265 Let's get married
The golden sun shone on the surface of the lake, sparkling, weeping willows, branches swaying in the breeze, like graceful maidens dancing lightly.
"Look, it's fluttering!" Xia Xiaowan exclaimed in surprise.
Sure enough, the white catkins flew all over the sky, like a full snowflake, slowly falling on them, Xia Xiaowan pinched a small ball of fluff and put it in the palm of her hand, and blew it gently, and the small catkins fluttered and fluttered.
"Interesting, isn't it?" Xia Xiaowan turned her head to look at the smiling man.
"Well, it's interesting." Gu Nianbin walked over, the lotus flowers in the lake were still very shallow, just curled with tender yellow leaves, and there were also some small arrow buds standing straight, although they were small, they were holding their heads high and refused to hide in the leaves. Because it is an ornamental lotus, it grows faster than other places, and with the abundant sunshine these days, it looks like a thriving scene.
Xia Xiaowan also followed, looking at the large lotus leaves that were waving in the wind, and sighed: "It's very beautiful to look at like this, and when the flowers bloom, it must be beautiful." ”
Gu Nianbin said with a smile: "Come back when the flowers bloom, don't you know Luo." ”
"Is that okay?" Xia Xiaowan asked in surprise: "Can you come again when the flowers bloom?" ”
"Of course, you can come whenever you want." Gu Nianbin smiled gently, took off a small ball of catkins from her hair, and threw it casually, and the white catkins swung towards the blue waves.
Xia Xiaowan put her hand on her forehead and looked into the distance, "I remember that there weren't so many lotuses before, but they were added later, right?" ”
"Maybe, I haven't been here for a long time," Gu Nianbin squinted his eyes, it was almost noon, the sun was a little dazzling, and he said, "Go back, it's a little sunburned." ”
In fact, it wasn't very sunny, but Xia Xiaowan didn't want to brush him, so she nodded and said, "It's okay, go back and eat early and go up the mountain." ”
When they returned to the villa, Lao Huang told Gu Nianbin that Gu Shanshan had something to do temporarily.
Gu Nianbin didn't react much, just smiled and said, "Baba ran over, sat down for a while and left, what the hell is she doing?" ”
Xia Xiaowan looked a little complaining, "This Gu Shanshan, obviously she started it, why did she run away?" ”
"Forget it, she walks hers, and we play with ours." Gu Nianbin comforted her.
Xia Xiaowan was halfway angry, and suddenly understood that Gu Shanshan and Xia Nanze were only afraid of collusion, and deliberately did not come, and the other left early, just to create a chance for them to be alone.
She stopped complaining and walked away silently. I don't know why? Now that she is alone with Gu Nianbin, she is always a little uncomfortable, after all, Du Xiaoxian was forced away by her, no matter whether Gu Nianbin has amnesia or not, she always has some uneasy conscience in the face of him.
After eating and resting for a while, the two of them went up the mountain. The mountain was not steep, and it was not at all tiring to walk slowly from the gravel path, and the nearest to them was a camphor forest, the dense canopy of which was almost connected, and walked in the shade of the trees, not at all sun, and the sun leaked through the branches and leaves, mottled and sparse.
Xia Xiaowan walked and walked, and suddenly stopped, and she heard a strange sound, like stepping on something from the soles of her feet. Looking down, the ground is densely packed with some small black fruits, only the size of green beans, some of which have been trampled on, but many of them are still lying round.
Xia Xiaowan tried to step on a few, and sure enough, there was a snapping sound. She thought it was funny, lowered her head and stepped on it vigorously, and suddenly, the subtle snapping sound was endless.
Gu Nianbin didn't urge her to go, and watched silently with his hands in his trouser pockets. Although he looked at Xia Xiaowan, he seemed to be a little absent-minded.
Xia Xiaowan was having a lot of fun, maybe she felt that the man was too quiet, she looked up at Gu Nianbin, and when she saw that he was staring at herself, she couldn't help but smile.
Gu Nianbin opened his mouth and called her: "Xiao Wan." ”
Xia Xiaowan snorted, and lowered her head to step on the fruit of the camphor tree, "Papa, papa, papa, papa......."
"Let's get married!"
Xia Xiaowan stepped on it, but she didn't hear a sound, her kick was too hard, and the small fruit broke silently on the sole of her shoe.
raised his head in astonishment, almost couldn't believe his ears, he thought that Gu Nianbin would finally agree to marry him one day, but he didn't expect it to be now!
It was so sudden, it completely caught her off guard, stupid there, not knowing what to say?
"What? You don't want to? Gu Nianbin looked calm.
"No, of course not," Xia Xiaowan's mind was messed up, did he really have amnesia? Did you really forget Du Xiaoxian?
She smiled unnaturally: "It's just a little sudden, you have just been discharged from the hospital, and your body has not yet recovered, and suddenly mentioning this matter scared me." ”
"Scared?" Gu Nianbin leaned against the tree, and his tone was a little unpleasant: "You thought you were ready early in the morning?" ”
Xia Xiaowan slowly calmed down, thought about it, and said, "Brother Nian Bin, don't be in a hurry to get married in advance, wait until you are busy with the company's affairs before ......."
