Chapter 242: Fighting
Song He thought that the screen of her mobile phone would be filled with prompts of Jason's missed calls, and her heart was full of guilt for Jason and self-blame for herself. After all, Jason has always been very good to her, but now that he ignores him like this, Song He feels very unhappy in his heart.
So, Song He coughed while picking up his mobile phone from the bedside table. As soon as she pressed the phone screen, she unsurprisingly saw a large number of Jason calls on the screen.
Song He slid off the phone screen and called Jason.
After the phone was connected, Song He waited for a long time, and did not wait for Jason to pick up the phone. During the time when Song He was waiting for Jason to pick up the phone, Song He kept wondering if Jason was angry, so he deliberately didn't pick up her phone, so that Song He could taste what it was like not to be picked up on the phone.
Or maybe Jason really plans to ignore Song He again. Song He thought about it and began to worry again, she was afraid that Jason would suddenly have an accident during this period of time......
Song He's mind was already playing one small theater after another, but Jason still didn't pick up the phone.
Just as Song He was about to hang up the phone, Jason's drunken voice rang on the other end of the phone, "Hey? ”
"Hey, Jason." Jason's phone was picked up so suddenly that Song He couldn't react for a while. She was stunned, and she was afraid that Jason would hear her and not speak, so she hung up the phone, so she hurriedly made a sound first.
"Hmm." Jason on the other end of the phone was indifferent, making Song He feel that he had never seen him like this.
"You...... Where are you now? Song He didn't know what to ask for a while, so she could only pick out this topic that was first imprinted in her mind from many topics and ask Jason.
"Friend's house." Jason is very indifferent to Song He now, he can say not a word more, not a word more. However, Song He didn't know that Jason on the other end of the phone had actually drunk too much and was lying on the sofa, very uncomfortable.
At this time, Song He suddenly felt that her throat was very uncomfortable, she coughed violently a few times, these coughs, with a heart-rending feeling, felt like they could cough out Song He's lungs, but also made Jason's sleepy mind wake up.
Jason felt that his head was extending from the temple at this moment, and it was painful, but Song He's two coughs just now were obviously wrong, so Jason immediately subconsciously said, "What's wrong with you?" ”
After saying this, Jason realized how he cared about Song He again - obviously Jason decided that he must control his emotions and never interfere in Song He's affairs in the future, but when he really faced Song He and had something to do, Jason's body reacted faster than his brain, and the words of concern blurted out instantly.
Jason, who reacted, felt a little speechless for a while, and even at this time, Jason felt that he almost wanted to give himself a mouth, and he couldn't help but scold himself in his heart: "Let you be cheap again!" ”
Thinking like this, Jason could only keep his mouth shut and say nothing when he had already said something of concern.
Song He didn't know about Jason's mental journey, but he thought that Jason asked him this way out of the doctor's knee-jerk reaction, so Song He, who didn't think much about it, said without much thought: "It's nothing, it's just a little cough and low-grade fever, I'll just get some sleep." ”
Low-grade fever.
When these two words popped up in Jason's mind, all of a sudden, Jason sat up from his friend's bed, and the sudden action of sitting up made Jason's mind 'buzz' for a moment, and then, Jason could only hold his head with a painful expression on his face, and at the same time force his voice to sound very casual.
"You didn't take any medicine, did you?" Jason asked.
He was worried that Song He didn't know this, and took antipyretic medicine after having a fever, after all, Song He was pregnant now, and antipyretics couldn't be eaten indiscriminately at all, and the best way was to let Song He physically cool down.
Song He finally reacted at this time, Jason was really concerned about himself, so Song He, who was sick, felt even more sour in his nose for a while, and had an uncontrollable urge to cry.
People who are sick always seem to be depressed, and Andora is no exception.
After hearing Jason's words, Andora's face showed a subtle, as if crying but not crying, her eyes looked at the white wall in front of her a little dullly, as if she was in a fugue, so that she didn't answer Jason for a long time.
