296. Finally, you shed tears for me
Xu Jianglun suddenly laughed: "Xia Zhu, I bet you won't shoot." ”
I also laughed, "You're wrong, the previous Xia Zhu may not have been able to open it, and I didn't dare to open it; But now the summer bamboo will definitely open. "The gun is loaded, just pull the trigger down, and the bullet is out of the gate. I'm not presumptuous, this time, I will really shoot.
"Then shoot, I'd rather die at your hands than them." Xu Jianglun said word by word.
Raised his head and stared at him, "You just need to tie your hands and catch ......" I was interrupted by him before I finished speaking: "Xia Zhu, don't be stupid." Just like the crimes you just listed, after I was arrested, I was also executed for betrayal, and then I ate a gun. He took my hand and moved it up until he bent over his head, "It's going to be shot here as well." ”
I couldn't help but tremble slightly, and there was indescribable sadness welling up from the bottom of my heart. Got up from the chair, looked at him at eye level, his eyes tingled, "You know, why do you still ......" I thought this scene was my one-man show, but at this moment I realized that he was acting with me. He said, "I'm not sure, but when I came back with you, I thought: I'm going to guard you." During this time, I have often tested you, for example, the trip between the old man and Lao Li was arranged by me early in the morning, otherwise I wouldn't dare to borrow Lao Li's ten guts, to be honest Xia Zhu, you really almost hid it from me. ”
The corners of my eyes twitched, "It was Li Chengjun who reported to you that I mentioned it...... Outlying islands? ”
"That's one of them. At that time, I just wanted to believe that it was a memory left by your subconscious, and it really made me understand that you were weaving all this for me, and it was the eyes you looked at the snow wolf. ”
I was stunned and intuitively asked, "Eyes? ”
He smiled sadly, "You must not have noticed that you couldn't hide the sadness in the eyes of the snow wolf, you saw yourself in it, did you?" "I was shocked and speechless, because he was right on my mind. And I thought I was well disguised, with a smile on my lips.
"The wolf also recognizes your breath, and for a moment it looks at you with hope in its eyes, but in the end it is silent."
I became more and more sad, and the sourness in my nose made my voice buzz: "If you know, why do you have to set sail?" Why didn't you just arrest me and imprison me? Tenderness sparked in his eyes: "From you, I have learned sacrifice and fulfillment." A figure flashed in front of the door, and I instinctively flinched at a crisp mechanical sound, which was the sound of pulling the trigger.
Xu Jianglun, who was originally standing on the side, moved, and by the time I reacted, his person had fallen heavily on my desktop, flipping over the paper and brushes. The moonlight was brighter than ever, illuminating the cabin as bright as day, and I could clearly see a bright red flower on my drawing paper, and my hand with a gun was still in the air.
"Chief!" A figure with Xiao Kill rushed forward and squatted in front of Xu Jianglun. I also saw the other party's face clearly, it was Xie Rui. His face was full of anger and ferocity, and he was already completely controlled by psychomagic. He should have shot me with the shot just now, but he was blocked by Xu Jianglun. Xu Jianglun was wearing a white shirt tonight, and the blooming flowers on his chest were particularly dazzling.
Xie Rui's eyes lifted and burst out from between his teeth: "It's you!" "The killing intent was obvious, and I saw that he raised his gun, but I froze. In the face of Xu Jianglun, I dare to say that I will really shoot, but Xie Rui ...... He is a member of Group D, a companion of Gao Cheng, and at the moment he is only psychologically hinted by Xu Jianglun and becomes murderous.
After this hesitation, Xie Rui's gun was already pointed at my head, "In that case, let you go and accompany the leader." ”
"Rui, you dare to shoot!" There was a shout of rage outside the hatch.
But Xie Rui didn't pay attention to it at all, the heavy murderous aura flourished, and the fingers that were close at hand were about to pull the trigger, when he suddenly heard a weak voice from below: "Bring Xia Zhu back." Xie Rui froze instantly, his expression distorted, and his raised hand trembled. A figure jumped out of the oblique side, snatching his gun away, "Xiaozhu, are you okay?" ”
I rolled my gaze, and just now I recognized the voice as Luo Jinghan. I was obviously fine, but Xie Rui was very wrong, his expression was extremely painful, and he even squatted down with his head in his hands, and his mouth was suppressed. Luo Jinghan asked in surprise, "What's wrong with him?" ”
I frowned and turned my eyes to look at Xu Jianglun, "You solved his instructions for psychological suggestion?" ”
His eyes were dark, and he looked at Xie Rui's eyes with pity, "If it weren't for you, I would have let him die under the control of this psychological technique, until he will complete the last task, and the command will be automatically broken, and at that time, I believe that without my action, he will have no shame to live again." ”
Even if he didn't say it, I guessed what that last task was. He asked Xie Rui to kill Gao Cheng with his own hands, and then wake up and see this scene himself. In these respects, he has always been cold to everyone.
