180.Dream Scatter (2)
I don't know how long it has been, but I feel as if someone is caressing my hair, and I roll over in surprise to see the familiar green eyes close at hand. I was so excited that I didn't know where I had the strength, I crashed into his arms and hugged his waist tightly, and hummed: "I know that you won't really leave me, Gao Cheng, I don't do A, only Xia Zhu, is your Xia Zhu good?" ”
He didn't speak, thinking that he didn't believe me, and he was anxious to make a statement, but suddenly he found that his arms were empty. Stepping back, it's clear that the other person is still there, or the eyes with invisible night vision goggles, flashing with a dim green light, am I delusional?
"Gao Cheng, you tell me a word." I asked him.
He really spoke, but it was: "You are not Xia Zhu, you are A." ”
Then, like a command to break the spell, I watched him turn into bubbles and dissipate little by little.
I woke up from the slumber and confirmed the environment around me, and my tears turned into chrysalis in the dark, silent but wow. I admit that I deliberately walked into the fog zone, and wanted to use myself to bet on his reluctance, betting that he might still be hiding somewhere and watching me. However, if the bet was lost, he would not have known that I had fallen here because I could not bear the fog barrier.
He really left.
From recognizing that you like him to falling in love with him, the time is short. Because when the thought of liking grows in the bottom of my heart, it is like secretly tasting a piece of sugar, and the sweetness spreads in my mouth to the taste buds, so that my heart feels so sweet; But I didn't know that love was so cruel that the piece of candy had melted before I could eat it, and I didn't know where he was.
After crying bitterly, I still had to grit my teeth and stand up and move forward step by step.
I'm a painter, and I know how to capture details, so how can I not get out of the forest after walking through a lost forest? It's just a self-deceptive dream of my own. Now, I can really wake up from a dream.
When I returned to the rocky shore, I waited for the dawn to peel the bark he had brought back that day at the entrance of the forest, and boiled a large pot of black soup, which I swallowed even with the bark in the soup. Because they can save lives and relieve the poison of the miasma.
I boiled the mushrooms in another pot and chewed them little by little. Because they can replenish energy. I put the rest of the fruit in my pocket, and it swelled. Back to the cave and look around, the corner of the fishing gear ...... No, I won't fish anyway; Willow bowl chopsticks on the ground...... Don't want it, I won't use it again. It seems like there's nothing to bring, so be it.
When he turned around, he caught a glimpse of the black ribbon tied to his wrist, which he tore off and threw backwards without thinking, but after taking a dozen steps, his steps slowed until he stopped. Eventually, I turned around, leaned over and picked up the black belt and tied it back to my wrist.
What is the use of discarding a thorn in the heart if you can't get rid of it? What's more, he still has his saber and flint in his pocket.
When he came to the rocky shore in the forest, he boarded the small wooden boat, and when he saw the two oars lying horizontally in it, he smiled self-deprecatingly. At last he wasn't cold enough to let me chop wood and make the oars myself.
It turns out that no one is born to do something, and it is always through continuous practice that the experience can be obtained.
It took nearly half an hour to control the boat. I didn't paddle towards the center of the lake, but around the shore, and I had to figure out one thing first. It was almost noon when I returned to square one, and then confirmed my suspicions.
I always thought that the rocky shore I was on was a corner of Tiger Cliff Mountain, but when I saw Luo Jinghan and Xie Rui bring a boat to pick him up, I had doubts: If you want to leave, shouldn't you find a way to pass through the maze of forests or climb over the cliff?
It turned out that I was wrong by preconceived idea, this is still Tiger Cliff, and it is a desert island at all. Tiger Cliff Mountain happens to be on the back side of the place where we live, so if you don't go through the maze of the forest, don't surround the rocky shore, and never know that the real cliff bank is in the distance.
Finally, he took a look at the place where he had lived for nearly half a month, turned around, and paddled away. If there is nostalgia, it is because this place once carried a beautiful dream of illusion, and now, the dream is gone, and I will gradually forget it.
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Chu Gaocheng Theater
"Brother Cheng, she's gone, we should leave too."
Xie Rui stared at the indifferent side face in front of him, waited for a moment and didn't see a response, only stood silently under the shade of the trees, staring at the small boat that was gradually rowing away on the lake. The back shoulder was patted, he turned his head, and saw that it was Luo Jinghan, the two of them made a look and quietly retreated.
