After losing consciousness at the moon gate, I don't know how long I stayed in the dark, as if all the bones in my body had melted in it, but in an instant, it was like falling into the biting ice cellar, so cold, as if I fell on the ground, I would be crushed to pieces, so cold.

'Drip, drip, drip, drip-'

There was a faint sound of some instruments in her ears, she desperately wanted to open her eyes to take a look, but the two eyelids seemed to be sewn up, they wanted to open them, they wanted to open them, Cheng Qi held back a ruthless force in her heart, and desperately opened her eyes, this time, a ray of light appeared in her sight, and then, she closed it suddenly.

It seems that I haven't been exposed to sunlight for too long, so dazzling, and my pupils are so painful.

Under such external stimulation, tears soon flowed from her eyes, her pupils turned lightly, and after being moistened a lot, Cheng Qi opened her eyes again, she was lying, and the first thing she saw was the LED energy-saving lamp on the roof, the crystallization of modernity, which made her familiar and unfamiliar.

Then, she smelled the smell of disinfectant water that belonged to the hospital, and in the corridor outside the room, there were the hurried footsteps of the nurses, and the cries of children afraid of injections, and more importantly, the sighs and anxious voices of waiting.

This is a hospital.

Cheng Qi thought.

I'm back.

She felt that her breathing was a little unpleasant, and she raised her hand, the arm was unfamiliar as if it was not her own, and looked at it in front of her, and suddenly smiled, this body was much rougher than the original owner's body, not so delicate and smooth, more calluses and scars, this is her growth trajectory.

Turning her head, on the table next to her, there was an electrocardiograph, the steady fluctuation showed that she was in good physical condition now, and there was a mirror next to her, Cheng Qi picked it up and looked at it, when she saw that face, she was silent, but she was stunned.

Nineteen years, I haven't seen this face in nineteen years.

The original owner is amazingly beautiful, but his original one is uniquely beautiful.

Sharp eyebrows, narrow eyes, firm nose bridge, thin lips, not good, but neutral charm, this is born from the heart, she was born cruel, there is no way to treat the world with gentleness, so she can only wrap herself in a hard steel helmet, so no one will hurt her, destroy her.

I don't know how long I've been asleep, but this face is still so young, just because he was shot and bedridden, haggard and pale, and speaking of being shot, Cheng Qi reached into the quilt and touched it, it didn't hurt as much as he imagined, it was a little sour, he exhaled lightly, and his heart was stunned.

Cheng Yan.

It's still over there.

Wait!

A silver light flashed in Cheng Qi's mind, but she suddenly had a headache, and at the same time began to panic, because she actually ...... In this short period of time, I began to remember Cheng Yan's appearance clearly, as well as Cheng Lan and Cheng Dai, all the memories of traveling through the world seemed to be disappearing with her awakening.

What's going on?

Cheng Qi stared at the LED bulb on the roof in a daze, wanting to think about it carefully, but it was counterproductive, damn it, could this really be a dream?

Could it be that in the past 19 years, it has been a dream that my brain refuses to rest when I am in a coma, and it is a hundred times more exciting than the TV series?

Cheng Yan, and her family in that world, are all fake?

As soon as such a thought appeared, Cheng Qi's whole spirit was about to collapse, she suddenly coughed violently, and when she heard this voice, the door was suddenly opened in a hurry, and then, a voice that was about to forget came through, with surprise: "Xiaoqi! You're awake! ”

Cheng Qi turned his head when he heard this, and looked at the simple but sullen middle-aged man, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, his head was not combed and his face was not washed, and his beard was unkempt...... You're awake, you're scared us to death. ”

Cheng Qi blinked his eyes, his nose was also sour, and he said in a hoarse voice: "...... Captain Gao. ”

Captain Gao nodded hurriedly, and then went to call the corridor to come in, looking at his colleagues in the traffic brigade, Cheng Qi was like a world away, so far, she really suspected that the nineteen years were her own dreams, what kind of crossing, it was all fake, how could there be such a thing.

