All Chapters_Chapter 130 In fact, people will always have some delusions about everything, but they are all empty talk

Ningbo is said to be the south, but it is often not recognized as the south. People know that there is a Zhejiang, Hangzhou West Lake for many years to pass down the reputation of the whole country can not bear to be fascinated; The wealth and domineering of Wenzhou's citizens seem to prove how the three words of southern barbarians frightened the north hundreds of years ago, and they deserved to be barbarians.

Ningbo is firmly sandwiched in the middle, I have never heard of the elegance of the Ningbo Gang, this group of wild wolves can try their best to squeeze the last bit of wealth from other people's pockets, but they do not have the arrogant impression of Ningbo people, they live in a civilized city, and the people who are active outside are elegant and polite. The combination of the two is the word ordinary, and ordinary people firmly occupy the second place in Zhejiang Province every year, so that Wen Manzi can't rush to the front of this group of people with his head sharpened.

Therefore, when I saw Lin Wenwen, who had always been very ordinary on weekdays, the irritability in my mood seemed to be extinguished by a gentle clear stream. She was wearing a goose-yellow dress, and her ordinary beauty was breathtaking.

Maybe he already knew my situation, Lin Wenwen's eyes were not red when he saw me. With a smile on her face, she walked up behind me and gently pushed my wheelchair.

Because of autumn, before I came out, Gongzhizhou changed me into an autumn dress, which was very good-looking, but I couldn't feel whether it was warm or cold, and my body had lost most of my senses.

I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket with my only movable left hand, and she thoughtfully lit my lighter and whispered, "I know I'm going to change my body, so I want to smoke a few more?" ”

"It's when the mood is calm, and the taste of tobacco can be brought out to a comfortable level."

I took a puff of cigarette, but Lin Wenwen didn't speak, pushing my wheelchair and telling me about interesting events on the streets of Ningbo. The street we walked on was lined with maple leaves. However, autumn is not yet deep, and you can't see the fiery red maple leaves, only the defective products that are half red and half yellow. She plucked one and put it on my chest and whispered, "It's so pretty." ”

"I like pure things, and I don't think they're pretty." I shook my head.

"But it's the same as you, yellow is reason, red anger, and one day, anger will encroach on all reason, and that will be the day you wither...... And if you take it off now, if you keep it well, you may be able to keep it this color forever. ”

Lin Wenwen pushed me to the end of the road, there was a small restaurant at the end of the road, she tried to push me up, put her lips to my ear, and whispered: "Li Dong, you hate, right?" I know you, although we haven't been together for a long time, but I know you. Whether it was what we experienced together, or what happened next to the hotel pool that day, Li Dong, I can see that you are a person who is prone to planting the seeds of hatred in your heart. Li Dong...... Li Dong...... It's actually a nice name, and you won't get tired of calling it a few more times. ”

She took out a small wooden box from her pocket, and when she opened it, it contained a black pill. She whispered, "It will make you more and more tired, your master said, if you eat it now, your soul will leave completely after tomorrow time has passed." The time is right, the place is right, he has prepared everything, and when the time comes, he will start to change his body. ”

I took the pill, gently put it in my mouth, and asked Lin Wen for water.

She took out a bottle of mineral water from her bag, unscrewed it, took a sip of it herself, and then suddenly lowered her head and kissed me on the lips.

The world seemed to be quiet.

Warm lips, not cold, not hot. I didn't want to close my eyes, looking at her face, which was now much more beautiful than before, and the cold mineral water flowed into my mouth, maybe with a little spittle. She gently pushed the water into my mouth with her tongue, causing me to swallow the pill gently.

Her kisses have no aroma or smell, just like her, they are very ordinary.

When her lips were gone, I said it was a kiss that was not destined to be remembered, because there was no attractive charm to speak of. She rubbed the tip of her nose against my lips and murmured, "Li Dong, don't hate, hatred is usually accompanied by impulses, it will plunge you into endless darkness, and it will make you make wrong judgments one after another. When you come to your senses, you realize that you will lose everything. ”

I hummed, but I didn't think of anything. The entrance of the pill made me feel a chill in my abdomen, and it was gradually spreading outward.

