152. Psychological warfare

and then to the basement of the Shen family, this place is really a psychological battle.

First of all, I didn't know how to draw pictures at that time, but I only perceived images through the scene, and it was the first time that the process of perception was suddenly interrupted and triggered. The interrupted outside voice came from one of the criminal policemen, whether Xu Jianglun was "unintentionally" prompted not to make a decision, but because of my nosebleed, he had an excuse to look for the forensic doctor Chen, so that he had an alibi. So later, after the personnel who had been excluded to the basement, he was basically excluded.

That time it was the positive that made me perceive his existence, and the fierce murderous aura brought a chill to the forest, which made me creepy, but it dissipated into invisibility in an instant. Gao Cheng was right, Xu Jianglun's intention was not to kill me, in that case, if he attacked me, then he would inevitably be captured, and he would not be able to escape Gao Cheng's eyes. But thinking about it in connection with the aftermath, it wasn't to warn me not to use the picture to investigate the case again, it seems that his purpose was purely to deter me, and also to leave a fog and mystery for Gao Cheng.

Otherwise, he would not have tried the law in the maze case, let Jiang Yan present the L&K image, and give Yang Xiaofeng's puzzle. He was guiding me step by step, uncovering the game, uncovering the truth behind it, and awakening my sleeping memories.

Within the labyrinth, he played a risky move, but it was also a crucial move. If before, Gao Cheng could have doubted him, then after that, the doubts disappeared, and his image was fixed as clumsy, not high IQ, and straightforward. And succeeded in separating the trust between me and Gao Cheng, killing two birds with one stone? No, it's killing three birds with one stone. He had the opportunity to let Director J die "quietly" after telling part of the truth. Step by step, and step by step, how can I compare this scheming?

Even if Takashiro is wise, he has a rift with me, and his heart is annoyed with me, and it is impossible to get a glimpse of the whole picture of the matter in another section of the communicator. Basically, at this point, everything that should be sorted out has been sorted out, and there are only ...... left Qiu Yuebai's death and Jiang Yan's death. I asked, "Why did you kill Qiu Yuebai?" What exactly did she see? Jiang Yan finally pierced the silver needle in her neck, which you gave her the moment you entered the door. ”

The former sentence is a doubt, the latter is an affirmation.

Xu Jianglun's eyes flashed, and he chose to ignore the previous question, and only replied: "Jiang Yan's value has reached the end, so naturally she can die." Her death will take away all suspicion against me. ”

My heart sank, and I asked in a deep voice: "You stabbed Gao Cheng in the abdomen?!" ”

He pursed his lips, "It's hard for him to do it without stabbing that knife." In fact, thinking that he could finally end him, he could still steal his life back like that, which can be regarded as tenacious. ”

I heard it all the inside, Jiang Yan attracted all the attention of Gao Cheng, and after Xu Jianglun saved me several times before, Gao Cheng had already taken off his guard against him, but he didn't want to be this laxity, and it was difficult to prevent the secret arrow at the critical moment, causing him to ......

The familiar dull pain buried at the bottom surfaced again, and he asked in a deep and angry manner, "Where did you take him?" ”

Xu Jianglun's eyes were deep, and his face was as secretive as deep, but he was noncommittal. I took a few deep breaths to try to keep the anger down, otherwise I wouldn't be able to talk at all. After his emotions finally changed, he asked another question calmly: "Did you kill the child?" ”

This time, Xu Jianglun squinted, his drooping eyes stared at my face, but his expression had returned to calm from his previous anger, like a plain lake, and there was no trace of turmoil. After waiting for a while, I thought he wouldn't answer, but I heard him hum softly.

A familiar dull ache rose somewhere in my heart, which had been lurking since the day I saw the child lying on the blood-stained white gauze skirt, like the most ostentatious painting. Xu Jianglun is a psychologist, and he often comes to the gallery, sometimes I am there, sometimes I am not, so that he has contact with children. For such a psychologically fragile girl, it is not difficult for him to overcome at all. I'm sad because the root of all this is that if the child doesn't come to the gallery, then he won't be the object of his use.

There is no second possibility for a girl to willingly do anything for her except love words.

So I asked, "Have you ever loved her?" Seeing that his expression was still calm, I smiled and asked, "I guess, have you ever felt guilty about her?" This time, Xu Jianglun opened his mouth: "Do you think I will have these senseless emotions?" ”

"But she loves you!" I was suddenly out of control, I couldn't hear him describe those meaningless emotions, Tong Zihan loves you, she has been a secret son by my side for two years for your peace of mind, and she will not hesitate to stab me when necessary. It is an innocent and fragile girl, the only way to interpret love, but in your case, it is just a tool! Xu Jianglun, you don't have a heart! "At the end of the day, I screamed, even if I was hoarse, but I was full of anger.

