Chapter 240: Back to Chaos

Yin Zheng looked at the door of his office after Chen Che left, and looked at it silently for a while, before slowly turning his head and falling his gaze on the floor-to-ceiling window in his office.

The man who once seemed invincible is now like an old man like a rotten wood, and the whole person seems to have no soul, just looking at the scenery outside the upper floors without clouds and wind in a daze.

Yin Zheng's mind echoed the words left by Chen Che before leaving, and suddenly, an obvious wry smile appeared on Yin Zheng's face, and he silently responded in his heart: "Life without Song He's presence is really boring. ’

A relationship, just Song He left, it already made Yin Zheng feel the pain of breaking his muscles and bones, he couldn't imagine that if there was no Song He in his future life, what would be the difference between being alive and dead?

Soon, the man himself gave himself an answer: there is no difference.

Yin Zheng went from day to night like a walking corpse, and then he stood up, took the car keys downstairs, and when he stepped on the accelerator, Yin Zheng suddenly remembered how crazy he was in the underground garage a month ago.

At that time, Yin Zheng really planned to die, so he would exchange his life for a life, and Song He would be able to let go of Mu Yongrong and be free from his own bondage.

The man drove the car, looking like he was driving on the road without any difference as usual, Yin Zheng forgot to look at the time when he left, and at this time he could only judge from the sparse traffic on the road, and the time was quite late.

He is like a programmed robot, trying to fill his time every day, and it is rare to have free time, and now, there seems to be an exception in Yin Zheng's life - Luo Xiwei.

Yin Zheng felt as if he was being monitored by Luo Xiwei, no matter where he was, Luo Xiwei could find him, and even when Yin was at work, Luo Xiwei didn't know where to get his phone, and always called every few hours.

This feeling of loss of control and inability to balance made Yin Zheng very angry in his heart, but every time he saw Luo Xiwei's face that was very similar to Song He, Yin Zheng's anger that Yin Zheng was originally going to vent on Luo Xiwei was instantly extinguished.

Now Yin Zheng is like a full balloon, as long as a needle pokes it, Yin Zheng feels that he can expose himself instantly.

On the other hand, Jason crossed the ocean to Song He's side, originally wanting to accompany Song He, and maybe there would be a long-term relationship, but Jason never expected that he would have such a violent quarrel with Song He.

Whether it is Yin Zheng or Jason, both of them are the top people in their careers, but they have a heart of infatuation, and after falling in love, they can work hard.

While Yin Zheng was driving, Jason, who had been in love with Song He for a long time, was completely rejected by Song He, and at this moment, he was sitting in the largest and most luxurious nightclub in the center of New York City, and was partying with more than a dozen international students and old classmates he had known when he was in school.

Jason's handsome face has won him a lot of sexual encounters tonight, and the handsome and helpless face is completely paralyzed by alcohol at the moment, and he hugged the two beautiful women left and right, and kissed them heavily on the lips of the two women while the atmosphere was high.

Disgusting –

Even though Jason was a little dizzy from drinking at this point, he still felt this distinct nausea that could suffocate him after the kiss.

The next moment, Jason immediately pushed away the two women in his arms, rushed into the bathroom in the box, hugged the toilet and vomited.

He barely ate, and he vomited for a long time and only drank alcohol.

Those old classmates came up and giggled and teased Jason: "Master Jason, I can't do it today, I vomited without drinking much." ”

The two women who were still in Jason's arms just now came over again and wanted to help Jason up, after all, a handsome oriental man like Jason is indeed very popular with foreign women in a place like an exotic bar.

Jason once after the death of his sister, for a period of time, because of the guilt of his sister, he could only survive through the paralysis of alcohol, and during that time, the bar became Jason's most familiar place, and even Jason almost abandoned his studies to become a doctor because of drinking.

The two foreign women just put their hands on Jason's arm, and Jason opened them mercilessly as if they were electrocuted.

"Get out." Jason's disgusted voice squeezed out from between his teeth, and none of the people present dared to provoke Jason, so Jason spoke, and after that, almost less than half a minute, he was the only one left in the bathroom.

Jason sat on the floor for a moment, then the expression on his face became normal, then he stood up, walked to the sink, washed his hands unhurriedly, and then propped up the edge of the sink and looked up at himself in the mirror.

