It's like watching a movie and seeing a sudden fragment somewhere, and his thoughts are cut off at the moment when he faints and presses on his body, and the back is blank. I sighed, "No, I can't remember if I don't paint." ”

Gao Cheng was silent, his expression was grim, and I shuddered a little when I saw it. He grabbed his hand, rubbed his palm twice, and said in a deep voice: "It's my fault." At first, I thought that it would be beneficial to me to cultivate your ability to have special images, so I guided you to combine your expertise with it, but I never thought that success again and again made you dependent on it, which is equivalent to building a magic city in your heart, which has become the most hidden time bomb! ”

I looked at him sneeringly and replied, "Don't take the responsibility on yourself, no one knows what will turn out to be the way it is now." "It has nothing to do with him at all, and even I should thank him for teaching me to draw, if I don't have this ability, I won't be able to survive many disasters, and I won't have the so-called predicament now. Something suddenly flashed through my mind, too fast to catch it.

Gao Cheng is not a person who complains, and he will not always sink in remorse, and his expression will be indifferent, "Since I can't think of it, I'll skip this place and take you to the other side." "He still insisted on carrying me, but when he told me it wasn't too far, he didn't insist on letting him go. It's just that I wonder why the madman and Luo Jinghan don't follow anymore, and I didn't seem to see Gao Cheng scolding them for not following just now.

It was not far, and it took about five minutes to walk out of the jungle and reach the other side of the island. As soon as I stepped into that area, I was thrilled, not remembering anything, but the scene in front of me, as if I had returned to the isolated island of more than a year ago, which was also adjacent to the jungle along the coast, and looked out over the vast waters. Then, Gao Cheng carried me on the rocks on his back, what a similar and even similar picture. If then......

The thought shook in my heart, and I forcibly stopped it, and the past was only for looking back, but there was no if.

After walking around the coast, Takashiro laid me down and pulled me to sit on a rock, and he did not try to speak to remind me, but sat quietly. I snuck to look at him and saw that he looked like he was remembering. But after some quiet time with him, I left him alone, and the incident left him with an afterimage and annoyance. So it's not a happy past.

I don't have any other feelings about this place other than those feelings. In other words, if we hadn't had a similar experience a year ago, this place would still have been foreign to me. Just thinking to himself, he suddenly felt a gaze on his body, and as soon as he turned his head, he met Gao Cheng's gaze, he looked at me and said, "If you can't think of it, let's go." ”

I put it on his back again, and I walked on his back. Lying on his shoulder, silently looking at his side face for a moment, he leaned closer to his ear and asked softly, "Are you disappointed that I didn't remember?" He paused and shook his head, "Expected." I looked at him suspiciously, only to hear him explain: "There are two results in a psychological test, and this result is not necessarily good in the superficial sense." If you simply remember those things, it will seem that the memory is covered with layers like a bureau. ”

His reasoning is always irrefutable, and he listens to it. The seemingly contradictory arguments actually have their profound meaning, on the one hand, I hope that I can quickly remember the past, find out the root cause of the painting, and also relieve my inner demons; On the one hand, it can't be too simple to achieve the goal, because often the simpler it is, the more hidden the mystery. After thinking about it, he asked a question about the reality in front of him: "So where are we going now?" ”

Gao Cheng lowered his head and said in a very light tone: "It's time to go and meet them for a while." ”

Infected by him, hearing his words, I only trembled slightly in my heart, and then calmed down. He nodded and rested his chin on his left shoulder, then said, "Okay, listen to you." He turned his face to look at me slightly, his dark eyes were very bright, and he said, "It's rare to see you so obedient, and you used to ask 100,000 questions about why you can't finish asking." I laughed, and looked at him from the side, "That's because you always say half a sentence and leave half a sentence for me to guess, I remember that when I first met you, your mouth was poisonous, and I was always unable to refute it." ”

He turned his gaze ahead, but the corners of his mouth curled, "That's because you're too stupid." "I pretended to hum with my nose, obviously he had a bad attitude, and he always looked like he was dragging. I only heard his embarrassed tone and said: "If it weren't for your so-so cooking, I really don't want to teach such a stupid apprentice." I couldn't help but whisper, and I counted the trivial things in his ear, and he listened, occasionally replying a few sentences, but he didn't feel that time was slow, but he felt that the things that were counted in detail may have been annoying at the time, but now they feel sweet.

It was only later that I found out that the madman and Luo Jinghan were following behind, separated by a distance of dozens of meters, and did not come forward. After thinking about it for a while, I realized that they were leaving room for me and Takashiro to be alone.

