One after another, I never knew that there was a pain that was so heartbreaking that I couldn't breathe.

Thinking that he had found Xiao Jiu, the sky would no longer be gray, even if she had forgotten that experience and him as a person, just like him had just come out of the ancient cave, he felt that it was not a big problem.

When you love someone, you don't just love with your heart, but every cell in your body. Therefore, in those dark years, he remembered Xiao Jiu little by little. I believe that Xiao Jiu, like him, will one day clear the clouds and see the blue sky, remember him as a person, and remember the fact that she loves him.

So when he used violent means to directly rob people, he felt that the first thing to do was to heal her ears and eyes, as well as her throat, and also check why she couldn't speak. He didn't believe the nonsense of the Gyalshan Lama, saying that under the influence of the Buddha, the Sanskrit sound could slowly heal her traumatized facial features. his Meadow! His Xiao Jiu's name is Xu Jiu, even if he learns from Xiao Mo that she has another name called Yanan, it is 10,000 times better than that Mei Duo.

However, the process of taking Xiao Jiu to find a doctor is difficult. Successively did not expect Xiao Jiu to reject the doctor so much, from the initial fright to the later tremors, he watched from the sidelines and felt a pain in his heart, but in order to cure her, he still turned his head and acted as if he didn't see it.

The results were tormenting, and almost every doctor made a similar judgment after examination: the eardrum had been punctured and had now been repaired; The cornea of the eye is normal, and the vocal cords of the throat are normal. This series of data shows that Xiao Jiu's facial features are intact, so the doctor makes two inferences: first, the eardrum has been punctured and caused a problem with nerve transmission; The second is that Xiao Jiu has mental illness.

The doctor suggested that he take someone to see a neurologist, and his first thought was to punch the doctor in the face. What quack doctor, he actually said that Xiao Jiu has a nervous disease! I suppressed the fire in my heart and left angrily. But when another expert doctor came to such a conclusion and suggested that he find a psychotherapist, he was silent. After a long time, I asked: Xiao Jiu can't hear with his ears and can't see with his eyes, how can he see a psychiatrist?

In the end, he took Xiao Jiu to see a psychiatrist one after another, and the language communication was definitely not good, so he roughly told the doctor about the situation. Then the doctor observed Xiao Jiu, who was sitting next to him for a while, and gave a not very clear judgment: maybe when the eardrum burst, something happened that made her unbearable, and then even if it was slowly repaired later, she also closed off her perception of the outside world and lived in her own world. In technical terms, it's autism.

Successive shocks, no one knows autism better than him, the first ...... At the beginning, the old man brought back a girl, her name was Xiang Wan, and she was in a state of autism for several years. Thinking of Xiang Wan, somewhere in his heart felt a dull ache, these emotions were ignored by him, and Yan hid them in the deepest place.

No, Xiao Jiu is definitely not autistic, and no autistic person can still perceive the outside. According to Lama Gyalshan, she can hear Sanskrit sounds, she can see Buddha and Sanskrit, and even communicate with the great lama.

After this trip, he was relieved, one thing was certain, Xiao Jiu definitely had no nervous problems.

continued to seek medical treatment, it must be that those doctors were not skilled in medical treatment, did not find out the root cause, and successively thought that the problem must still be on her eardrum. He knew that Xiao Jiu's eardrums were several times sharper than ordinary people, and no matter how small and subtle the movement was, it couldn't escape her ears, and because of this, maybe that extreme trauma caused others.

But he found that because of his persistence, Xiao Jiu was withering like a flower at a speed that could be seen by the naked eye. If when she was robbed from the temple, she was still alive and knew how to bite him, but now she is reluctant to even open her eyes.

He panicked, not only panicked, but even more scared. Obviously the person was beside her, but she felt more and more distant, she closed her heart and excluded him. In a panic, I ran to find someone to record a Sanskrit sound of Tibetan Buddha into my mobile phone, and the effect was indeed there, Xiao Jiuben was still asleep in a daze, and immediately sat up when he heard it. With a secret joy in his heart, he took her into his arms and buried his face in her hair, and if this method worked for her, then he would not mind being baptized with her from now on.

But he was too happy, and when Xiao Jiu found out that the sound came from the mobile phone, he actually snatched it and smashed it on the ground, the mobile phone was torn apart, and the sound stopped suddenly. He looked at the debris on the ground in a daze, a dull pain spread in his heart, and when he looked back, he saw that Xiao Jiu had curled up in the bed, his hands around himself, such a posture was extremely uneasy and insecure.

Suddenly I woke up and felt like a bastard! If she can't hear, he will be her ears, and she can't see clearly, so she will be her eyes, she can't speak, she can write and communicate, why do you force her into such a desperate situation? Such a simple truth, I didn't even understand it until this time! Wrapping around her from behind, feeling the thin waist, the sourness poured into his eyes, never knowing that one day, even if Xiao Jiu was beside him, he was so sad that he couldn't recover, and tears fell into her scalp.

