"Xiao Wan," Gu Nianbin looked at her, his eyes revealing a certain firmness, "I asked you out, I actually have something to say." Xia Xiaowan was a little flustered, she took a sip of tea in disguise and calmed down, "Brother Nianbin, what do you want to say?" ”

"I'm sorry about what happened that night," Gu Nianbin said slowly, "But that doesn't change anything, do you know what I mean?" ”

The smile on Xia Xiaowan's face completely disappeared, she actually guessed a little, but she didn't expect Gu Nianbin to say it so bluntly.

"Brother Nian Bin, I don't understand what you mean." She didn't want to pretend anymore, so she simply had a showdown today.

Gu Nianbin was slightly surprised, he lowered his eyes and flicked the cigarette ash, "Xiao Wan, as you said, everyone is an adult, and what happened that night was purely accidental, I don't think there is any need to take it to heart." ”

"You don't want to be responsible for me?"

"Do you need me to be responsible for you?"

Xia Xiaowan was silent for a moment, and then said, "I need it." ”

If Gu Nianbin was only slightly surprised just now, then now he is a little surprised. He raised his eyes to look at her, with scrutiny in his eyes, Xia Xiaowan was somehow a little weak-hearted, and avoided Gu Nianbin's gaze by drinking tea.

Gu Nianbin looked at her and didn't speak, Xia Xiaowan held the teacup and didn't speak, and the atmosphere was a little dull for a while.

Someone knocked on the door, very politely three times, and then stopped for a while, and then pushed the door in, it was the waiter who came to serve the food, took it out of the cart and put it on the table, and served a plate to report the name of a dish.

After serving, the waiter said, "Please use it slowly." Then he respectfully withdrew. This is the top restaurant, the waiters are well-trained, and the atmosphere is not right, so they naturally leave quickly.

Gu Nianbin said, "Let's eat." He picked up the chopsticks first, but he took a piece of fish and sent it to Xia Xiaowan's bowl: "I remember that you like to eat this." ”

Xia Xiaowan smiled slightly and looked at the fish: "Brother Nian Bin, you are mistaken, my least favorite thing to eat is fish." ”

She actually looks good when she laughs, the corners of her mouth are slightly raised, and her smile is like a crescent moon, bringing out a soft clear glow, quiet and elegant, Gu Nianbin used to love to see her laugh the most, but now that he looks at it again, the smile has another meaning, as if it is mockery, and it seems to be mean.

Shao Baiqing is right, Xia Xiaowan has changed, and she is no longer the same Xia Xiaowan as before.

He ate the food casually, but his expression relaxed, "You know very well, I don't love you anymore, do you think you will be happy living with a man who doesn't love you?" ”

"Fortunately or not, I have the final say." Xia Xiaowan's tone seemed to be angry with someone.

Gu Nianbin became more and more careless: "Xiao Wan, you have changed." ”

"Of course," Xia Xiaowan's emotions became a little excited: "Everyone will change, haven't you changed?" Brother Nian Bin, in fact, the biggest change is you, it is your own five-year contract, but you broke the contract, you kept saying to wait for me, but you changed your mind! In the end, her voice rose, like a sharp nail nailed straight into Gu Nianbin's heart.

Gu Nianbin was silent, at this point, he would always owe her.

"I said I could compensate, as long as you ask, I will try to accommodate you as much as possible." Gu Nianbin said sincerely: "Xiao Wan, we should not have a hostile relationship, let alone hurt each other. I don't love you but marry you, it's unfair to you, that's hurting you, you should be with the man who loves you, let him cherish you, protect you, and love you wholeheartedly, so that you will be happy. ”

"No, Brother Nian Bin, you still love me," Xia Xiaowan stared at his eyes stubbornly: "You have always loved me, it's just that you were greedy for freshness for a while, so you had a good impression of Du Xiaoxian, but what is she, just a little maid, no family background, no education, no temperament, no understanding of anything, how can she be worthy of you?" ”

"Shut up!" Gu Nianbin only felt that his temples jumped suddenly, and he couldn't resist the anger: "You are not qualified to talk about her!" ”

Xia Xiaowan's face suddenly turned snow-white, as if all the blood was poured back into her body, with a bit of resentment in her eyes, from childhood to adulthood, Gu Nianbin didn't say a word about her, but scolded her for Du Xiaoxian!

She sneered: "Brother Nian Bin, what are you doing to defend her like this?" She's gone, I don't want you anymore, but you still miss her? ”

Gu Nianbin's heart moved, "How do you know she's gone?" ”

"I guess," Xia Xiaowan sneered again: "You are staying in a hotel, can she not leave?" ”

Gu Nianbin picked up the cigarette case on the table, shook out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, the silver lighter wiped it, and a small flame appeared, he frowned slightly and lit a cigarette. Slowly spit it out, as if sighing: "Xiao Wan, I hope you can calm down and be sensible, in fact, you also know that we won't be happy together, right?" ”

Xia Xiaowan was a little impatient: "I said it, I know if I'm happy or not." ”

"But I'm not happy." Gu Nianbin also lost his patience: "If we get married, we will be a couple of resentful couples, we will complain about each other, hurt each other, and ultimately lose both." Why bother? Obviously you can avoid it, why are you so obsessed? ”

"Marrying me is a grudge against a couple, is being happy with Du Xiaoxian?" Xia Xiaowan said meanly: "I really don't understand, what's so good about that little maid?" Brother Nian Bin, you and Du Xiaoxian are people from two worlds at all, your uncle and aunt will not allow you to marry a little maid, and the Gu board of directors will not let you become a joke in the entire G City, in the end, you still have to find a girl with the same family background to marry, Brother Nian Bin, compared to those women, am I not the most suitable? ”

