Chapter 204: Departure
Jason never dreamed that he would hear Song He say such a sentence.
For a moment, he was stunned. He looked at Song He blankly, not knowing what to say.
Song He wants to leave Yin Zheng, and for Jason, this should be a very happy thing for him. Because only when Song He leaves Yin Zheng can Jason have a chance to get close to Song He, so that Song He can change his mind.
But Jason knew that after leaving Yin Zheng, he would never get Song He completely because of this matter, and Jason also understood that Song He would not give up his love for Yin Zheng because of this.
Song He loves Yin Zheng deeply, whether she is by Yin Zheng's side or not.
"Why are you ......" Jason showed a hesitant expression on his face, looked at Song He and said, "Why did you suddenly want to leave Yin Zheng?" Don't you like him very much, and aren't you and Yin Zheng reconciled now? Why did he suddenly say that he wanted to leave Yin Zheng? ”
In the face of Jason's questioning, Song He didn't know how to answer, so in response to Jason's answer, there were only Song He's tears.
Song He's eyes were full of tears, she tried her best to control her emotions, she didn't want to let herself be embarrassed in front of Jason again, Song He felt that all her ugly and decadent looks had been seen by Jason, so at least let her leave the last bit of dignity in front of Jason.
Faced with Song He's silent and only crying, Jason couldn't help but feel very annoyed, and even wanted to blame Song He - why does Song He not have the confidence and sunshine he had when he first saw her?
Jason didn't know how Yin Zheng protected Song He, so much so that Song He, who was shining in the workplace at the time, now looks like a cowardly and fragile little woman who needs a man's care and protection.
Jason is not against taking care of women, but Jason feels that women should at least be self-reliant and self-reliant, and should not be like Pu Liu, who has completely been paid under men.
Song He knew this truth in the past, but why does Song He look like he was born and lived now, all because of Yin Zheng? Could it be that Song He so willingly became Yin Zheng's appendage?
Jason really didn't know how to vent his bitterness, and he didn't know how to explain his anger to Song He.
But this emotion is here, and Jason feels that he shouldn't speak now, because Jason is afraid that as long as he speaks to Song He, he will definitely be questioning and confused, and his tone is very bad.
So Jason pursed his lips tightly and didn't say a word.
Song He didn't hear Jason's voice at all while crying, so Song He opened his tear-daunted eyes a little puzzled, looked at Jason, opened his mouth, and said vaguely: "Jason, I beg you...... Is that okay?"
Jason heard Song He's crying voice, and his whole body almost froze in place, not knowing how to open his mouth and tell Song He what he thought in his heart.
There was a silent atmosphere in the room, which was almost the first time that there had been such an awkward and tense atmosphere between Jason and Song He since Jason and Song He met.
"Song He......" Jason finally opened his mouth with difficulty, and said to Song He: "I don't know what happened between you and Yin Zheng, and I don't know what made you become what you are now, but I think maybe you should understand my feelings for you, right?" ”
Jason said it so bluntly, this is almost the first time, Jason spoke to Song He in such a direct tone.
Faced with Jason's confession to himself in this situation, Song He didn't know what he should do for a moment, let alone what he should say to Jason.
Never...... Song He never felt that he could express it so hard in his speech.
Jason watched Song He's mouth open and close, and waited for a while, but Jason didn't see Song He say anything, until Jason thought that today's conversation might be here, and when he was about to speak, Song He took a step ahead of Jason and spoke.
"Jason, I ......" Song He opened her mouth, her voice was a little choked, and she was a little overwhelmed, she looked at Jason, thought for a long time, and then opened her mouth and said: "I just feel that my current situation is really not suitable for staying by Yin Zheng's side." ”
Jason doesn't deny this, and he doesn't even deny that Song He's current state is indeed bad.
"You say, how can a woman who is jealous of her own flesh and blood be a good mother?" Song He opened his mouth with tears on his face, as if he was ashamed to say these words, and his face even became red and helpless because he said such words.
