On that dark night, I fell lonely on the rock with him on my back, obviously feeling his breathing getting weaker and weaker. When he woke up, he was able to sit there and save me, and the biggest suspicion was that his wounds healed so quickly. I was paranoid that he had found an herb other than the wild fruit, but I didn't think about any herb that could be "precious" enough to be effective in such an instant......

Actually, I didn't even say that I was awakened by the mind space, and at that time, they came to us and rescued us. No herb in the world is more effective than a potion blended by a twisted heart.

And then what? After these clarifications, only those three words floated in my mind.

Blunt spoke: "Are you leaving?" "For the first time, I realized that language was the most pale and powerless thing in the world. It is far less effective than its actions, and it will lose its courage the moment it speaks.

Looking down on the eyes, there was a trace of strange depth and darker and darker green, and the cold and low voice came from nowhere, only to hear his name being read lightly: "Xia Zhu." He reached over and stroked the top of my head, acting with pity, but heard a light voice overflow from his mouth: "Hmm." ”

I nodded in amazement and leaned back against the tree and sat on my buttocks, avoiding his hand. The hand that was in the air only stayed for a second, and then the fingers were curled back, as if the gesture of pity just now was just an illusion on my part.

No one spoke, I sat with my eyes down, my thoughts blank, and he stood still in front of me. Sharpened ears could hear his shallow breathing, and could feel his familiar breath, but something was quietly changing.

Until a call came from not far away: "Brother Cheng." ”

The bubble wrapped around the outer layer of the ivory tower was punctured by a needle, and there was no sound, and the ivory tower turned into an illusion.

Above his head was a voice that was a few degrees cold: "Got it." He said to the man who called him on the other side, and he departed with small steps. The corners of my mouth pulled up a shallow arc: "Chu Gaocheng, you go." ”

After a moment of silence, he asked, "Do you want to come with me?" ”

My heart trembled and I shook my head slowly, "I'm afraid." He raised his voice slightly: "What are you afraid of?" ”

Finally, when I raised my eyes, a certain string in my heart seemed to be broken, "I'm afraid of the gloom, I'm afraid of the nothingness of the world, I'm afraid of many things." He frowned and looked at me with a strange look: "What are you talking about?" ”

He smiled and said to him in a different way: "Then let me ask you, do you want to take me with you?" Are you afraid that I'm a time bomb like they say it will detonate around you at any moment? ”

He was silent, as if he was choking in thought. And my heartstrings broke instantly, and all kinds of air currents poured into my brain, and I stood up from the ground and shouted at him: "Don't you really know what I'm afraid of? I am afraid of the wind and frost of the years, and the gray is piled up on my heart like dust, and then your eyes are full of fragile lies; I am afraid that everything you say to me and everything you do has a motive and a purpose; I am afraid that you have remembered everything, or have never been delirious, but you have put on a mask of hypocrisy; I am afraid that you have built an ivory tower with that high psychological barrier, and when I willingly walked through that door, you ruthlessly destroyed it, telling me that all this was but an illusory dream. ”

After yelling so many words in one breath, I gasped, feeling the blood in my whole body gather in my brain, and glared at him word by word: "Do you know what I'm afraid of now?" I'm afraid of you, Chu Gaocheng! ”

He was more than half a head taller than me, and even when I stood up, I had to look up at him slightly. But it didn't matter, the distance was enough for me to see the flash of anger in his eyes, and the calmness that gradually returned. Knowing one thing, nothing can move him, including me, has never entered his heart.

Since he has always been silent, let me say more, his eyebrows jumped suddenly, and his smile was more ugly than crying: "Grill fish for me and carry me into a dream, so that my dream will come true." If I hadn't woken up early, you would have disappeared like a bubble when you woke up after dawn? How did I forget that you are the most resentful person, that year I gave up after sunrise and left, so now you have to double the pain back. ”

"Is that enough?" A gloomy tone.

I closed my mouth and lowered my eyes, not thinking about myself talking constantly, because I thought that this moment could last longer, because I was afraid that the silence would speed up...... Parting. And when he spoke, it meant that my futility was over.

Grinning, what a pathetic self.

The feet in the horizon shifted direction, lifted a step, and as he walked three steps away from me, he heard his deep voice come out: "I'll say it only once, believe it or not." When I dragged you out of the bottom of the lake to this rocky shore, my mind went blank, and it was only when you woke up and said my name that the content came in little by little. Every day I sat on the rocks facing the deep lake, and the outside world heard the sound of the wind, but there were some chaotic sounds coming out of my heart, and I needed to calm my mind to sort and sort them, and later I learned that this is called psychomagic.