When he got to the side, Xie Rui frowned and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Luo Jinghan said angrily: "I said, can you stop disturbing Brother Cheng's scenery?" Didn't you see him depressed? ”
"Melancholy?" Xie Rui raised his eyebrows, "What the hell are you talking nonsense?" ”
"What's the matter, Brother Cheng can't be depressed?" Luo Jinghan shook his head and sighed: "You bachelor doesn't understand the taste of love, it's all your fault, I said to take Xiao Xia away together, and you just mentioned those specious words." Brother Cheng is now reluctant, and he gritted his teeth and held back. I didn't see that when Brother Cheng came back last night, he was air-conditioned, and no one should approach, I dare to pack the ticket, there must be something happening to Xiao Xia. ”
Xie Rui snorted heavily: "I'm a single, aren't you?" Don't come to find a reason to squeeze me, I'm telling the truth, a person doesn't know how many identities and memories he has been pressed, can this person still be pure? And if it weren't for Brother Cheng thinking so in his heart, who could force him? ”
Luo Jinghan was stunned, and felt that what Xie Rui said was actually very reasonable, turned his head to look at the tall and cold figure not far away, and said lightly with a seriousness that he had never seen before: "Actually, Brother Cheng is also ...... in his heart Bitter. ”
Xie Rui stood side by side with him, "I don't know if it's bitter or not, I just know that if he decides it, he won't let go." ”
Luo Jinghan smiled: "That's very good." ”
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Gao Cheng watched the boat on the lake gradually become a point, and his heart was stunned. Why did they let them row back after rowing hundreds of meters, and presciently dragged the boat ashore and hid in the forest.
He said to himself, just to see how she would live alone after he was gone. Do you want to leave, or do you want to stay and move on? The first day she sat alone on the rocky shore for a whole day, and then she went back to the cave and never came out again. The next day she found the remaining two fish, and actually learned from him to grill them. He looked at the trees in the forest and frowned, can she roast a good fish in a daze like hers? Sure enough, the fish zoomed. I thought she couldn't swallow it like last time, but she didn't even frown and ate it one bite at a time. That night, he sat alone in the woods, feeling a little inexplicably lost.
On the third day, she took out his fishing gear and sat there in a decent manner and caught a fish. He was speechless from the bottom of his heart, she thought that fishing was to sit with the fishing rod and the fish would automatically take the bait? She really pursues the method of "Jiang Taigong fishing", I don't know if those baits have to use special hooks? Sure enough, patience was there, but the fish didn't take the bait. Seeing that she put away the fishing rod, Xindao must have come to the forest to find food, and he immediately walked quickly into the deep darkness. But after waiting for a long time, there was no movement, and she was no longer seen when she returned to Linkou. This night, he sat silently for half a night, collected his own breath and quietly approached the cave, listening to the sound of shallow breathing inside, his eyebrows frowning. If you don't catch a fish, are you hungry for a day?
On the fourth day, he woke up late from the tossing and turning, and went to the old place where he had spied on her, and found that she was already sitting there fishing again. Mo looked at her stubborn little figure, and he had an urge to go over and take the fishing rod and catch her a basket full of fish. It's just that this thought is just thinking in his heart, and he doesn't do anything. When evening came, seeing that she had not found anything, I thought to myself that if she was hungry for another day, should she have caught the fish at night and put it there? But what is the way to keep her from knowing that she is still there?
As she hesitated, she found that she had put away her fishing rod and came out of the cave with a basket and walked this way. He quickly hid himself, relieved that he finally knew that he was not too stupid to come here to forage for food. Even he didn't realize that when he talked to her like this, his heart was soft, and his tone was spoiled.
When she found that she went deeper and deeper, she couldn't help frowning, didn't she remember the last lesson? Fog barrier and maze forest, no matter which one she can't get in or out. Sure enough, she was lost inside. Watching her walk wildly, he was very depressed, and when he saw her lying on the ground and gradually drowsy, his heart moved.
His steps paused as he took a step, staring at the motionless figure in the darkness, and his heart gradually became clearer.
She's playing psychological warfare with him!
Reflecting on whether she was exposed, after confirming that she didn't, that is, she used herself to make a bet, betting that he didn't really leave, and betting that he wouldn't die without help. Since there is this layer in it, then she must have a way back.
When he saw her stand up a little bit, the corners of his mouth curled. Shuttling through the jungle regularly, although the pace is staggering but calm, and the body is quite proud, this is a sign of confidence. When the sky turned white, she walked out of the maze and returned to her old place.
