Luo Jinghan was shouting Xie Rui's name loudly, but he couldn't hear it, and I couldn't hear it. Staggered to his feet, walked crookedly towards the hatch, and seemed to hear Luo Jinghan ask behind him, "Xiaozhu, where are you going?" ”

Where can I go? The boat is on the river, where can I go? Is it hard enough to jump into the river? Heh, jumping into the river is a good idea.

From the bow to the stern, from the upper cabin to the bottom cabin, I grabbed a person casually, and I couldn't tell who the unfamiliar face was, so I asked, "Where is he?" The other man looked dazed, I let go of him, took two more steps, grabbed another person, and asked the same question. So, I asked a dozen or so people, but none of them gave me an answer.

I don't know if it's because my feet are sore or what's the reason, I stepped forward and planted, and was pulled by a hand stretched out behind me to avoid being embarrassed and falling. The gaze is tactful, with hope, but when the gaze touches, hope turns into disappointment.

I asked, "Where is he?" ”

Silent circulation.

I looked up to the sky and sneered, broke free of his hand, and ran towards the nearest railing. As I was forced back to the deck from the railing by the forces behind me, I could no longer suppress my sorrow and wail into the bleak night sky: "All of you don't say anything, isn't it just to tell me that he is no longer there? If you don't want me to go to him, you should make me lose my brain and lose my heart, instead of being so clear and painful. ”

Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, and almost all the tears in my life were shed for that person. Only just now, listening to Xu Jianglun tell me about his emotions, watching him breathe a little bit, his emotions were out of control.

I broke the restraints on my waist, but I found that I was tighter, I closed my eyes and was disheartened: "Zhang Ji, let me go." The arms around his waist shook, and the voice sounded above his head: "Get up!" "At the same time, he dragged me up from the deck, but I still had the strength to stand, and the madness I had just done had exhausted all my strength, and my legs were trembling.

The painful voice reached the eardrum: "Xia Zhu, your legs ......"

I laughed miserably: "He is gone in that catastrophe, can you hope that I am safe and sound?" "I was lightweight, and I was picked up, it seems that I have been carried a lot lately, and the arms are never the one I want.

I didn't know where Zhang Ji was going to carry me, he walked firmly to the bottom with one foot at a time, and when I stepped out of the stern of the boat, my heart began to beat in a panic. I didn't know that the ship had returned to the shore, but it didn't seem to be the one that set off at noon.

When the bright moon shines in the sky, it doesn't seem to be covered with dust at all because of the killing of the world. But even with the moonlight, you still can't see the surrounding environment clearly, and you only feel that the air is extremely humid. The vision darkened, and I entered a downward passage, the ancient dark steps, the cramped space, and the stagnant atmosphere, and walked for fifteen minutes. My state of mind went from the initial agitation to the calm at the moment, and I only stared at the stone gate with the atmosphere of the age in front of me.

Zhang Ji didn't let me go, he only leaned sideways to push the stone door, and when the rumble sounded, I closed my eyes.

After being silent for dozens of seconds, Zhang Ji said: "There are some things, let's solve them in person." When he put me down, he suddenly approached my ear, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Xia Zhu, I have always known, but I am willing to be deceived by you." Because of this person, only you can heal. ”

The stone door was shut, and the footsteps left.

When I opened my eyes, I thought about many possibilities, but I never thought I would see one...... The faces I have seen every day in the past few days, my eyes are bright and dark, and my thoughts have flashed in various ways, and in the end, only the irony of my heart remains. I burst out laughing, and it was, I see!

Staring at the approaching feet, without the staggering that I see every day, I leaned forward and leaned back with laughter, laughed so tears flew from my eyes, laughed so much that my chest hurt, and I laughed embarrassedly...... "Since you don't want to see me, why do you have to guard me every day?" ”

The nightmare awoke, and the memories that should have been lost were not lost, except for the part that was destroyed at the end. Even if I was trapped in the wolf camp again, I never gave up my faith: he is here, and he must still be there. Otherwise, my life would not be like this.

Adhering to this belief, I went around with Xu Jianglun, pretending to be crazy and stupid. Watching Xu Jianglun fall into the lies I weaved for him little by little, I was not complacent, but I was also comforted, thinking that one day I would fight with him with psychological techniques and win the game. deliberately provoked Zhang Ji to force him to death, because when Xu Jianglun kissed my lips before, the figure that flashed in the afterglow made my heart beat wildly.

