226. Zhuang Yu's intentions
Under the sun, the short black hair, as clear as the outline of a paintbrush, made me unable to take my eyes off.
"One after another, I'm back." That's what I say.
Before that, I had abandoned him and wandered alone in the dark hell. Now, I'm back.
I saw that his body shook, slowly raised his eyes, and was inexplicably moved, I finally saw his eyes clearly, the eyes I loved the most. It's just that his eyes, which have always been dark and bright, are full of sadness at the moment, not only his eyes, but his whole person exudes a sad aura.
I blurted out, "What's wrong with you?" ”
The next second, the person was pulled into his arms, his arms couldn't be tighter, and even a little painful, and his voice came from the top of his head: "Xiao Jiu ......" but he just called like this, and he choked. I was slightly panicked and wanted to look up to see what was going on with him, but my palm was pressed tightly on my chest, and I had a flash of inspiration, and I suddenly understood why he was like this when I was leaving.
Asked tentatively, "Did Brother Yu say something to you?" Sure enough, his hands tightened again, and I snorted truthfully, "Don't, it hurts." Finally he let go of me, and finally I didn't see tears on his cheeks, although his emotions were out of control, he still held back.
To be honest, I'm hard immune to his tears. That year he closed his eyes in my arms and shed a tear in the palm of my hand, and my heart ached until my body and mind were numb; Even if I haven't returned to the world, I can't remember the past, but I still know that I feel distressed and don't want him to cry, but he wrote a lot of "I'm sorry" in my palm.
I asked softly, "Did you hear about my childhood from Brother Yu?" "Whether it's here or not, now that I'm here, it's time for me to confess to him. Seeing that he nodded sadly, I took his hand and said, "That's not all, you come with me." ”
So in the woods, I walked ahead with one hand after another, and he let me take me to the depths of the forest, and when I arrived at my destination, he turned around and jokingly asked, "Aren't you afraid that I will take you to the tiger's den and wolf's den?" He replied in a dumb voice: "Don't be afraid, I will go wherever you go." ”
I paused, pursed my lips and smiled, pulled him over to the bush, let go of his hand, and removed the thicket, which was longer than a man, revealing a nest connected to two trees, and I said, "Successively, you are welcome to my house." With that, he got short, and the man got in, not worrying about whether he would follow up, and in fact he heard movement from behind almost immediately.
The space inside is only about five or six square meters, and the smell of home is familiar to the nose. Sitting on the ground, leaning against the bushes, steadily, and then he said after following me one after another: "This is my childhood home, and I have a group of relatives." That, the last tiger lion you saw before to leave, can be said to be my brother, because we have a common tiger mom and lion dad. I grew up drinking the milk of my tiger mother, and it must be hard for you to imagine that a fierce tiger was charitantly feeding me as if it were his own child, and that my lion father was like a god, blocking the invasion of other foreign animals, and at that time, it was tall and mighty in my young heart.
When ordinary people babble, I learned how to communicate with them, and that's where my ability to communicate with animals comes from. If you listen to what Brother Yu said, you may think that I am very miserable, but I am not. At least I lived in the forest without any troubles, and it was a different story when I was taken away by the group. Or I did fall into a miserable situation, but Brother Yu came to me like a god, and later I thought back many times, and felt that Brother Yu at that moment was like the lion father who had intercepted foreign enemies for us again and again. ”
Finally, at this moment, I had a clear conclusion about Brother Yu in my heart. I don't want to tell one after another some careful thoughts, that is, in the era when I was abandoned and exiled by Brother Yu, as my mind matured a little bit, I naturally understood the love of children, and I had such a thought, thinking that the thought of Brother Yu was because of the love between men and women. When I really became an adult, I realized that it was not called liking, but deep down, I regarded Brother Yu as a family member and a day of redemption.
Seeing that there was silence one after another, I raised my hand again and pointed: "That! There was once the bones of a human being. Hearing the sound of gasping, I immediately said, "Don't worry, I was young at that time, and I had never seen anyone, so I couldn't recognize it as human bones." Later, I was taken away, and it wasn't until Brother Yu rescued me from the wicked people that he brought me back here. Then he told me that the human skeleton might be one of my parents, and I really didn't have much affection for the word "parents" at the time, but I still carried the bones and went out. Brother Yu asked people to identify and found out that the person had nothing to do with me, either a human trafficker or for some reason took me to the forest, met a tiger lion, and ate him, but I was lucky to survive. ”
So God is not completely cold-faced and ruthless, it will always leave a gap in despair, and I am trying to survive in that gap.
