209 Self-blame (1)

In the car facing the sky, I used all my strength to climb out, and looking at the smoking car, I gritted my teeth and got up from the ground. staggered to the driver's seat, dragging Xu Yi hard, just wanting to quickly pull him out of the car. That's the only belief I have now, and it's what sustains me. My mind was full of the man's bloody face, and seriously, I was really scared of losing him. accompanied him all the way, I just didn't want to lose him. But looking at it now, I really feel like I'm going to lose him.

"Xu Yi, you wake up, you hold on, you hold on." While dragging him out of the car with all my might, I said anxiously. I tried not to cry, but I didn't want to see my snot and tears when he opened his eyes.

But no matter how much I shouted or screamed, or even pinched his face with my hand, this man closed his eyes just as quietly.

The trembling hand wiped the blood from his face, but I didn't want to look more and more, which really scared me. In my panic, I kept wiping the blood, but I completely forgot to find the wound.

I don't know what else I can do but cry. I wanted to ask for help, but I looked around and found that the mobile phone that fell in the car, the screen had already broken into a flower, not to mention that I couldn't see it clearly, even if I could see it clearly, I couldn't press the screen.

Only waiting is the only thing we can do now, and I don't know when the senior will arrive, time passes minute by minute, seeing that this is about to get dark, the figure of the senior still does not appear. Now I am really desperate, because Chen Yuyang's delay in seeing me has completely lost hope.

The viscous blood began to coagulate, and the reddened face made it impossible for me to see Xu Yi's original face. If it weren't for his heaving chest, I would have thought he would have gone just like that.

Holding Xu Yi tightly in his arms, in addition to waiting, he still waits, I just hope that the seniors can come quickly, otherwise we will really be more auspicious.

Probably because of the wilderness, the style here is scraped like a blade scraping on the face. The tears have long since run out, and they have been dried by the wind. I wanted to rely on my strength to take Xu Yi away, one step at a time, as far as I wanted. But after trying several times, I found that I didn't even have the strength to stand up, let alone leave with Xu Yi on my shoulders. His weight is simply not what I can support now, and I can't even get up. Several times he was pressed to the ground, and his palms were ground to pain.

"Xu Yi, if you hold on for a while, the senior will come in a while, and we will be saved in a while." comforted Xu Yi, and comforted myself.

As night fell, everything fell into darkness.

Speeding on the winding narrow road, Chen Yuyang had already used the fastest speed, but he still felt that it was not enough. He wanted to slam the throttle to the end so that he could get there quickly. A few hours away, he now regrets why he supported that guy at the time. I thought that the distance would not be disturbed, but now it is good, this distance, even if I want to hurry, I can't be fast.

Because of that incident, Chen Yuyang also began to learn to accept it. Try to accept the existence of this little man, try to let go of the feelings that have been buried deeply, and try to bless these two people who are already together. But he still didn't let go of what he had to do, but he didn't appear as often as before. But at this time, he really regretted the decision he had made. Every time there is always an accident, at least as long as he knows it, as long as there is Xu Yi, Enron is in danger. This is something he doesn't want to see no matter what. However, it is too late to say anything by his own choice.

No one expected that things would turn out like this, let alone so suddenly.

Everyone thought that if Shen Qingzhi was solved, there would be no danger, but they didn't think that this would be solved and this would come again. And who this person will be this time, no one knows.

The darkness around me made me feel terrified, without any light.

Along the way, Chen Yuyang was looking along the road, but there was not even a shadow. Not to mention the figure, even the shadow of the car is not seen. Not to mention anything else, such a big car doesn't use air, but I don't see it. He knew it well, even in the dark. Not far further was the destination, the place they had been looking for for a long time to find, and the place he and Xu Yi had carefully arranged. If you really want to say, half of that place is his credit, but after all, it all belongs to that man.

Are they no longer here? This is Chen Yuyang's current thoughts, and he can't think of other possibilities, or he doesn't dare to think about it at all.

Some results are unacceptable after all, and this is what he is most afraid of.

For me who is night blind, as long as it gets dark, I can't see anything, it's the same everywhere.

It was only when the light appeared straight in front of me that I raised my head.