Jason looked at Song He and watched Song He slowly talk about his mood and feelings, for a while, he didn't know how he should speak, Jason was most afraid to see Song He, Song He looked very depressed, even if Song He didn't say these words, Jason could detect the abnormality.
Even earlier, when Song He came over for a prenatal check-up last time, Jason should have been able to sense that something was wrong with Song He.
At that time, Jason saw Song He, and even when he mentioned his child, Song He didn't look very interested, and Jason knew that something should be wrong.
But at that time, Jason was just surprised, thinking that Song He might have some anxiety disorder when he was pregnant, so Jason didn't pay too much attention to it.
And now, when Song He really spoke, Jason realized Song He's problem now. She's sick, not physically. She needed a psychiatrist to treat her.
Is it prenatal depression?
Jason now regrets why he skipped so much psychology class when he was in school. So much so that now, he can't diagnose the simplest depression for Song He.
"What are you...... What do you mean......" Jason, who had been quiet for a long time, finally spoke. His voice was astringent, his throat was dry, and he looked like he had been starved of water for a long time.
However, the current Song He is also like a lack of water. It's just that she is different from Jason, what she lacks is the water in her heart, the spring that can rehabilitate her soul and heal people's hearts.
"Yin Zheng ......" Song He didn't know how to explain his emotions to Jason. As soon as she opened her mouth, and as soon as she said the name, she kept crying.
Jason couldn't help but step forward and gently hugged Song He in his arms. As for Song He, she has always maintained a very stiff posture and refused to send herself to Jason's arms, so that Jason can hold her and comfort her vulnerability.
"What's wrong with Yin Zheng?" Jason heard his voice so gentle and gentle, so gentle that he couldn't even recognize himself.
Song He said: "He didn't do much, he was fine." It's me, it's me who isn't good enough. I was jealous of my child, and I was so extreme that before I was born, I got the best ...... in the world Father's love. ”
Song He said this, and tears couldn't help but fall again.
"It's so good, why is it that its father can love it so much and favor it before it was born?" Song He told Jason about his grievances and extreme thoughts, "Why didn't my father have it?" Why is its father willing to protect it with all the best in the world, and my father can send me to another man's bed for his own benefit? ”
Hearing Song He say this, Jason's body trembled involuntarily.
Because Jason had just realized that Song Ha had told some dark secrets that he didn't know.
Song He's father, for his own benefit, sent her to Yin Zheng's bed......
Jason pieced together such a scary story from the information revealed by Song He. He always thought that stories were just stories, but it wasn't until today that he realized that things in real life were sometimes more terrifying and bloody than the stories in books.
At the same time, Jason also realized that Song Ha would be so jealous of his child, and even said that he didn't care about his child at all, not because Song Ha was really jealous of it.
But in Song He's heart, the psychological wound that had never healed exploded after seeing Yin Zheng be so doting on his child.
Song He has always felt that she is in love with Yin Zheng, and she is indeed not wrong to fall in love with Yin Zheng. Yin Zheng is a very good man and a man who loves Song He. This is Song He's luck.
But Song He's luck does not mean that she has to forgive her father Song Chongshan.
Her father is not Cupid who created this good story, but the culprit who ruined Song He's trust in the family and her father.
Jason's heartache was beyond comprehension when he understood this. He couldn't imagine how many nights Song He had to stay up alone in the years when Song He had just married into the Yin family, and he had to spend alone and scared.
Now Yin Zheng is in love with her, so what if Yin Zheng didn't fall in love with her in the first place? And since Yin Zheng can get a woman so casually and fall in love with a woman, will Yin Zheng love other women like he loves Song He in the future?
Anyway, Yin Zheng is rich, what can he do without a Song He? In this world, women who are willing to give birth to President Yin Da abound.
As soon as he thought of this, Jason's heart completely cooled. He looked at the fragile and helpless Song He in his arms, and finally made up his mind.
Jason touched Song He's head and said to Song He, "Song He, I promise you, I'll take you away." ”
After hearing this, Song He raised his head, "Thank you." ”