"Okay, it's okay for Xiaoqi to wake up, Mu Mu and I stay here, you can go back."

Captain Gao said.

Several colleagues breathed a sigh of relief, told a few words, and left, while Mu Mu poured a glass of water and said to Cheng Qi: "Your Excellency, you are awake, but you scared us to death, how do you feel?" ”

Cheng Qi shook his head: "It's nothing." Captain Gao was shocked to sit up, "Be careful of your wounds." ”

"The wound doesn't hurt."

Cheng Qi said, insisting on sitting up, but heard Mu Mu say: "Don't move, don't move my little aunt, I'll shake the bed for you." After that, he shook the hospital bed out of an oblique angle of about 45 degrees, and handed the water to Cheng Qi, "People who have been shot are still so reckless." ”

Cheng Qi looked at her, this girl is still such a poor mouth, when she was first transferred to the traffic police brigade in the past, what she hated the most was Li Mu's mouth, she got endless things all day long, and now that she thinks about it, she can still hear it.

"You don't have to be here with me, why don't you go with your boyfriend." Cheng Qi smiled lightly.

"He's at work today."

Mu Mu peeled an apple for her and said, "Besides, what can be more important than you being shot." He shook Cheng Qi's hand and said seriously, "My little aunt, you didn't bump into it, you were shot, shot, shot." ”

"I know."

Cheng Qi said again: "How long have I been sleeping?" ”

"You're a dead girl, the bullet passed through and didn't hit anything." Mu Mu said in a thrilling manner, "The doctor said that you almost pierced the kidney, but even so, you are in a coma...... I'll take a look at it today......"

"Nineteen days."

Captain Gao took over the conversation: "Today is the nineteenth day. ”

When Cheng Qi heard this, he was slightly stunned, something in the depths of his pupils was silent, and then he lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly twice, Mu Mu watched from the side, and asked, "What's wrong?" In order to reconcile the atmosphere, he quipped, "You won't be unhappy because you are delayed in work." ”

"Nope."

Cheng Qi didn't know what to say, and she couldn't tell Captain Gao and Mu Mu, so she sighed deeply in her heart, but then again, she really hoped that these nineteen years would be a dream than crossing over, and that the Cheng family and Cheng Yan would not exist.

This dream, which lasted for 19 days in a coma, will also be like the countless bizarre dreams that I have had since I was a child, and will be forgotten by the brain in the daylight as I wake up and return to my original life.

"When can I be discharged?"

Cheng Qi said.

Captain Gao thought for a while and said, "Looking at you like this, there shouldn't be any big problem, stay for a few days and observe it." ”

"It's okay, I can be discharged."

Cheng Qi said: "Besides, I can't afford to pay for medical treatment. ”

"You are injured at work, and you reported it, besides, don't you have five insurances and one housing fund?" Captain Gao said angrily.

"Oh, yes."

Cheng Qi said stubbornly: "But I don't like the hospital, I'm fine, I'd better be discharged early." ”

"Then I'll go through the discharge procedures for you the day after tomorrow."

Mu Mu said beside him.

"No, I'll be discharged tonight." Cheng Qi said, "You can go and do it for me now, and then come back and help me clean up." ”

"This stubbornness!"

Captain Gao took a deep breath and said, "It's better to be unconscious, and you will know that you are angry as soon as you wake up." Seeing that Cheng Qi's face was good, he compromised with this girl as before, "Okay, okay, I'll go get it for you with Mu Mu, don't go back to your broken rental house today, and go back to my house with me later, and let your sister-in-law cook you some good dishes to make up for your body, you have been shot for more than half a month, but she is also in a hurry." ”

"No, I just want to go home today."

Cheng Qi refused again.

