"You're my baby, and you're your husband's baby. Now soon, you are going to have your own children, you are not a burden, you are a valuable life, so you have to cherish your life. ”

Song He listened to what his mother said, and for a while, Song He couldn't say anything except crying in his mother's arms.

Over the years, Song He has given up on herself from the beginning, and now Song He has no hope for the future, even except for children, as for her relationship with Yin Zheng, after experiencing so many ups and downs, Song He doesn't even dare to have excessive expectations for Yin Zheng.

Song He was hurt so deeply that she now subconsciously felt that as long as she expected too much, she would definitely be disappointed in the end.

Just like this time, Song He didn't see Yin Zheng until she entered the delivery room, and before that, Yin Zheng would always swear to Song He that he would accompany her.

'Liar! ’

When Song He hid in his mother's arms and thought of Yin Zheng, this was the sentence that came to his mind - Yin Zheng deceived himself again.

"Mom, I'm ...... now I'm really tired, I feel like every day is so hard. The tears on Song He's face seemed to be endless, and no matter how her mother wiped her, the next moment, new tears would well-up in her eyes.

And Song He's mother has always been patient and very gentle, and has been helping Song He wipe her tears, not bored at all.

Song He was moved by such a subtle and gentle behavior of his mother, but, at the same time, Song He also knew that this was only in a dream, and in a dream, his mother was able to appear in front of his eyes and talk to himself like this.

Song He heard her mother say that she had always been by her side, but despite this, Song He still wanted to tell her mother about her sadness after her mother left her for so many years.

It seems that only by his mother's side can Song He say the truest words in his heart without defense, and the child seems to be by his mother's side forever, so he will take off his disguise and reveal his original self.

"Dad didn't like me very much, it turned out ...... After Su Duo came to the Song family, I only knew...... What is called a real father and daughter. Song He finally mentioned the most difficult knot in his heart to untie, that is, the relationship between himself and his father.

After all these years, Song He has never understood whether he really did something wrong, so that his father would hate him so much.

But now, after experiencing so many ups and downs and ups and downs on the road of life, Song He knows that it is not himself who is wrong, and even, it is not his father who is wrong.

What is wrong is the root of Song He's existence.

If Song He didn't appear in this world, then, her father wouldn't think Song He was redundant, and he wouldn't be reluctant to act, but after Song He's mother died, he took back those false fatherly love that Song He mistook for true.

Song He will not have such a big psychological gap.

In this case, there will be no such deep gap between their father and daughter - she and her father will never have a relationship, and she will no longer expect her father to change his mind and care about his daughter again after seeing his ability.

Even now, Song He understands that no matter how good she is, and how bad Su Duo is on the wall, her father will love Su Duo and disdain herself.

That's the cruelest thing.

Song He looked at his mother, her long eyelashes were stained with tiny teardrops, which seemed to be able to fall off with Song He's blink of an eye, Song He still didn't control his emotions, although at first, Song He really wanted his mother to take a look, and he had grown up now.

However, in the end, Song He still couldn't do this, she had too much bitterness to talk about, even if it was to say it to an illusory, imaginary mother in her dream.

Song He's mother looked at Song He's eyes full of love and pity, and then, Song He felt that she was hugged into a gentle and warm embrace, in this embrace, Song He really felt her long-lost feeling of being treated so gently by her relatives.

Even now for Song He, she can't remember what her father looks like.

After completely breaking with his father and the fall of the Song family, Song He completely forced himself not to see his father, not to pity his father's current situation, that is the sin he deserves, and he has suffered it himself.

She hypnotized herself day and night, and it seemed that later, she really became hard-hearted, and she really stopped thinking about what happened to her father now.

After a long time, Song He has completely blurred his father's face now, and even if he could, Song He might not hesitate to choose to only remember his father when his mother was alive.

That was what she remembered as a father should be.

In the dream, Song He's mother has been silently listening to Song He's grievances to her, knowing that this is a dream, Song He has no worries at all, only buried in her mother's arms, and poured out all her grievances, difficulties and resentments in the Song family over the years.

She wanted to be selfish once, and she wanted to have no scruples again.

"My silly daughter......"

Just when Song He was crying freely, she suddenly heard such a gentle sigh above her head, which sounded like she was feeling sorry for Song He, and Song He, because of this sentence, raised her eyes in confusion and looked at her mother.

In Song He's sight, her mother's face was still so gentle, she looked at herself intently, and in her troubled eyes, her mother spoke again, her voice was gentle and firm: "A person, how can anyone see someone who loves you, don't cover your life with shadows for one or two people who don't love you and don't cherish you." ”

Song He was stunned in these words, she paused for a while, and then said sneeringly: "But...... That's my real father......"

In this world, how can there be a father who does not love his daughter?

This is also a question that Song He has been wondering about all these years - why his father would rather love Su Duo, who has no blood relationship with him, than love himself.

As Song He's voice fell, Song He saw that her mother's face showed a kind of tranquility with a transcendent world, she looked at Song He gently, and said, "If you have been struggling with this issue, then it is too narrow-minded. ”

"If you let yourself be constrained by this just because of the question of blood, and you are stuck in the question of why your father doesn't love you, then I can tell you that there are not so many whys, it is a fact that he does not love you as his own daughter, and in the same way, you can choose not to love him."

"Love is equal, you will only pay when you receive it, I know what you really mind is that your father scolds you for being unfilial, but, listen to me, you haven't done anything wrong, it's he himself who hasn't been a good father first, so he shouldn't be greedy."

Song He, who faced her mother's categorical words, was completely stunned for a moment - although it was a dream, her mother was so real, and such a real mother told her that there was nothing wrong with her cruel behavior towards her father.

This feeling of being affirmed made Song He feel that his eyes and nose began to sour for a while.

Although Yin Zheng also said the same thing to her as his mother, but in the final analysis, it was still different, Yin Zheng made Song He feel that he was always outside the Song family, and his words, to Song He's ears, were just comfort.

But the mother is different.

The mother was a member of the Song family, the wife of the father, a vital member of their family, and now, such a vital member told her: 'You are not wrong, you are doing the right thing'.

This is like a thing that has been denied by outsiders, and it was suddenly affirmed by the people who were also in it, which made Song He feel that the stone that had been pressed on his heart for many years was finally lifted.

Just a few words from his mother easily broke the knot in Song He's heart for so many years.

Although Song He's face was still tearstained at this moment, her expression was clearly not as numb and empty as it was at the beginning, and this change proved that Song He's mentality was indeed much better.

"Yes......" Song He hesitated for a moment, but soon Song He quickly repeated it again in an affirmative and firm tone, and said to his mother: "Yes, I didn't do anything wrong, it was them who were wrong." ”

It was his father who was wrong, as well as Su Wen and Su Duo.

After having her mother comforting her like this, Song He's tone was much more relaxed, but Song He was still reluctant to part with her mother, who looked so beautiful in her dream, and even Song He really had a feeling of dependence that she wanted to stay in her dream all the time.

The feeling of her mother by her side made Song He feel very warm, and Song He had no way to control her to simply leave, so Song He could only tell herself over and over again that it was not time to separate, and she could wait a little longer.

She kept procrastinating, allowing herself to be coquettish like a little child by her mother's side.

Obviously, Mo Ruomu's mother, who knew her daughter, also noticed Song He's reluctance and nostalgia, she reached out and patted Song He's shoulder, and said to Song He without refusal: "Song He, you should go." ”

Song He, who was ruthlessly driven away by his mother like this, immediately panicked, because Song He didn't know when he would see such a mother again at all.