This night has been very silent, rarely spoke, but he never let go of my hand, even if the palms of the two of them were slightly sweaty for a long time, he refused to let go. I don't remember when I fell asleep, but I saw him when I opened my eyes, my face lowered, and my long eyelashes covered the eyes that had become sad since I was awake.
After thinking about the perspective, he realized that he was sleeping on his lap, and he still maintained his original sitting position, leaning against the bushes. Such a small nest does not feel crowded, but warms the room. If you can stay here forever like this and one after another, it may be a little dull, but it is not a simple happiness.
But this thought can only be thought of, when Brother Yu brought me back here, he said that my decision will represent a lifetime, maybe the simple life of the forest is more suitable for me, but I am a human after all, not an animal. Man always has to return to the world to which he belongs.
I found that my chin had stubble one after another, and I probably hadn't shaved it for a few days. As soon as my heart moved, I reached out and touched it, it was very prickly, and I just wanted to retract it and pinched it with one palm. The long eyelashes trembled, and the dark eyes opened, and they were clear.
"You're not asleep, are you?"
He shook his head one after another, his burning eyes fixed on my face, as if he sensed what was going to happen, and his cheeks turned slightly red. He leaned down and kissed me, thinking that he would take it by force as before, but it was delicate and soft, without a little urgency, and finally just licked my lips and retreated, he said: "Xiao Jiu, every year is now in the court, and I will protect you in the future." We will never be separated again. ”
The love words were touching, and my heart was drunk with it.
After lingering for a while, the two of them got up, and I restored the bushes to their original state, leaving with a slight melancholy. As if he knew what I was thinking, he put his arm around my shoulder and said, "Whenever you want to come back, I will accompany you." ”
I pursed my lips and smiled, it was enough to have his words. But I couldn't laugh when I got out of the forest, Brother Yu drove the car away, the road outside the forest was completely uninhabited, and if you wanted to shout to the car, you had to go at least to the highway, and it was at least forty or fifty kilometers away.
Brother Yu, you are amazing!
Let's go, what else can I do? Could it be that you really stay in the forest and be a forest savage? I sketched a picture of a savage costume in my mind, and I couldn't help but smile secretly. The two of them walked not fast, from morning to noon, and then from noon to afternoon, maybe I have exercised too little in the past two years, my physical strength is gradually exhausted, my legs are heavy and I can't lift them, and I am stumbling and being pulled from the side one after another.
He crouched right in front of me, "Come up!" I stared at his back for a moment, smiled and lay down, there is really nothing to be pretentious, since he is willing to spoil, then I will accept it. Wrapping around his neck, his numb limbs were instantly relieved, and with every step he took, he could feel the muscles swelling and the average beating heart rate.
I asked, "Successively, tell me how you were rescued by Brother Yu." "You naturally refer to him and Brother Liang, as well as the three madmen, and Aman.
I have to say that this time Brother Yu is benevolent, he always seems to be cold on the outside, but he plays the role of a god.
The rest of the journey was spent in a series of steady and powerful steps and his deep voice, and before dark, we finally reached the main road. He put me down to rest and gasp, and when he saw that I was silent, he brushed my somewhat messy hair and said, "Don't feel distressed, I am doing it myself, if I don't give up on myself, I can remember you sooner if I don't give up on myself." I don't know how much I regretted leaving Lhasa, Zhuang Yu had no intention of arranging everything, but I was entangled in the dark, and made such a big detour, and even later he gave a hint about where to get out of here, I didn't understand it, and I thought it was ...... I thought you were thrown in the ancient cave by him, and he found Brother Liang and the madman to find you. As soon as I think of this, I am annoyed with myself, and I think I am clever in vain, and when I get to him, I feel like a fool. ”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but laugh, and heard the dissatisfaction with Brother Yu in his words, but because of Brother Yu's kindness to me, I couldn't vent this dissatisfaction, so I could only complain about myself in such a depressed way.
No wonder Brother Yu wants to say that he has successively got the lessons he deserves, he can't ask for it, he passes by, and he doesn't want to live...... Bitter.
Think that this should indeed be Brother Yu's means. Brother Yu is short-sighted, seeing that I am injured like that, how can I easily let go of succession? I sank in that savage hell, and he let this "culprit" suffer from exile in the world. At the same time, Brother Yu left room again, otherwise he might really not be able to find me for the rest of his life.
What Xiao Mo's subordinates deliberately revealed the news of me in the Gulai Temple, I guess it was also secretly instructed by Brother Yu, otherwise how could it be so coincidental. I couldn't help sighing: Brother Yu, Brother Yu, you are really well-intentioned.