But my emotions couldn't infect him at all, and I still just replied coldly: "My love has long been extinguished in the past, and it has also buried my heart." You're right, I really don't have a heart. His eyes gradually revealed a trace of strange depth, and darker and darker colors, and he was looking down at me, only a foot away from me, and his eyes met, and his voice was so light that he couldn't be softer: "Xia Zhu, do you know who I am?" ”

I was inexplicably flustered, a little afraid of his look, biting my lip and not speaking.

I saw that he suddenly closed his eyes, and said softly in his mouth: "Yang Liu'an, the wind and the waning moon." Yang Xiaofeng, my name is Yi Feng, our fate is destined and has been concluded a long time ago. "The breath was only an inch away from me, and it seemed like his lips would be down in the next moment. And a strange white light flashed in my head, and I was stunned in place, staring at him without any reaction.

He's Yi Feng! He is actually Yi Feng?

No, I don't believe it. Hear your own voice come out: "No way, you don't look like him at all." But when the words came out, why did he even feel pale and powerless. Because the next moment, he opened his eyes and stared at me, "Do you think that when a person steals from the fire, can he still have a complete skin?" ”

With a hissing sound, he unzipped his jacket and unbuttoned it one by one. I winced my eyes, knowing that there was no way he could have thought of me, and when his chest was exposed, I realized that I had lost my breath.

The mottled scars were hidden in the dim light, looking hideous and terrifying, and there were more than one, extending into the clothes. "See? Any idea why I didn't have a full skin graft and left with these wounds? Because I want this pain to be remembered at all times, I want the person who once made me hurt to show the prototype, and ask in front of her: How can I bear to leave me alone and fall into pain? ”

My body trembled uncontrollably, and my heart welled up with infinite fear. He's saying this to me, I'm the one who makes him hurt, he's scarred, and ...... The gaze scraped on his face in horror over and over again, it was a completely refreshed face, and almost no outline was retained. He used to be so handsome and good-looking, but now he has become this ordinary face.

Xu Jianglun raised his body and buckled the buttons back one by one. He took me from the ground in his arms and pressed me against his chest, where he could hear the sound of his heartbeat hitting his eardrums.

On this quiet night, there was only me and him on Huya Mountain, even if I was embraced by him, I couldn't feel the slightest warmth, only the chill that froze through my heart, making me shiver constantly. He smiled and asked, "What are you afraid of?" ”

I don't know, I just can't control the trembling of fear.

His hand was on my throat, and he took his pulse and asked, "Are you afraid that I will kill you?" Before he gave me time to react, he laughed and said, "How can I be willing to do it." You are the baby I have been looking for for so long, you don't know, when I learned that you were not dead, the pain of ulceration all over my body was like getting painkillers immediately, and I could endure it by gritting my teeth. So I couldn't wait, regardless of the injury, I asked Jiang Yan to set up a bureau to arrange that kidnapping, I didn't want to get any favorable information from them, I just wanted to hear something about you, to confirm that you really existed, and you were really alive. ”

A wave of sadness surged from somewhere, and it turned out that there was this meaning behind the kidnapping case. And he was really there!

I asked, "Is that person who calls himself Yi Feng really you?" ”

"Well, in the dark, you don't need to see the light. That was also the last time I used Yi Feng's identity, and after that, I went for skin grafting surgery, got a makeover, found you, and came to you. When I first saw you, you must not have imagined how much pain I was holding back to not step forward and hold you in my arms like this. ”

Following his train of thought, I asked again: "Did you later find out that I had lost my previous memories and became a different person, and then decided to approach me with a new identity?" He laughed lightly: "You can find it again when the memory is gone, as long as it's you, I can always help you find it." With his other hand, he stroked my windswept hair on my face, and his expression was very gentle.

The bone-chilling chill came out again, as if it had penetrated every pore. After the shock of learning that he was Yi Feng, although the sorrow and regret were still there, his mind gradually cleared up, analyzing his behavior and expression at the moment, he always felt that something was wrong. I said, "Why don't you just tell me, or use some kind of psychological hypnosis or something on me to awaken my memory?" But you choose to use such an extreme way, you hate me, don't you? ”

"Hate?" He shook his head, "It's not just hate, if I can, I want to peel off your human skin and see what's hidden underneath, but I also want to see if your heart has really loved me." ”

I flinched, and he noticed it, and instead he hugged me a little tighter, and said, "Don't be afraid, it's just that I'm thinking about it." I said I couldn't bear it, no matter what you did to me, I still couldn't give up on you. Even if, you somehow know how to draw, your personality becomes completely different from hers, and you don't even have her breath in you. ”

I realized something, glared at him in amazement, and muttered, "What do you mean?" ”

He smiled weirdly at me, and the next sentence directly shocked me on the spot: "Are you really Yang Xiaofeng?" ”<