Except for me.
Just now, it was because Xie Rui intended to kill me, and he had completely destroyed his mind, so Xu Jianglun recited the command in advance to break the psychological technique that had been planted for a long time. And that instruction is still based on me: bring Xia Zhu back.
Xie Rui's pain came to an end, and his originally angry eyes gradually became clear, but when he put down his hands holding his head and stared at Xu Jianglun, his eyes instantly became extremely complicated. There is resentment, there is resentment, there is murderous intent, and there is ...... Painful, like a wounded beast, he roared at Xu Jianglun: "Why don't you just kill me?" ”
Xu Jianglun sneered: "Kill you? How to get rid of my hatred for two years when you were really a brother? The last time you left a bullet in my left chest, this time it is still the same position, Xie Rui, you are really loyal to Chu Gaocheng. ”
"I'm not ......" Xie Rui denied it, but his voice was in his throat.
In fact, it doesn't matter if it's or not, the bright blood flower on Xu Jianglun's chest is already stating the facts, and even ...... Blood was spilling from the corners of his mouth. His eyes flickered to my face, and he stretched out his right hand with difficulty: "Xia Zhu, can you talk to me again?" I had no reason to refuse, and when I walked up to him, my hand was grasped, but I felt cold like never before.
He smiled, his eyes seemed to be confused: "When I became sensible, I understood a truth: there is no fairness in this world, if you don't fight for it, then you will only have nothing, so I will fight for everything, and gradually I will be mixed into the small leader of the organization." Originally, I was a little complacent, but Xiaofeng taught me a lesson. She used her life to tell me to do something and not to do something, even if I thought she was ridiculous, but I couldn't watch her throw herself into the fire.
Later, she was led to H City, and once regarded you as her. But later, I found that you are less and less like her, a person can change his memory, but it is impossible to change his habits and thoughts, and your lazy personality with a bit of a stuffy gourd doesn't feel anything, but the closer you get, the more you feel that you can't let go. But I found that you seem to lack emotional nerves, and even if you confess to the outside world, it is like wood, so I wanted to wait a little longer. Later, when Chu Gaocheng came, I realized that you did not lack an emotional nerve, but lost that nerve. After that, I was in distress again and again, and I played with death, and every time I closed my eyes, I was thinking about you, and I always wanted to never bypass you next time, but the next time I saw you, I couldn't do it at all. ”
Seeing the blood spilling from his mouth, I couldn't help but persuade: "Don't say it." ”
He still smiled, but his smile was very shallow, and his voice was already very low when he spoke again: "Actually, I deliberately put my left heart on the bullet just now, and I'm tired after so many years, so it's time to come to an end." In my Xu Jianglun's life, the only person who loses is not Chu Gaocheng, but you Xia Zhu. If I am willing to be cruel to you, it will not be the current situation. It's like I'm watching you and him live and die in that space, and I want to destroy everything in front of me, but when it really comes true, my heart panics to the point of fear. When I returned to the island with you, there was only one thought left in my heart: you can't die. ”
I knew that this time he really couldn't, and his dark eyes had narrowed into a line, but he was still looking at me in a daze. As he struggled to raise his hand again, my lips squirmed, and I leaned over. The cold fingertips touched my face, and I heard him sigh: "Finally, you shed tears for me......"
Am I crying? In the blink of an eye, eyelashes and tears rolled down his face. He smiled more and more gently and calmly, just when I was immersed in sadness, suddenly Xu Jianglun, who was originally dying, half raised his body, his lips were cold, with a little madness and a little stubbornness, and a figure seemed to flash outside the hatch in the corner of his eye. And I was in shock and didn't come to my senses, I didn't know whether to retreat or refuse, until I watched Xu Jianglun slowly fall back to the ground in the horizon.
The action just now seemed to exhaust his energy to the end, and he reluctantly opened his eyes to look at me, his eyes were already dilated, and his voice was inaudible: "I am very happy these days...... I just want to be able to be longer...... The willow bank, the wind and the waning moon. You are not Xiaofeng, and I am not Yi Feng, you are just mine...... Xia Zhu ......"
His voice finally died down.
I froze as cold as iron, staring at him blankly, motionless.
There seemed to be someone screaming in pain, and someone seemed to be asking in panic, rolling his eyes blankly, even if he looked at the two people who seemed to be crazy, he couldn't react any information in his head. Until one of the figures suddenly rushed over and knocked me away, pulling the shoulder of Xu Jianglun, who was already out of breath, "You are ruthless enough!" Even if you die, you have to manipulate your psychology, you say I owe you a life, then I will accompany you, so that you will not be too lonely on the Huangquan Road. ”
Bang bang! It broke my nerves, and it broke the hearts of some people.
Xie Rui fell next to Xu Jianglun, his eyes fixed on him, and he said the last sentence angrily: "Aaron, wait for me." ”<