Soon she noticed it, and actually turned around to wipe his tears, at that moment he was so painful that he couldn't breathe, pulled down her hand and wrote in her palm over and over again: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

Reality is cruel after all, he can have such beautiful thoughts, but God won't give him a chance. Xiao Jiu slept longer and longer day by day, and she began to be afraid of opening her eyes, preferring to stay in that dark world forever.

There are only two ways left in front of you: one is to send people back to Gulai Temple; The second is ...... Find Zhuang Yu.

There is an obsession that Zhuang Yu can solve this irreversible defeat. After much deliberation, I dialed the phone number again. Things were simpler than he imagined, Zhuang Yu didn't embarrass him on the phone this time, and after listening to his description of Xiao Jiu's condition, he reported the address and asked him to bring someone over.

After arriving at the destination, he checked into the hotel, and Zhuang Yu came at eight o'clock in the evening. When the deep, cold and obedient eyes looked at it, Ling Zhi's heart trembled slightly, and what came to his mind was the cruel picture when they met for the first time.

"What about people?" The simple and concise words were thrown over, with Xiao killing.

led people upstairs one after another, and wanted to follow up, but Zhuang Yutou didn't reply: "Don't follow if you want her to be good." A word blocked him, and he didn't dare to step inside. Waiting outside for a few minutes, it was like an insect eating his heart.

When Zhuang Yu came out, he felt that his eyebrows were extremely cold, "Take her and go to a place with me." ”

With a move in his heart, he vaguely understood that Zhuang Yu really had a way to save Xiao Jiu. But he didn't expect Zhuang Yu to take them to a forest, and then ordered him to put Xiao Jiu on the ground. Originally, he refused, Zhuang Yu just said in an extremely cold tone: "If you want her to die, continue to hold it." ”

In the end, he still put the person on the green grass, and as time passed, Xiao Jiu gradually woke up from his slumber. When I opened my eyes, I saw light in her eyes one after another, which I had never seen before. What happened next was unexpected, and when he saw Xiao Jiu running wildly towards the forest, he instinctively rushed up to pull her back.

But I heard Zhuang Yu say in a cool voice behind him: "You can follow, but don't disturb her." ”

So they followed her closely behind, watching her leap from tree to tree, running through the grass, sometimes climbing to the top of the tree, sometimes sliding down. I was frightened when I saw it one after another, but I didn't dare to step forward because of Zhuang Yu's words. Later, when Xiao Jiu found a sky-high tree and kept climbing up, he couldn't help but ask, "Don't you stop her?" What if I fall? ”

thought that Zhuang Yu would ignore him, but he didn't think that he suddenly chuckled, and said with evil in his eyes: "Do you want to hear a story about her?" Here, "she" obviously refers to Xiao Jiu, and she looked up at the figure that was crawling steadily, and nodded.

Next, he heard a story that made him so sad that he couldn't breathe. finally understood why Zhuang Yu brought Xiao Jiu here, because she is from this forest, she is actually an abandoned baby, accompanied by tigers and lions since she was a child, and was taken away by traffickers as a "wolf child" for people to appreciate and make money in her childhood. I finally understood why she was afraid to see a doctor, but she was not afraid of doctors, but of people. There were once groups of indifferent people who indifferently watched her become a caged prisoner, and it was Zhuang Yu who changed her fate and saved her from that group of people.

No wonder she didn't talk about Zhuang Yu at the beginning, because she was afraid that that unbearable childhood would be known to him.

How miserable she used to be, how sad he was at this time, his feet became soft in an instant, and he leaned his body against the tree so that he would not fall to the ground. I heard Zhuang Yu asking in my ear: "Do you feel pain?" One after another, you really damn it! The reason why Sanskrit was able to enter her heart was because that temple contained the golden body of a living Buddha, and I wanted to use that little aura to cross her, but you were so clever and self-righteous that you took her away, and almost pushed her into the boundless darkness. Now that you are hopeless, you are coming to me? Hmph, look, if even this place can't awaken the cells in her body, then," he paused deliberately, "just wait to collect her body." ”

Later, when he thought about it, it was natural that Zhuang Yu said this intentionally, in fact, when he saw Xiao Jiu's appearance of a dragon and a tiger shuttling through the forest, he already understood that her heart knot had been resolved. But at that moment, he didn't understand, he only felt that he wanted to die, and the thought flashed in his mind: He hurt Xiao Jiu!

That sentence is the magic barrier, so that even if he sees Xiao Jiu like the king of the forest, controlling the fierce beasts in the forest, he still can't wake up from the nightmare. Until, a soft voice drifted into the ears: "One after another, I'm back." ”