When Song He heard her mother say this, her tears suddenly surged out of her eyes again, Song He grabbed her mother's clothes tightly, shook her head sadly, and said to her mother: "No...... Mom, I don't want to leave you...... Don't drive me away. ”

At this moment, Song He suddenly felt the feeling of loneliness and helplessness in her heart when her mother was seriously ill in the hospital and was about to die.

This emotion, as if he would never see his relatives again, hit Song He's heart.

Now Song He, she has no other thoughts in her heart, Song He just wants to be able to hold her mother's hand tightly and tell her mother not to leave her.

Song He's mother looked at Song He, and her face also showed a sad expression, and then she still reached out and grabbed Song He's hand that grabbed her clothes and dragged it off her body.

Originally, the mother's expression seemed very gentle, but at this time, it suddenly became stern, which was almost unprecedented in Song He's memory, so Song He looked at such a strange mother in shock, and still said in a wooden voice: "Mom, don't leave me, I really miss you." I want to be by your side! ”

The premature death of her mother has always been an eternal pain in Song He's heart, and she feels that she has no choice but to watch her mother leave her again.

But the expression on Song He's mother's face at the moment was not shaken at all, she looked at Song He and said to Song He with a firm gaze: "The two of us are not people of the same world, you still have what you have to do, don't miss your most important life because of a moment of cowardice." ”

When Song He heard his mother say this, he immediately cried loudly and retorted: "My life has been ruined, since you left me, it has been ruined by my father and them, how can I have any life!" Are you leaving me now?! ”

"Are you going to throw me down again?!"

After Song He's questioning rushed out, she clearly saw her mother's face showing a very sad look, and her eyes also showed a sad look, which fell on Song He's body, making Song He feel like a man on her back, but Song He was still unwilling to give up.

She still said to her mother, "You have already thrown me down once so ruthlessly, do you want to throw me down a second time now?" ”

Song He almost took advantage of the sad experience of her mother leaving her young self prematurely, and used it as a threat to her mother to take her away at this moment.

Song He's mother's face also showed a painful look on her face as Song Ha said this, but her mother still hesitated for a moment and firmly pushed Song Ha away from her side.

She looked at Song He and continued, "Have you forgotten? Are you also a family now? You have your husband, and you have your children......"

"I don't want to remember!"

It is rare that Song He is so persistent and stubborn and willful, she feels that in front of her mother, any temper she has endured outside can be vented, because they are the closest mother and daughter!

So, Song He shouted at her mother: "I'm working too hard, I'm really hard with Yin Zheng, I don't want to go back to him, I just want to be by your side, I just want to go back to before!" ”

In the face of Song He's willful words, Song He's mother still didn't hesitate at all, she always maintained the distance between Song He and herself, and said to Song He very firmly: "Song He, wake up, it's just your dream, your mother is no longer there." I'll always be there for you, you just can't see me, you just have to remember that and be brave! ”

"Song He, live happily with the people who love you, don't forget, you still have a child who is about to be born and you need you to grow up with him, do you want to leave him so ruthlessly?"

Song He was stunned for a moment when she heard her mother's words, she didn't think about it at all, if she left her mother now, what would happen to her child?

And after her mother said these words, Song He also understood that if she really left with her mother now, then it would mean that she was outside the dream world, and she had indeed passed away.

For a while, Song He was conflicted and hesitated.

On the one hand, looking at his mother, who was no longer suffering from illness, Song He felt that if he left his mother, would she be able to get rid of the emotions that tortured him in real life and the situations that plagued him.

However, as the mother said, could she really be ruthless enough to leave behind the child she had not yet met?

Song He's mother also clearly saw Song He's hesitation, so she seized the opportunity to say to Song He: "Think about your child, you haven't seen him yet, are you willing to lose his future life like this?" ”

Song He's mother's words were almost fatal, and instantly made Song He subconsciously and immediately deny after hearing this sentence: "No! I don't want to! I want to grow up with him, I want to watch him grow up step by step! ”

Although during Song He's pregnancy, she did not like this child very much at first, thinking that this child had robbed Yin Zheng of her attention and Yin Zheng's unique care and love for her.

