Chapter 514 517, Unrequited Love 57, I didn't have the opportunity to participate in the past, but I can participate in the future (it depends on it)
Throughout the ages, men should get married, women should get married, and one of the most important tasks of marriage is to reproduce.
In the marriage of two ~ sex, whether it is ancient or modern, whether it is possible to have children or not is very important. A child is the union of a husband and wife. The son's weight is heavier than the daughter's. It is now the 21st century, and what is advocated is equality between men and women, even so, some wealthy families still value their sons more than their daughters.
Of course, if you can't give birth, it will be even worse.
It is said that Li Luo has been married to Yan without regret for five years, and he accidentally slipped a child before, and since then, he has never been able to conceive. In the past few years, she has taken a lot of medicine, but the more nervous she is, the more she has not.
This year, she finally got pregnant with a child as she wished - this baby came quietly, there was no reaction at all, and she only found out when she went to check it today, and as a result, it was gone... Repay...
Because he rolled down the stairs, the child flowed again.
The doctor also said: "Like Mrs. Yan, even if she gets pregnant in the future, she may have a habitual miscarriage." ”
Jin Changning listened to the doctor's words and looked very solemn.
As for Li Luo, after learning of the miscarriage, he cried bitterly in the ward, and Yan did not regret coming and comforted him there.
Xiao Jinghuan stood in the aisle, her face was blank, and she recalled in her mind that the baby she was pregnant with, she was artificially poured pills, and she could only feel it when it was turned into blood in her abdomen. The process was painful, and my heart was full of hatred.
Come to think of it, now Li Luo hates her more and more!
Xiao Jinghuan didn't want to stay and face that hateful gaze.
Obviously, this matter has nothing to do with her, but as a result, she has become the culprit who can't get rid of it.
So, she quietly left, went back to the hotel, locked herself up, and suffered the discomfort from her heart alone.
The phone was also turned off, she didn't want Jin Changning to find it, she was afraid of hearing any accusatory words from his mouth, afraid that he had wronged herself because he felt sorry for others, and even more afraid of seeing his disappointed eyes......
Since she was a child, she has had a lot of troubles - in fact, what child doesn't have some small troubles in the process of growing up, as capable as her brother, she also grew up in trouble, and for this, it has given her parents a headache for so many years.
Although she is not as capable as her brother now, she thinks that in the past two years, she has been independent enough, capable enough, and calm enough......
But today, what's wrong with her?
actually carried it with that Li Luo.
Alas!
She sat stupidly, sighing faintly, looking at the sky outside the window, and it was getting darker and darker.
I really want to go back to Shanghai, I really want to find a hug to lean on, I want to tell my grievances, I want to avoid all these troubles......
can be inseparable, because the documents are all in Jin Changning's hands.
Later, when it was dark, it was dark outside, and my stomach was growling, and outside the door, there was a knock:
"Knock Knock Knock ......"
Who?
Don't be so noisy, okay?
She wanted to be still, and she didn't want to move.
"Huanhuan, open the door, I know you're inside."
The quiet voice came from outside, a little soft, but she heard it.
He, back from the hospital?
Are you here to scold her?
She repulsed.
Definitely, yes.
"Huanhuan, if you don't open the door again, I'll let the hotel service department open it......"
She sighed softly and went to open the door.
Immediately afterwards, a very serious face came into view, not as gentle and gentle as usual, and the eyes were very deep, so deep that people couldn't understand the meaning hidden underneath.
"If you want to scold, scold. I'm not going to apologize to her. ”
Her voice was cold, too.
It's a form of self-defense.
He glanced at her quietly, took her hand, closed the door, sat down on the sofa, went to fetch two more glasses of water, and rested them on the sofa in front of him.
"Why is it off?"
Jin Changning asked such a question first.
It's a bit off the mark.
Xiao Jinghuan was stunned for a while, looking at the hand that was held tightly by him, he used a lot of strength.
"I can't contact you, in this kind of unfamiliar place, do you know how worried I am about you?"
“……”
"Huanhuan, there's something, I think we have to communicate well......"
"What's the matter?"
I'm finally going to blame her, right!
Outcome......
"No matter what happens in the future, don't turn off your phone, keep your mobile phone unblocked, and don't answer the phone willfully."
She fluted again, it turned out that this was the matter he wanted to communicate.
Came in a hurry, not for the mess in the hospital, but because he was worried about her, is this what he meant by these words?
She couldn't answer.
He continues:
"Huanhuan, escaping won't solve the problem at all. We are husband and wife, don't you think you should trust me and solve problems with me? ”
The voice was low, soft, and patient, without the scolding and reproach she imagined.
She bit her lip and looked at him, her nose was inexplicably sour, and she stared at the face for a long time:
"You...... Don't you blame me? I screwed things up. It was only a moment before such a big thing happened...... I ......"
"It was an accident, wasn't it?"
He stroked her head gently.
Xiao Jinghuan was stunned for a moment, and chewed the meaning of the words:
"Accidents? Li Luo and you made it clear, was this an accident? ”
Jin Changning's eyes flashed because of this sentence, but she understood it and smiled bitterly:
I said, how could she say that. Now she must hate me to death......"
He didn't speak, but reached out and hugged her tightly:
"Huanhuan, although I didn't see the whole process, I believe that the fault of this matter is definitely not your ......"
