For a whole afternoon, Xia Xiaowan didn't have the heart to do anything.

originally planned to take this opportunity to test Gu Nianbin, but before she could speak, Gu Nianbin took the initiative to mention it. And as soon as she opened her mouth, she was scared.

Growing up together, she knows his temper and temperament. Gu Nianbin is a very, very calm person, everyone said that he loved her to the bone, but when she went abroad, he didn't chase it, he still worked every day at two o'clock and one line at the company's house, living a very regular life, for this, Xia Nanze was angry with him for a long time. It wasn't until she came back that the relationship between the two improved.

But now, Gu Nianbin is not calm, for the sake of Du Xiaoxian, he is finally not calm.

Xia Xiaowan looked back on the whole thing carefully, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was wrong, although she was not a good person, she didn't want to see Gu Nianbin in such pain. She has already ruined herself, and she can't ruin Gu Nianbin anymore.

It's just that it took so much effort to force Gu Nianbin to propose to her, and it takes a little courage to push it out now.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally made up my mind. Without Gu Nianbin's help, her road to revenge would become very difficult, but she couldn't drag Gu Nianbin into the water because she was selfish.

When Xia Xiaowan made up her mind, she was sitting on the terrace looking at the stars in the sky.

The night sky in the suburbs is very beautiful, and on the gray-blue sky, the stars are big and bright, like countless brilliant silver nails, piled up and crowded, and a few will fall if you are not careful.

At present, she just sighed, promised to reply to him in the evening, and told him now while she had no regrets.

As soon as he got up, he heard unhurried footsteps, calm and powerful, it was Gu Nianbin who came over. So she sat down again, and it was better to come, so that she might not have to go to him.

Gu Nianbin brought her coffee and handed her a shawl: "The spring cold is steep, put it on, be careful of catching a cold." ”

Xia Xiaowan obediently wrapped the shawl around her shoulders, tilted her head to look at him and sighed repeatedly.

Gu Nianbin asked strangely, "What's wrong?" Sigh what? ”

Xia Xiaowan smiled silently, and said after a while: "You shake me." ”

"What do you mean?" Gu Nianbin became more and more puzzled: "What are you talking about?" ”

Xia Xiaowan took a sip of coffee, as if she was a little emotional: "You are so careful and considerate, whoever marries you should be happy, right?" ”

Gu Nianbin laughed: "So don't hesitate any longer, and the two of us get married, and it can be regarded as a great return!" ”

Xia Xiaowan bent the corners of her lips, "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint everyone." "It is her habit that since she has made up her mind, she should not procrastinate, lest she have many long nights.

Gu Nianbin was really a little surprised: "You were absent-minded all afternoon, just to make such a decision?" ”

"Yes, I decided, I won't marry you."

"An afternoon is too short, you don't think about it well, you might as well think about it more."

"No, I think very clearly," Xia Xiaowan said: "Brother Nian Bin, all the mistakes are my fault, and because of this, I feel that I can't be wrong anymore." ”

"Xia Xiaowan," Gu Nianbin's voice lost its temperature: "You tried your best to finally achieve your goal, why did you regret it?" If you knew this, why did you play with me in the first place? ”

Gu Nianbin's angry appearance was a little scary, but Xia Xiaowan's peace was all her fault, and he couldn't be too much to treat her.

When she was sitting here, she typed a lot of drafts, thinking about how to convince Gu Nianbin, but in the end, she didn't say a word about the words she designed.

She just told the facts, and this was the first time she analyzed her heart to Gu Nianbin after she came back, telling him the unknown secret between herself and Jiang Kaiwei. All the unbearable past that even she didn't want to recall, on this starry night, she told Gu Nianbin everything.

Gu Nianbin was shocked and looked at her speechless for a long time. The coffee was already cold in my hand, but I didn't drink a sip.

Xia Xiaowan said it, she was relaxed, the past was like a mountain and weighed heavily on her heart, she couldn't tell anyone, not even her parents, but now she finally said it.

Her psychiatrist once told her to talk more when she was unhappy, but she never listened, and she was unwilling to reveal her pain to others, but she just kept it in her heart, letting the hatred grow day by day, and her temper became more and more irritable day by day.

Now she feels that the psychiatrist is right, and the confiding is really refreshing, and even many things she thought she would not say have been poured out.

Gu Nianbin put the cold coffee on the table and held her hand: "I'm sorry, Xiaowan, I didn't know you suffered so much." ”

Xia Xiaowan shook her head: "Brother Nian Bin, it's none of your business, it's my own fault, no one can blame." ”

"That," Gu Nianbin hesitated for a moment and asked, "Doesn't Jiang Kaiwei know the truth so far?" ”

"He doesn't have the right to know." Xia Xiaowan gritted her teeth a little when she mentioned Jiang Kaiwei.

Gu Nianbin was silent for a while and said, "Nan Ze shouldn't hide it from me. ”

"Tell you, will you go to me?"

"Yes," Gu Nianbin looked at her, "If I knew, I wouldn't let you stay that far away alone." ”

"Don't blame him, it's my own meaning." Xia Xiaowan raised her eyes to look at the starry sky again: "I don't want my parents to be sad, and I don't want others to know about it, so I can only hide away." ”

"So, you came back this time to seek revenge on Jiang Kaiwei?"

"Yes, he hurt me so badly," Xia Xiaowan said hatefully, "I can't spare him." ”

"Does Nanzawa know what you're thinking?"

