I don't know what to do, I really don't know what to do. At this time, I miss my mother so much, I want to cry so much. I don't understand why another head grows in the back of my head, no wonder I can't see when I turn my head, unless my head can be rotated 180 degrees, I am destined to see only a white shadow......

Wrong! Wrong!

I ran to a bright place, then took out my phone, turned on the selfie function, and cautiously looked at the phone screen. When I saw it, I was so scared that my heart almost stopped.

On the back of my neck, a head grew. It was something I'd never seen before, and it was very white and white, like a whitewashed wall. At this point, its eyes widened and it stared at the phone camera as if it were looking at me......

"Gollum ......"

I swallowed my spit, tried to touch it with my hand, and found that it was so real. Xiao Yingwu must be the same...... He must have been occupied by this head, too.

Damn it...... Damn it!

I can't pass out, I can't die here, I have so much to do, I can't die here.

Because things were so weird, I didn't have my usual calm at all, so I immediately grabbed Wish Wu Wu and stabbed the head in the back!

"Poof......

Wishing for Sanssouci stabbed into his brain, and at this moment, I felt that it was pitch black in front of me, and consciousness was slowly lost......

Could it be ...... Are you already one with my body?

That was my last thought before I fell unconscious.

When I woke up again, I found myself lying on a white bed with no one next to me. The brain is groggy and I want to vomit very much.

"Whew...... Ha ......"

The sound of breathing was clear in my brain, and I tried to stand up, but my right hand had no strength and I had to lie heavily on the bed again. Due to the exertion of the force, the iron plate bed made a sound.

There was also pain in my arm, and I saw that I had an IV tube in my hand. There were footsteps outside, and I saw Gongzhizhou actually walk into the room, and when he saw me wake up, his face was full of surprise, and he hurriedly shouted outside: "Doctor, he's awake, he's awake!" ”

After a while, a doctor walked in with a couple of nurses and examined me. After looking at it for a while, the doctor said: "As predicted before, his right hand and legs have been paralyzed, and after lying here for so long, the condition of bladder cancer is also more serious, but I don't know why, he is stunned and does not have much pain." In addition, he may lose some consciousness, so take good care of it, and now he needs to calm the patient's emotions. ”

He...... What are you talking about?

Gongzhizhou seemed to be several years old, he thanked the doctor gratefully, and then looked at me with sadness and gently stroked my forehead.

I tried to lift my legs, but I couldn't lift them anyway, as if my brain and legs had lost connection.

"Master...... "I want to speak, but my mouth is very dry. Gongzhizhou also heard from my hoarse voice that I wanted to drink water, and hurriedly poured me a glass of water and fed it to me gently.

I drank three glasses of water in a row before I felt much more comfortable, breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Gong Zhizhou, "What is the doctor talking about?" Why did he say paralysis? ”

Gongzhizhou shook his head, and he said softly: "It's okay, as long as people don't die." ”

"It's good if someone doesn't die......," I gritted my teeth and said, "I still have to go to the Taoist general assessment, master, you help me down." ”

He glanced at me, his mouth paused, and finally said softly: "It's been two months since the Dao General Assessment." ”

Two months!?

I looked at Gongzhizhou in disbelief and muttered, "Lie to me, right? Master, this one isn't funny at all. ”

"When you were discovered, I wanted to stab you in the brain...... Gongzhizhou touched my forehead, and he said softly, "The police judged it to be a suicide, but they found that you were not dead, so they had to send you to be rescued." Li Dong, the doctor said that you are lucky that the knife is stuck between several important brain nerves. But...... Your right hand and legs...... I've lost contact with my brain and I've been cut off by you. The doctor also said...... You may wake up, you may not wake up for the rest of your life......"

Cut off......

I stared blankly at my body, and when I tried to get up just now, my right hand really didn't have any strength at all......

The ceiling was pale, the walls were pale, old yellow-spotted shoe prints were left in the corners of the walls, and the room was filled with only the whine of the wind blowing on the windows.

I looked out the window and saw that the leaves outside had turned yellow, and even fallen quite a bit.

...... in 2015 Autumn is coming.

"I ...... I want to cry ......."

I bit my lip, my voice slurred, and a great sadness struck me, making my throat swollen as if it had been gagged.

"Whew...... I also said I wanted to...... I want to participate in the Dao General Assessment...... "My eyes were hot, and tears poured out wildly, "I also said that I want to become a soul master, and I want you to get back all the glory you once had...... I also said...... I thought it was ...... Woo...... Woo ah......"

My lips smelled of blood and tears, and I couldn't stop crying.

"Li Dong."

