Chapter 150:-for-tat
Song He had never felt that Yin Zheng had a lot of time and was very idle, but since he broke up with Yin Zheng yesterday, it was almost less than ten o'clock today, and Song He saw Yin Zheng push open the door of the ward and walk in with a casual expression.
Even when Yin Zheng walked in the door, Song He couldn't help but wonder a little - was Yin Zheng too thick-skinned, or was yesterday's incident just a conjecture of his own?
But obviously, Song He's mental condition has not collapsed to the point of complete hallucinations, so when Yin Zheng sat on the sofa not far from Song He's bedside and didn't say a word to her, Song He knew that the dispute between her and Yin Zheng yesterday must have definitely existed.
After all, this incomparable embarrassing atmosphere was enough for Song He to understand.
But Yin Zheng didn't seem to be angry with Song He, because at noon, Yin Zheng even put down his work, looked at Song He and asked, "What do you want to eat at noon?" ”
Obviously, yesterday was two people who were still-for-tat, but after the night passed, even Song He couldn't believe that Yin Zheng could still talk to him so calmly.
Song He was also tired yesterday, after all, Song He's health is not good now, and he always quarrels like this, Song He knows that his body can't stand it, after all, although Song He told Yin Zheng that he decided not to have a child, but Song He has also made an agreement with the unborn child in his belly, so the child will stay.
But apparently Songhe has already decided, this child will not let Yin Zheng know, and even Song He has already begun to plan in his heart to leave Yin Zheng.
Song He is unwilling to waste his whole life on a man who does not love him, and he has to dedicate his life to this man, even if Song He sometimes asks himself if this is too selfish, but after a few thoughts, Song He still made this decision.
But now, after all, Yin Zheng is talking to herself first, and Song He doesn't want to quarrel with Yin Zheng again because of this little thing, she is too tired and doesn't want to waste her mind on this kind of thing that hurts her muscles and bones.
"Take me out to eat, I don't want to stay in the hospital anymore." Song He thought about it, and still said this to Yin Zheng, after all, after staying in the hospital for a few days, Song He felt quite depressed.
Yin Zheng didn't expect Song He to say that he would go out to eat with him, but he quickly agreed.
When Song He sat in the co-pilot of Yin Zheng's car, he felt as if he was sitting on the co-pilot of Yin Zheng last time and it was like yesterday, but today Song He sat and always felt that something was wrong.
So Song He basically didn't make a sound since he got into Yin Zheng's car, and Song He couldn't find anything he wanted to say until Yin Zheng spoke to Song He first.
"Have you thought it all through?"
Yin Zheng brought up a topic that Song He didn't want to hear or talk about.
"Didn't you already think about it yesterday?" Although Song He had mixed emotions in his heart, Song He still disguised himself and made himself look like he was casual, and said this sentence.
"Squeak-" The tire rubbed against the ground and there was a sharp friction sound, Song He's whole person involuntarily fell forward, and then after Yin Zheng braked the car and parked on the side of the road, Song He only felt that he was being pulled up by the powerful arms of the man next to him and sat up straight, and then the man was overwhelmed with a very pressing momentum.
Song He's eyes were suddenly filled with a look of fear, which stung Yin Zheng and angered Yin Zheng.
If they are about to leave, the relationship between them is sometimes good and sometimes bad makes Yin Zheng frightened, and even yesterday before going to bed, he couldn't help but worry that Song He would have left as soon as he woke up, so Yin Zheng would take the company's official affairs to the hospital to deal with it, in fact, to put it bluntly, it was just to watch Song He.
Song He thought that he had hidden his thoughts about leaving, but after all, Yin Zheng had been able to manage the Yin family for so long, and his ability to observe and perceive people's hearts was not as good as ordinary people.
Yin Zheng was almost sleepless all night in the anxiety that Song He would leave, his head rushed into his past with Song He for a while, and Jason's courtesy to Song He came out again for a while, this uneasy mood was completely amplified infinitely, he felt that Song He suddenly proposed to go out to eat with him today, which was actually a precursor for Song He to leave him.
"What are you afraid of?" Yin Zheng got closer, and between the touching of his lips, he let out a deep voice and asked Song He, "Is it because I am not good enough for you?" Why are you still afraid of me?! ”
In the face of Yin Zheng's questioning, Song He didn't care about it at the moment, her mind was full of Yin Zheng never taking into account her physical condition, and being with her was because of the idea that the child in her belly was there, so soon, Song He's eyes were covered with a layer of disgust in addition to fear.