"Don't say it, Xiao Wan," Gu Nianbin's eyes were like electricity, as if he could penetrate her body and go straight to the deepest part of her soul: "You are too extreme." I know you don't love me, you never have, you're just tired and want someone to lean on, and I'm the best candidate, right? Just like in the past, you obviously don't love me, but you always follow me and give me hope, in fact, it is because you can't get love from Jiang Kaiwei, so you seek solace from me, I have always known, but I don't say it, I hope that one day, you can finally understand my goodness. But I was still wrong, after meeting Du Xiaoxian, I realized that I didn't love you, I just liked it, I thought I loved you, so I closed my heart all these years, and kept my distance from any woman, until I met Du Xiaoxian, she made me understand what love is, Xiaowan, if you really love someone, you will know that no matter what he has done to you, no matter how far he is from you, he is in your heart, you can't get rid of it, you can't forget it, it's like engraved in your heart, forever! ”

"What? Du Xiaoxian is gone," Xia Xiaowan smiled sarcastically: "You have to wait for her for another five years?" ”

"No, I can't stand it for a minute or a second when I'm separated from her, how can I endure it for another five years?" Gu Nianbin's eyes became gentle: "I love her, no matter what she does, I still love her, and no one can change this." ”

"But she's gone, she doesn't want you anymore, fool!" Xia Xiaowan was almost crying!

"Yes, when I meet her, I will become a fool," Gu Nianbin smiled a little helplessly: "In front of her, I can abandon my self-esteem and everything." She's gone, I can get her back, and if she doesn't want me, I'll beg her until she agrees!" ”

"You!" Xia Xiaowan collapsed: "What are you?" You're not the Nian Bin brother I recognize! ”

"Five years ago, you went abroad, and Nanze asked me to chase you abroad, saying that you were sad and needed someone to comfort you, and if I went, you would definitely be with me, but I refused, because I felt that it was taking advantage of the situation. But when Du Xiaoxian leaves, I will go to her, no matter what means I use, I will find her back. ”

"She's so important to you?"

"It's very important, she's like my breath, without her, I'd die!"

"You're unreasonable!" Xia Xiaowan couldn't hold back any longer, stood up suddenly, and walked away angrily with the small bag.

The conversation with Xia Xiaowan finally broke up unhappily, this was the first time Gu Nianbin had a falling out with Xia Xiaowan, he was actually very calm, threw away his cigarette butt, picked up chopsticks and ate slowly.

has changed, Xia Xiaowan has changed, he has also changed, only Du Xiaoxian has not changed, he is still so timid, so cowardly, and he is still dedicated to him, so he was frightened by Gu Shanshan, so he left him.

After Gu Nianbin finished eating, he suddenly became interested and wanted to take a walk alone, today's street is particularly lively, there are electronic fireworks projected on the opposite building, a big canopy, silently blooming, like gold and silver rain, it has not subsided, and there are orange, red, blue, green and purple streamers flashing, dazzling, many people stopped to watch, exclaimed softly, the crowd was crowded, Gu Nianbin was squeezed in the middle and couldn't move, so he had to stop and watch.

There was a young man and a woman standing beside him, and the girl said, "How beautiful! ”

The boy said, "Do you like it?" Wait until that day, I'll put it for you alone. ”

The girl deliberately asked, "What day?" ”

The boy was a little embarrassed: "The day I proposed! ”

The girl raised her face, and the two kissed sweetly.

Gu Nianbin glanced at it, but there was only pain in his heart, if his fairy was still there, they could also walk through the streets hand in hand, watch fireworks together, kiss in the crowd, and express their love without scruples like all men and women in love.

He finally squeezed through, walking alone in the night silently, and suddenly, a little girl stopped him: "Sir, buy a rose for your girlfriend, today is Valentine's Day!" ”

He paused, and suddenly realized, no wonder so many people, it turns out that today is Valentine's Day!

He gave Zhang a hundred yuan bill, but he only needed one, a rose that bloomed most brilliantly, and the little girl who bought the flowers kindly reminded him: "Sir, you want to half-open, and you can also insert it in a bottle for a few days." ”

He smiled and shook his head, and left with the bright and dazzling rose, if the rose represents love, he wants his love flower to bloom the brightest!

In a shop on the side of the road, there is an old song "Valentine's Day Without a Valentine".

Valentine's Day without a Valentine

There will be a feeling of loneliness

For those who have loved do not understand

The longing is still in my heart

Valentine's Day without a Valentine

Received a consolation card unexpectedly

Presumably the heart that has loved has been discovered

Ask me to open the knot of memories

Happy Valentine's Day Happy Happy Valentine's Day

All I hear is sad music

Happy Valentine's Day Happy Happy Valentine's Day

Cut the melancholy hair

……

He hadn't heard this song for many years, but he had an impression of it, or when he was in school, there was a year of Valentine's Day, the classmates in the dormitory went out to hi, he was alone, suddenly on a whim, sitting on the bed with the guitar and playing this song, but the song was not finished, there was a sudden commotion downstairs, he thought something was going on, walked to the balcony to see, the bottom was full of people, and when he saw him come out, the shouting suddenly became rhythmic: "Gu Nianbin, we will accompany you for Valentine's Day!" ”

He was an arrogant man and was accustomed to keeping his distance from people, but that night, he was a little moved, and without saying a word, he went back to the house and took his guitar out again, and stood on the balcony and sang this song again. There was thunderous applause below, and the dormitory supervisor did not come out to stop it, and on that Valentine's Day night, he stood on the balcony and sang one song after another, and the people below looked at him in fascination, cheering, screaming, whistling, one after another......

That was the most sincere expression of his feelings in his entire student days, but it was on Valentine's Day without a Valentine. The most important thing is that he didn't think of Xia Xiaowan that night.