But I never thought that there was a person who was better than me, and the chess game in his palm was always at his fingertips. Moreover, this person has changed into the most inconspicuous but trusted ...... Li Chengjun. It was the old face in front of me, with its gray hair, that could almost confuse my eyes. I always thought that I would see it until these things were over, but I thought he was there every day.

finally understood why the police gun in the toolbox could hide from Xu Jianglun's eyes, because it was not there from the beginning. That day, when I rummaged through the tools on a whim, I was so agitated that I couldn't do it, the person who could have this plan to cover Xu Jianglun's eyes and send it to me, I can't think of anyone else besides him? So more determined, he's in.

But how could he do that? I was confused all day long, but I was not given even a single message.

I don't have to think about this man so unhesitatingly, for for many nights I am the only one who knows, and misses the marrow, and often finds the pillow wet at dawn; No one knows better than me, the night is so quiet that all my emotions are suppressed from the "guards" outside, my panic is uneasy, my thoughts are sick.

A pair of arms gently wrapped around my shoulders: "Little bamboo, don't cry." As soon as my heart rushed to my head, I reached out and pushed him, pushing him to the ground, looking at me in astonishment.

"Where are you crying? I'm laughing. He raised his hand and wiped the wet marks on his face with the back of his hand, and raised his fingers again: "You... You...", he didn't make a sound, gritted his teeth and bone, knocked him over who was already sitting on the ground, and lay on him and scolded hatefully: "Chu Gaocheng, you bastard." ”

His reaction was, indifferent. He looked at me silently with dark eyes, and the light in his eyes was bottomless.

It's like I'm singing a one-man show, the joys and sorrows are all my own, my mind is gradually clear, and my reason is gradually coming back. When some of the contradictions were sorted out, I rolled down from him and threw him on the ground, looking him up and down, his face turning white inch by inch. His person and his breath are almost engraved into my bones, why is it that the person is right in front of me, but I can't feel it or recognize it? And Xu Jianglun is such a shrewd and meticulous person, and he has a stronger control over the details than me, how can a fake person escape his eyes?

A terrible thought grows in the brain, but all the cells in the body don't want to believe it. I touched his head and face with trembling hands, my heart sank, and I touched his arms and legs, yes, legs and feet! He had been staggering before, but he had walked freely before. grabbed him by the placket, "Chu Gaocheng, you tell me that you are now disguised as Li Chengjun, right?" ”

His dark eyes looked at me shallowly, and finally the corners of his lips twitched, and the old voice spit out from his mouth: "Little bamboo, haven't you thought of it when you're so smart?" Why deceive yourself anymore? ”

It was as if an arrow had been shot into his brain, and the white light swept by, and he looked at him in a daze, losing his ability to speak.

He rolled over from the ground and sat up, not looking at me, his eyes falling to a certain point, and whispering, "Now you understand why you are so close to you, but you don't recognize you." How can I enter your field of vision like this, and tell you that I am Chu Gaocheng? ”

I looked at him distractedly, and there was a loneliness on that strange old face that he had never felt before. Gritting his teeth, he grabbed his bony hand and asked, "Tell me the whole story, if ......" The harsh sentence pondered on his lips and teeth, "You still have a little bit of reluctance to me." But he buried his face between his knees and whispered, "You won't want to know." ”

My eyes moistened again, and I held back my tears to keep them from falling. staring at the finger bones that were clenched to white for a long time, he suddenly said: "Gao Cheng, it's not like there is no way out. Otherwise, you wouldn't have asked Zhang Ji to bring me over at all, would you? ”

Sometimes the mind can't turn all the time, but it suddenly clears up at a moment. On the road of fighting wits and courage with him, I never thought I could win, the only thing I am glad about is that time is still there, and people are still there.

Seeing that he was silent, I said again: "It's okay if you don't want to tell me now, since I know that you have become this person, then you must also understand that he once kidnapped me at the age of four to the island and changed my life." So, your life is up to you, and you don't want to leave me alone to be at ease. ”

He didn't seem to expect my attitude, and when his buried face was raised, the look of surprise on his face was still there. I didn't care about him, and put my hand on his knee, "You know that my legs and feet are inconvenient, although you are getting old and ugly, I don't dislike it." Help me up, it's cold on the ground. He looked at me in a daze, slowed for a few beats before staring at my legs, and quickly got up and pulled me up.

A few meters away is a stone bed with soft bedding. After he helped me to sit on it, he squatted down and untied my shoes, lifted up my trousers, and skillfully pressed on several acupuncture points on my calves. I couldn't help but be stunned, and I vaguely dreamed of it a few times at night, and I felt that my calves had been pressed like this, and then my legs and feet would not be sore and numb when I got up the next day.

Unwilling to suspect what he had done in secret, he only groaned and asked, "What is this place?" ”

He glanced up at me, changed one foot in his hand and continued to press, his mouth was light and light: "Chu Cheng." I was not calm, and sat up straight and glared at him: "Chu Cheng? How can it be? Isn't it sinking? ”<