Captain Gao rolled his eyes, waved his hand again and again, and said, "Forget it, do you like to eat or not." Walked out with Mu Mu's snicker, turned his head before going out, and said in a somewhat strange tone and expression, "By the way, there's a message from above, and when your body recovers, you can go back and continue to do your old job." ”

Cheng Qi frowned when he heard this, looked at Mu Mu, and the man smiled a little reluctantly: "You can go back to the city bureau, my big criminal policeman." ”

"Hurry back."

Captain Gao said inconsistently: "The province is angry with me here all day." ”

"I ...... Can I not go back? ”

Who knew that Cheng Qi said unexpectedly.

Captain Gao was stunned for a moment, and there was obvious joy in his eyes: "Yes." Quickly coughed lightly, Zhengse said, "However, this is an order from above, if you don't want to go back, you have to go and tell the board of directors yourself." After a pause, he still dissuaded abruptly, "Forget it, you have a great future, don't delay here, go back." ”

"No matter what position I am in, serving the people and protecting the safety of people's lives and property is what I want to do."

Cheng Qi said with a cheerful expression.

Captain Gao nodded in satisfaction, then turned to leave.

"That's right, Captain Gao."

Cheng Qi stopped him, hesitated for a few seconds, and said meaningfully: "I won't look at those crossings again in the future." ”

Captain Gao smiled: "That's right. ”

Cheng Qi nodded, then waved his hand and said, "You stand down." ”

Captain Gao's smile retracted for a moment, and he muttered and scolded and left, but Mu Mu next to him leaned back and closed, took Cheng Qi's hand and said: "You just stepped down, but you are happy to kill me, and said that you don't look at the crossing, your crossing soul is integrated into the blood and bones, hahahahaha-"

In her hearty laughter, Cheng Qi showed a frustrated smile, even if it was a dream, she had lived in a dream for nineteen years.

Nineteen years.

I don't know how many years it will take to forget, and to get out of it smoothly.

Cheng Qi turned her head in amazement, but at this glance, she saw a person standing at the door of the room, it was a very gorgeous woman, wearing a white coat, looking like it should be a doctor, but it was a little far away, the sign on her chest didn't see which department it was, she stood in place for a few seconds, and the woman left.

Cheng Qi thought for a moment and didn't speak.

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…

After refusing Captain Gao's dinner, in the evening, she took the subway home, Cheng Qi went home late at night on weekdays, basically had to take the last subway, and left early today, but I didn't expect there to be so many people in the carriage.

Everyone's faces were tired of running around all day, few people spoke, there were no seats on the carriage, Cheng Qi stood facing the door, looking at himself in the glass, tall and tall, half a head taller than the crossing, not so beautiful, very ordinary, but very eye-catching.

After a while, the door opened, Cheng Qi stepped back, looking at the crowd of people who hurriedly got off the subway in front of him, but he didn't expect that there were so many people at this station, and the carriage was instantly empty, she sat down nearby, and as soon as she sat down, the waist of the shot stabbed a little, and Cheng Qi frowned slightly.

Raising his head again, Cheng Qi was slightly stunned, and a woman sat opposite, even though she had taken off her white coat, Cheng Qi still recognized it, this was the doctor she saw in the hospital during the day, her facial features were really too flamboyant and gorgeous, which was unforgettable.

The woman also recognized her, and smiled at her, Cheng Qi was not prepared, first stunned, and then smiled unnaturally, looked away, and arrived at the previous stop of the terminal station, the woman got up and got off, and said lightly on Cheng Qi's side: "Congratulations on being discharged." ”

"Thank you."

Cheng Qi said.

The woman left, and Cheng Qi was the only one left in the empty carriage, she looked at the modern facilities around her, and the feeling of being lost and regained came to her heart, and she exhaled lightly, no matter what, it's good to wake up, it's good to be alive, and there is always hope if you're alive.

The terminal finally arrived, Cheng Qi dragged her tired body off the subway, got out of the subway station, and walked step by step on the way back home with her memory, and this step, to be honest, is also the process of picking up memories, she hasn't walked this road for too long.

