225. Two Worlds (Thanks to Leng Lingxin for the diamond)
The dream is dark, the whirlpool is bottomless, and it is barren.
If dreams are a human psychological suggestion, then this dream is the depths of my soul. It has become so barren that it has no grass to grow, and there is only endless darkness, loneliness, desert, and desolation.
Suddenly, a breath of fresh air broke through the sky, opening a hole in a dark space, and the light shone in. I didn't expel the darkness all at once, but I could faintly see a touch of green, and I took a deep breath, so comfortable, so familiar, the smell of leaves, and ...... The breath of the forest.
When I opened my eyes suddenly, I was also a piece of green, and my heart was shocked, and I almost looked around with a novel gaze, full of green, a lot of trees and all kinds of grass. I took the first step, and then the second step, and it seemed that someone was calling me from behind, but I couldn't hear it anyway, and I didn't pay attention to it, and I didn't have time to care about anything else, I just wanted to have more intimate contact with the green in the sky.
When he really blended in, he instinctively began to run, climbed the tree, leaped and jumped in the treetops, fell down with a slippery foot but skillfully raised his hand to climb the branch, the person rippled in the air, and then let go and rolled in the grass on the spot. The smell of grass juice on my face is really good, as if the pores of the whole body have been opened, new life has been injected, and the cells that have been dying have begun to revive again.
I got up and continued to run, my vision becoming clearer and clearer, up and down the trees and down the ground like a fish in water, my eardrums fluttering one by one, and gradually I heard the sound of birdsong. With great joy in my heart, I found a lush tree, kept climbing up and up, until the top, excitedly raised my face to look at the blue sky, and when my arms were stretched out, a long roar rushed out to the sky!
It was as if my hands were caressing my body, and my limbs were transparent, it was a breeze. When the long howl began, some birds stopped in the treetops around me, and then the jungle saw in the distance the animals on the ground running towards me, but I did not feel the slightest fear, for they were all my friends.
But in half a moment, there was a congestion under the trees, most of them were lions and tigers, and there were also wolves and leopards, looking down at those pairs of eyes, I whistled and blew softly and mystically. But in an instant, those eyes were gone, and only softness remained. Some of them were lying on the ground, some were wagging their tails and whispering to me, and I jumped off the tree, walked among them, crouched down in front of a tiger lion, and gently hugged it.
"Good friend, I'm back." A low, unfamiliar voice that belongs to me.
I can speak! I can see and hear it! The tiger lion whined low, arched his head to me, expressing infinite attachment and longing, I curled the corners of my lips and whispered, "I miss you too." ”
It took me a while to straighten up from the fauna, and I was in a clear picture of my state at the moment, and all the oppressive, dark, and rotten things had vanished. Gently blowing the rhythm of dispersal, I was pleased to see the wolves and leopards flash into the grass one by one, and soon disappeared away, with the sound of fluttering wings overhead, and the birds flew high into the air, chirping and flying around me above, and then turned away. In the end, only the tiger and lion remained at his feet, refusing to leave.
It craned its neck, looked at me with reluctance, and stopped speaking. I leaned down and hugged its head again, leaning into its ear and whispering, "Go back to the forest, I'll come back to see you later." Then I blew a soft, soothing sound, which was how I communicated with it. Finally, the tiger lion put his head against my face, turned around and walked slowly. It didn't look back, but it walked slowly, step by step firm and strong.
Watch it go away, dear friend, this is not a parting, this is the beginning of my new life.
The forest is all too familiar to me, especially in the place where I grew up, and I can walk back to the entrance with my eyes closed. I turned around and was about to walk back, but I saw two figures standing not far away, and I was stunned.
His eyes climbed up to the two familiar and unfamiliar faces inch by inch, his heart throbbed and throbbed, his vision blurred between his eyes, and tears slipped down his eyes. In the past two years, I have sealed myself in the world that I can't see, hear, and speak, forgetting everything that happened in the ancient cave, forgetting the succession I loved so much, and forgetting the unforgettable Brother Yu.
Tears rolled down their feet one by one, and they didn't sink into the soil. Suddenly, a pair of feet appeared in sight, and then stretched out a hand, thinking it was one after another, but the hand was wearing a black ring, and when I raised my eyes, I just wiped the tears under my eyes, and looked into the deep eyes that once made me infinitely attached, I cried and called softly: "Brother Yu......"
Brother Yu hooked his lips and smiled, "Xiao Jiu, welcome back to the world." ”
Yes, I lived in a dark hell for those two years, and only now did I return to normal human life.
Take a step forward, rest your head on his shoulder, and fill back your mind with what you have lost, how can you not know how to survive the last catastrophe. Brother Yu came like a god, just like when I was on the verge of death on my first mission, he came over and lowered his eyebrows. At that time, I was still a fool, thinking that they were coming to pick me up on Huangquan Road one after another.