Thankfully, I finally saw people. Looking at the little woman not far in front, Chen Yuyang couldn't help frowning, but more panicked. Especially this bloody little face, he was so worried that he couldn't do it, and he only hated that he couldn't arrive in the first place.

"Enron, how are you, are you okay?" The moment he stopped the car, he ran out of the car in a hurry.

Under the strong headlights, I could only see a figure running towards us, but I couldn't tell who this person was. Squinting slightly, I tried to get used to it as much as I could, until the familiar voice came and I couldn't hold back and started crying.

"Senior, save Xu Yi, save him. I don't want him to die, I don't want him to leave me. "Chen Yuyang's appearance is like a lifesaver for me, so I can't let go of my grip tightly.

"Don't worry, he's going to be fine. But you, are you okay now? While helping Xu Yi up from the ground, Chen Yuyang asked.

I knew what he meant, nodded, and slowly followed them. It's Xu Yi, and now this unconscious appearance really scares me.

The road in the middle of the night was not easy to walk, but this time I didn't have the fear before, maybe because I was worried too much, all my attention was on Xu Yi. Hold it tightly, I'm afraid that it will be lost in the next second.

"It's okay, we'll be able to go back soon, we'll go to the hospital and everything will be fine. Let me tell you, if you dare to die, I will, I will ...... I'll marry the senior. It took a long time before the words came out. It's a bit excessive, but that's all I can say now. Of course I know what he cares about the most, what he disdains the most.

"This threat can be there." Maybe this sentence was said at the wrong time, but Chen Yuyang still said it.

"Senior, you said that Xu will be fine for a while, right, he will definitely be fine, right?" Staring at Xu Yi's face, I asked softly, as if I was asking for an affirmative answer. As long as I tell me that Xu will be okay for a while, I firmly believe that he is really fine, that he will be fine, that he will always be by my side.

"Well, he'll be fine. This kid is still so young, and he still has a lot of time to spend with you. So Enron, now you have to learn to be strong and believe in him. "That's all for comforting words, the main thing now is to get behind the wheel quickly.

We didn't say anything all the way back, just waited in silence, but we didn't know when we would be there.

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, Xu Yi was sent to the emergency room, and I also had an examination at Chen Yuyang's insistence.

"Enron, if you want that kid to worry when he wakes up, I advise you to check it out now to make sure that you and the child are all right, this is what he wants most." Staring sideways at me, Chen Yuyang said solemnly.

It's not his seriousness that makes me serious, but because of his words, he says that these are what Xu Yi wants the most. Because it was Xu Yi who wanted it, I nodded obediently.

"Don't worry, I'm here to wait, I'm here for everything. Now you hurry up and come back to me when it's over. Or, wait for me to inform. This is Chen Yuyang's arrangement, and of course the only thing he can do now.

"Senior, thank you." Standing in place, I thanked me, and only these three words are the most expressive now. This thank you is really too complicated.

The results of the examination were not bad, at least my child and I had no major problems, all thanks to Xu Yi. If it weren't for his protection at that time, I don't think I would be here safe and sound now. But he......

The doctor's advice was to let me rest well and let me relax, but when I thought of Xu Yi, who had no news now, I ran over worriedly.

There was only Chen Yuyang in the quiet corridor, and he sat in a chair and waited for the door to open for me.

This is not the first time I have waited here, the last time it was Shen Qingzhi, but this time it was Xu Yi.

If I could, I would have liked to be the one lying inside, not him.

sat down beside Chen Yuyang and looked at the red light, which was particularly dazzling.

When will it be waiting, how long will it take, nervous I unconsciously clenched my fists.

Again, the wait is always the longest. But at this moment, I don't want to wait at all. Whether the outcome is good or bad, I am eager to know what the man inside is like, whether he is alive or dead.

From night to dawn, from one person to several people to go in, Xu Yi did not come out of it.

Looking at the people coming in and out, I finally couldn't help it, grabbed Chen Yuyang's hand, and cried and said, "Senior, help me, help me ask what's going on inside, okay?" Regardless of whether his heart is dead or alive, my bean sprouts know, so senior, can you help me, go and ask him how he is, why he can't come out after going in like this. ”