Although it was nineteen days in reality, her feeling was still nineteen years in her dream.

Extremely long and unforgettable.

"Ah, girl."

Someone behind her called her, Cheng Qi turned around, and there was surprise in his eyes, it turned out to be an old man who came out to jog every night nearby, Cheng Qi would talk to him when he met him, this person was already in his sixties, but he looked like he was only in his early fifties.

"Why haven't you seen you lately?"

The old man stopped and asked.

He didn't know Cheng Qi's identity as a police officer, so naturally he didn't know that her disappearance was because she was shot, Cheng Qi didn't say anything, only smiled lightly: "I've been on a business trip recently." ”

The old man laughed: "It's going to rain this day, so I came out early for a jog, you should also hurry home, be careful of the rain and get wet." ”

Cheng Qi nodded, watched the old man come running, took advantage of the night to walk back to the house, got on the elevator, got out of the elevator, walked inside, stood in front of the security door, took out the key from his pocket and opened the door, and with a creak, the voice-activated light on the porch turned on.

She is a rental house, but it is very clean, and the result of this is that the house is neat and empty, without the slightest popularity, very deserted, deserted.

Put the key on the shoe cabinet, Cheng Qi changed into slippers and walked in, went to the bathroom to burn the electric water heater, and then looked at everything in the house, everything was so familiar, some of his favorite smell of laundry detergent, he didn't come back for nineteen days, and he didn't fall into ashes, just the goldfish he raised, Cheng Qi walked over to see, the fish had floated on the water, and turned its white belly.

"Sure enough, I'm still dead."

Cheng Qi said, picked up the fish tank, poured all the water and fish into the toilet, pressed the flush button calmly, and watched the fish being washed away one by one, silent for a few seconds.

So tired and tired, Cheng Qi went over and lay down on the sofa, and casually ripped off the coat next to him to cover his body, I don't know if he was too tired, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

When she woke up, it was already more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, Cheng Qi got up and went to the bathroom, took off her clothes and threw them into the washing machine, looked at herself in the mirror, the wound on her waist was already healing, although the doctor specially instructed her not to get wet, she still insisted on turning on the shower head.

This way of bathing, I really haven't used it for a long time, standing up to take a bath.

The wound was faintly painful, but Cheng Qi couldn't care about it, she held on to the wall with both hands, closed her eyes, and let the hot water paste her hair like a ball of kelp, she was silent, the damp and hot air entered the nasal cavity, and it became a little difficult to breathe.

Is it a dream?

Cheng Qi is still thinking about this matter, if he can, it would be the best.

Think of it as a dream.

Cheng Qi raised his head, turned off the rain, and after taking a few breaths again, he wrapped the clean bath towel around his body, entered the bedroom without wiping it, locked the door, and fell on the bed.

Pick up your phone.

I haven't used my phone for a long time, she really can't remember what the password is, she has no choice but to restore the factory settings, looking at the clean mobile phone interface, she smiled helplessly.

Let's start over.

Everything starts all over again.

Closing his eyes, Cheng Qi re-entered a quiet sleep, and this night, he didn't dream of anything.

In the nineteen days she was in a coma, she had dreamed too much.

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…

In the early morning of the next day, Captain Gao was woken up by a knock on his door, and it was Cheng Qi who opened the door, and the man said calmly, "I'm here for dinner." ”

Captain Gao frowned, then smiled with relief, turned back to his wife who came out of the bedroom and smiled: "The living ancestor is here." ”

The wife also laughed: "Then I'll cook." "Go straight to the kitchen," "Rare guest, rare guest." ”

Cheng Qi smiled lightly: "Thank you, sister-in-law." ”

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…

Cheng Qi did not take a day off, she directly devoted herself to work, and she did not return to the city bureau, but chose to continue to be a traffic assistant policeman, and her life was ordinary and stable.

I just feel like something is missing.

