Chapter 18: How Can You Understand If You Don't Know Anything?

The blood in my body coagulated the moment I felt the hardness of his bones through the fabric. Wu Di and An Jianing were still talking, I couldn't listen to a word, first trembling and pushing him away, then lowered my head and gritted my teeth to restrain for a long time, and finally stood up and threw down a sentence: "I'm sorry, I'm not very comfortable." He walked away, settled the bill as quickly as he could, and ran out of the restaurant with a cigarette.

The night was deep, the autumn rain was falling, and it was slightly cold on my body, I looked up at the sky, my vision was blurred, and I reached out to wipe my face, and my tears had unconsciously flowed into a trickle.

My mind was very messy, I didn't want to think about how Lu Wei and Wu Di would react after I left, and I didn't want to think about how An Jianing would end, I just wanted to make my heart no longer so stuffy, and I couldn't breathe, so I quickened my pace and walked, no matter where I was heading.

Anyway, no matter where I go, I can't find the An Jianing I once loved. The more I walked, the more chaotic I became, I didn't know how long I was hanging outside, the phone was still vibrating at first, Erbai reported the caller's name, Lu Wei, Wu Di, An Jianing all had, I pretended not to hear, and then I was annoyed, so I told Erbai to shut up, and there was no sound.

There was no one on the street, the world was empty and silent, only the lonely and monotonous sound of rain. When I reached the soles of my feet and my calves were sore, I dragged my heavy steps home.

As soon as I arrived downstairs, I saw An Jianing standing in front of the door, dressed in a black suit and holding a black umbrella, as if waiting for me, and the first thing I said was: "Lu Wei and Wu Di have gone back, Lu Wei is very worried about you, and asked you to call her back." ”

"Got it." I deliberately kept my distance from him, walked away from him, and pressed the elevator.

Unexpectedly, he quickly followed, took the umbrella with one hand, grabbed my wrist with the other, and said in a puzzled tone: "Xiaoya, who are you?" My wrist burned, and I reflexively jerked it back from his hand, bursting out and yelling, "Don't touch me." An Jianing looked puzzled,

"I don't understand, why are you so angry because I hugged you? We are nominally a couple and this is a normal interaction between lovers......"

"Enough!" I didn't want to listen to him talk about his logic, so I interrupted him by covering my ears, and accidentally tears flowed down my eyes again.

"You don't understand, of course you don't!" I could see the reflection of myself in his eyes, his eyes were red and swollen, and his hair was wet and draped over his body, and he looked like a crazy woman.

"How do you know what happened between me and An Jianing? Maybe my dad and Uncle Ann told you something when they were coding, but how many things they didn't know? You don't know anything, how can you possibly understand? I only felt that the emotions were very intense, and I could feel the violent ups and downs of my chest when I spoke, but I couldn't suppress the more I spoke, the more excited I became, I stepped forward in two steps, grabbed his shirt, stared at his eyes, and said word by word: "I don't care what your purpose is, whether you want to pretend to be more like a normal person, or want others to believe that we are a couple." Don't—again—touch—me! Even once. After saying that, he pushed him hard, staggered two steps, stepped back, and leaned against the elevator door in despair.

An Jianing's calm expression contrasted with my hysteria on the smooth ground.

"I don't know." He put down his umbrella, slowly sorted out his clothes, and said in a calm tone: "But I know that Wu Di changed jobs not long ago and is now doing maintenance in the security company. ”