This is the first time that Xiao Jinghuan has taken the initiative to hug Jin Changning since he became an adult.

Growing up together since childhood, they were intimate, because they grew up, because she recognized Shao Feng, and because of Jin Changning's silent withdrawal, the relationship between the two of them gradually faded, like a light breeze, like clear water, but they were also helpless, because they grew up, life put each other in different circles. You can look at each other in pairs, but you can no longer kiss your heart.

Married for more than two years, the closest is the beginning.

At that time, he had corneal surgery, and although she was in great grief, she still did her best to take care of him for a long time.

Wash his face, bring him water, feed him, and help him go to the toilet...... But she has done everything that a wife should do.

Later, she buried Shao Feng in person. During that time, she was like ashes, quietly guarding him, taking care of his eyes, and practicing her promise to Shao Feng.

Later, he was busy at home, she was busy abroad, they were husband and wife, and the distance between them was wider than that of Ping Taiyang.

They don't talk on the phone either: she doesn't look for him, and he doesn't look for her. More strangers than strangers.

And at this moment, she finally took the initiative to hug him like she did when she was a child.

Such an initiative actually made his heart cramp strangely.

Or maybe it's because it's not easy.

"Huanhuan ......"

He screamed softly in a hoarse voice, and wanted to ask, what does she mean by this hug?

"Don't talk."

She replied in a low voice, closed her eyes, leaning against him, her face a little tangled, and a faint pain.

He didn't speak, just watched, looking distressedly, not knowing what she was struggling with, and not knowing what she was suffering?

I just hugged it like this, I don't know how long......

For a long time, it seems like a century.

Long enough!

In the end, it was Jin Changning who broke such a silence and led her to sit on the sofa, and he made a phone call on the landline and asked for a dinner and disinfectant.

After a while, the front desk brought dinner and potions.

He set the dinner, brought the potion and ointment, and sat down next to Xiao Jinghuan:

"Take care of the wound."

"It's fine. The blood is dry. ”

She whispered, not caring about the small wound.

"Let's deal with it."

He took her hand and looked at the little redness on the white snow's skin, and felt very distressed:

"Before, why didn't you say it in the hospital? It should be seen by a doctor. ”

"It's not important, is it?"

She replied in a whisper.

Compared with Liluo's miscarriage, her injury is really insignificant.

"In my eyes, you are the most important. What if it's tetanus? ”

He said it so seriously, he started very lightly, and gently wiped it with a cotton swab dipped in alcohol.

The wound was stimulated by alcohol, and it naturally hurt, and his mouth couldn't help but hiss, and his eyebrows wrinkled.

"It hurts?"

He paused in his hand.

"Sort of."

"Just a while. Bear with me. ”

He whispered.

She looked back at him, serious him, and the side face was much, much better than usual.

She just watched him detoxify her and smear her.

"Alright, let's eat! Go wash your hands. ”

He packed up the medicine.

"Hmm!"

She was unprecedentedly obedient, so she really went to wash her hands, but she looked at herself in the mirror and was stupid.

Why?

The heart seems to have been touched.

Suddenly, I had a feeling that I wanted to rely on.

In the past two years, the walled city that she had worked hard to build to prevent anyone from attacking seemed to have loosened and moved in the process just now......

The iron wall of the city gate seemed to have been dug open a corner, and something was being sent to the depths of her heart.

It shouldn't be like this.

She had already made up her mind, in this life, she would not marry, marry or have children, so she would go through her whole life like this, and when she was old and gone, she would leave a message to her friends, let her be cremated, buried next to Shao Feng, and go with him forever and forever.

In the past two years, abroad, she has not been without admirers, and they all want to touch her heart and live in her heart.

No one has ever succeeded.

Who did she fall in love with again?

In this world, there is no one who can compare to her Shao Feng.

But now, because of Jin Changning's words, why is her heart messed up? Why don't you want to put it down? Why do you want to compromise a little?

Alas!

It can't be like this, can it?

"What are you thinking?"

Jin Changning heard the sound of washing her hands, but after that, she didn't come out. He served her a meal, waited and waited, and finally walked over, but saw her in a daze, and his eyes showed unprecedented confusion.

"Thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about our relationship...... and the ...... of the future"

Xiao Jinghuan looked at him in the mirror.

"What's wrong with our relationship?"

He hugged her from behind, and the two of them looked at the beautiful man and woman in the mirror together.

Her long hair is like a waterfall, delicate like a flower, his posture is upright, heroic and steady, hugging each other like this, it is actually good-looking-

She thought of two words: Dengright.

In a trance, the man in the picture suddenly seemed to be replaced by Shao Feng, and when he looked at it again, it was clearly not.

But he didn't reject this picture.

"Shouldn't we have such a relationship?"

She said in a low voice.

"Who says we can't be in such a relationship?"

He asked rhetorically.

She couldn't answer for a while, and then said:

"Because we're brother and sister."

"Wrong, we have never been a brother and sister."

A kiss, falling on her lips, said:

"We are childhood sweethearts."

Isn't.

"But, I didn't think about remarrying."

"In fact, you got married early."

"I didn't think you'd cheat."

This made her the most unwilling.

"This shows that I have always trusted the person in your heart, and I trust it to the point that I can trust it for life."

"I trust you, but I didn't want to entrust you for life. My heart has already left with Shao Feng. What remains here is a walking corpse. ”

"The Walking Dead doesn't feel anything, Huanhuan, I'm pretty sure you have feelings, you have feelings for me, but you don't notice it."

He snapped her face and looked at each other.

She asked herself in her heart: what kind of feeling did she feel about him?

She couldn't tell the difference.

"Tell me, what are you afraid of right now?"

Alas, she wanted to sigh, when did this wooden man become sharp-eyed?

"In this life, I just want to fall in love and love someone wholeheartedly...... One couple for a lifetime is enough......"

He thought about it quietly, and suddenly understood a little, so he held her chin and said:

"Huanhuan, from the age of seventeen to twenty-five and a half, you loved Shao Feng wholeheartedly, that was your first love. But now that Shao Feng is gone, you should also let go; In the future, you may be able to try to love me with all your heart...... This doesn't mean that you are half-hearted, the road of life, let go appropriately, in order to get more...... This is also the result that Shao Feng hopes. ”

"Really?"

She replied confusedly.

"Yes!"

"Should I love you?"

"Of course, I'm my husband."

His voice sank,

She frowned: "I want to think about it!" ”

"Consider what?"

"Think about whether I should love you or not."

"Is this something to consider?"

He narrowed the distance between the two men, and almost touched lips for a moment, and pecked lightly.

"It's developing too fast, and you have to think about it."

She has a solemn expression and a serious attitude.

"Well, if you insist, I'm okay with that. Time to eat. ”

One after the other, walk to the table and sit down.

Xiao Jinghuan ate silently, and Jin Changning gave her vegetables.

Originally, today, they should be very happy, but because of Li Luo, their mood is bad - she is unhappy, and his mood is not very good!

Halfway through eating, she looked up and asked, "How should I deal with this matter?" ”

"I'll explain the situation to Yan Shao. Don't worry. ”

"Will he believe it?"

She sighed softly: "Even if you can believe it, you must be angry." He may be angry with you. I'm afraid that your friendship with him is going to be a conflict because of me...... I'm sorry I messed up with you......"

"Stupid words!"

Jin Changning served her soup.

"Hurry up and eat! Take a shower after eating, then don't think about anything and get a good night's sleep. ”

She took it and drank it silently, but she was unsure in her heart, that Liluo, who lost a child, would she really give up?

Why does she think that this matter will not end so soon?

--- digression--- second update. There is one more more.