Xiao Jinghuan he recognizes, or when he is willful, but she will definitely not do anything to hurt others......
Such a kind of trust made Xiao Jinghuan's cold heart feel warm deeply.
This warmth came so violently that it wrapped her in life.
"Why would you believe me?"
She endured the throbbing of her heart, gently pushed him away, and looked at him warmly.
A faint smile spread across his face again:
"You are my wife, my woman, the person I grew up watching, and I know your character too well. Huanhuan, how could I believe that others say that you pushed it, and not believe that you are innocent? ”
Such a trust is full of emotion.
She didn't think anything and rested her head on his shoulder.
Jin Changning smiled slightly, very satisfied with her move, and patted her back:
"Or, would you be willing to tell me about the situation......"
The palm of his hand made her feel very relieved.
Let's talk about it!
"I don't know what's going on with Liluo, I always talk with thorns, I don't want to talk to her, so I went upstairs, and when I got to the bed, Liluo suddenly ran up, dragged me out of bed, and bruised me......"
In order to show that she was not lying, she deliberately widened the distance between the two, raised her arm, and let him see that the two scratches were still bloodshot, and Jin Changning frowned.
"She said I was dirty...... I'm not allowed to sleep...... I'm not allowed to stay upstairs...... You want to drive me downstairs...... I was pushed out of the door by her, I couldn't get angry for a while, I broke free, she didn't hold it down, and she wanted to push me, but I didn't let me, she pushed it empty, and she rolled down......"
The whole process, that's it.
"I didn't know it would turn out like this, I thought she could be contained......"
Jin Changning listened intently, and his expression softened a little:
"Look, I'll just say, it's not your fault. Okay, don't blame yourself...... Li Luo has to bear the responsibility for this matter......"
The tone is completely short.
Xiao Jinghuan smiled bitterly: "But the problem now is that she had an accident, and there is no witness to prove that this matter is not me, in this case, I am dumb and eat Yellow Lotus, and I can't say anything about my suffering." ”
"Huanhuan, be a man, just have a clear conscience."
He patted her gently on the shoulder.
Listening to his tone, it was not difficult for Xiao Jinghuan to guess that that Li Luo really put all the blame on her......
"I don't understand, what kind of person is this Liluo, since the first night when she saw me, this woman has been very hostile to me."
Xiao Jinghuan was very confused:
"She seems to like you very much, but this kind of liking is not like the liking between men and women, but it is extremely domineering. She...... I hate that I'm close to you. ”
This time, Jin Changning was stunned for a moment, and he thought for a while: "Maybe she knows that we are husband and wife!" She always wanted me to marry Sisi. Bring me closer to their family...... And I married thee......"
Xiao Jinghuan frowned, puzzled: "You told her, we got married?" ”
"I only said it to no regrets. I'm not sure if I didn't regret telling her. ”
Xiao Jinghuan said "oh":
"Probably got it. Otherwise, how could she say I was dirty......"
The last word, she carried with mockery.
In her opinion, the love between her and Shao Feng is the most beautiful encounter, and she has never regretted everything that happened between them.
Perhaps, she delivered everything too early, so it became an unclean performance in the eyes of others, but in her heart, everything is happy and the effort is worth it.
"Huanhuan ......"
Jin Changning looked at her a little worriedly, because her expression suddenly became cold at this moment.
She looked at him, and her eyes became complicated:
"Jin Changning, you don't even want to share this matter with others, and I didn't know until the past few days. As you can see, your desire for exclusivity is much stronger than I know. Today, I want to ask you, I have loved others, given my body to others, and conceived a child for that person, do you know all this, and you don't dislike it at all in your heart?
"I don't care when people say I'm dirty, and in my opinion, that life experience is extremely precious. At one point, I even thought it would be my life. When he left, my life was like this for the rest of my life.
"But now, I'm married to you, it's an accident. I'm a little at a loss, but you're pushing me to accept it again and again.
"Jin Changning, I think that what I think is a precious experience may be a hurt to you. Don't you mind if I'm a broken shoe......"
Before she finished speaking, her lips were kissed by him.
A kiss that is not slow, affectionate and unrepentant, eyes open, staring, lips to lips, tightly glued, nose to nose colliding......
After a long time, he let go of her:
"Huanhuan, what I want is all yours. The past you have experienced, the future you have not experienced, your good side, your bad side......
"If I could, of course I hope that from the beginning, you will belong to me alone, but unfortunately, God did not give you this opportunity to become someone else's. I can't do anything but bless.
"At that time, I couldn't force you, because you are so beautiful, Shao Feng is so good, and you are a perfect couple.
"If Shao Feng is good, I will be willing to play the role of a brother and always support you behind my back.
"But there are so many unsatisfactory things in life. How could I miss an opportunity when I had it again......
"Huanhuan, for me, your future is the most important thing. I didn't have the opportunity to participate in the past, but I can participate in the future......"
The speed of his speech is very calm; His expression was very serious; His mind is clear......
In simple language, he expressed the fact that he loved her and loved her all the time, but she didn't pay attention.
He used simple language to state such a deep affection: he tolerated her, always tolerated her, and only wished her happiness.
With his warm eyes, he conveyed such an expectation: in the future, he wants to have her, the past, hidden deeply!
She watched, reaching out and hugging him.
--- digression--- first update.