Chapter 19: Actually, he is very confused
"......" I was stunned, and looked at him with my bangs brushed away. The security company is the largest manufacturer of scanning equipment, maglev stations, physical examination centers...... LOGOs are all over the world, when did Wu Di jump ship, I haven't heard Lu Wei mention it.
"As long as I crack the body scanning system, I can do anything more conveniently." He paused, then continued, "I see that you were worried about the amount on your credit card. Whether it's for your financial situation or from my own point of view, I think it's better for me to go out and work as well. ”
"You just did that just to get close to Wu Di?" I was confused.
"Doing what you like is the first step in interpersonal communication." An Jianing picked up the long handle of the umbrella and turned it around in his hand, just as there was a ding-dong, and the elevator arrived.
"I'm sorry for offending you." He used his umbrella to block the infrared sensor of the elevator door and said, "Go home." The tone was methodical and sounded unwavering.
"......" I couldn't speak for a long time, and after getting on the elevator, I looked at his back, and my mood was complicated.
He stood quietly, his suit accentuating his long figure, and his trousers without even a trace of extra folds, looking like a model in a shop window rather than a real person of flesh and blood.
Although there was a moment of tenderness when it came to thinking about my financial situation, more often than not, what he said was reasoning without emotion, logical and coherent, but it sounded so uncomfortable.
Coming home in silence all the way, he didn't ask why I had such a big reaction to that hug, as if it wasn't his business and he wasn't interested in understanding.
After entering the house, Erbaibai said that it was raining outside, and he had already helped me put hot water, and it was recommended to take a hot bath first to avoid catching a cold.
Before I walked into the bathroom, I glanced at An Jianing, who turned off the light in the living room and sat on the sofa, looking out the window at the dark clouds.
When he came out of the shower, he still maintained a posture of meditation in the dark, and did not say anything. I don't know if I was inexplicably angry and made him angry, holding the cup of hot milk, hesitated for a while, tiptoed over to him and sat down, trying to ask the doubts in my heart,
"You're not angry, are you?" An Jianing shook his head, the lines of his side face were delicate and delicate, as beautiful as a Renaissance sculpture, and in his obsidian-like eyes, the stars of the city lights were scattered, and the various lights outside the window were dangling into colorful neon lines in the rain.
I let out a long sigh and lowered my eyes, "I'm sorry, I overreacted just now. ”
"It's okay." An Jianing's charter-like response has not yet turned his head. I followed his line of sight and couldn't help but ask, "What are you thinking about when you meditate like this every day?" ”
"I'm thinking about Chief Engineer Lin, where they went, what happened to the laboratory, and how I would survive in this society after leaving the laboratory." For the first time, there was a confused look in his eyes, so he said.
I don't know how to answer. After knowing his identity, I patronized myself and was confused, but I forgot that he who was burdened with a dual identity and had never walked into a complex human society may be more uncomfortable and at a loss than me.
I had to get up and pat him on the shoulder to show comfort, and said, "Don't think too much, I think my dad must be fine, don't look at him always looking like he is chattering, in fact, he is doing things very safely, just contact him." Actually, I was comforting myself by saying this.
An Jianing's gaze retracted, fell on my hand, and said lightly: "I hope." ”