Surrounded by his boss who cares about him and colleagues who are working hard to make a comeback, in the evening, after work and dinner, he goes jogging with the old man, goes back to take a shower and sleeps, day after day.

Only occasionally, I would meet the female doctor on the subway home, and the two would say hello, but they never knew each other.

The days passed like flowing water like this for more than three years, and sometimes, Cheng Qi thought, maybe it was a dream, because she really couldn't remember Cheng Yan's appearance anymore.

"Xiaoqi!"

Called Cheng Qi, who lived on duty on the side of the road, Mu Mu hurriedly trotted over and told her to get out of the car, the two sat on the road, Mu Mu handed her the pancake fruit in his hand, and smiled: "You dead girl, you have a boyfriend and lie to me." ”

Cheng Qi glanced at it: "What a thing." ”

"Just pretend."

Mu Mu snorted.

Cheng Qi took a bite, thinking to herself, this girl won't talk about the son of Dong Ju anymore, and raised her eyebrows: "Dong Jian? ”

Mu Mu nodded: "Yes, yes." ”

"He's not my boyfriend."

Cheng Qi said.

Mu Mu puffed his mouth and said unhappily: "You don't want to be so handsome, picky." ”

Cheng Qi smiled lightly and said with something in his words: "That's because I've seen more handsome ones." ”

"Impossible!"

Mu Mu said: "You lie. ”

"Believe it or not." Cheng Qi gulped down the pancake fruit, looked into the distance, took a deep breath, and said, "It's really handsome." ”

In the evening, Cheng Qi issued the last ticket, and the man stuck his head out of the car window and wanted to scold a few words, but as soon as Cheng Qi turned around, the sharp gaze flicked, and he immediately lost his voice.

"I'm home."

Cheng Qi stretched out tiredly, and said a word to her colleagues, on the subway home, she met the female doctor again, the person smiled at her, Cheng Qi frowned slightly, I don't know why.

Out of the elevator, Cheng Qi smelled a very fragrant smell of porridge in the corridor, no, it seemed to be a sliced elbow, she walked to her anti-theft door in confusion, the smell seemed to float out from here, she was stunned, opened the door, the lights in the house were on, the smell of rice was fragrant, so hungry.

Someone at home?

Cheng Qi cautiously walked in and walked to the kitchen, and the scene in front of her made her burst into tears.

It's Cheng Yan.

That handsome side face is him, with capable short hair, the sleeves of his coat are rolled up, revealing strong but not exaggerated forearms, Cheng Yan is not lying, he does look like this.

Skillfully flipping the spoon and putting the salt, Cheng Yan noticed the man, but he didn't turn his head, just frowned and reprimanded: "You are mentally retarded, how can you forget to tell me where you live, I have been looking for you all over the city for several days, and in the end it was Han Fei who told me, and ah, living alone, the refrigerator is empty as if it has been robbed, the most annoying, the door is not closed, do you want to die!" ”

“… I didn't close the door when I left? ”

Cheng Qi sobbed twice, this sudden surprise made her burst into tears, she actually forgot that Han Fei was about to leave and told her that he was a brain doctor, it turned out that that person was Han Fei!

"Ahh

Three years of longing poured out in an instant, Cheng Qi opened his big mouth and howled loudly.

Cheng Yan, who was not far away, turned his head and saw the man standing with his head up and crying, not to mention how disgusted he was, and shouted again: "Don't cry!" Come here! ”

Cheng Qi held back her tears, looked at Cheng Yan and pointed to her waist, she wiped her face, walked over with a choked voice, and hugged him from behind.

A few seconds later, Cheng Yan was really disgusted, took a deep breath, and said, "Who asked you to hug me, put the apron on me!" ”

"Whoa, okay brother."

Cheng Qi hurriedly let go of his arm, took off the apron on the refrigerator and tied it for him, only to hear the man say lightly: "Then hold me." ”

Cheng Qi was stunned for a moment, smiled, and hugged him again from behind.

"Don't rub my snot on me."

"Got it."

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