60. Do you know?
When I was eating wontons, I felt that Xiaohu was always secretly targeting me. I thought to myself, maybe I'm very handsome today, but whether it's handsome or handsome, she won't worship me, right? Just when I was secretly refreshed in my heart, Xiaohu finally spoke:
"Big brother, why do your ears look so big? It looks so weird, you don't hurt, do you? β
I touched it with my hand, and it was so itchy. I told her it didn't hurt, but it was very itchy. Xiaohu said that you should look in the mirror yourself, your ears are about the same size as Zhu Bajie now. I went to the mirror in the small restaurant and took a look, and I'll go, just like this, I felt good just now. The image of the humanoid object in the mirror is too strange, the two ears are the same as the fake ones, they are the two sizes of normal human ears, the forehead and cheeks are red, and the rest of the place is pale. On the whole, it is both like Zhu Bajie and Sun Wukong.
In other words, the doctor who treated me in the school hospital that day kept shaking his head from the time he saw me, and I wondered if I had to amputate my ear this time, and I thought of one of the ears in the black cat sheriff, and thought that my image might be worse than it in the future. I talked to Xiaohu, Xiaohu hummed and agreed, basically communicating with me by jumping words, I said in my heart This is understandable, she is still so young, who wants to be with a disabled person who has no ears. The doctor kept brushing and writing something on the booklet, shaking his head every few lines.
Finally, the doctor spoke, and I waited for my final verdict. The doctor sighed and said to the few elementary school students around him, "Come on, let's take a look." β
Then he opened my ears with his hands and said, "Look at this, first look at the redness and swelling of the pinna, are you itching and hot now, and you always want to rub it with your hands?" β
I returned: "Ang ......"
The doctor continued: "This is not the worst of it, you look at the back, the skin is shiny and there are already blisters. β
The people around echoed each other.
The doctor continued: "Dry necrosis can occur due to long-term ischemia and hypoxia, and it is not uncommon for the ears to freeze off. β
Immediately after that, one by one, the intern doctors came over in shifts to pull my ears, my brain was blank, and I kept repeating a sentence in my heart: "His fifth brother, it's over." β
When everyone had finished their scientific observations with me, the doctor threw me a small notebook and said, "Go ahead, open two boxes of frostbite cream and go back and apply them quickly." β
Maybe my ears are frozen and a little behind my ears, or my brain is frozen and I can't understand the meaning behind his words: "What? β
Xiaohu asked next to him: "Is it okay if he freezes so badly, just rub some frostbite cream, won't his ears fall off?" β
The doctor said, "It's not a big deal, if it's necrotic, you won't be able to feel the sting." Go back and recuperate, pay attention in the future, it is easy to freeze once a year, you can't get wet until your ears are good, don't press ...... when you sleep"
I said excitedly to Xiaohu: "Did that grandson play with me just now, it was necrotic, crippled and deformed, I thought I was really going to have no ears, so I asked me to go back and apply frostbite cream, who to scare?" β
Xiaohu said that he pinched my arm and said, "Shut up, I'm a dead man with you today, be honest, I'll paint it on you." Shhhh β
I didn't dare to squeak, watching Xiaohu give me medicine little by little, but there was some darkness in my heart. Xiaohu didn't hesitate to look at me with drooping eyelids at first, but later found that I had been staring at her, and I couldn't hold back a smile, looked into my eyes and said, "Does it hurt?" β
I said, "Worth it." β
Xiaohu punched me and said, "My ears are not frozen, but my face is frozen, is it?" β
ββDazzling youth, red dust refining heartββ
On the way back to the dormitory, I asked her, "How many text messages can you store on your phone?" β
She said 100, I said that I can store 50 on this mobile phone, and every time it is full, I am very reluctant to delete it. He looked at me and said that she was too, and that she wanted to buy a notebook and copy down all the messages we had sent. I said don't copy it, what should be left will always stay, there is no need to be too deliberate. Then I said, "I usually read the text messages we sent at noon, at dinner, and then every night before going to bed, I would read the text messages we sent several times, and then read them again the next morning and then delete them." β
Xiaohu covered his mouth and smiled, then put his hands on my head and said, "Why are you so cute." β
I asked her beautifully, "Then do you like me to be so cute?" β
Xiaohu pursed his mouth, his eyes flashed with an intoxicating light and shadow, and said, "I like it." β
I looked pained and joked with her, "Ears, ears are going to fall out." β
Xiaohu quickly let go of his hands and asked nervously, "Are you okay?" β
I said, "That's enough, if it falls off, it's your responsibility, you have to be responsible." β
Xiaohu saw that I was teasing her, and made another pink fist: "I'm responsible, I'm responsible for stewing your ears and selling them to the big vegetable market." β
The two of us were intimate, and suddenly someone next to me dragged me hard, and I looked back, it was a buryed, full of skinny buddy. I don't know why I looked at him directly, maybe my attitude was not very friendly, he also looked at me directly, I thought to myself, could it be Xiaohu's suitor? I couldn't help myself after watching it for a few seconds, and I said, "Dude, are you okay?" β
He said excitedly, "Classmate, do you know. GNY's Japanese devil Prime Minister Taro Koizumi visited the Yasukuni Shrine yesterday! β
As he said this, I began to look around at the situation around me, and at this time Xiaohu and I happened to pass by the cafeteria, and there were several tables in the main square, and many banners were pulled, and all kinds of big-character poster slogans were going to turn Tokyo into a scorched earth, and the Japanese were killed or something.
