That person is me?

At that moment, I was full of questions, I thought a lot, I wondered if Li Chong was joking with me. But his tone, and the way I felt at the moment, made it clear to me that this was not a joke. Then Xiaohu waved his hand every time he saw me, and the eyes that touched me when everyone chatted during the interval of military training turned into clues, making me believe the words of the third brother. But there are more questions here, about the third brother, about the eldest brother, the three words that appear most in my mind are: "Why?" ”

There must be a reason for everything, you have to have a reason to go to the cafeteria to get a dish, you have to buy clothes at the mall, and at that time I really couldn't think of a reason why Xiaohu could like me.

In this incomprehensible confusion and confusion, I stared at the third brother for a long time. The sentence that had been repeated in my head changed from a silent thought in my heart to a blurted whisper:

"Why?"

The third brother looked at me seriously and said seriously: "What's the reason for this, liking you is liking you, what reason do you need to like someone?"

I stumbled slightly and said, "What about you two?" ”

The third brother's adrenal glands soared: "You don't talk about it, we don't have anything, just buddy." ”

I said, "I don't understand, we don't know each other very well, does she know me?" ”

The third brother looked at me playfully: "You can ask her yourself, don't you know when you ask." ”

I said, "You mean, she likes me, and before she could tell me about it, I ran over to her and asked, 'Why do you like me?'" You say I'm telling her that I can read or tell? At this moment, I began to wonder if the third brother was playing with me.

The third brother was stunned for a long time, then pinched his cigarette and said to me: "I told you everything I should tell you, this is also what Xiaohu meant, what do you think?" ”

I told the third brother: "I haven't thought about it, I don't have this idea, I don't want to deal with someone now, I'm not worthy of others." Besides, after all, I live in the same dormitory with my eldest brother, and I don't want to make it too embarrassing. ”

The third brother said: "Okay, I know, people don't say anything, you can have more contact, wouldn't it be good to make friends." ”

At that moment, I felt that the third brother looked down on me a little, and my heart was a little hurt.

After saying this, the third brother's sincere face appeared again: "But Xiao Wu, let me tell you, Xiaohu, this girl is really very good, if you two can really be together, you will definitely be very happy, you are both my good friends, I especially hope that you two can succeed." ”

I said, "I still don't want to do this, it's good to be friends." ”

The third brother patted me: "Okay, I won't say much, you choose for yourself, let's go back." ”

After the third brother and I finished talking about this, I thought about it a lot. It's not that I don't have a good impression of Xiaohu, but at that time, due to family reasons, plus the stimulation of these excellent weirdos in the bedroom, I was really inferior. I don't think I have any money or skills, and even if I have a girlfriend, I can't give people what they want. In addition, Xiaohu is a very special person, this is the girl that the eldest brother likes first, I grew up with the education of the movie Crazy Boy, and I am more concerned about this matter. What about the big brother? And he was very good to me, he knew that my financial situation was not very good, so he often looked for opportunities to invite me to eat, such as drinking together or something, and my eldest brother always rushed to invite me. Although it was just a small thing, I was still very touched to leave home and be in such an unfamiliar environment, and someone cared so much about me.

In addition to the above two reasons, there is another reason that I think Xiaohu likes me because she doesn't understand me, and I have no good qualities as a person. So when she gets to know me, she won't like me. If my head is hot and I touch people blindly, we will be together and then separated. First of all, I can't stand my self-esteem, and secondly, we can't even be friends. So, I'm not going to let that happen.

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When I got back to my dorm, I heard us laughing all over the room. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Xiaobei, who was jumping around on the ground, dancing like an ostrich in both hands, similar to the Egyptian pharaoh. When I entered the door and saw this boy, I couldn't help laughing, and I asked:

"Is this also a type of two-person turn?"

Xiaobei's eyebrows raised, he shouted RAP with a smile and continued his dance: "Hey! By the way, riding a big horse, crossing the ocean, and slashing is cutting. ”

I walked inside, sat on my eldest brother's bed, looked at the smiling eldest brother and said to me, "Xiaobei is too awesome, all kinds of elderly discos will do." ”

Xiaobei was even more excited when he heard this: "Hey, the next action is called electricity." ”

Then Xiaobei stretched out his hands, his left hand slowly shook off like his right hand, and after shaking to the end of his right hand, Xiaobei pressed his hand on the back of the second brother lying on the bed, and the second brother crackled like a live carp, and the bed board sounded the red alarm.

