166. Don't tell him
"Relationship? It's really hard to say, after all, this is about two people, if you really want to know so much, just ask Enron himself. At least that's what you want and the most authentic answer. When it comes out of someone else's mouth, I'm afraid it doesn't mean that. This is Chen Yuyang's answer, some things can be said, but the problem is that the speaker has no intention and the listener has the intention to be in trouble. Go to Enron, at least you can make it clear. Thinking about her reddish eyes that night, Chen Yuyang couldn't help but wonder if An Ran was wronged at that time, so he ...... If she hadn't met her, what would have happened to her that night, would she have just walked on the road? Or one fell in the dark and suffered the pain.
Hey, what a stupid girl, still like before, she didn't say anything about being wronged, she swallowed it all by herself.
If it were him, he would never let her suffer the slightest grievance, which he Chen Yuyang could guarantee. It's a pity that he doesn't have that chance.
"What do you mean?" No matter how smart a person is, there are times when he is confused, just like Xu Yi now, this confusion is really not a point.
Looking at his idiot look, Chen Yuyang turned around and left. It's just that his voice came from the hallway, "Since you want to know so much, let's go and ask in person." ”
Seeing that the senior finally appeared at the door, my uneasy heart finally calmed down, that is, in that second, I felt like I saw a relative, and I felt indescribably relieved.
"Why did you go so long, I thought you left me alone." quickly got out of bed and trotted in front of Chen Yuyang, I said teasingly. This is really a feeling of family, and for me, who has lost a loved one now, Chen Yuyang is like my brother. Just looking at him, I feel very warm and warm.
"An Ran, haven't you told your husband about your pregnancy, aren't you going to tell him?"
I didn't expect my senior to ask such a question, and I really didn't know how to answer for a while. Let Xu Yi know? I haven't really thought about it. Now at a time like this, let him know, what will he do? I guess I just asked me to beat the child out. In fact, if you think about it, it's really possible. I don't need to say anything, it's already a fact anyway.
"Senior, I want to wait and tell him, it's not in a hurry now." I didn't dare to look him in the eye, and I said weakly.
Wait, wait until when? Will I wait until the child is born, or when the child grows up, or when I die? I didn't think about any of this.
"He's in the hospital, I think you know. Enron, what happened between you, he was in the next ward, why didn't he even care about you. "The senior's words are always so to the point, and they pierce the heart.
It just surprises me, "How do you know?" "He can't know about this at all, even who my husband is. But he was right about what he had just said.
I know what kind of person Chen Yuyang is, and I can't say that I know absolutely, but I also know who he is.
It's impossible to check on a person if you don't have much to do, let alone me.
"He just approached me, identified himself, and asked us what our relationship was. But I didn't answer, I didn't say anything, I just let him ask you himself.
I don't know what happened between you, but Enron, I don't want you to wronged yourself, and I don't want to see you sad, you know? Your world should be full of sunshine, not grievances and gloom. As a senior, I really hope that you, this little girl, can be happy. But you remember, no matter what happens in the future, you have to remember that there is me as a senior. Rest assured, the shoulders of seniors will always belong to you. Rubbing my head, the senior said teasingly, but it was touching and heartwarming.
"Enron, what are you going to do about this?" Sitting next to me, Chen Yuyang said softly.
Of course I knew he cared about me, but for that ......
"Senior, promise me not to let him know about this, I don't want him to know. Our relationship has come to this point, and I don't want to embarrass him, and I don't want to embarrass myself. As for the child, I will give birth, he is innocent no matter what, and I have no right to deprive him of his little life. ”
The senior wanted to know everything, but I didn't open my mouth. It's better not to talk about some things, so as to save yourself from being uncomfortable and worrying about it.
The relationship with Xu Yi is already like this, I don't expect him to care about me, and I don't even dare to expect him to come to see me. Maybe in his world, there is only Shen Qingzhi now. As for who Enron is, it has nothing to do with him. If you really want to talk about relationships, you will be missing a divorce certificate.
I didn't dare to imagine Xu Yi's reaction after he found out that I was pregnant, because I no longer had illusions, and I didn't even dare to have assumptions.
The senior has always refused to let go of the little bean sprouts in my own room, and he has to ask me to go to the hospital for a good examination. In fact, his intention was to ask me to wait, wait for Xu Yi to appear, wait for Xu Yi to ask in person, and wait for me to say it myself. To put it bluntly, he also thinks about it, but I don't know any of this.
It's obviously next door, it's obviously a wall, and I know I'm here, but Xu Yi just didn't show up. In the past few days, he has not made any movement.
Looking forward and scared, is he really not coming? The answer is – no.
The seniors made it very clear to him, in fact, he was angry, but he just didn't come. If he doesn't come, it can only mean one thing, that is, he doesn't care anymore. If he still cares a little bit, he will definitely come to me and question me. If I still cared a little bit, he wouldn't let me be with other men, like I used to be as domineering and scoundrel as I used to. If there is still a little bit of care, he will appear once after a wall.
But as a result, there was nothing.
I was so calm that someone couldn't hold his breath, looking at my lost appearance every day, Chen Yuyang stood up suddenly, and said angrily: "No, I must go and explain to him." Leaving his wife and children to guard other women, he is splitting his legs or going out of the car. Just such a pampered woman, I really don't know what's good. You said that you are too, why did you fall in love with such a man in the first place, it is simply irresponsible. No, I have to tell him. "I'm about to leave, of course I know that the senior is a person who doesn't say anything, but at this time, I really can't.
"Senior." I screamed, but it made him pause. "Don't tell him, please, don't go." The voice was indescribably choked, I wanted to cry, but what could I do if I cried, it didn't prove my weakness.
Shen Qingzhi naturally knew that I lived in the ward next door, and it was precisely because of this that she insisted on walking around and asked Xu Yi to be by her side and cared for her very much.
Even with the door closed, I knew that this woman was a demon again.
Deliberately amplified the sound in the corridor, oops, come and go, Xu Xu kept screaming. The frightened voice is always painful, but the senior doesn't calmly want to go crazy, and in the end he curses directly. All kinds of abuse are linked together, and sometimes it is a kind of funny look.
Calm and steady is synonymous with Chen Yuyang, and he was crowned with such a word as early as when he was a student. But I never thought that he would have such a side. If this is seen by the girls who chased him back then, I don't know how to feel.
"Actually, you should really talk about it, maybe there is a turning point between you. From a man's point of view, that woman is really not good, delicate and pretentious, and few men like such a woman. But looking at the way your husband looks, it doesn't seem that he particularly likes that woman, and sometimes it looks like a duty. Silly girl, do you want to try it? "It's still hard to persuade him, it's really a little hard for him. I did so much for me, and I ended up observing it. If this were an ordinary person, they would not really do such a thing.