However, Shen Qingzhi's meaning is still the same, she has only one purpose, that is, to disappear, and it is to disappear completely. But for me, it's okay to disappear, but it's absolutely impossible for me to leave the city. I have reasons why I don't leave, and I have my principles. And I didn't back down because I was afraid, I just didn't think it was necessary. Since Xu Yi's attitude is so obvious, if I still plan to continue, it will really become my wishful thinking. Rather than that, then I might as well stay away. At least this way I protected myself and the little bean sprouts in my belly. Because I don't want my children to suffer from such a family, let alone let my children suffer the mistakes we have made. In this case, then don't start, let him grow happily, this is the best. At least I'm alone and can give him a carefree childhood. I still believe in myself.

It is indeed not easy for children growing up in single-parent families, but this is just a helpless choice. No one wants that, but some things always backfire.

"Thank you for your hospitality, but your body, I think it's better not to drink too much coffee, so as not to be alone, and look pitiful." I swear, I don't say this to irritate her. In case she really has something, then what will Xu Yi think, and what I did to her that caused her to get sick. It's not once or twice like this, and the feeling of being misunderstood is really bad.

"A fool is really a fool, An Ran, you said that you are always so naïve, why did Xu Yi like you. According to his habits, you don't have that possibility. Maybe because of my departure, his tastes have changed. But it doesn't matter, now that I'm back, it's time for you to give way. Looking at me who got up, Shen Qingzhi said lightly.

"In the same way, you always say it endlessly, is it really interesting? I'm stupid, yes, but I don't need you to remind me. Since you are staying by Xu Yi's side now, then please take care of him, I am thankful that you don't always appear in my sight. About you, how love is, that's all your business, and I don't have a dime to do with it. There seemed to be a condescending feeling, just looking at Shen Qingzhi who was sitting there again, I said unhurriedly. There wasn't much emotion in the words, and I thought I could be flat. At least in front of her Shen Qingzhi, anger is not a good thing.

"Sick? I guess that's what you idiots think. Sometimes, in order to achieve the goal, if you don't use some means, do you think you can succeed? When I turned around, I heard such a sentence that I had to stop.

Turning around and looking at her strangely, I didn't know what else I could say.

Only a fool would think she's sick, and this time I finally got to the point. She was not sick, she was not sick. Those so-called diseases that can't be stimulated are actually pretended by her, and they are all lies. But we just believed, unconditionally. Lin Xiao's words were still doubted by the nest, but now it is good, feelings This is the truth of the facts, Lin Xiao is right, Shen Qingzhi is pretending to be at all. It's a pity that after realizing it, what's the use of saying this now?

"If you have a bad heart and are depressed, how can such a disease not be taken seriously. As long as I want to, there's nothing I can't do. Enron, in fact, you and we are not from the same world at all, so why do you hold on so persistently. The gap between us is so big, do you think Xu Yi will really take you seriously? Maybe before I showed up, after all, we were so alike. But now that I'm back, he's all focused on me, what are you still clinging to?

What's more, you can get divorced even if you get married, you have the first time, presumably this second time shouldn't feel much. It is the most correct choice to accept it when you see it, otherwise it would be so uncomfortable like you are now, I feel distressed when I look at it. ”

Shen Qingzhi's words deeply stimulated me, and he didn't give me a chance to refute at all, so he just said that.

Rebuttal, what else can I say now? Unable to refute, what else can I do. Her words seemed to be the truth, and they stuck deep in my heart.

I think this woman must be crazy, otherwise how could she say such a thing.

I originally wanted to leave, but I sat down again and looked at Shen Qingzhi with a smile on my face, "Tell me this, aren't you afraid that I will tell Xu Yi directly?" The person he cares about is not sick, do you think he should be glad? That way, he won't have to worry about you anymore, no. "Anyone will say a threat, but the main thing is to see the strength of the threat and whether the person being threatened cares about it.

Obviously, my threat had no effect, because when I said these words, Shen Qingzhi's reaction directly told me the answer.

"Hehehe."

Mocking laughter, tell me the answer.