He kept staring at his eyes in the mirror, as if to calm the emotions in his heart, and after about a few minutes, Jason straightened up, as if he was going out, but the next second, without warning, he raised his hand clenched into a fist and smashed it into the mirror in front of him-

Suddenly, centered on the point where Jason's fist hit the mirror, the cracked lines quickly separated from under his fist, and at the same time, blood also came out uncontrollably from the place where Jason and the mirror had touched, and flowed down the mirror one by one.

Jason looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes glittering like wounded beasts.

'Don't think about her-'

The more Jason ordered himself like this in his heart, the more clearly he could see the various Song He in his mind.

He felt that he was going to be tortured by Song He and went crazy, and even wanted to see Song He now, and wanted to question Song He: "Why did you reject me?!" Why can you hurt me at will because I love you?! ”

I also want to say to Song He: "Take care of yourself in the future...... Fart, I just have to think about not having you in my future life, I can't wait to make a decision on my own first, and make you feel guilty and blame yourself for the rest of your life! ”

But what he wanted to say more was what he didn't have time to tell Song He that day: "It's too difficult to love you, but if I don't love you, I won't be able to live." ”

But these words, Jason wanted to say, but there was no way to say them, he kept inhaling and exhaling long, trying to keep the pain in his hand so that he could keep a little sanity - he had been in front of Song He for so long, don't rush to make people dislike.

But until the end, Jason still couldn't keep his senses, he felt that he couldn't bear this breath, why did Song He drive away after saying that, so who did he say what he didn't say?!

So at three o'clock in the morning, Song He, who was still insomnia, suddenly received a call from Jason.

Song He, who was sitting by the window, looked at the mobile phone on the ground and suddenly lit up in the dark, she looked at the notes that appeared on the screen, and suddenly her heart was suffocated.

Song He was stabbed in the eyes by the dazzling light on the mobile phone screen that suddenly lit up in the night, she didn't go back to her bedroom tonight, she stayed in the baby room and didn't leave.

Song He never fell asleep, her mind was very chaotic, one moment it was when she was a child, and another time she would think of the time when she grew up and it was more miserable, and more often she thought of Yin Zheng.

Even in this situation, Song He can't help but think of the tenderness and love that Yin Zheng once had for her.

Song He knew that she couldn't let go, but she also comforted herself that there were not too many things she couldn't let go, such as the death of her mother, and her biological father, who would rather like Su Duo than look at her kindly, until now, Song He has not let go.

Song He kept comforting herself in her heart, although she didn't let go, but she still couldn't live until now?

Therefore, Song He felt that he was both guilty and shameful to think about Yin Zheng, and on the other hand, he would not be able to live without self-hypnosis and leave Yin Zheng, although it would become a regret for a lifetime, but it was just a regret.

Just when Song He was thinking wildly, the mobile phone on the floor suddenly lit up, and the sudden bright light attracted Song He to cast her eyes over, she and the mobile phone were not far away, only a few steps away, so Song He could obviously see the call prompt with the note 'Jason' on his full-screen mobile phone.

Song He was a little surprised that Jason would call her so late, she thought that with a man as arrogant and self-contained as Jason, after being rejected by her, after being hurt by her words, he would definitely not be willing to take the initiative to contact him again.

When such a thought suddenly popped up in his mind, Song He's heart trembled coldly, even if there was no movement, but Song He had already unconsciously cared about the movement on the mobile phone.

However, Song He just kept looking at his phone and didn't answer Jason's call.

'Why don't you answer the phone?' Song He asked himself in his heart, this may be a good opportunity to be good friends with Jason again, and the gradually dimming mobile phone screen made Song He worried and inexplicably empty.

She was like she was out of her body, looking at herself staring at her phone in a daze, but she refused to answer.

Tonight, Song He felt that he couldn't sleep at all.

But apparently Jason didn't give up, because soon, Song He's mobile phone lit up again, and the caller was still 'Jason', but Song He still didn't answer the phone,

So for a short period of time, Jason called, but Song He never answered.

Jason won't believe that Song He didn't wake up, after all, Jason still knows how alert Song He is - once Jason tried to take advantage of Song He's lunch break to plot against Song He.