Ji Chen looked at his hand, as if the eleventh one had grown from those ten fingers. Her vision was blurry, her vision was not clear at all, and a double image appeared in front of her. She wondered if this was a precursor to her imminent death, first her vision was blurred, and then slowly, she couldn't see anything, and her soul returned to chaos.

Ji Chen slid down weakly against the door panel, squatted on the ground, and let himself go. She's powerless, powerless to herself, powerless to that. She didn't want to give up like that, but she didn't even know where to start working hard.

"Ji Chen, are you in there?" Liuge's voice pierced through the wooden board and smashed into Ji Chen's chaotic brain, and the door of the toilet cubicle where she was was slapped was slammed. "Open the door, you come out with me, you can't be left alone now."

Ji Chen choked and wiped the tears on her face, she stared at the trembling door panel, her vision gradually became clear, and she realized that her eyes were blurred by too many tears.

She reached out and hooked the latch to open the door, and when Lyug opened the door, he saw her crouching there, looking at him with tears on her face, as if she were looking at her own savior.

"Get up, let's go out." Liu Ge is taking advantage of the fact that no one dares to enter the women's toilet now, otherwise after this time, his name will be even louder, and Xueshen is a pervert who openly enters the women's toilet.

Ji Chen looked at him silently, extremely aggrieved, and the corners of his mouth became more and more curved, as if he meant to come again at any time. Lyug was a little afraid of her.

"Don't cry, come out with me first, okay? This is the women's bathroom, what am I talking like here? ”

"My leg is numb......" Ji Chen said pitifully.

"And in the mood to be coquettish, it seems that you are fine? Then I'll go first. Lyug raised an eyebrow and looked at her with a hint of threat.

Ji Chen stretched out his hand to look at him, Liu Ge helplessly took her hand and pulled her up, and Ji Chen threw himself into his arms. Liu Ge is also a 1.8-meter boy, and it is not a problem to hold a girl in his arms. It's just that he can't accept intimate contact with people, let alone being a member of the opposite sex, or a person of the opposite sex who thinks about him. Liu Ge stiffened his body, and he really wanted to get rid of Ji Chen, but his body was stiff and he didn't know what to do.

He remembered that a long time ago, as long as he was touched like this, he would reactively vomit, but after many years, after being contacted like this again, he just stiffened his body and couldn't move, so did he make progress?

"Let's go out and say, don't hold me."

Ji Chen reluctantly moved his arm off Liu Ge's body, and when his hand slid to Liu Ge's hand, he blinked his eyes and secretly hooked his fingers.

Liu Ge lowered his eyelids and looked at Ji Chen's small movements. Her hand was small, and she grabbed one of his fingers like a child who grabs one finger when she can't hold her father's hand. Liu Ge chuckled in his heart, unable to think of why Ji Chen trusted him so much.

"Can you go out?"

"Hmm." Ji Chen nodded.

Liu Ge and Ji Chen ran to the playground to sit, it was almost dusk, and the evening breeze was not the cool wind of summer, blowing their hair into a group of demons. But the two of them still endured the cold wind and sitted.

"Blow the wind, blow your brain sober, let's talk." Lyug sat on the lawn with his legs folded, putting one hand on his leg and the other holding the plastic grass on the lawn.

"Don't detain people, you're all bald." Ji Chen reached out to pull Liuge's hand, trying to stop him, Liuge backhanded to shake off her hand, and then the two hands of the two people were entangled together, and after a while, both of them were amused by their own childishness.

"Are you bored! You say you're a three-good student, why are you so boring! ”

"I don't think I'm bored." Liuge looked at her with a smile, "I don't think everything I do is boring, even if it's in a daze, it's a part of my life." They have meaning, even if I won't remember them, but time is proof that they existed. And, every inch of time is an inch of gold, they are an inch of gold. Now the grass I pulled out of my hand is worth a thousand gold. ”

Ji Chen burst out laughing.

"What kind of crooked reasoning are you!"

"It's very logical!" Liuge looked at her with a smile, "This valuable grass is given to you." As he spoke, he put the grass into Ji Chen's palm.

Ji Chen looked at the grass in the palm of his hand, this grass looked incomparably small in this huge playground, and the quality in the palm of his hand was so light, obviously there was no sense of existence, but the plastic lawn was missing it, and there was an obvious small hole in it.

"What do you want to tell me? Or do you want to hear what I have to say? ”

Liu Ge put away his smile and looked at Ji Chen, his eyes were extremely sincere.