"What, do you think that telling Xu Yi these words now will change everything? So do you need me to call for you? Saying this, Shen Qingzhi didn't forget to take out the mobile phone that was placed aside and turn on the screen.

On it, there is a photo of her and Xu Yi snuggling together, and both of them have sweet smiles. It's close together, and it feels like it's sticking together. Behind it, the huge bed was a mess, as if they had done something on it.

This picture is really dazzling and painful.

Shen Qingzhi's performance directly silenced me, and I didn't say a word more, not even a word.

Tell Xu Yi, I think, after all, this is the truth of the matter. But looking at Shen Qingzhi's performance, think about it, I'll talk to Xu Yi about this matter later.

"Don't be stupid, how much do you think you'll believe in a while. Tell him that I was faking illness, but in fact I was not sick at all, and I pretended to deceive him for everything. How much do you think he would believe in such words? Do you have any evidence to say that I am faking my illness? Just listen to my side of the story, or the truth that Lin Xiao told you, it is estimated that as long as the two of you are combined, Xu Yi will not believe it. There is no evidence, you say that I am pretending and I am pretending, then I also say that you have malicious intentions to harm me. Actually, you can try and see if he will believe you or me.

But I advise you to save your worries, instead of spending time on me, it is better to think about your future, whether to take the money and leave to live a carefree life, or continue to insist on not seeing hope, and in the end there is nothing. Which is more important, you better think about it.

Whatever you want to drink, it's money, you can enjoy it slowly. ”

Putting a few hundred-yuan bills on the table, Shen Qingzhi took his mobile phone and carried his bag, and left directly like a winner.

Looking at the money on the table, I really didn't know what else I could think. It's just a few of them, touching my bag, there are a hundred pieces lying quietly inside, and I don't even have the courage to take it out at this moment.

In terms of money, it has always been the biggest gap between us. The kind of people like them who can come up with a lot of money casually are not at all comparable to the little poor ghosts like us. Think about how we use money, it's really a long time to break it into two. But what about people, it's a few hundred, and I envy those who have a generous hand.

If you want to say that anyone in this society doesn't like money, even children like it the same, let alone us ordinary people who are running around for a living. Earning money is the only option, but even the considerable number is still not enough.

Some of it is saved for later, some of it is used for expenses, and other than that, I don't really seem to have any extra money to do other things.

Facts have proved that the gap between people is really not a little bit. Especially the world of Xu Yi and Enron, for me, I can only look up. Whether it is Xu Yi in the past or him now, the distance between us can only get farther and farther away.

In the quiet café, melodious music was playing, and I was still sitting in the booth. Looking at the money on the table, I suddenly called the waiter, asked for a pot of roselle, and handed the money to the waiter.

"Don't look for it, it's all yours." Just as the waiter was about to turn around and leave, I said directly. Anyway, this money is not mine, it is the same for everyone, of course I will never ask for it.

"Ma'am, we can't ask for this money, we have regulations here." The waiter looked at me with a puzzled expression, looking like he was about to cry.

The rules here are dead, you must not take tips from guests, you can't make guests unhappy, a lot of them can't, it's really not easy for these waiters. It's just to make money, how can you encounter such a thing? "Ma'am, we will be fired if you do this, so please ...... this money"

"Otherwise, it's good to exist here, and I'll come back to consume it later." Expediency, that's all I can say. Maybe this is the best way, don't want this money and at the same time won't hurt others. It's not easy to make money, and I don't want to embarrass people.

"Okay ma'am, please wait." Turning to leave, when he reappeared, he handed a card in his hand. "Madam, this is your consumption card, and you can use it to spend in the future." Looking at this card, I didn't say anything about it, I just said that it would be good to put it here.

Whether it's money or cards, it's a hot potato for me. Things about Shen Qingzhi, I don't want to touch them.

I didn't leave until a long time, and my mood was not as heavy as before.

I left by the bus, and it was getting dark when I got home.

Just looking at the man who appeared at the door of the house, I was slightly stunned. I didn't expect him to come at this time. So is his appearance an opportunity for me to tell the truth of the matter?