A string broke in my brain, and my thinking stopped, so I could only watch in a daze as he took my hand and touched it on his face, and then said, "Do you feel it?" How can the face that has been grafted and plastic surgery be your current tight skin? Didn't you notice that I called you Xia Zhu from beginning to end just now? For more than two years, how could I not notice the difference between you and her, and there are some weirdness in you, it is impossible for me not to investigate you thoroughly, otherwise, what is the use of arranging Tong Zihan's chess piece to you? There are no signs of skin grafting all over your body, and your hair is taken for DNA testing, which is completely different from hers. After the above two appraisals, it is confirmed that you are not Yang Xiaofeng at all. ”

My head crashed! I feel that all the information and evidence before, everything and everything, are arguing that I am Yang Xiaofeng, but Xu Jianglun was pierced in one move, overturned all the arguments, and pulled this identity away from me.

I couldn't help but turn my eyes to my hand, the possibility of being burned in the sea of fire, I did think about it when I learned that I was Yang Xiaofeng, but my memory didn't come back completely, and I still couldn't think of who saved me in the sea of fire, and changed me into Xia Zhu; Second, it cannot be ruled out that I fell into the pit at that time, but the fire was prevented, and there was no possibility of burns.

How do you think that Xu Jianglun directly denied it all, I am not Yang Xiaofeng at all, and there is no possibility of burns or not.

No, memory! If I wasn't Yang Xiaofeng, then why would I have her memory?

Xu Jianglun's eyes were dark: "This is exactly what I'm curious about, a person who is not her at all, but has her shadow in every gesture." And where does the message that you are her come from? I want to see how far you are like her, and if you can arouse any emotions by putting Yang Xiaofeng directly in front of you. In fact, when you solved the mystery of Yulin Ling, I was disappointed to see you with an unfamiliar expression when she officially entered your sight. I once thought that you were just like her, but during Guangping's trip, you became more like her, and even the contemplative look on your eyebrows and the eyes of people were carved out of a mold. I knew you had a part of her memory. ”

The meaning of the following is derived from the subtle changes of mine, and it is almost impossible to hide in the face of his profound knowledge of psychology and academics. As long as you think about it carefully, you can find that those episodes about Yang Xiaofeng have no painful memories, and you can't even taste the burning sensation. Experts say that a person's memory of pain can last up to decades. Usually we don't remember what we experienced when we were three or four years old, but the pain can be remembered in that moment, so if I had actually experienced the fire, I would have a deeper impression of the burning pain.

I began to contradict myself, on the one hand, I felt that Xu Jianglun's words were not credible, he was so good at overcoming people's psychology, and it was very likely that he was giving me a psychological hint at this time to veto that I was Yang Xiaofeng; On the other hand, I was deducing from the clues how likely it is that I am not Yang Xiaofeng, because my memory is incomplete, I can't remember some key places, and I don't have childhood memories.

If Xia Zhu's memory is vague, then Yang Xiaofeng's memory is missing, it is like a wall that can't be filled in no matter how much it is filled. Deliberately filled in the brain, there will inevitably be gaps. It's like the message about the police academy, I have it in my head, and it's clear, and even about the leader who led me to the undercover path, I remember what he looked like and how he died, but I have no memory of the relevant instructions; Just like in criminal psychology at Qinnan Normal University, the outlines of the things experienced are all there, but the details are blurred.

The heart is like a cloud of doubt that has bloomed, and every argument is moving closer to Xu Jianglun's guidance biasedly. Even if my mind was telling me not to trust him, I couldn't control the operation of my thoughts, let alone the thought that came to my heart:

If I wasn't Yang Xiaofeng or Xia Zhu, then who would I be?

That's what I'm really afraid of!

You say that I am not Xia Zhu, and that the reason why I have weak family affection and no emotional nerves is because this life is not me. Okay, I accept it, it is true that Yang Xiaofeng's memory is clearer than Xia Zhu's vague fragments, and his feelings are more profound. But now that everything about Yang Xiaofeng has been overthrown, I am neither Xia Zhu nor Yang Xiaofeng, who else can I be?

What people fear most is not the known, but the unknown.

If you deny life, at least you have to give me a new identity, then I can feel more at ease, but ......

My head started to hurt, like a worm drilling in my head, and it hurt heartbreakingly. Seeing a weird smile on the corner of Xu Jianglun's mouth, I realized that it was really as he wanted, and he just wanted to wipe out all my life.

I said, "You hate me for having her memories, mistaking you for it, and confusing you for a while; You also hate Yang Xiaofeng, how good you have been, how much you hate, transfer your hatred for her to me. Am I right? ”

He didn't answer me, but looked down at me with a dangerous glint in his eyes.