What it helps me is that when I open my eyes to a stranger, I can immediately tell who it is from their voice. And when the voice matches the look, the gap in the brain is partially filled. They would come every three days to deliver the medicine and tell me something, and basically the idea of merging the two phases was clear. But there's one biggest flaw that I can't figure out, why is you the only one in all these voices? Even if they tell things about you, they can't be at one with the psyche. Until ......"

He paused and fell silent at this point, but I already understood the following words: "Until I escaped into the mind space again that day, back to your two-year psychological shadow, not only did I sink into that world, but you also entered it." After that, it opened the floodgates of your memory and broke through the psychological suggestion you set for yourself, right? ”

He chuckled and strode forward, his boots crackling with the dead branches under his feet, but my heart sank little by little.

"We'll see you again. Hopefully, by then, you'll still be my little bamboo, not ......"

The melodious voice floated in the air, slowly, gently shallow, not as cold and dull as the man I first knew, and not as clean and clear as the man I accompanied day and night in this ivory tower, a kind of ...... I couldn't suppress the sourness in my nose, and I couldn't hold back the dark feeling of tears falling from my eyes.

The words of goodbye, the fingertips that didn't have time to grasp, but he had already embarked on the journey of leaving.

Because it was so quiet, even though he hid the last word in his mouth, I still heard it.

He said: We will meet again, and hope that by then it will be his little bamboo for me, and not ...... a。

Just because you don't think about something doesn't mean it doesn't exist. When I was a child, I was called a person by that man, and I did all kinds of training, constantly using crime scene photos to train my mental imaging ability, and I have already analyzed: I was born for a certain purpose; When I met him as a teenager, I don't remember the process but there was a result, and the result showed that it was not an accident, but the beginning of a motive. The reason why he will abandon and leave at sunrise is because the person who is by his side is a.

I can think of this, how could he not have thought of it after he regained his sanity? In addition, the memories of his two years that had been sealed in his dust have also returned, and more details will be noticed by him.

The dawn of dawn pierced the heavens, and at sunrise, the dream was gone.

Gao Cheng, the next time we meet, I will definitely go first.

Sitting on the rocky shore for a long time, the tears on my face have long been dried by the wind, my vision has changed from blurred to clear, and there is a lonely boat by the quiet lake, and it is the only one left to accompany me.

After sitting for nearly a day, he stretched his stiff limbs in the evening and stood up, stepped back to the cave step by step, and fell asleep.

The first thought when I woke up was that my so-called light sleep was really hypocritical, and when I was tired, no matter where I was, no matter when, I could sleep groggily and dreamlessly. I couldn't get hungry, so I went and turned out the two chilled fish, learned to fork them with the same fork I had used to grill the fish, and then lit a fire to roast them.

Thankfully, the man left in a "hurry", and the flint and the Swiss Army knife forgot to ask me for it, and they were always with me. But even if you don't, in order to survive, even raw fish will gnaw on it.

The fish was grilled, but it was not tasty because it was also burnt. The bite was bitter in my mouth, but I silently ate both fish into my stomach. I had abdominal pain at night, and I didn't want to get up, so I said to myself to endure it and it was over.

Sure enough, it worked, and when I woke up again, there was no pain at all.

I ate the two fish I had stored, and I wondered if I should catch two more, as I had ready-made fishing gear and bait anyway. You can sit until dark in the morning, the rod does not move, pull it up, and find that the bait on the hook is missing. I went to bed hungry and dreamed of fishing, dreaming that I had become an expert fisherman, and one fish after another was thrown ashore. I thought happily, what does it matter if I don't have him, I can fish by myself, eat and sleep.

When I woke up the next day, I went fishing in the lake again, but I still sat from morning to evening, and not a single fish was hooked, and the bait was gone. It turns out that fishing is really talented and skillful, and I can't do it.

Put away the fishing rod and go to the forest to find edible mushrooms or wild vegetables. Walking very deep, back to the misty jungle, I really found mushrooms, and that wild fruit, but I couldn't get out. I want to use the shadow, close my eyes and have no image except the darkness, so I can only open my eyes and continue to walk blindly, maybe I inhaled the miasma and was dizzy, and I stumbled under my feet, and I fell and ate. Lying on the ground and unable to get up again, the mushrooms, fish and wild fruits also rolled to the ground. I didn't try in vain anymore.

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Notice: I will travel during the National Day holiday, so these days are a shift in the morning, and you don't have to wait in the afternoon. For about five days, please be considerate. And I wish everyone a happy National Day and a comfortable holiday. <