If he really loves me, then she will definitely not only care about Shen Qingzhi. But that's the case, now he only has one person in his eyes, and he can't tolerate me in his heart.

Such a fact can only prove one point.

When I left the hospital, I felt like I had a new life, and I was breathing in fresh air, which was refreshing without the smell of disinfectant water. It's not that during a week in the hospital, I really felt like I was going to get moldy. If I stay any longer, I guess I'll be suffocated by then. Thinking about the picture of one corpse and two lives, it is indeed a little sad.

Of course, this is just a thought, and I will not be miserable to that extent. It's not impossible to be alone, not to mention that there are many single mothers nowadays. Everyone else can survive well, how can I not be. I'm more or less confident in this. As long as you work hard, there is nothing you can't accomplish. But thinking about the small bean sprouts in my stomach, my hand still unconsciously stroked it.

Of course, I didn't know where to go, anyway, I just left in the senior's car, and I didn't come back to my senses until the car stopped steadily.

"Here?"

"My home." While getting out of the car, Chen Yuyang said.

Is the senior's home in this place? Well, it was so dark last night that I wasn't in the mood to look at what it was. Now look at it, well, it turns out that the seniors live here, and it happens that it is my favorite place, Wangjiang Community, where people generally live in large families, especially villas here. When we first watched it, it was just a passing pleasure. Fang Ziqing has the money to buy it, and in the end, if it weren't for Dad's, I guess we really wouldn't even have a place to live. But now...... Forget it, I don't want to, it's uncomfortable to think about, so what else do I want to do.

"Let's stay here for the time being, so that someone can take care of you. It's all about to be a mother, always like a child, you, you really haven't grown up at all. "Open the door to me, Chen Yuyang couldn't help but say. He spoke like a brother, and I couldn't refute it.

Change is easy to say, but I don't know how to change. It may be that I'm really too rigid to know what this so-called change means. I don't know what's so changeable about this, or is it the kind of change that changes me into something else, and then I don't even know myself? It's what it is, and there's no need to change anything. Some people may say that it is because the people they love have changed, but sometimes this is not the case at all. If he likes it, then he will like it no matter what it looks like.

Say, in fact, anyone will say. But when it comes time to do it, the result is the same.

What I was like before, but what I am like after I got married. In Fang Ziqing, in Xu Yi, I am making changes, but I don't feel anything. But if I were to say a complete change, I don't think I would be able to do it.

In any case, there are some things that are really out of our control.

As for the seniors, I think it's better to forget it. "Senior, it's inconvenient for me to live here, I think I'm still ......" It's really inconvenient, after all, it's not good for this lonely man and widow to live together. I don't care, but it's different for seniors. He's not married yet, so he can't be poked in the back by others. Not to mention that he is not married now, if he gets married, I will not be able to be here. I still understand some of the truth, but now, it seems that there is a little bit of clarity.

At the moment when I was dragged into the house by my senior, I was stunned.

I wasn't at home for a week, but there were a lot of things in the house, which made it a lot more warm.

How much did the seniors prepare for this week? Looking at everything in front of me, I seem to have the urge to cry.

Not to mention the feeling of home, in fact, I did feel this way when I was with Xu Yi, but it wasn't like this.

I really want to say that the place where there are seniors is home, look at the dishes on this table, it is really full of color, flavor and flavor.

Eating delicious food, I am naturally in a good mood. But someone wants to say something about the scenery, and this is something I can't escape.

But in the face of such a question, I can only remain silent. I didn't know how to answer his question, so I just kept my mouth shut.

"Enron, what are you going to do next. No matter how far it will go between you and him, you have to be prepared. ”

Intentions, I really haven't thought about this. I was somewhat caught off guard by such a situation. As for this so-called plan, I don't have any idea. I never thought it would happen, and I was going to do that.

Now it's easy, but what am I going to do? Divorced? This seems to be the only solution right now. But think about it, is it really good to get a divorce? If I get divorced this time, then I really have too many labels on me. It was originally a second marriage, but now if I divorce again, then am I going to prepare for a third marriage? Marriage, divorce, just these two things, I'm really on the bar.

