason knew that Song He was angry now.
Song He's eyes were like a wind blowing in a deep winter night, cold and cold, and it blew into Jason's eyes at once.
Jason looked at Song He's eyes, and regretted it for a moment, he just wanted to say, 'You don't have to say it, I'm not going to know'.
But Jason was still a step slower, and Song Ha had already spoken again before he could speak.
Song He's eyes didn't have any feelings that could make Jason see hope, calm, she stared at Jason and said, "Jason, I never said I liked you, every time you tried to trick me, which time did I not refuse?" ”
Jason and Song Ha didn't look like friends at all, or the relationship between the suitor and the pursued, and the two stood in the underground garage, looking at each other in a hostile posture.
On the one hand, Song He is really tired from work recently, and she really hasn't come out of Yin Zheng's affairs, she feels too depressed, especially after Jason comes, she has to pretend to be nothing every day.
She was very tired and wanted to go home to be quiet, but Jason had to catch up and not forgive, since this was the case, Song He felt that she should make things clear.
"Jason, if it's not you who pursue, I have to promise you!" Song He said this with a clear displeasure in his eyes: "Enough is enough, don't let me ruin my friendship with you." ”
Song He's voice came to Jason's ears with an incomparable indifference and warning, and Jason suddenly felt as if he had been stabbed by Song He with a knife, and there was a coldness from the front heart to the back.
Jason's eyes showed clear pain, and the kind of eyes that were hurt by Song He also made Song He's heart suffocated, but she was ruthless and unwilling to show a little concession, because Song He knew that Jason couldn't give him a little hope.
Sometimes, hope is more terrible than despair, and Song He is well aware of this, Song He is obviously a pessimist, she thinks that she and Jason will not end well, in this case, do not do the so-called 'give it a try' useless work.
Moreover, Song He knows very well that her feelings for Yin Zheng do not arise overnight, so Song He also knows that it is not something that can be done overnight to make her forget Yin Zheng.
She is still struggling in the abyss of pain, so Song He is unwilling to let Jason accompany her, and in this abyss that seems to be impossible to climb out, she will suffer for a lifetime.
Many times, it is always easier to persuade others than to convince yourself, just like Song He, she can persuade Jason to give up liking her and give up pursuing her, but she can only stay up by herself, trying to use the pain of memories to numb herself not to miss Yin Zheng.
As Song He said to Jason before, love is hard, so don't try.
Jason looked at Song He in front of him, and suddenly remembered Song He's evaluation of himself a long time ago, Jason didn't say it before, but he felt that the evaluation was quite objective, but now Jason thinks that Song He is the most suitable person for this evaluation, Jason thinks, Song He's heart, he is afraid that he can't wait, Song He may be troubled all his life because of his love for Yin Zheng.
Jason, who has insisted on liking Song He for so many years, has never thought of giving up for a moment even if he was hurt by Song He's words in the past, but now, Jason feels that he can't hold on.
Don't they all say that if you don't forget, there will be an echo?
Jason laughed at himself in his heart, why did he never forget it, and he was haunted by his dreams, and he didn't even hear a sound? Sure enough, these chicken soups can't be believed.