"He doesn't know, he doesn't allow me to have anything to do with Jiang Kaiwei anymore. So you're going to keep it a secret for me. Xia Xiaowan said sincerely: "I'm sorry, Brother Nian Bin, for my selfish intentions, I have hurt you miserably, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you can treat yourself well." Don't be like me, I've ruined my life, and you still have a choice. Don't be angry, and don't do things that you regret. ”

Gu Nianbin let go of her hand, slowly leaned back on the rattan chair, and also looked at the brilliant starry sky, and said half-loudly: "I don't regret my choice, and I don't get angry, I'm just tired." When the five-year appointment was made, I told myself that if you didn't come back, I would follow my family's arrangement, find someone to marry, and live a stable life. Now that you're back, although something happened in the middle, but going around and around, fate is still on you and me, isn't this a happy situation? ”

"But Brother Nian Bin, you don't love me, I don't love you, two people who don't love each other will not be happy together, don't deceive yourself!"

"We have an emotional foundation, but it's not difficult to try to love each other."

said so much frankly, Gu Nianbin was still stubborn, Xia Xiaowan was a little anxious, "Brother Nianbin, you can't force me!" ”

Gu Nianbin was aggressive: "When you forced her away, did you think about it for her?" ”

Xia Xiaowan's face darkened, "I know you won't forgive me." ”

"Forget it, I won't mention the past," Gu Nianbin looked at her: "I won't force you, give you time, Xiaowan, I have already mentioned this matter to my uncle and aunt this morning, they are very much in agreement and very happy, maybe it has been done now, I also told my family what I mean, do you know that my mother is looking forward to my marriage and her hair is gray, can you bear to make them happy?" ”

Seeing Xia Xiaowan bowing his head and not saying a word, he said again: "The purpose of your marriage to me is to let me deal with Jiang Kaiwei, no problem, I agree to everything, what else do you have to hesitate about?" ”

Xia Xiaowan finally smiled helplessly: "It's me who is cocooning myself." ”

After all the words were said and done, Xia Xiaowan knew that it would be useless to say more, so she gathered her shawl and went back to the room.

Early the next morning, after breakfast, Xia Xiaowan proposed to go back to the city, and Gu Nianbin did not object, and ordered Xiaoding to leave immediately. It's as if they're only here to talk about it, and there's no need to stay after they're done.

When they came, the two of them had their own hearts and minds, and the atmosphere was quite good. When I went back, I still had my own thoughts, but after the showdown, there was no need to pretend again, so I was too lazy to socialize, and there was almost no communication throughout the whole process, Xiao Ding secretly glanced a few times from the rearview mirror, wondering in his heart, and didn't dare to ask. So I focused more on driving.

The roadside was full of fine wild flowers, white, yellow, and pink, dotted in a green oil, like a long embroidered carpet, which was extremely beautiful. Xia Xiaowan was lying on the window, looking at it attentively, things had come to this point, but it was not the result she wanted, now she wanted to turn back, it was too late, Gu Nianbin was sitting next to the window on the other side, and across the position of a person, she could still feel the heavy anger and a trace of murder on the man's body.

Xia Xiaowan suddenly felt a headache.

But when she returned home, she found that the headache had just begun.

Seeing her enter the door, Mrs. Xia was a little surprised, "Xiao Wan, why did you come back so early?" It's not like it's going to be ...... in the afternoon."

Xia Deren also looked at her with a smile: "What about Nian Bin?" Why don't you come in and sit down? ”

What was even more unexpected was that Xia Nanze was also at home, leaning on the sofa and watching her smile quite meaningfully.

Xia Xiaowan suddenly remembered Gu Nianbin's words: "Can you bear to let them rejoice?" ”

In the face of her family's earnest gaze, she really couldn't bear it. I wanted to make it clear to my parents as soon as I entered the door, but I couldn't open my mouth. I had to say perfunctorily: "Brother Nian Bin has something to do, so we'll come back." ”

Mrs. Xia breathed a sigh of relief and looked at her expectantly: "Xiao Wan, is there any good news to tell us?" ”

Xia Xiaowan took a sip of the coffee brought by the maid, and looked a little impatient: "What good news?" ”

"You see, she's embarrassed!" Mrs. Xia smiled from ear to ear: "Nian Bin told me and your father yesterday that he wanted to take this opportunity to propose to you, did you ask?" ”

Xia Xiaowan was even more angry, "Which family is he asking for to marry?" None of the rings were prepared. ”

"Didn't have any rings ready? No wonder my daughter is unhappy," Mrs. Xia suddenly realized: "Then I have to talk about Nian Bin, how can there be no ring in a marriage proposal, this is too casual." ”

"Did you say yes?"

"No," as soon as these two words came out, Xia Xiaowan found that everyone's eyes immediately widened, and three pairs of eyes were staring at her with bulging eyes.

Xia Xiaowan's hard-won courage suddenly came to naught, and she laughed twice: "I said I would think about it again." ”

"Yes, stretch him, Nian Bin is really, he didn't even prepare a ring for the proposal, so he had to teach him a lesson." Mrs. Xia laughed twice and said, "But Xiao Wan, take it when you see it, Nian Bin is not someone else, do you still doubt his sincerity?" ”

Xia Xiaowan smiled bitterly in her heart, how could Gu Nianbin be sincere, he obviously wanted to set himself on fire!