The fourth child complained loudly on the top bunk: "Second brother, you are overpowered, you are a bed!" ”

I laughed loudly with my brothers, and I felt very at ease.

This vibe, I would never spoil it.

Before the lights went out at night, I took out my phone in the cabinet and saw an unread text message.

"Are you back in the dormitory? Liu Hanhan. ”

It was actually her (Xiaohu), I looked at the third brother with a wicked smile on the lower bunk.

I returned: "zaiqinshi.wodeshoujibuhaoshizhinengfapinyin." (In the dormitory, my mobile phone is not good so that I can only pronounce pinyin.) ）”

"Okay, go to bed early, good night. ^_^”

"Wanan (good night)."

After posting this sentence, I waited for a while, but Xiaohu didn't post anything more. I slept surprisingly well that night, and although I wasn't prepared for anything to happen to Xiaohu, it felt good to have someone like it.

Since that day, Xiaohu has been rain or shine, and will send me goodnight every night.

The next day, I woke up early. I gently climbed down the ladder and carried the basin to the bathroom to wash up. I didn't see anyone along the way, I thought I should be the first person in the whole building, I brushed my teeth while looking out of the bathroom window, looking at the green trees, the white clouds behind the green trees, the blue sky behind the white clouds. At this time, all my worries about life and the entanglement of relationships have been swallowed up by my good appetite, and I want to get dressed and have a good breakfast now.

I went back to the dormitory and got dressed, and I quietly walked out of the dormitory.

According to Xiaobei's later recount, he said that he felt that every action I made was like performance art when I sneaked out lightly every morning, and in his eyes my shadow and people were separated, like slides one after another, and my sneaky feeling made him feel like an assassin or a ninja. Of course, Xiaobei didn't know that it was because I wanted to save the cost of breakfast and go to the cafeteria to eat the dumplings left over from last night for breakfast, so I secretly came out by myself and didn't eat with them. Of course, I didn't know, I thought that while they were asleep, I got up gently and closed the door quietly, and every time Xiaobei actually woke up, secretly looking at me obscenely, this old calf.

Today is the last day of military training, and tomorrow is the debriefing performance, and we will kick into the university career. I came to a corner of the cafeteria, eating fried dumplings and drinking mung bean porridge, I was very satisfied with my current life and everything I had at the moment. I was nervous about my current life, nervous because I couldn't guarantee my future. I suddenly had the idea that I wanted to work part-time and study part-time.

After this idea appeared, I was very satisfied with myself, but when I remembered the experience of going out to work and being deceived by a black agent during the summer vacation, I retreated a little. While I was pondering, I was slapped on the head from behind. At that time, I was a little confused, and my first feeling was that who was messing with me, and I shouted:

"Don't make a fuss, it hurts to death."

With that, I turned my head, and I was stunned at this glance, it was the yellow hair that shot me from the fight a few days ago.

Huang Mao was accompanied by two people he had never seen before, Huang Mao looked at me and smiled contemptuously, and said:

"Who told you to eat here? Do you think you're okay? ”

I may have been thinking too much in my head just now, so I was a little overwhelmed at the time, so I looked up at him and didn't squeak.

Huang Mao pointed to my head and told me, "Little rabbit, don't let me see you again in the future, and if I see you again, I will chop you." With that, he turned and walked away.

As soon as he left, I immediately felt a sense of relief. That's right, I've always had a short temper, but this time I coaxed. Why? I recall that when he provoked me just now, what I thought in my heart all the time was: I can't fight, I can't afford to pay if something happens, and I can't let my family worry anymore.

These words kept going around in my mind, so I coaxed.

I took a moment to feel like everyone around me was looking at me. I felt so ashamed that I couldn't sit still, so I packed up my dishes and went downstairs without finishing my meal. When I came to the playground, I sat on the tooth next to the basketball hoop and beat Huang Mao a hundred times in my heart. Although it was my choice, I couldn't swallow this breath, and I felt so panicked. But I didn't tell anyone in the dormitory about this, I felt like I was going to be beaten on the head anyway, and it wasn't a big deal.

During the interval of military training, Xiaohu asked me, "What's wrong with you?" The face is not very good. ”

I said, "It's okay, I'm a little tired." ”

Xiaohu handed me a bottle of Coke and said, "Drink some water." ”

I waved my hand and said, "No, I have water." ”

Xiaohu stuffed me with water and said, "Give it to you, and you will take it." ”

I was too embarrassed to push it again, so I said, "Okay, thank you." ”

At this time, the eldest brother walked up behind me and suddenly said, "Hey! What are you doing? I want to drink it too! ”