What the index is saying now, I really don't have any plans.

Even I don't know what to do in the future, I haven't thought about it myself, and I can't even imagine it.

"Now I can only take one step at a time, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, and this matter will always be resolved." Looking at Chen Yuyang, I said lightly. But only I know that this sentence is not only for him, but also for myself. Now, it can only be like this, and I can't go to him and say anything in front of him anymore. That would only show my humility.

Think about it now, they are together every day, and there is almost no time when they are separated. If I go to find Xu Yi, then Shen Qingzhi must be by the side. In this way, Shen Qingzhi will only be more proud. Fuel her breeze, think about it, forget it, I'm not that interested.

To be honest, I really don't like Shen Qingzhi now, if I just pitied her before, then now I will only think she is pretentious. In front of me, in front of Xu Yi, all kinds of fancy works, only she can have this ability.

If I really want to say that I am going to say it, I think I will wait until the moment when Xu Yi speaks. Only in this way can we leave completely with a dead heart.

Seeing my silence, Chen Yuyang also quieted down, just looking at me like this, which made me a little embarrassed. His eyes are very direct, and the straight look is really embarrassing. Don't say it's me, I guess it's the same if it were someone else.

I have to admit that the senior is really good-looking, otherwise I wouldn't have had a crush on him for so long when I was a student. Even when he graduated from college, I still had a little crush in my heart. If I hadn't met Fang Ziqing later, I think I would have been able to keep having a crush. But now, everything has changed, and there is no going back. The beauty of that time can only be recalled in my heart.

"So be it, stay with me until you're ready. If you really find it inconvenient, I'll go and live outside. Enron, no matter what, don't wronged yourself. To know that I ......"

I really didn't expect Xu Yi to call at this time, looking at the name on the screen, I didn't know what I should do at all. Pick it up? I do not know. After all, it was at this time, what did he want to say when he called? I really don't know. I guess it shouldn't be an important thing, it's all at this point, how could he have something to tell me. If that's the case, I don't think I'd better pick it up. After all, I'm not ready yet, and I don't even have the courage to listen.

"Don't pick it up? What if something happens? Chen Yuyang said lightly, but the seriousness on his face was really serious.

"Forget it, if you don't pick it up, how can he have something to find me." Turned to mute, I continued to eat the dishes in the bowl. It's a pity that the food that was delicious just now is completely tasteless at this time.

Perhaps, this is the psychological effect. As long as it's about Xu Yi, I will still care, I will still think, and I will have extravagant hopes. I knew it was impossible, but I still didn't give up. In that case, I don't think I'll be able to do it anymore.

"What a fool." Looking at me, Chen Yuyang shook his head helplessly. In his opinion, I am really like a fool now, there is no difference. "I don't know how to grasp the opportunity, I guess there will be no one more stupid than you in the world." In a word, this is just a straight shut up.

How could I not understand what the senior meant, but the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, I really don't dare.

Let me think about it, at least until I make the right plan, I won't touch anything about Xu Yi.

Now that you have made a decision in your heart, you just have to wait for it to be executed.

I really have to think about this plan.

With such a me, I can only make the senior shake his head helplessly.

I didn't go to work for the past few days, so I stayed in my senior's house quietly, and I was silent.

I thought desperately, tried to think, but I couldn't think of a reason. If this continues, I'm really going to be annoyed. After all, I haven't come up with a plan yet, so I can't put it off again and again, and it's not good for anyone to drag it out. Delaying himself and delaying him, this simply won't work.

You must know that this is not what I want at all, everything must be straightforward, just like the original Fang Ziqing, his determination has fulfilled me, at least it will not make me miserable.

It's just that I didn't think that the original Fang Ziqing and the current Xu Yi are completely two different concepts. To put it bluntly, one is a compromise, and the other is reluctance. Such two feelings cannot be compared at all.

As for this plan, I really don't know how long I have to think about it.

During this time, the senior has been by my side, and I know that because of my existence, he has been delayed a lot.