As he spoke, the man came to drag me again, saying brother, come on, sign anti-Japanese. I smiled and waved my hand and continued to lead the little tiger forward, but the man stopped doing it and shouted loudly: "What do you mean, are you Chinese, your conscience let the dog eat?" β
I sighed helplessly, didn't say a word and continued walking, but he didn't give up behind me. Keep saying that everyone will see, what is a traitor, a lackey. Xiaohu grabbed my arm tightly, turned around and said, "What are you shouting, you are sick." β
The dog thing in the back shouted to the surroundings again: "Look, everyone, this is a typical dog man and woman." β
I couldn't help it, I turned around and rushed towards him, rushed to the front, I kept a distance from him and could only clip an A4 piece of paper in front of him, he kept retreating, shrinking in fright. I asked him, why am I not patriotic anymore? He said, "Ah! The Japanese invaded China, and we must not forget the national shame. The Japanese should be killed, they should blow up Japan, and they should avenge their compatriots. β
I said that I will beat you for a while, I don't need a reason, but I will explain the reason to you first, first of all, the Japanese army that invaded China is guilty, but the Japanese army and the Japanese are two different concepts, the current Japanese and the Japanese army in the past are two different things, the current Japanese did not kill your mother, right? Your own head is not clear, and you will eat if you want to, but you don't have the right to force others to eat with you, do you understand? If you dare to provoke me again, I'll beat you into a dog's head, believe it or not?
The kid's lips trembled for a long time, and just as he was about to speak, you pointed at his head and shouted, "You dare to say one more word!" β
He thought for a moment and held back his words. The little tiger dragged me, and I borrowed the slope to get off the donkey. Before leaving, I shouted to that group of people, just because you are still resisting the Japanese, hurry up and go to the bedroom to wipe the floor.
After walking for a while, I couldn't see them. Xiaohu said to me: "You scared me to death just now, how did you fight wherever you went, and why did you dare to fight with people like a bear?" β
I shook my head helplessly and said, "This is the current college students, a group of people who should be the elite of society, the most sensible and rational people. If you look at what you have in the school now, I get angry when I look at them. β
Xiaohu said to me like a child: "Okay, I know, you understand." β
I said, "Isn't that what we learned?" Civilized society forbids the union, the father cannot settle accounts with his son if he commits a crime, and everyone is responsible for everyone's own actions. Whoever is at fault will go to whom, and if Koizumi is wrong, he will kill Koizumi, and what kind of ability is it to implicate innocent people. β
Xiaohu looked at me seriously and said, "I especially like your intelligence, how is your head formed?" β
We both laughed embarrassedly at the same time, and Xiaohu added:
"I still think that you are right, like this just now, but ninety-nine out of a hundred people will not listen to your truth, do you understand when I say that?"
This sentence made me fall into deep thought, and at that moment I felt that Xiaohu was really much more mature than me.
After Xiaohu left, I thought about what she had just said, went upstairs and opened the small lock in the bedroom with the key.
Lying on the bed and taking out the small mirror given to me by my fourth brother, I began to admire my fat ears and reflect on life by the way. I'm thinking, I always feel that I live better than others, looking down on this and looking down on that, but is the person who really lives and understands like me, is this world really a reasonable world? Philosophically speaking, the highest pursuit of human beings is freedom, and I used to think that the more I understood, the more free a person became, but now how can I understand more, but I feel that the more pressure in life, the more aggrieved my life is. Is freedom more understood or more obtained? Just like what Xiaohu said today, no matter how much I understand, but I don't understand it, what's the use. I compete with fools every day, compete with myself, and I don't dare to say anything about envy and jealousy, but I pretend to be indifferent. I'm struggling to support myself right now, what can I do for the people I love?
There will always be a time when a person gets into the tip of the horns, and if he keeps thinking about it, he will not be able to get out. Fortunately, there is a second brother, who howls like a lion's roar. When I saw his big bags and small bags, the first thing I did when I entered the door was to stare at his little eyes and ask me: "Little Wu, what kind of skills are you practicing, why are you still in your original form?" β
Then he said, "What kind of look are you, so chic, Star Baby, Stitch?" β
I said in my heart: I always thought that you were a person who was derailed from society, but I didn't think that you still knew what an interstellar baby was.
The second brother didn't care if I responded or not, and continued to look mysterious: "Little Wu, don't make any noise, brother will show you something fun." β