189. Refuse to share

But thinking about Shen Qingzhi's words, there was nothing wrong with what she said. There is no evidence, even if I say it, it depends on Xu Yi whether I believe it or not. How much truth is said in words, only by showing evidence can it be convincing.

But sometimes it just takes a reason to die, and like I am now, I can't help but decide to say this fact.

"Since you're here, come in and sit down."

I could have turned people away directly, but I still couldn't be so ruthless.

"Xu Yi, I have something to tell you." After much deliberation, I decided to tell the truth, no matter what, he has the right to know the truth of the matter. A liar like Shen Qingzhi is not worthy of being by Xu Yi's side at all. But I never thought that he had the right to know the truth of some things, but I selfishly didn't say it. Compared to this moment, the truth that I want to tell the most is Shen Qingzhi's deception.

In my impression, sometimes Xu Yi is indeed like a child, but his carefulness and kindness are also his greatest strengths. I'm going to fall in love with him, not just because there's so much more that impresses me.

"Say it, I'll listen." Xu Yi's attitude was very flat, but the words he said were as gentle as ever, just like when we were together before. Although it is bland, it is full of expectations, especially those eyes, which are the best proof. He still hasn't changed that. Perhaps, this is also a habit that has been cultivated in the past two years.

"Xu Yi, if I say that Shen Qingzhi is not sick, and he lied to you, will you believe me?" Hesitation is hesitation, but I said it anyway, just in a different way. directly said that Shen Qingzhi was not sick and pretended to be sick, I think Xu Yi would not believe it. But what difference does it make if you ask like this, it's not the same as not being believed. I actually knew the answer in my heart, but I still asked it.

The result was the same as I thought, when he heard this, Xu Yi was stunned at first, then laughed in a low voice, and finally looked at me with a serious face and said: "Enron, don't be kidding, okay, if Shen Qingzhi is pretending to be sick, then how to explain the case in the hospital, is the doctor's words still false?"

I know that her appearance has affected our relationship, but you have to believe me, my feelings for you are not something that she Shen Qingzhi can destroy. The person I love is you, but for Shen Qingzhi, I can only make up for it as much as possible.

You are the responsibility of my life, I will not let you go, but Shen Qingzhi, I owed her before, and now I am just trying my best to make up for her. You also know her illness, and if you can't keep it, you will ...... So Enron, give me some time, okay? As long as you take care of Shen Qingzhi's affairs, I will definitely start over with you. You are my responsibility, and she, is only in the past tense. ”

Xu Yi said this calmly, as if it were true. But if that's the case, I won't believe it anyway, even if he doesn't show anything now, I won't believe every word he says anymore. And what he said, I am his responsibility, is it just a responsibility? If you want to say that, we really don't have feelings between us, at most we just have a marriage certificate. As long as this marriage certificate is still there, then we will always be together. As for Shen Qingzhi, there is a past between them that I don't know, and there are feelings that I don't have. is good to her now because of the emotional debt at the beginning, so he Xu Yi will do this.

Such differential treatment is enough for me to determine my current position. It's pitiful to think about, and for him, I'm just a responsibility. If I could, I really didn't want this responsibility, whoever loves to want it.

"So now that is, you don't believe what I'm saying, right? Do you really believe her like that? Looking at Xu Yi, I said with a little choked up.

You know how much courage I mustered to say it, even though I knew he wouldn't believe it, but I said it anyway. Because there is still a trace of luck in my heart, and there is still a trace of expectation.

Just like Shen Qingzhi said, I'm just a naΓ―ve fool. I believe everything people say, but what is the result? I'm not like a fool to be disliked or even ridiculed.

"Xu Yi, I'll say it one last time, what I said is true. Shen Qingzhi is not sick, this is what she told me personally, don't you still believe me? Or will you not believe me, no matter what I say? Xu Yi, is it in your heart that what Shen Qingzhi said was true, and what I said was false. If that's what you're thinking, then I don't think there's anything more to say. ”

Looking at Xu Yi like this, can I say anything? I don't want to break the thread but I can't figure it out, whether it's him or Shen Qingzhi, these two people seem to be destined to turn the world upside down in the life I want to be peaceful.