There were no customers or waiters in the small restaurant, just me and Lin Wenwen. The west wall here is glass, and I look out at the quiet path, the maple leaves that are slowly stained with color by the seasons.

"No matter how hard you try, the leaves will eventually fall." I said softly.

"You're too pessimistic, you weren't like this before, is it because this time it's hit too hard?" Lin Wenwen stroked my face, pressed my forehead, and whispered.

I looked at Lin Wenwen's eyes and said gently, "I want to kiss you, I don't know why I opened my mouth." If my hands could still move, I would like to hold your waist and let you sit on my lap and feel your weight, your breath. In fact, I have fantasized many times about this scene, wanting to greedily suck every spit of you, wanting to breathe in the warm air less than an inch between us, wanting to unbutton your clothes, and watching your face turn slightly red. It's a pity that now, nothing can be done. Dragging a crippled body, even if hope has come to me, fate wants me to lose you. ”

"I don't want to give you ......," she pressed her forehead against mine, not exhaling like a lan, only the air gradually becoming warm, "you will take this as the last kiss, and the last tenderness of your life." The leaves don't fall, and you'll be fine, I promise you, the leaves here won't fall, even if every one of them is contaminated with anger, it won't fall on the cold ground. ”

My body was losing sensation and my breathing was getting a little heavy.

I tried to raise my left hand to touch her face, but found that my left hand had lost its strength.

Puff, puff, puff.

Puff ...... Puff ......

Burst...... Open...... Burst...... Open......

I could feel my heart beating slowly, and trying to open my eyes was a luxury. I squinted slightly, and when I opened my mouth, I noticed that liquid was coming out of the corner of my mouth. She caressed my lips, her fingers stained bright red.

My voice was hoarse, and the fading decibel made me give up hope completely: "Actually, people always have some delusions about everything, but it's all empty talk. We all thought we were unbeatable in the world, but in the end we realized that it was actually a fry in the sea. Swimming around, but only seven seconds of memory, forgetting the pain again and again, using stupid actions to prove their infatuation, and only when they are really destroyed, do they understand that they are the same as other kinds, leaving the water and the air...... I can't live anymore. ”

She held my face in both hands and kissed me on the forehead. This time, the kiss was very cold, and the feeling on the forehead went down, and the vision gradually became dark.

I heard her calling the word Li Dong.

Maybe ten, maybe a hundred, maybe a thousand.

I could hear her call all the time, and when I opened my eyes, I couldn't see her.

I was lying in a pure black coffin, my body soaked in an unknown red liquid. The room was dimly lit, and the sun might have just risen.

I reached out and placed my hand on the edge of the coffin, trying to push hard, but all I heard was a bang.

The edge of the coffin had been crushed by me.

I stood up and staggered out of the coffin. At this time, I was in a hut, Gongzhizhou was not there, Lin Wenwen was not there, and Xiao Nuoyan was not there.

I'm the only one.

On the wardrobe in the room, there is a simple fitting mirror. I walked over to the fitting mirror and saw what I looked like now.

Every vein has been cut open, and the scars are as hideous as earthworms all over my body. I gently stroked my face with my hand, and the scar felt so real to the touch.

I put my hand on the mirror, and with a slight touch, there was a clatter, and the mirror shattered. At this time, my strength is many times greater than that of me before.

I dragged my scarred body to the coffin and sat down, quietly looking at my new body.

Shoulders, pecs, abs, arms, lower abdomen, thighs, knees, calves, soles of feet.

It's all scars, hideous and ugly.

I clenched my fists, and a lot of anger burned in my heart.

I will still worship the gods, I will still do good deeds, and I will still ensure the health and safety of my friends.

But......

I will bring hatred to every enemy of mine.

It's time to settle scores.