A helpless smile spread from Jason's lips, and Song He, who he looked at deeply, didn't speak for a while, but in the end, Jason still opened his mouth.

Jason smiled a little stunned and said, "Song He, you are such a smart person, don't you see it?" You and I, except for getting married, are strangers from now on, and we don't have the so-called 'friendship' that compromise. ”

Jason's words made Song He's face appear unexpected and flustered for a while.

He thought about the panic that quickly crossed Song He's face just now, and he felt a little comforted in his heart - at least Song He didn't have a hard heart for him to the point that he didn't care if he didn't care about him.

Song He's eyes were filled with doubts, as if she hadn't thought that one day, she would not have Jason by her side, she inexplicably remembered that the person who had always been by her side when she was the most sad and the most difficult and painful was Jason.

But now this man suddenly told her that in addition to falling in love, it is to completely break away from each other's lives, and even friends can't be friends.

Song He felt that maybe she was all against the water this year, and she was so unlucky.

"Are you serious?" Song He still wants to save again, or save Jason.

However, Jason, in terms of speaking and doing things, he has always carried his rigorous professionalism, and what he said is certain, and he is unexpectedly more persistent than Song He and Yin Zheng.

I saw Jason first nodded, and then quickly said, "Well, seriously." ”

"Heh......"

As soon as Jason's words fell, Song He suddenly let out an obvious sarcastic laugh, and then the gaze in her eyes narrowed, so that Jason could no longer see a little emotion.

Song He seemed to be very normal and nodded with jealousy and coldness, and said, "As you wish, take care of yourself in the future." ”

Take care of yourself in the future.

Five words, a sentence that can't even be used for ten seconds, draws a break to the unstructured and messy relationship between Song He and Jason.

Jason completely understood what Yin Zheng was feeling now, and he felt that he should return to China immediately now, and then talk to Yin Zheng about how he felt when he was hurt by Song He.

Jason believes that he must have a lot in common with Yin Zheng by now.

After saying this, Song He refused to stay any longer, she turned around, but suddenly she seemed to be angry and couldn't bear it anymore, and she couldn't take care of her physical condition, raised a foot and kicked her car door, as if she was not distressed at all, scolded in a low voice, then pulled the car door, stepped on the accelerator, and left as if she had no nostalgia.

Jason couldn't see the shadow of the car carrying Song He anymore, and he didn't know if he was right or wrong to do this, but it was undoubtedly the best choice for himself and Song He.

Don't be friends - Song He doesn't feel guilty every time he sees himself.

Song He thought that Jason didn't find out, but Jason just pretended not to know in order to cooperate with Song He, and after such a long time, Song He has become more and more guilty about Jason.

Otherwise, with Song He's character, how could she, who was so reserved, hug her waist that day, lean on his back in a weak posture and said, "Love is very hard, don't try it." ’

Jason understood all the unspoken meanings of Song He.

Song He returned to her home with a shocking anger, obviously she should find a quiet place to regulate her emotions by herself at this time, this is what she used to do, after adjusting her emotions, Song He is strong and invincible after going abroad, and she dares to compete with anyone.

But today, Song He couldn't control himself and went to the baby room that he was not ready.

She was still a little sensible, and she was quite emotionally stable when she entered the door, Song He held the doorknob, pressed her wrist slightly, and turned open the bedroom door.

She walked in the door, and then Song He sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the baby's room, Song He still remembered that when she chose a house, it was because of this floor-to-ceiling window that she hoped that her child would wake up every day in the future and see the sunlight in the room.

Song He looked at the cribs in the room that had not yet been assembled, as well as the baby items scattered on the floor, which Jason had bought bits and pieces since he came here.

Song He also stopped it, because he didn't know whether the child was a boy or a girl, so he shouldn't buy so much for the time being, but Jason didn't seem to hear it, and he would always buy some back when Song He went out to work.

In fact, Song He was also very moved, she did like these little things very much, but Song He still didn't want to admit it in her heart, whenever she saw these small things used by children, she couldn't help but think of Yin Zheng.

She felt very depressed in her heart, and there would always be a voice in her head that kept reminding Song He that she must let go of the past, must stand up strongly, and must get rid of the cage brought to her by Yin Zheng.

