127. You don't have to be a good one
In fact, whether it was before or now, there is no doubt that the seniors have performed very well in all aspects.
Seeing that the time was not early, the senior said gentlemanly: "Let's go, I'll send you home." It's all at this point, and it's not safe for you to go back as a girl. ”
Actually, we still have a lot to say, but he suddenly said something like this, which made it difficult for me to continue. Just looking at the time, it was indeed very late, and before I knew it, it was already ten o'clock. Just looking at the phone that didn't respond, this heart began to have mixed feelings again. It's so late, he didn't even react, isn't he afraid that something will happen to me? What if something happens to me, but there is no text message on this phone, not even WeChat. Looks like he's not going to care about me, right? Because of the mysterious phone call every night, Xu Yi seems to have changed a lot.
This time, it really felt like he was different.
As for separation, it's still unknown.
insisted on sending me home, Chen Yuyang still said the same. is still so stubborn, as long as it is something he decides, there is no room for change.
Downstairs, "Thank you, senior, you can go back and rest quickly." That, we'll make an appointment next time, anyway, there is also a WeChat phone. Except for work hours, we can all make appointments. Looking at Chen Yuyang, who was standing tall in front of me, I said urgically. The taxi is still waiting, which can't make the driver wait too long.
"Okay, we'll make an appointment next time, and I don't plan to leave here anyway." Even the dim streetlights lit up the smile on his face.
"Senior, let's go, it's even later if you delay."
He just stood there without any movement, looking at me with a smile on his face, just like when he was in college, every time he sent me back to the dormitory, he would always stand downstairs and watch.
As for the upstairs, the lights are on in the house, so I think Xu Yi is also waiting for me at home.
Watching the senior leave, I turned around and walked into the corridor and waited for the elevator.
The elevator door opened, and that familiar face appeared in front of me, and I was a little stunned.
"Why did you come back so late?"
Maybe it's a habitual inquiry, Xu Yi just said such a sentence, but it made me feel completely different from before. In the past, he would be worried, anxious, and even move his hands and feet. And now it's such a sentence, prosaic.
"When I met a friend, I chatted for a while, and I forgot about it for a while. Have you eaten? "There were just the two of us in the elevator, and if we didn't speak, we were silent, so I tried to find the topic as much as I could, but I didn't want to be silent like that. As for meeting in the elevator, I don't think it's a coincidence. It's just that he didn't speak, and I don't know how to speak.
"Nope."
Two simple words, no more words. From the elevator to the living room, there was no word after the silence.
It's just that I don't know, Xu Yi has been waiting for me to explain. Because he knew everything tonight, only I thought he didn't know like a fool.
It wasn't until the moment I came out of the shower that Xu Yi couldn't help but ask the truth.
"Don't you have anything to say to me? Enron, what did you do tonight? Aren't we reconciled, then what are you doing now, give me a green grassland. ”
I really didn't expect this kind of questioning, he suddenly said such a thing, so it means that he knows everything tonight. But even if he knew, he didn't mean to come to me.
"It's just a friend, I haven't seen each other for years, that's all." No matter how much I tried to explain, it was useless, and if I looked at the current attitude, I knew that he was doubting me.
It's just that the trust that is good is completely lost at this time. After being married for so long, it seemed like the first time he had questioned me.
Looking at his unhappy face, I couldn't help but start to get nervous.
"That's really my friend, he was my senior in college and used to take good care of me. I happened to meet it today, so I reminisced about the past. It's just a momentary obsession with the time, sorry, not next time. By the way, are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat. ”
He seems to be a little strange today, and seems to have been holding on to this matter.
Suddenly took out his mobile phone, Xu Yi just flipped out the photos one by one, so that I could look at them clearly.
From leaving work to the encounter in the small street noodle restaurant, from meeting to downstairs, those sweet smiles, those slight gestures of words, are clearly displayed on it.
"You're stalking me?" The thought that popped up made me ask directly. If not, why did he have these photos. In other words, he knows everything about me tonight.