Thinking of succession, my body stiffened slightly, and I took my head off Brother Yu's shoulders little by little, and my eyes drifted away, and I saw that I was still standing in the same place one after another. Leaning against a tree behind him, his eyebrows furrowed, his eyes cloudy and his emotions could not be seen clearly.
He glanced at Brother Yu cautiously, would he mind my intimate behavior just now?
Brother Yu's eyes were sharp, and a sneer came, "Xiao Jiu, what kind of eyes are you?" Dislike me for his sake? I choked up a little and whispered, "What's the matter?" Due to the long silence of the voice, it was dull and unpleasant, and I felt slightly embarrassed.
Brother Yu's aura has always been strong, and I was a little apprehensive when I looked back at the successive glances, so I only heard him say: "This one after another, hum, stupid, self-righteous, Xiao Jiu, you are really bold, you are actually ......"
There was no follow-up after that, but my heart was already trembling, and my mind was churning to say something good for one after another, although I didn't quite understand what Brother Yu meant when he said that we were bold, but in the end it was: "Brother Yu, I love him." It was like that before, and it was because I thought I had lost him, so I ......"
"So he's more damned!" Brother Yu ruled as soon as I made a decision, and my legs instantly weakened, and I almost fell to my knees. Brother Yu looked at me with a hidden storm in his eyes, but he spoke lightly: "You were adopted by me personally, cultivated by one-handed, and concealed and protected by exception, and you were easily acquired by that kid." He drifted his eyes again, and turned his tone gently: "However, he has also learned the lesson he deserves, and he can't ask for it, he passes by, and he doesn't want to live, which is enough for him." Hmph, it's barely worth it. ”
My back was already wet, I was sweating, and my heart was up and down like an airplane, and it was only then that I landed smoothly. Brother Yu gave a promise, I don't know if he is a person who promises a lot of money, but since following him, there has been a saying, saying that if you don't see me, you won't see me, you won't contact, and you won't even have a phone call all year round.
The old Nokia mobile phone has rang two or three times in a few years, and it is the first time since I became an adult that I have met Brother Yu face to face like this, and I speak calmly. After thinking about it for a while, he suddenly spoke: "Brother Yu, thank you for saving his life." ”
It's not mine, it's one after another. At that moment, I was extremely desperate, even hopeless, thinking that the successive ones in my arms had already died, and finally even lost him in the torrent, and there was only one thought: to go down to the Yellow Spring and find him.
If Brother Yu came and only rescued me, but did not save one after another, then even if the past two years are still the same, even if I have a new life at this moment, it will only be worse than death. Eventually, they will fall into eternal darkness, allowing their souls to decay until they are annihilated.
So I would like to thank Brother Yu for his kindness at that time, so that I can have this day of salvation.
But Brother Yu smiled and asked, "Do you think I want to save him?" If you hadn't pulled my pants and shouted his name, I wanted to see which bastard had deceived Xiao Jiu's heart, and I really didn't have the spare time to save one more. Okay, stop talking nonsense, go out with me or with him? ”
My gaze fell on one after another, and I whispered, "Follow him." ”
In the end, Brother Yu once again left that sentence: "The female university is not left." He turned around and took a step without looking back, paused when he walked to the side of the succession, and spoke arrogantly in a volume that was loud enough for me to hear: "Successively, don't let Xiao Jiu cry, otherwise, I promise you, you will not find her and spend your whole life." ”
I raised my eyebrows, only Brother Yu could say that the threat was so arrogant and natural, and I also knew that he was not exaggerating, and there was definitely a way to hide me until I could not find it in this life. It's just that that day won't come.
Because I heard it, Brother Yu was just verbally scared one after another, and there was unwillingness in his tone. thinks that his sentence "women don't stay", it's really a bit like ...... A loving father is reluctant to give up his daughter. I laughed when I finished this parable, how can I compare my brother to a loving father? He couldn't have been my father at such a young age, at best he was an older brother.
But there is one thing that is very strange, Brother Yu seems to have always been like this, without a little aging. I hadn't seen him for many years, and when I sometimes wondered if I would see him again, his temples were already gray and his forehead was wrinkled. When I saw him today, I found that he had not changed at all, and he was still the same as he saw when he was ten years old.
Perhaps, Brother Yu has any tricks to stay on the face, and I have a chance to ask. Just thinking about it makes me laugh.
I feel so relaxed at the moment because I finally have a bright future. In the distance, Brother Yu's figure was gradually disappearing from my sight, and I also looked back, calming on the person who had always leaned against the trunk of the tree.
Time is such a terrible thing, suddenly like closing your eyes, one after another, I haven't seen you for a year and eight months, and then these four months, I am in a dream, and you are looking at me in reality. We live in two worlds.