Song He felt that she would definitely be able to do it, so she went abroad and started a new life.

After coming abroad, in the face of an unfamiliar environment, Song He did devote himself to his new life with 200% enthusiasm, but the most sober cognition in Song He's heart still couldn't make her numb deny that she hadn't come out of Yin Zheng's shadow at all.

Song He never forgot Yin Zheng.

Thinking of this, Song He stretched out his hand and shook the crib that had not yet been assembled, and the unstable crib immediately emitted a squeaky sound, which made Song He immediately withdraw his hand and dare not touch it again.

But at this moment, her mind has already made up what her child will look like in the future, lying in this bed, probably with a pacifier in her mouth.

A long sigh emanated from Song He's mouth, she knew that what she said to Jason today must have been excessive, and she also knew that a person who was so proud of Jason would never accept her blow to him like this.

But Song He had nothing to do, and while she was in deep despair, she was really unwilling to drag Jason into the abyss.

At the same time, Song He also felt as if he had reached a limit.

This is simply too reluctant, Song He feels that Song He is now wearing a human skin mask, in front of Jason, in front of many people, she has to pretend that she is a strong single mother.

She wants to pretend that even if she doesn't have Yin Zheng in her life, she can live very well.

She even had to pretend that she could come out of the shadow that Yin Zheng gave her.

But Song He knew that she couldn't, she couldn't do it.

It's like reality sentenced Song He to death, Song He knew that she couldn't do it herself, but she still kept trying to try.

Thinking so, Song He stretched out his hand to support his stomach and sat on the ground in pain, in front of her, in her body, there was still her own child, this child connected to her and Yin Zheng's bloodline, and was the crystallization of the love between her and Yin Zheng, but now that you look at it, this so-called love crystallization is really too ironic.

He actually took the thing that Yin Zheng valued most and ran away.

The corners of Song He's mouth showed a wry smile, she looked at the tall buildings outside the window, thinking that she had been by Yin Zheng's side and had seen such a scene, at that time she felt that she could stand by Yin Zheng's side and accompany Yin Zheng for a lifetime.

However, the reality is that Song He can't do it himself, he broke his promise and left Yin Zheng's life ahead of schedule.

Song He didn't know how Yin Zheng was doing after he left, she had been avoiding herself not to inquire about Yin Zheng, he was afraid that he would be soft-hearted, and he was also worried that he would be soft-hearted.

Soft-heartedness is like a measure to evaluate Song He's feelings, which makes Song He worry that he will be defeated in front of reality, so he can only be like an ostrich, pretending that everything is calm outside, and he is very happy.

And today's phone call between Jason and Chen Che is like the calmness that Song He pretended to be shattered.

So that Song He was finally able to look directly at the real reality, this reality, let the fusion feel a hint of masochistic pleasure while being painful.

Her sanity was finally able to shake off the emotional torment in her body, and she could clearly understand that she had never been what she wanted to become.

Tears dripped down Song He's face one by one and smashed on the wooden floor in front of Song He, and he watched the water droplets falling on the floor, like crystals, slamming heavily on the ground and splitting into pieces.

Song He stretched out her hand in disbelief, her hand touched her face, Song He didn't expect that she would be able to cry now, she thought that all her tears had been drained.

For Yin Zheng, he dried up in China.

"Why are you crying?" Song He muttered to herself in a daze, and she heard her voice fall empty in the room, hit the white walls around her, and then echo into her ears.

Why? Cry?

Crying?

She felt a piece of dampness in her hands, and only then did she have to admit that she was really crying, and Song He's low laugh rang out again.

Immediately, Song He looked like nothing had happened, and found a far-fetched reason for himself: "It must be that the eyelashes fell into the eyes, which is a little uncomfortable." ”

She answered herself with self-questioning, and there was no sound in the room.

Song He wiped the tears from his face, and then stretched out his arm and hugged himself with his backhand, like a lonely child, firmly hugging himself in the home he gave himself, in this little safety.

She closed her eyes, held back the tears that still wanted to come out, and leaned gently into the crib.

Everyone has something sad to hide.