But blood seems to really have a wonderful ability, just like Song He, although she understands that she hates her father in her heart, but it is precisely because of the blood relationship that Song He has no way to do anything to hurt his father.

As for Song He's own child, although she didn't like the life conceived in her body at the beginning, as time passed, the child accompanied her through pain that ordinary people could hardly experience.

When he was not accompanied by a family member and friend, it was the child who accompanied him, and after experiencing and surviving all this, Song He unconsciously accepted the child and regarded this child as as important as her life.

Thinking so, Song He gradually calmed down.

Although at this moment, there were still tears on Song He's face, but she looked at her mother's gaze, but she was much calmer and calmer.

Subsequently, Song He first pursed her mouth, as if she wanted to cry a little, but soon, she also stopped such emotions, and now Song He looks a lot more mature, not at all like the child who seems to be coquettish next to adults just now.

Song He looked at his mother quietly, and after a long staring, Song He said to her mother: "Mom, although you left me early, ...... Thank you for all the years when I grew up, and I will try my best to be a good mother like you and accompany my children to grow up. ”

This is what Song He didn't have time to say to his mother, but fortunately, in a dream, she was able to meet her mother again, and she was able to hold her in her heart for many years, and finally told her mother: "I am lucky to have a mother like you to be my role model." ”

After Song He's mother heard Song He say this, her face quickly showed a look of relief, and then Song He's mother looked at Song He and said, "Silly child, all mothers in the world are the same, so you must teach your children well in the future." ”

Speaking of this, Song He's mother seemed to be a little uneasy about Song He, she spoke again and said to Song He: "As for you and Yin Zheng, the two of you may have experienced a lot of ups and downs and twists and turns in the past, but now that the children have been born, he still loves you." Mom hopes that you will be able to live well with Yin Zheng in the future. ”

Song He didn't expect his mother to be able to mention Yin Zheng at this time, but after Song He's mother's words fell, when Song He heard her mother's hope for her, Song He's face couldn't help but show a little wry smile.

Immediately, Song He said to his mother: "I don't know how I should live a good life with him, I used to think that I loved him and could live well with him." ”

With Song He's elaboration, she seemed to think of something, and couldn't help but shake her head, expressing her self-denial for this idea: "But later I found out that I loved him and loved him to the point that I lost myself." I don't want to be such a soulless body. ”

Song He's mother sighed when she heard this, and then she said to Song He: "I used to love your father like this, but you are better than me, you can find that you have lost yourself in love, but I was obsessed until the day I died." ”

After saying this, Song He saw a helpless smile on his mother's face, but her mother's gaze was still kind and firm.

Song He's mother said to Song He: "Yin Zheng is different from your father, he also loves you, so give him another chance, let you have another chance, so that I can see the happy life of your family of three." ”

Faced with his mother's hope, Song He opened his mouth, not knowing whether he should refuse or agree.

In Song He's heart, he is also very confused about the current relationship between himself and Yin Zheng - they seem to have reconciled, but it seems that they have to be reluctantly together because of their children.

Song He didn't even know if the relationship between himself and Yin Zheng was still husband and wife, and this relationship between husband and wife was not legal, but spiritual.

Song He thought so, but in order to still be able to reassure his mother, Song He still suppressed the thoughts in his heart and said: "Mom, don't worry, I know what I should do, if I can give Yin Zheng a chance, can give myself a chance, let us live comfortably with each other, I will do the same, I will not embarrass myself." ”

Hearing Song He's assurance, Song He's mother's face relaxed a lot, and then she said to Song He: "Since you can think so, I'm a lot more relieved." Okay, don't stay with me any longer, wake up and see your baby. ”