Gongzhizhou touched my head, his expression was kinder than ever, and he said in a gentle voice, "Life is life, not a TV series, not a novel, not a movie, nor those beautiful bubbles you fantasize." Learning the Tao for a month, wanting to become a Taoist general is a fantasy. I later checked, and you were calculated by others in the assessment of the Dao generals, so it is impossible to know who is doing it to you. ”

I...... Calculated......

"What about Xiao Yingwu...... I hurriedly asked, "He originally participated in the Dao General Assessment with me, how is he?" ”

He also retrieved a life from the ghost gate, but the man didn't use all his strength against him. Xiao Yingwu was only in a coma for two days, and after he went out, he frantically snatched the Dao Zun Order, performed well in the third stage, and became a Dao general. Gong Zhizhou said.

He did it......

I failed......

I suddenly felt that fate was ridiculous, very ridiculous. Originally, I thought that I would face many difficulties and solve them very wonderfully.

Now I don't know.

I'm so incompetent, and I'm so ordinary. Someone will be killed by me, and I will always be killed by someone else. There may be hundreds of thousands, millions of people who are stronger than me......

But......

I squeezed my legs hard with my left hand, but I didn't feel anything.

The price of this ...... It's so bad!

"Master...... Where did I get the cost of my surgery? And the doctor said before that my cancer was not as painful as he predicted, so it was a miracle drug, right? The elixir is so expensive, how did you get it? ”

Gongzhizhou was stunned, and then smiled and said that it was okay, he always had a way.

I reached out and grabbed him, looked him in the eyes, and murmured, "Master, I've lost everything, don't let me lose everything." Please, give me even a little bit of dignity, I don't want to spend the rest of my life in sympathy and guilt. ”

Gong Zhizhou didn't dare to look me in the eyes, he smiled at me: "The master is a famous person, and if he takes on a few tasks, money is naturally not a problem." ”

"Yes......"

I pulled Gongzhizhou's hand towards me, he wanted to resist, but he was afraid that I would not be able to do it, so he only resisted slightly for two seconds.

His sleeves are longer than the previous ones.

I put his hand on my stomach and gently pulled up my sleeve with my hand.

Wrinkled hands, four fingers that look particularly glaring in the sun.

"Tattoo Warfare Master, one finger of Gongzhizhou...... The price must be extraordinarily expensive...... "I muttered," I muttered, "I guess the enemies who want to buy this finger are all over the world." Then he brought the money and treated the apprentice, waiting for the apprentice who might never wake up to open his eyes, didn't he? ”

He didn't speak, just calmly touched my head.

"I'm not reconciled...... I'm really unwilling...... "I roared, and my tears couldn't stop falling," I have seen many people's legends, Xiao Yingwu too, Li He too, and you too...... Why can I go up steadily, but since I entered the Tao, I have always had to suffer and fail...... originally thought that the assessment of the Dao general was a turning point, but it was calculated by the enemy who didn't know where it came from. Master, I'm really unwilling......"

Gongzhizhou stroked my face, his eyes were red, and he couldn't hold back the tears: "You have a girl you like, right?" After you fell into a coma, Xiao Yingwu came to see you, he had a strong sense of responsibility, and said that if it wasn't for his incompetence, he could protect you; There is also a person named Xiao Nuoyan, and there is also a person called Shangguan Worm...... But there is a man named Lin Wenwen, who will come over every Sunday to help you clean the ward and send flowers. ”

I closed my eyes, and my mind was reminded of the normal girl again.

"Li Dong, your life is short, I'm afraid you won't be able to do anything...... Gongzhizhou said softly, "I saved some money and created an evil corpse, I want you to continue to live." Since you can't save your life, and you don't have enough merit, you can only pin your trust on the evil corpse...... You can continue to live in that body, but from now on you will be afraid of the sun, of human food, of magic weapons, and will only survive on blood and darkness, like a zombie. Your body will also carry corpse poison, which will bring death to those close to you...... I'm afraid, you can never have a girl you like again. You can stay alive, you can get stronger with the help of the Zombie, but you'll lose everything completely, do you want to? ”

I closed my eyes, tears streaming down my eyes, and muttered, "Look at me...... Is there a way out? ”

Gongzhizhou sighed, he lit a cigarette, and then put it in my mouth: "Go, go see her...... When you come back, you will no longer be Li Dong, but a zombie like a human. No matter how hard you work in the future, you will also represent evil, and to avoid all the good things in this world can be called the order of evil. But believe the master, I will always be with you until you prove yourself. By the order of evil, life is better than death, but you ...... You won't be alone. ”

By the order of evil......

Life is better than death.

I'd rather be alone.