After Song He returned to his hospital room, he immediately sent a message to Jason, and while waiting for Jason to come over, Song He seemed to have no strength to support his body and lay on the hospital bed.

Originally, Song He wanted to take a good rest, but now, as long as Song He closed his eyes, all he saw in front of him was when he was leaving, and the moment he looked back at Yin Zheng, he saw the uneasiness in Yin Zheng's eyes.

Song He never thought that he would have such a great influence to make Yin Zheng look like this, and even Song He now thinks about Yin Zheng who was ruthless to her at the beginning, but thinks that if Yin Zheng is like that now, it will be fine.

At least...... At least that kind of Yin Zheng doesn't like Song He, nor does he love Song He, and he won't be hurt because of Song He's decision to leave.

Thinking about it, Song He felt that she might be crying again, so she stretched out her hand and wiped it on her face, and she felt a full tear.

Really......

Song He felt the damp touch on his fingertips, and a mocking smile appeared on his face with his eyes closed, Song He thought to himself, why did he become so crying now, Song He was not like this in the past.

At this time, Song He deeply realized that it was not only Yin Zheng who was changed by this love, but also her.

Song He didn't even know how she would live after leaving Yin Zheng, but Song He felt that even if life was not good, it was just her suffering alone, and it was better than living with Yin Zheng and torturing each other because of love.

What's more, they also have an unborn child.

Thinking of this, Song He involuntarily stretched out his hand and covered his abdomen, where he could clearly feel that a child was being conceived in Song He's body.

'I'm sorry, baby. Song He whispered to his child in his heart: "Mom's decision will make you unable to see your father after you are born, and even before you are born, Mom is not a competent mother, but I will love you now, and I will love you very much in the future." ’

In Song He's chaotic mind, for a while, he jumped out of the bits and pieces of his life with Yin Zheng, and for a while he thought of the child in his womb, and even Song He thought about how Song He should answer if the child asked her why there was no father at home in the future.

Song He thought about this question for a long time, but he didn't come up with a reason to come out, and he knew that a knock on the door interrupted Song He's wild thoughts and memories.

After Jason saw the information, he quickly came to Song He's hospital room, he stood at the door of the ward, thinking of Song He's almost collapse after knowing that Yin Zheng had an accident, he still remembered it vividly.

Jason has always wandered between a contradiction, not knowing whether he should continue to pursue Song He now, or let Song He and Yin Zheng live a good life.

Jason, who had mixed emotions in his stomach, took a few deep breaths before raising his hand and knocking on Song He's hospital room door. Dr. Jason, who has always been known for being a cold man in the hospital, didn't know why, he was so nervous at this time, but he raised his hand and knocked lightly three times.

"Tuk Tuk"

With a brisk rhythm of three knocks on the door, it seemed to knock on Jason's own heart, which seemed extremely light, but it made Jason's heart tremble involuntarily with every movement he made.

In fact, Jason heard the strangeness in Song He's voice on the phone just now, originally Jason wanted to ask Song He if something had happened, or if Yin Zheng had done something hurtful to Song He again.

But when Jason was about to ask, Song He had already made a request to let Jason come to her ward to find her tonight, so Jason swallowed the words he originally wanted to ask back into his stomach, since they were going to meet in the evening, then say hello in person.

Jason stood at the door, did not rush in, it seemed that only a few breathing pauses for Jason, or a long time, Jason heard a weak response from behind the door, asked Jason to come in, Jason slowly pushed the door open.

After Song He finished saying 'please come in', she opened her eyes, staring at the snow-white ceiling in a daze, she actually didn't know what she was looking at, and she didn't even have a focus on her eyes.

With such a dejected look, Song He himself can imagine it in his heart without looking in the mirror, and the only thing that can comfort Song He is that after opening his eyes and staring at the ceiling, Song He can finally stop crying.

During this time, Song He felt that she was almost going to shed all the tears in her life, and every time she cried, Song He would think that she would never cry again in the future.

