126. Chance encounter with seniors
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The indescribable irritability in my heart was not only for that moment, but also for the whole afternoon when my emotions were offline. That inexplicable irritability seemed to have been pressed in my heart and there was nowhere to vent, so I picked up the mobile phone on the table and looked at it again and again, but finally chose to put it down.
I wanted to call, but I didn't know what to say, what to say. I guess I'm not ready yet. If what Lin Xiao said is true, then how should I face it. If it's fake, what will Xu Yi think of me.
It is said that women are naturally sensitive, and it seems that this sentence is not false at all.
Some things are easy to think about, but some things are more and more difficult to understand the more you think about them. As a result, there will be more and more problems in the mind.
"Some things should be explained clearly, so as not to be kept in the dark and made a fool." In the elevator, Lin Xiao said something that people couldn't understand, but I knew she was talking to me.
Make it clear? Is there anything that needs to be clarified between me and Xu Yi? It's just that how to open this mouth seems to be unknown.
There are many people who talk a lot, and if they can, they won't open their mouths, even if Lin Xiao says more, I don't plan to deal with it. But Fang Ziqing kept looking at me with a sympathetic look, which made me more and more irritable.
As soon as the elevator door opened, I rushed straight out, bound to stay away from these two people.
"Why are you going?"
Lin Xiao's voice came from behind him, as if he was angry, but these have nothing to do with me.
"You go back first, I'll be back in a moment." Fang Ziqing's voice was not loud, but I could hear it clearly.
"Remember to come back early, don't lose your soul outside."
Seeing Lin Xiao's car whizzing past me, I secretly clenched my fists, but I didn't know that behind me, a person was following unhurriedly, but I didn't let me find out.
I didn't know where I was going, and I didn't seem to want to go home. Maybe it was the rejection in my heart that made me resist home.
Their words made me scare, but I also felt that it might be true.
There is no wind and no waves, and it is even more impossible for the two of them to collude to deceive me. So what exactly is it that makes them do this to me.
There was no trace of him all the way, and my heart was lost again. I was used to his pick-up and drop-off, and now suddenly there is no him, and I'm really not used to it.
But on second thought, he couldn't have been by my side all the time. Everyone has their own things, even when they don't go to work. So anyway, I have to get used to being alone. No one will be with you forever, and of course the dead can.
To put it bluntly, it's still unknown how long I can hold on to this life. If he really has that person in his heart, then my position is in jeopardy. So it doesn't make sense to say that everything should be done as soon as possible.
As for now, I don't know what to think, anyway, I don't want to go home.
I sat down at the small noodle restaurant and my dinner was settled. The man who suddenly sat down across from me surprised me a little.
"Hey, long time no see, how are you doing now?" A sunny smile, but not as good-looking as Xu Yi. It's this face, after so many years, it really hasn't changed at all.
"Senior." I really didn't expect this person to appear. You can meet in such a place, and it is absolutely false to say that it is not fate.
And what I didn't know was that because of the appearance of the senior, Fang Ziqing, who was preparing to come in outside, stopped. His opportunity was passively snatched away. But even so, he had no intention of leaving, but sat outside and ate.
This is the case in the small streets, where some tables are placed directly outside, so you can eat inside and outside the store.
"I can't imagine that you still remember this place, in fact, the taste here is still the same as when you used to go to school, I don't believe you will taste it later." Looking at me, the senior said with a smile on his face. He seems to be exactly the same as when he was studying, but his face has faded from his original immaturity.
"Senior, did anyone say that you are more handsome than before." Looking at his smile, I couldn't help but start teasing.
The senior in the same department in college, Chen Yuyang, is a boy I have always admired. The height study is first-class, and it is completely recognized as Prince Charming, and the object of admiration of all girls. As for me, of course, it's just a matter of chasing after it. As for the love, well, I'll admit, it was a little bit at first. However, I always felt that I was not worthy of him because of my bad grades, so it was no longer clear.
But now that I think about it, everything before feels so good, even if it's a crush, it's a beautiful feeling. On the other hand, now, there is actually still beauty, but there is a little more complexity in it.
If we hadn't had those things, I wouldn't have remarried. Holding the hand of one person to grow old, this is what I pursue.
Perhaps with the company of his seniors, this meal is not lonely. But it's still very surprising how the senior appeared here.