"I don't want to hear what you say, I don't mean to pry into your heart. I also hate the idea of being snooped on. My mother was a psychiatrist, and I was busy coping with her from a young age, and it was really hard to feel like I was naked in front of her, without any ego to speak of. ”

Ji Chen was slightly surprised that Liu Ge mentioned his parents to herself, she knew that his biological parents had passed away, and the parents in his mouth were his adoptive mother. And judging from his tone, their relationship is very harmonious, and the tone with complaints is indescribably happiness.

"You're doing well right now." Ji Chen said suddenly.

Liuge looked at her, not understanding why she would say such a sentence.

"You can let go of the past."

At that moment, Liuge was a little angry, she said this, did she know what her past was like? Does he know what he's been through? How dare you persuade him like this? Who is she to persuade him?

"I don't mean anything, I just feel that you are very depressed sometimes, and there are things that weigh on your heart and overwhelm you. I think you're happy right now, and you shouldn't hold yourself up in the past. ”

"What about you!" Liuge suddenly raised his voice. He hated it when others speculated about him and speculated on his thoughts, and he was a little angry with Ji Chen, but his upbringing allowed him to suppress his anger. When he rudely shouted this sentence to Ji Chen, he realized that he was really naïve to death.

He is like a little kid now, because he doesn't dare to fight with others, so he exposes each other's shortcomings with others.

"Do you want to hear it? If I want to hear it, I'll tell you. ”

Liu Ge didn't expect that Ji Chen, who even the psychiatrist was on guard everywhere, would say such a thing to him. He didn't know if Ji Chen really believed him, or if he was just looking for some excuses to appease his somewhat fluctuating emotions.

"I can be your confidant, if you are willing to talk to me. If you don't say it from the heart, I don't want to hear some lies, it's a waste of time. ”

Ji Chen pursed her lips, and she nodded thoughtfully.

"Who are you, Su Pei?" Ji Chen asked this sentence frankly and clearly, in fact, she already had her own answer, but she still had to ask.

Liu Ge was slightly speechless, although he hadn't deliberately concealed who his mother was, he still couldn't understand how Ji Chen knew about their relationship. Because of his parents' career problems, his parent-teacher meetings from childhood to adulthood were attended by his respected grandfather, who was the only relative that his classmates knew.

"My mother."

"Hmm." Ji Chen had already expected the answer, and just nodded slightly, "Su Pei knows me very well, I was curious at first, why she knew me so well." Even though she was a very qualified psychiatrist, I exposed a lot in front of her, but I didn't believe that she could learn so much from me in such a short conversation. ”

"Yes, I did it on purpose, but I don't have any ill will." Liuge lowered his head, after being caught, although his heart was not bad, his starting point was not like that in the eyes of a person who was defensive of the outside world.

"Let's not talk about whether you have malicious intentions or not, aren't you curious, how did I suspect you?"

Liuge was indeed curious, he should not have shown very deliberateness. He had never said much, and where did she get suspicious?

"During the summer vacation, I went to the hospital early and I saw you. I didn't think of that at the time. When I came into the room, I felt like there was a third person in the room, and I thought I was wrong. After I mentioned my crush, it was obvious that you went to the class group that night to ask about it. Later, I asked Su Pei where the tutoring institution was, and you happened to come up to give me a tutor. When I got sick on the first day of school, you weren't surprised, you weren't curious, you didn't ask anything, it was like you knew I was sick, and you knew to get me medicine. Just now you said that your mother is a psychiatrist, well, all my speculations are reasonable. ”

Liu Ge bit his lip and didn't know what to say, he scratched his scalp, a little embarrassed, he really wanted to explain this matter, he was a little afraid that Ji Chen would be alienated from him in the future. He didn't know why he was afraid.

"I don't mean anything else, I just hope you can cure the disease, after all, you are so young, mental illness is a big problem that cannot be ignored."

Ji Chen looked at Liu Ge, his cramped uneasiness was like honey in her eyes, and he hugged her, and her sweet teeth were about to fall out.

"Don't you have anything else to say?"

Ji Chen looked at him, taking in every detail of his face, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth became higher and higher.

Liuge opened her mouth and had a lot of words to defend herself, saying that her intentions were actually good, and she did it for her sake. But when you think about it, all the good you do to others and others don't need it is all self-righteousness. He sighed and said, "I'm sorry. ”