On May 22, 2004, after more than 20 days of displacement, I finally returned to the lovely Tianjin and the warm embrace of the team. I excitedly called Gu Xin's phone and prepared to go home in the evening to get together. It's been so long since I've been away from home, but Gu Xin wasn't excited at all, she coldly told me that it was inconvenient for me to go home that night, and the reason was inconvenient to explain. But just last month, I just sold my only real estate: "SARS" borrowed 20,000 yuan from my aunt because my uncle was in urgent need of surgery and had to pay it back immediately, and I borrowed 20,000 yuan from Gu Xin in order to meet the performance standards for three consecutive months, and Yahan also asked me to borrow 20,000 yuan for emergencies, as well as the car loan owed to the bank for several months, as well as the old debts that I didn't repay my friends in the early stage, and the travel expenses owed to Guangzhou and Shanghai...... At that time, I thought that I was going to get married to Gu Xin soon, and it didn't make sense to keep my small house, and various factors finally made me bite my back molars......

The whole big team, except for Zhao Yi and DD Yuqi, I am another director who sells the house for Meilu, although our team has never had such a bad tradition of selling houses and selling blood. A year later, the house price in Tianjin soared, and my house soared from 60,000 yuan at the beginning of the sale to 150,000 yuan, and now I am afraid that it is more than 300,000 yuan, and the opportunity loss is something you can never calculate! Because the more you calculate, the more unbalanced your mind becomes, and it doesn't matter. And the question at that time was: where do I stay at night if the house is gone? In times of crisis, it was Yahan who took me in, regardless of the previous suspicions.

On the morning of the 23rd, I was finally able to go home. When I got home, Gu Xin had already gone to work, and I began to sweep the floor, wipe the dust, and clean up the garbage as usual...... I've always been a very attentive person, and just as I was sorting through the garbage bags, I suddenly saw the last thing I should see...... And then flip down, two, three, four, five...... Some of them seem to have been a long time, my brain was a little dizzy at the time, I believed in Gu Xin too much, naturally I never thought much about why she was inconvenient for me to go back last night, maybe she really had some special personal reasons - years of Meilu education still made me a little "simple, believe, obedient, and do it". I smoked two cigarettes, calmed down for twenty minutes, and then began to pack up my belongings, clothes, and products. I sorted out the boxes of things and moved them downstairs, called a taxi and left, and I just ran away without saying goodbye.

I don't think I'm a heartless person, in fact, I never care how the person I love is before, as long as I love! If Gu Xin is really worth my continued efforts, I can't forgive her for doing such a ridiculous thing, but in just over two months, Gu Xin has exhausted all my beautiful imagination for the future. It never hurt my soul too much, but it only provided me with a reason and an excuse to leave her. When we first got together, Gu Xin sang "Hold you and grow old together" every day, I really don't know what she thought during my business trip!

After returning home in the evening, everyone can imagine Gu Xin's feelings, she announced to the world that she was about to get married, which made her a little unable to get off the stage. She asked me why I broke up and why I was so decisive, and I just needed an explanation. She finally gave me the answer, a ridiculous excuse. She complained that I had wronged a good person, but the truth of the facts had long since ceased to matter. Maybe I can endure it for a long time and think about it for a long time, but once the decision is made, there is no one to control!

Gu Xin always said that I am not a good lover, but I am still a good leader, and she still hopes that after the breakup, she can apply for a card under me to continue her beautiful path, but I refused. According to the principle of "maintaining the original recommendation line" of the crown system, she must return to Wang Qiang's market, not to mention that her card has not been invalidated in the first place. It's one thing to get married, but it's another to break up. But Gu Xin really didn't appreciate Wang Qiang's leader Xiaodong, and she finally chose to jump (that is, jump ship) to go to the Guanyu system. In September 2006, when I returned from my studies in Guangzhou, I heard Wang Qiang talk about the news that Gu Xin was married, and her Meilu career finally ended without a problem. Those who choose a jumper will one day find that it is the same everywhere they jump! We have long since broken all contact, and we do not want to see each other again in this life.

After moving out of Gu Xin's house, I spent a few nights on the ground in the center, and I quickly found a share house outside. Two bedrooms and one living room for seven people, 400 yuan for a bed. Good, very good, very good, yes ~ yes ~ yes ~ yes ~ I have been a child who has been suffering since I was a child, and I have long been happy with suffering, but in fact, it is nothing. During this period, there was a mess where I fell directly from the top bunk at night because of a broken bed board, but fortunately, there was no one in the lower bunk, otherwise there would be a personal life lawsuit. Two months later, Yahan and I got back together. Without Yahan's true confession in Zhuozhou that night and that love poem that made me feel deeply moved, I don't think I would have looked back.

I'm back in the old days, still underground, still a shadow diamond. At that time, no one in the team and partners knew what was going on in between. There are no traces of wings in the sky, but birds have flown by......