In that case, "Xu Yi, let's get a divorce." I said this anyway. It seems to be plain, but only the heart knows that it is uncomfortable.

"What did you say?" Obviously, Xu Yi's mood was extremely bad, and these four words were all gritted by him.

"Why, isn't that acceptable?" I think I should really change my attitude now, since it's hard to be a good person, then I'd better be a bad person. This time, it's up to me. "It's actually very simple, you don't have to be so angry. The feelings between the three of us have become entangled, and Shen Qingzhi's only target is you. And I, on the other hand, am the only obstacle between you. As long as I disappear, you will be better together, and I will not be threatened at any time like a thorn in the eye, even with a small life to threaten me. Xu Yi, do you know how hard it is for me to have such a day? I don't want to give up, and I don't want my good life to be ruined, but your attitude says it all. You always tell me that everything is with you, and you will solve everything. But the result? What you did, what your reaction was, even your promise to me, I think is now a bubble that will disappear without a trace at any moment. Have you considered my feelings? Xu Yi, you always feel that Shen Qingzhi is the victim, but I, you never thought about it. In that case, then we might as well get together and disperse. ”

"Since you can't let go of Shen Qingzhi, then let me go. Whatever you think, I guess I'll help you decide this time. Otherwise, according to the current situation, I will only be unlucky in the end. Since you still love one another, then I will fulfill you. ”

Where do I care so much now, I just said it all at once, and I said everything that should be said and what should not be said.

It's all, the hell wants to say that. My husband also gave it to others, and I will do it again because of a brain convulsion.

said things against his heart, but he was scolding himself fiercely in his heart.

"Enron, what are you talking nonsense. What nonsense are you talking about, good guys? I've said that I just owe her everything, and as long as she's okay, I'll cut off contact with her, isn't that enough? ”

I didn't expect Xu Yi to say such a thing, but it sounded like I was forcing him. than he made a choice and forced him to cut off contact with Shen Qingzhi.

The speaker has no intention of listening, and this is how Xu Yi is thinking about me now.

Sure enough, if I want to be a bad person, my qualifications are not enough.

"Am I talking nonsense?" Looking at Xu Yi, I smiled sadly. Nonsense, I really wish I was talking nonsense, I'm afraid that now I know better than anyone else what I'm thinking.

"I'm not talking nonsense, Xu Yi, I don't want to share a husband with others, I think you should know this. It's impossible for you not to know what Shen Qingzhi thinks about you. When you give her hope in this way, you affirm her that you still love her. If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have appeared in front of me unscrupulously, over and over again, do you think I'm talking nonsense? Cafe, isn't it clear how her body is? Coffee cup after cup when boiled water is drunk? If she hadn't admitted that she wasn't sick, I would have thought she wouldn't have lived long. But for this, you don't know at all. Do you know how helpless and uncomfortable I am in the face of her? You always think I'm strong, but the problem is that even you are on her side, who can I show that I'm strong. To myself? Then I'm not really interested in that. ”

"Maybe my love is not as deep as Shen Qingzhi's, think about how many years you have been together, how many years I have been with you, I really can't compare to her."

"You've been spending a lot of your time with her, and I'm here like a wretched worm. Don't lie to yourself all the time, and you won't abandon me when the time comes. But now that I think about it, all my expectations were nothing more than liars. In your eyes, in your heart, the most important person is still Shen Qingzhi. Like you said, for you I am only your responsibility, and your debt to her is the main thing. It's just that there are some things, since they are not destined from the beginning, it is better to disperse them now, so as not to hurt more and more in the future. I just want a comfortable life to grow old in peace, not to be threatened by people everywhere. ”

"It's true that you are still my husband, but now you are with Shen Qingzhi every day, what's the matter, have you ever thought about my feelings? My husband accompanies other women, even if it's an old acquaintance, but have you ever thought about my feelings. It's true in the company as well as it is on the outside. What is the difference between having such a husband and not having it? ”

"I'd better not share it with others. I don't want you to be snatched around like an item, since I can't get it, then I'd better let it go, so as not to share a husband with others. Even if you are willing to be this shared husband, I don't want to. ”

I think this time I'm going to make it clear.

Now it's just me and Shen Qingzhi, if Lin Xiao has a chance, maybe he Xu Yi will really become a shared bicycle-like existence.