"I can't wait, Xiao Wan," Gu Nianbin said, "I want to get married as soon as possible." ”
"Why is there such a hurry?" Xia Xiaowan was puzzled: "It takes some time to prepare for the wedding, choose a wedding dress, take wedding photos, book a banquet, print invitations, decorate a new house, and arrange a honeymoon trip...... There's a lot to do! ”
"Leave it all to me," Gu Nianbin's face showed a hint of anxiety, "Don't worry, I will arrange everything." ”
There was a little bit of sunlight shining on Xia Xiaowan's face, with a slight burning sensation, but she didn't avoid it, and stared straight into Gu Nianbin's eyes: "Brother Nianbin, why can't you wait?" Tell me why. ”
Gu Nianbin also looked at her, and only chuckled halfway: "Didn't you always want to marry me?" Now that I've said yes, why don't you seem to be happy? ”
"Is it because Jiang Kaiwei is pressing too hard, do you need my brother's help?"
"It's not."
"What's that? What made you change your mind? Xia Xiaowan forced him.
Gu Nianbin seemed to smile bitterly: "Do you have to say it?" ”
Xia Xiaowan stared at him tightly, capturing the subtle changes on his face, did Gu Nianbin have amnesia at the bottom? She had to figure it out.
"You're right," Gu Nianbin said: "We have an emotional foundation, the lintel is comparable, and the two families are world friends, so such a marriage will be blessed." ”
"So, you changed your mind because you figured it out, not ......" That name Xia Xiaowan couldn't say anyway, it could only be a temptation.
"No matter what it is for, it doesn't matter anymore," Gu Nianbin said lightly: "There's no need to dwell on the past, isn't it?" ”
"But ......" Xia Xiaowan frowned, Gu Nianbin's answers were always ambiguous, she couldn't get accurate information, and she was always uneasy. She tried again: "Can you forget?" ”
Gu Nianbin asked her rhetorically: "Have you forgotten Jiang Kaiwei?" ”
She replied in the affirmative, "Yes." ”
"Then I can too."
The answer is about to come out, he has no amnesia, he still remembers Du Xiaoxian, but he doesn't want to mention her again. Just like she didn't want to mention Jiang Kaiwei.
But how can she really forget, she hates Jiang Kaiwei, every time she thinks of him, she must be full of blood and blood, and now Gu Nianbin must be the same for Du Xiaoxian. Hate comes more fiercely than love, and he will not and cannot forget, just like her.
Xia Xiaowan thought, the two of them are really sad people, and it may not be bad to be together like this. She smiled slowly and walked over to take his arm, "If you really decide, then get married!" ”
"Thank you for promising me." Gu Nianbin said softly and continued to walk forward with her.
"Don't thank me," Xia Xiaowan said, "I have done so many wrong things, but I don't deserve happiness." ”
Gu Nianbin raised his eyebrows: "Is marrying me happiness?" ”
"At least that's what I think." Xia Xiaowan said seriously: "With you, I feel very secure." ”
Gu Nianbin's face changed slightly, and a heartbreaking voice sounded in his ears: "So I've been worried, panicked, and have no sense of security, I'm afraid that you won't want me one day, I'm afraid that your family won't let me, I'm afraid that I'm ......."
Everyone felt that he was stable and reliable, and that he could be trusted. is the only one who loves her with all her heart, but in exchange for a sentence of insecurity.
He knew that she was telling the truth, because he saw the helplessness on her face, not that he didn't like him, and he tried his best, but he still couldn't adapt to the strife, so he could only withdraw and throw himself into the arms of another man who was good to her, making him the most ridiculous person in the world!
Xia Xiaowan walked silently, and suddenly noticed that the man's body was stiff, and when she looked up, Gu Nianbin's eyes were fierce and cold, as if she was about to devour people! She was so startled that her hand tried to pull out of his arm.
The man tightened his elbows, clamped her arm, and when he turned his head to look at her, he had returned to his usual gentleness, put her hand back together, and said with a smile: "Since we have said it, we should have the appearance of getting married." ”
Xia Xiaowan's heart was still pounding, although his face was gentle, she knew that he was different. Even if they had an unpleasant quarrel in the previous paragraph, Gu Nianbin was straight in front of her and never hid it, but now, he hid his sincerity and didn't let anyone see it, he distanced himself from everyone, including her.
Such a Gu Nianbin is strange and terrifying! If they get married, will they really be happy? Xia Xiaowan felt a little shaken in her heart.
Her heart is full of hatred, she wants to marry Gu Nianbin just to take revenge, and now Gu Nianbin is the same as her, two people full of hatred together, how to live? He didn't know what was going on in her heart, and she couldn't guess him.
He is no longer Gu Nianbin in the past, and he can't give her happiness, no, it can't be like this, Xia Xiaowan breathed a sigh of relief, and finally pulled her arm back, "Brother Nianbin, I have to think about marriage again." ”
Gu Nianbin looked at her in surprise: "Why?" You've done so much, don't you just want to marry me? ”
"It's my fault, I have bad intentions," Xia Xiaowan watched the golden sunlight jump on the ground, like a dancing golden butterfly, she said, "Give me a little time, and I'll answer you at the latest in the evening." ”
Gu Nianbin looked at her deeply, and suddenly smiled: "Xiao Wan, I'm like this, can you still bear to be cruel to me?" ”
Xia Xiaowan also smiled: "I promised to get married, but I was really cruel to you." ”