However, as long as she thought that she was about to leave Yin Zheng, her future life, whether it was Song He's or Yin Zheng's, would never appear again, and she would never feel Yin Zheng's tenderness that was only for her from now on.

As soon as he thought about it, Song He felt that he couldn't help but sour again.

She tried hard to warn herself that she couldn't do this, but it was useless, Song He not only thought so, but also thought so frequently, and even as long as she had a little spare time, Song He's thinking would be biased towards this matter.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and Song He, although he heard the sound of the door being pushed open in his ears, and then the sound of Jason walking, which he was relatively familiar with, gradually became far and near.

Although Song Ha could hear all this, she really didn't have the energy to turn her head to look at Jason, she was afraid that after she turned her head and saw the expression of concern on Jason's face, Song Ha would be vulnerable again.

She must now go back to the past, the Song He who does not allow anyone to hurt her, the Song He who was once fearless, is exactly what she needs most now.

Jason walked into Song He's hospital room, and saw Song He lying on the hospital bed, not covered with a quilt, and his eyes were staring at the ceiling in a daze.

This feeling is either like the usual boring eyes empty, or a very distinct, soulless feeling that haunts Song He.

Jason inexplicably felt that after leaving Yin Zheng, Song He was like losing his soul, making him uncomfortable about how he looked at it and how he was worried.

A sudden burst of pain erupted from his heart, catching Jason off guard.

It's not that Jason hasn't seen Song He when he is even more embarrassed, the last time Jason rescued Song He from Yin Zheng's house arrest, Jason had seen Song He who was very embarrassed.

To be honest, that kind of Song He is really not good-looking, and when he saw Jason, he cried with tears and snot on his face, which really can't be summed up by a 'embarrassed' at all.

After seeing Song He like that, Jason felt that the lack of Song He in front of him made his heart ache, and now Song He is like an extremely fragile glass man, and he is still a glass man who has been artificially destroyed.

Jason watched Song He hurt and sad, and watched the scars on Song He's heart, which was like glass, cracked and enlarged little by little, and almost broken lines were all over his body.

But Jason didn't know how to appease, or how to protect and repair Song He's scars.

Jason knows better than anyone that the person Song He fears the most is also the person Song He needs the most, and that person is always Yin Zheng, and Song He will not let others enter her heart.

This is also why, Jason is always vacillating, where the contradictions are tangled, Jason doesn't know how long he can support it, and how long he can wait for Song He with his feelings for Song He.

Human nature is born to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and Jason is not an exception.

Jason is also worried that he will never get a response from Song He, so he will fall into the mud and trap himself next to Song He, even if Jason is a man, he hopes that his future love and family will be at least happy, not respectful on the surface.

Looking at Song He who was in a daze on the hospital bed, Jason's mind suddenly popped up when he first met Song He, at that time, in the guidance of others, he looked at Song He who was busy working not far away, because of his sister, Jason's first impression of Song He was actually not good.

Song He at work, in Jason's eyes, is a completely different type from his deceased sister - stubborn, capable, wearing professional clothes on Song He, looking extremely refined, her back is very straight, and her smile is very confident.

It is very different from the current haggard and weak appearance.

Maybe love is really a terrible thing, destroying people's will and consuming people's ego, Jason thought to himself, Song He is like this, Yin Zheng is like this, and so is himself.

After Song He entered the door, he couldn't hear movement for a long time, so he slowly turned his head and handed his gaze to Jason's face.

This pale and desperate look made Jason feel a tingling pain in his heart while seeing it in his eyes, and for a while, he didn't know how to open his mouth at all, and even the abdominal manuscript that had been prepared before entering the door was completely useless now, he only looked at Song He quietly and opened his mouth, but no sound could come out of his mouth.

Song He was stung by the concern and regret in Jason's eyes, she seemed to be burned by a tongue of fire, and she involuntarily shrank back, but then, Song He cheered up.

Song He, who told herself in her heart that she couldn't be weak, sat up on the edge of the hospital bed, her eyes calmly looked at Jason who was a few steps away, trying her best not to tremble in her voice.

Song He said, "Jason, you can help me leave Yin Zheng." ”