"Follow you, someone will give me these things without me going out." seems to be disdainful of clarification, and it can be seen that this time he is really angry.
But why should he be angry? If that's all there is to it, then I'm really wronged. But seeing his reaction like this, watching his emotions like this, I also felt angry in my heart.
This is definitely the first time he has made unreasonable trouble, is it because of such a thing?
"Xu Yi, what are you angry about, I'm just having a coffee with my friends, can't this work? Or do you think I can't have friends at all, I can't have my own space. If I want to be unreserved to you, what about you, how much do you think you confessed to me? Your identity, your recent attitude, and that mysterious phone call, did I say anything about that?
I wish you could be honest, but you don't, except to hide it. But what is this now, it's just that when I went to dinner with my friends, you were told that you were green, and this hat is really big enough. ”
This is the first time we've argued, and I really don't want to be because of something like this. Either way, I feel like I'm not wrong. Even if they are married, everyone still has their own space and friends.
But Xu Yi didn't seem to care about me the same, "Then you could have told me, but you chose not to say it, and you were reluctant to part even downstairs." "It turned out that this was what he cared about, and I couldn't have imagined it.
"Really?" With a smile on my face, I didn't look angry at this time.
Anger doesn't solve problems, but it can create problems. As things stand, getting angry only makes things worse. It would be said that only a person with a weak heart will be angry.
I don't know exactly what he thinks, but the only thing I know is that he's angry right now. I'm sorry, it's not my fault, and I'm never going to apologize. If he can be angry like this just by eating with friends, then I should be even more angry. This point is what he taught me, as long as it is right, I will never bow my head. It's just that none of us thought that such a method would be directly used on him. Actually, I don't want to do this, but he can't optimize the way he says it, so I can't accept it. Seriously, since I came back after 'disappearing', I feel like Xu Yi is a different person. This has little to do with the time we got married, even if someone said that the relationship after marriage will change over time, and the original passion will gradually become family affection. But for us now, it doesn't seem like our feelings have reached that point yet.
"If you can really be frank, then why don't you tell me the truth, even Lin Xiao's return to the company is your arrangement. I really can't see that my husband still has such a great ability. If you don't know this identity, you really think that you are the president of the company, and you can even ask a fired person to answer the company. So do I want to think that Lin Xiao's departure from the company is also what you call it?
Xu Yi, how much are you hiding from me? If it weren't for Lin Xiao's own words, I really didn't know you had such great ability. So what exactly is your identity, can you tell me now?
You said you were honest, you said you wouldn't hide it, but what about the result? While you accuse me, have you ever thought about yourself and how good you are. ”
Since we want to talk about it, then let's all talk about it, so as not to hold back the discomfort in our hearts, and of course I will be fair.
I thought that when it came to this, Xu Yi should not have any more concealment, but the result was not what I thought. When confronted with these questions, he seems to remain silent. Only then can I not say anything, and only then will I not know anything.
Angry, but I'm not the impulsive type. If it had been before, I might have just turned around and run away. But now, where else can I go but here? I also want to go to that home, but the keys are all in Xu Yi. At least until I settle everything, I don't think I'll get the keys back there.
"Still won't say it?" With tears in my eyes, I didn't let myself cry, because crying solves the problem of not talking, and it will even make people feel disgusted.
Some women directly use tears as a weapon, crying at the slightest mishap, making men feel distressed and regretful, regretting that they should not have made mistakes.
But for Xu Yi, tears don't get his attention at all, and the woman he likes is not the kind of delicate existence. At least it seems to me that this is the case, after all, I am the one who is with him now, and I am also the one who knows him.
"It doesn't matter if you don't say it, you just need to know that you are my wife, and you don't need to ask about other things. As for my identity, you don't need to know anything other than your husband. ”
Xu Yi's words were as simple as that, as if he didn't want to answer perfunctory, he turned around and left directly.
Looking at the closed door, tears still couldn't stop falling.
You don't have to be a good one, in a word, I can't refute it.