I was not afraid of him, I had to let the words divert the throbbing pain of the nerves in my brain, so I added: "Actually, you don't love her at all, on the surface she intends to approach you, but in fact you don't mean to approach her." You are the source of the secret she is looking for, and you are close to her, disturbing her mind. Do you dare to say that none of the reasons why she went to death in the end were yours? ”

Originally, I deduced that Yi Feng was Jiang Yan's psychological puppet, and he was driven by Jiang Yan to approach me, no, it was Yang Xiaofeng. The heart is astringent, after identifying the new identity, it is true that he has integrated into this role, and he is suddenly unaccustomed to it. But now, just look at Xu Jianglun's ups and downs along the way, every move is tightly interlocked, without a single flaw, and even Gao Cheng's eyes have been hidden, how can such a clever psychologist be a puppet?

Yang Xiaofeng bravely broke into the deep pit of Qinnan Normal University alone, and in order to bury her sins, she overcame all the thorns and thorns, and finally it was difficult to prevent the word. When she looked up at the sun, she didn't know that sin was beside her, and the shadow was covering the sky and the sun. When I finally learned that when I parted ways with this person, how decisive and sad the figure who turned back.

Before approaching the sea of fire, she looked at Yi Feng's eyes, which were angry, broken, disappointed, and sad.

Some people do not hesitate to destroy a building and devour many lives in order to bury their sins. That person is still the person she once put in her heart, maybe at that moment, she didn't come down from her heart.

Xu Jianglun didn't get angry, sat me up around me, and leaned on his shoulder on the left side. I didn't know what he meant by this, but it felt much better than being hugged by him just now. After sitting down, we found that we were facing the cliff mouth, and the black hole in front of us looked like a giant beast with an open mouth, and I don't know how many ghosts and ghosts were hidden.

Xu Jianglun's indifferent voice came from his ear: "There is still some time, let me tell you a story." He didn't ask me if I wanted to listen, so he talked to himself: "I don't remember how old I am, but I remember the first time I saw her in a police uniform that year, with a heroic posture and a unique heroic spirit in her eyebrows and eyes." She's so good-looking that you can't take your eyes off it. ”

"Wait a minute," I couldn't help but interrupt him, "police uniform? How would you see? ”

He frowned and rolled his gaze to me: "I'm also at the police academy." I was stunned: "You're also a policeman?" No way. "If he's a policeman, how can these evils be explained? But there is a voice in my heart that says: Does the police have to be innocent?

He sank his eyes and said, "Does the one who is in the police academy have to be a policeman?" However, I am now. ”

The two sentences before and after sounded unrelated, but I understood the meaning in an instant, and only Zhenhe was left in my heart: "You mean, Xu Jianglun was your real name when you were in the police academy, and Yi Feng was the pseudonym you used after you went to Qinnan Normal University, and you, like Yang Xiaofeng, were also undercover ......" So when the fire passed, he returned to his original identity and became a policeman again.

Inexplicably sour, both from the police academy and undercover, he returned to the world, but Yang Xiaofeng was buried in hell.

After a light snort, Xu Jianglun said, "Don't interrupt me, time is running out." ”

His heart sank, and when he mentioned "time" twice, was he alluding to something? In his thoughts, he had already begun to state again: "I was one year higher than her, and I was selected to go up to Qinnan Normal University before her, and when I saw her again at the gate of the division the next year, I was surprised again. She faded away, her eyebrows and eyes were more restrained, and there was like a light on her body, attracting people who were immersed in darkness to approach. When I was with her, I was almost obsessed with the warm light and didn't want to extricate myself, but when the light pierced my body was painful, I had to give up even if I was reluctant. It is not a path, light and darkness cannot coexist. I thought I could give up after the departure, but when I saw her about to pierce like a headless fly, I couldn't bear it. Since it is difficult to break the thoughts of her, then there is only to cut off her way, and she is willing to give up some of the achievements that have been cast for her, she does not appreciate it, and buries herself in the fire pit knowing that it is a fire pit. You're right, I hate her, because in the end she gambled that I couldn't bear it, that I would go into that fire pit for her, and that she would drag me into hell with her. ”

I understood him, and when he paused, I asked softly, "So, you're actually a double agent, right?" Joining the police academy, being an undercover agent, and going to the Normal University are all identities you play, and the real you belong to that darkness. ”

There is no doubt that behind Xu Jianglun, there is a dark organization, and the underground city of Qinnan Normal University is their base. He went over as Yi Feng, ostensibly an undercover agent in the police community, but in fact, the real purpose was to take over the dungeon and control the police information. So when Yang Xiaofeng stepped into that school, her identity had been exposed, and Xu Jianglun knew from beginning to end that she was here to go undercover. <