On the fifth day, she waited until dawn to go to Linkou to peel the bark of the miasma that he had cooked for her to drink, and silently boiled it. But after boiling, he even ate the bark of the soup and the tree, and then cooked the mushrooms he picked back and ate them all. He stood in the distance, silently watching it all in his eyes, knowing in his heart that the time had come for a real parting. But she has become a climate, and she dared to play psychological tricks with him, and she almost fell for her.
There is a feeling that the birds under their wings will fly away on their own, with full wings.
He guessed what she was going to do when she first boarded the boat, so he stood silently on the rocky shore and waited for her to row back. But she's really stupid, she left her a boat and a pulp, and she can toss for so long to control the direction, and her IQ is worrying.
I have a bit of a headache, and it's not the first time. Xu Jianglun's stone sound array was really powerful, almost ruining all his sanity, if it weren't for the psychological hints he had given to himself back then, and the dust had sealed the memories of those two years, I am afraid that the lead of the psychological line would really disappear, and everything would be difficult to recover. Even if he relied on psychological techniques and the information he got from Rui and Han's side, he slowly reorganized everything, but it left sequelae.
Since I woke up, I have been in pain no less than five times, and each time it hurts more and more. I have to go back to Chu City.
My mind flipped and I glanced at the boat and circled it back, and my heart was slightly relieved, and my headache was not so bad. His gaze lingered almost greedily on that face, wishing to stretch the time indefinitely until it froze, so that he could look at her a little longer, a little longer.
And when she turned her back, she suddenly found that in just five days, her back had become skinny, and a tingling pain spread from somewhere. As he gradually moved away, he meditated in his heart: Xiaozhuzi, you and I have the secrets in our hearts, stay where you are and wait for me before the secret is solved, and I will not let go of you again when I see you again, even if it is a soul that has been emaciated.
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After waiting for a while, there was no trace of the boat on the lake, Xie Rui and Luo Jinghan glanced at each other, and walked towards the figure together.
Luo Jinghan called softly after approaching: "Brother Cheng." ”
But Gao Cheng didn't move, time seemed to have weathered him, for a long time, he opened his mouth, and his tone was relieved: "At least, I didn't abandon her, I didn't leave first, right?" ”
Luo Jinghan was stunned, he didn't know the person in front of him very well, and he had the impression that Brother Cheng was confident, arrogant, and calm, instead of a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were gently staring into the distance.
Xie Rui pushed Luo Jinghan, and when he saw him stunned, he shook his head and asked, "Brother Cheng, you can go and tow our boat over now." Hearing Gao Cheng's soft hum, he dragged Luo Jinghan and turned away, muttering: "Do things, don't act like a fool." ”
But the two of them only walked out more than ten steps, and there was a bang behind them, suspected of being a heavy object hitting the ground.
At the same time, when he turned around, his pupils instantly widened, and he exclaimed: "Brother Cheng! Xie Rui rushed out like an arrow, Luo Jinghan reacted half a beat slower before he realized what was happening, his heart beat violently, and when he ran there, he saw Gao Cheng's eyes closed tightly and his face darkened. He asked anxiously, "What's going on?" How could Brother Cheng suddenly ......"
The remaining half of the words shrank in his throat, because he saw Xie Rui spread out the dazzling blood stains on his palm, and he asked, "Where did the blood come from?" ”
Xie Rui pointed to Gao Cheng's ears with a cold face, and Luo Jinghan turned his gaze and found that two blood stains were draining from both ears. Xie Rui said in a deep voice: "Xu Jianglun's stone sound array is too strong, it has completely damaged Brother Cheng's eardrum nerves, I said that I would go back as soon as possible, but I refused to listen to me." ”
Luo Jinghan was in a state of confusion, thinking about all kinds of possibilities, but he didn't expect that one day he would see Brother Cheng fall in front of them, he roared urgently: "Then what are you waiting for?" Take Brother Cheng away! ”
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Xia Zhu didn't know that not long after she left, another boat sailed out of the isolated island, and the person she sank into the bottom of her heart...... On a precarious road, I got farther and farther away from her.
Inscription –
I am afraid of the depth of the water, but I am fascinated by the taste of the water.
It's a way that suffocates me but can't stop approaching.
I want to go through the interlayer to the deepest seabed.
But I was afraid of the heartache that made me unable to breathe. <