Do you feel that this is dangerous, and there may not be such a relaxing and comfortable time? I sighed silently in my heart, it turned out that I didn't only feel the downturn in the air, so I was thinking about the past, trying to extend this moment as long as possible.

"Little bamboo." Gao Chengtu's light call. I turned my head to look at him, and he said, "The best way to break the demons in your heart is to persevere, you know?" His heart moved slightly, and he asked, "Did anyone say that to you?" ”

He was silent, and reluctantly pronounced a name: "Sheng Shiyao." ”

Really.

I don't know for what reason, but I feel something in my heart like Sheng Shiyao will speak. I thought for a while and replied: "I don't know if it's understood, someone has told me before that if there is attachment in the heart, it will not be dominated by the demons in the heart, because if the mind is lost, there will be no truth and falsehood, no ruthlessness, righteousness, loyalty and filial piety, no joy, anger and sorrow, no ruthlessness, and even no human world, and no goodwill, including the person who is most attached to the world." So, probably what this means is that you have to rely on your own mind to break the demon of your heart. ”

There was silence for a moment before Gao Cheng asked in a muffled voice, "Did he also tell you this?" ”

"......" opened his mouth to think back, but suddenly found that he couldn't remember who he had just learned from, was it Sheng Shiyao? Or Xu Jiu? The theory of inner demons can't be too long, at most it was in the canyon a month ago, but why can't I remember? Gao Cheng noticed my abnormality, turned his eyes to me and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I don't remember." Only then did he realize that his tone was uneasy. His eyes shrank, and he only said, "It doesn't matter, if you can't remember, you won't think about it." But I was lying on his shoulder in a daze, and the thought that came to my mind again and again: Is it the painting that causes my memory to be confused? If we go to the old place and find out the root of the painting, will it ...... Erase everything from your memory?

I began to feel scared, my fingertips picking at the fibers of his clothes, tightly. Become Xia Zhu's round of memories, everything can be taken away, but I can't take away the person in front of me who is hugged tightly. Otherwise, I'd rather be confused for the rest of my life than look for the root cause. But at this moment, there was a voice in the bottom of my heart that said: If you don't find the root of the painting, you can't break the demons in your heart, and if you don't get rid of the demons, you will only leave one step ahead of him.

Reality is always crueler than ideals, it teaches you to move forward and not go back, but on the other hand it is trying to destroy your will. I buried my face in his shoulder socket, and also precipitated my thoughts, not wanting him to peek into my frightened and painful heart at this moment. I never thought that after gathering my mind, my consciousness was being withdrawn point by point.

I fell into a deep darkness, and in a blur I could hear someone talking in my ear. I wanted to identify it, but it was empty as if it was drifting, only hearing its sound, and unable to grasp the meaning of a sentence. Unconsciously, I activated the image in my head and saw Takashiro walking calmly in the jungle with my back on my back, while I was burying my face in his shoulder socket and not moving. This is the scene just before the coma.

Immediately after Luo Jinghan and the madman rushed forward, Luo Jinghan asked with a complicated expression: "Did Xiao Xia finally fall asleep?" Gao Cheng was silent, but the madman's mouth shocked me: "Don't worry, my rosemary is very useful, make sure that the little box can sleep until everything is settled." ”

Gao Cheng gave a two-word evaluation: "Very good." His expression was calm, and there was not a trace of swaying in his eyes.

I don't understand, why are they trying to distract me? Didn't Gao Cheng still want me to remember this place where I had memories of him? Since I want to go back to my old place, I should let me see it with my own eyes, so that I can find out the root cause of my painting.

Wait, there are four people here, including me, and I am not looking at these from my own vision, nor am I from one of the three of them, so whose perspective am I drawing from the side now? My heart twitched, and I drew a shadow! Did I use Shadow again? In a flash, the picture in front of me suddenly distorted, and when I saw it clearly, I saw that Gao Cheng was walking on my back, and Luo Jinghan and the madman were still dozens of meters behind.

I was completely confused, and I couldn't tell which was the real thing. Why are there always two diametrically opposed separate images? Could it be that this is the devil at work, using this way to make me schizophrenic?

I told myself not to think about it, but my brain couldn't stop working. Inexplicably gave birth to a kind of sadness.,I once worked with Gao Cheng to explore and analyze the criminal psychology of others.,I also think I know a little bit about psychology.,But I didn't think that one day I would become a psychopath.。

The greatest curiosity of human beings is dreams. But my dream is a shadow, and it has become a demon in my heart. When thoughts become never-ending and uncontrollable, the only end is fatigue. Eventually, I completely escaped into a state of unconsciousness, and the sounds and images of the outside world were far away from me, because I was falling and falling until I ...... With a muffled thud, he slammed to the bottom of the dark cliff. <