In the silence that Song He always maintained, Yin Zheng finally ran out of patience, he imprisoned Song He's delicate body between the seats, and then kept getting closer to Song He, trying to grab the two red lips.
"Are you going to force me like this?!"
Suddenly, Song He seemed to be unable to stand it, and many tears welled up in his eyes, looking at Yin Zheng, who was constantly approaching him, and shouted loudly
Song He's words successfully stopped Yin Zheng's next move, and he was stunned that Song He had resisted himself like this now.
"Forced?" Yin Zheng propped up his body a little, looked condescendingly at Song He, who was silently tearful in the seat, and asked, "Why...... Is it 'forced'? You and I are a legitimate couple! ”
In the face of Yin Zheng's question, Xia Nan just pulled the corners of her lips with difficulty, revealing a sarcastic and desperate smile, her eyes that were originally the brightest were soaked in tears at the moment, filled with endless pain and sorrow.
This smile full of irony, I don't know if it is sarcastic Yin Zheng, or Song He's self-deprecation for himself, or both.
"If you don't remember anything, you'll leave the pain to me." Song He's choked voice flowed faintly in the quiet and sad atmosphere, she slowly turned her gaze, and finally looked at Yin Zheng squarely, and said, "Oh? Husband and wife? ”
Although Song He's face was full of tears now, Yin Zheng's words were filled with a harsh mockery: "Do you remember that we are husband and wife now?" I thought you only had your children in mind! ”
'Kid? Yin Zheng quickly thought about the meaning of Song He's words in his mind, and soon showed an expression that he couldn't understand Song He, and said in a rough voice: "Why do you have to draw such a clear and accurate dividing line between you and the child?" The child is yours and mine, of course I care! ”
Yin Zheng felt that he was just human nature, he wanted to have a perfect family, and Song He, who could obviously help Yin Zheng fulfill his dream, was about to drill the horns at this time, or even give up the child.
Although Yin Zheng still remembered what Jason said, Yin Zheng also held a somewhat skeptical mentality - Song He's body and anemia would really have such a serious impact?
After a sleepless night, Yin Zheng suddenly felt the pain of the 'sudden' beating of the temples in his brain, which made Yin Zheng involuntarily tighten his brows, looking very impatient.
Yin Zheng's deep and restrained eyes showed obvious anger, he couldn't believe that Song He was so sharp!
Song He obviously saw that the look in Yin Zheng's eyes changed from surprise to dazedness, followed by clear shock, and finally obvious boredom, the sarcastic smile on her face was a little bigger, and the despair in her eyes was even more.
Song He asked in a cold voice, "What about me?" Have you ever wondered what dangers I would face when giving birth because of this child? Have you ever thought that I would die because of this child in childbirth?! ”
Song He's emotions began to involuntarily get excited again.
With this inquiry, after a while, Song He felt that the pressure and coercion on his body had disappeared, and Yin Zheng had already sat back in the driver's seat in an orderly manner, looking at her with an apologetic expression.
"Don't look at me like that." Song He also sat up together, and she turned her eyes out of the car again, refusing to look at Yin Zheng, and even refusing Yin Zheng's apology.
And this time, Yin Zheng didn't dare to force Song He anymore.
"I'm sorry......" After a long time, Yin Zheng's low and hoarse voice sounded, as if he was holding a stone and rubbing it back and forth on the ground, making an extremely hoarse sound.
Song He felt that his heart was like being pierced into an embroidery needle, which was not enough to be fatal, but this kind of pain, with every breath Song He took and every time he saw Yin Zheng, he would feel a dense pain, and his heart would be eroded.
"Nothing to be sorry about." Song He seemed to be tired of the scenery outside the window, and finally turned his head, his eyes met Yin Zheng, and between his eyes, Song He curled the corners of his mouth, revealing a disapproving smile.
Then, Yin Zheng heard Song He's faint voice drifting into his ears.
"Our marriage was originally a deal, and you have nothing to be sorry for me."
The so-called words can kill, words are the most heart-wrenching, Song He felt that she was very narrow-minded, she couldn't swallow the anger of that night, so she had to let Yin Zheng clearly understand it today, when Yin Zheng was most sober.
She looked at Yin Zheng, and what appeared in her eyes was not the handsome face of a man with deep facial features, but what Song He saw yesterday, she was scolding Yin Zheng for her selfishness.
Song He couldn't tell whether Yin Zheng was telling the truth or lying now, it was really too tiring to guess, and Song He felt that he didn't feel like himself anymore.