Jason had been waiting for Song He's answer on the other end of the phone, but he hadn't heard Song He's voice, so Jason thought for a while that Song He had taken antipyretics, so Jason had a kind of panic in his tone that he didn't notice, and said to Song He anxiously: "Don't tell me, you have already taken antipyretics?" Do you have a little bit of pregnant self-realization?! ”
Hearing Jason's last sentence, which was almost suppressed with anger, Song He came back to her senses, and she quickly opened her mouth and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little unfocused, no...... I didn't take fever-reducing medication, and I knew that I needed to see a doctor to take my medicine now. ”
After all, this common sense, Song He still has it.
Jason, who heard Song He's answer, breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time as Jason breathed a sigh of relief, he couldn't help but contradict himself in his heart.
To be honest, for Jason now, he has no idea how he should face Song He.
Suddenly, there was a kind of silence between Jason and Song He, Song He held the phone, and he didn't speak, but he never hung up.
Jason felt awkward and uncomfortable, so Jason opened his mouth and said to Song He: "If it's okay, I'll hang up." ”
Song He listened to Jason's indifferent tone again, and at the same time, his heart tightened, and he also felt that what he did yesterday was simply too much, especially for a man like Jason, which was tantamount to trampling Jason's self-esteem under his feet.
Thinking like this, Song He's guilt for Jason in his heart became even more obvious, and he completely understood that he really couldn't do it like he said in anger yesterday, and he didn't even make friends with Jason.
So, Song He said to Jason with a dry throat: "Jason, you say, is it true that there are no friends between me and you?" ”
"Song He, there are not so many compromises in this world." This seems to be the first time Jason has so persistently and resolutely rejected Song He's request, in the past, it has always been Song He who asked Jason, and Jason would agree to Jason without thinking about it.
And now, for Jason, Song He is like a thorn in his heart that he can't pull out, but Jason, as a doctor, doesn't allow this thorn to be stuck in his flesh, which eventually causes it to fester.
So Jason must find a way to find a way to redeem himself, and the first step to self-redemption is to keep a distance from Song He - at least this distance should not be as close as it is now.
Song He listened to what Jason said, and didn't know how to answer for a while, so he could only hold the phone, and his heart was stunned and echoed the meaning of Jason's words just now.
Of course, Song He also knew that by doing this, he was undoubtedly wronging Jason, and Song He knew that he even relied on Jason to like him a little now, so he relied on this kind of liking to do whatever he wanted.
Song He wanted to continue to be friends with Jason, but now, after Jason's words, Song He realized how selfish she was, she just didn't want to feel guilty because of Jason, but she never thought about how painful it would be for Jason if she continued to be friends with Jason!
Song He felt like a ball of cotton was blocked in his throat, and for a while, Song He tried to open his mouth to make a little sound, but Song He never could say a word.
In the end, Jason, who still noticed that Song He was not quite right, spoke up again: "Song He, I know you feel guilty about me, but for me, I don't need you to feel sorry for me, if you like it, if you don't like it, if you don't like it, I also want to thank you, you didn't give me too many illusions, and you didn't let me continue to sink into the mud." ”
Jason's words, although he said something against his will, but for Jason, it is indeed the case, it is Song He's ruthlessness that makes Jason understand Song He's sincerity, and it also lets Jason know that he will not impress Song He now or in the future.
So, at least one sentence, Jason said willingly: "I really appreciate you." ”
This sentence is not a sentence against his heart, nor is it a counterword, it is Jason's sincere words from the bottom of his heart.
Song He listened to Jason say this, and a more complicated smile gradually appeared on his face, in fact, a large part of the reason why Song He did that yesterday was actually due to the fact that she was very emotionally unstable at that time, so she was a little unscrupulous when she spoke to Jason.
If Song He, who is now calm and sensible, is clear, she feels that she will definitely not be able to say that kind of resolute words.
Therefore, for Jason's 'thank you', Song He felt that he was a little deserved.
"Jason......" Song He worked hard for a long time, and was finally able to say a relatively complete sentence: "I'm sorry." ”