"Senior, why are you here?" After drinking the last sip of soup in the bowl, I couldn't help but ask curiously.
Think about how we haven't been in touch for so many years since we graduated, but we don't want to see each other at a time like today.
"I just came back from out of town, so I wanted to come here to have a look, but I didn't expect to run into you. This noodle restaurant used to be a lot of people we came to, and you were still a little girl at that time, but you didn't want it to be so big in a blink of an eye. Then you have ...... now."
Gu said that he stopped talking, and the senior's attention was all on my hand. At first glance, he seemed to be looking at the ring on my hand, and I couldn't help but withdraw my hand and hide it behind me.
"You're married?" The expression of surprise was slightly surprised, but the eyes were full of shock.
"Yes, they're both married for the second time." When I said this, I pretended to be light-hearted, but I didn't want to embarrass myself too much.
I didn't miss the slight stunned look, maybe the second marriage is really not a good thing for others, and it will even be looked down upon. But I'm already indifferent to this.
In fact, there is no shame in getting married for the second time, as long as you live well, there is absolutely no shame. So now that I've seen it, I don't think there's anything to hide from my seniors. I think about the kind of thing we used to say when we were in school, even if it was something on my mind, I would say it directly and let him share it with me.
But now, in fact, I'm just saying that, and I don't really plan to let him help me share it. Anyway, we are no longer the children of our school days, and we have long passed that carefree age.
"It seems that you are really not doing well, since this is the case, why do you still insist. Life is not easy, so why should you wronged yourself. In fact, sometimes marriage is just a bondage, and the more you try to break free, the more painful it becomes, like a shackle that you can't escape. But in the end, it's just that I don't want to let go of myself.
There is nothing shameful about divorce, as long as you live well, why care what people say. You live for yourself, not for others. No one can influence your decision, it's up to you how you choose. ”
There is no contempt, no contempt, just soft comfort.
It's definitely chicken soup for the soul, and it's that sweet chicken soup.
I have to admit that when I am with Chen Yuyang, it is really the most relaxing time, the kind of relationship where you can let go of all your defenses and worries, this is the most self-conscious.
"Anyway, it's still early, so let's find a place to continue talking." I'm almost done, I propose. It's rare to meet, and in terms of our feelings, it's normal to catch up. After all these years, I'm really curious about how my seniors are doing now. Such an excellent man, it's time to get married.
Just look at the senior's hand, there is nothing empty on it. If this is the case, it can only mean that the senior is not married.
If you want to catch up, it seems that finding a place has become a difficult task.
On this small street, there are a few shops, which is considered good. I really want to find a place to sit and talk, I guess we can only go to the city. It's close to the school, but we can't always find one like we used to, and sit down at the bubble tea shop. What's more, at this time, it must not be easy to go home. If it was good to say before, just sit in the bubble tea shop and see that the time is almost back to the dormitory. Thinking about that time, the senior really helped me a lot, whether it was in study or life, he taught me a lot. Now that I think about it, why didn't I have the courage to confess in the past. Although I had heard it countless times, I just didn't have the courage to say it at that time. Come to think of it, I really regret it. If time could go back to the past, I would definitely confess without saying a word, even if I was rejected.
At the booth of Bangkok Coffee, Chen Yuyang and I sat face to face, talking about the past and reminiscing about those happy and happy things.
"Senior, you said that the school girl of our school liked you so much at that time, why didn't you accept others. I refused several times, and I was very envious of the courage of the school girl at that time. ”
"People who don't like it will naturally not accept it, of course, if it were you, maybe I would consider it. Elementary school girl, do you know who my favorite person was at that time? Looking at me, Chen Yuyang said with a serious face. I don't know if it's my delusion, but I always felt like he was talking affectionately.
For a moment, I didn't want to know the answer.
"The senior is so good, naturally he has a better one. Refuse the school flower, I think she can't get into your eyes. If I were you, I would definitely accept the school flower, and then go to the pinnacle of life from now on, holding hands with beautiful women to spend a lifetime. ”
I can't divert the topic, so I can only say it in pass, anyway, there is nothing wrong with saying this.
Marrying Bai Fumei and walking to the pinnacle of life from then on, this is the dream in every man's heart, and of course it is also a motto.
"You, it's still the same as before, Tease." Knocking on my head, Chen Yuyang said softly. The tenderness in that eye made my heart palpitate, and it also made me blush instantly.