Although Du Xiaoxian left, Gu Nianbin didn't go back to live, he was afraid of the empty house, but he was even more afraid of the thoughts that accompanied him like a shadow, there were traces of Du Xiaoxian everywhere, and those things would drive him crazy.

He was originally a man of few words, but now he is becoming more and more silent, no matter how Shao Baiqing ridicules and jokes, he doesn't say a word, only looks down at the red wine in the glass.

Shao Baiqing also felt strange, when he knew from Zhou Ting's mouth that Gu Nianbin had been staying in a hotel for the past few days, he was surprised that it was not ordinary, in terms of Gu Nianbin's fascination with Du Xiaoxian, the little girl could not have anything to annoy him, in his impression, Gu Nianbin was so good to Du Xiaoxian that he could lose his principles, he once jokingly told Nina that even if Du Xiaoxian cuckolded Gu Nianbin, as long as Du Xiaoxian didn't leave, Gu Nianbin would never drive her away, Nina snorted him at the time, saying that Du Xiaoxian was not that kind of person, Even if Gu Nianbin had a woman outside, Du Xiaoxian would not cuckold him, he saw that Nina was anxious, and hurriedly reassured him, saying that he was just assuming, Nina blamed him for how could he assume like that, for the sake of Gu Nianbin or Du Xiaoxian, which one is more loyal? fought with him, and finally came to the conclusion that the two of them would not do anything to be sorry for each other no matter what.

Gu Nianbin stayed in the hotel, this matter is a bit big, today it is good to talk about it, ask him to eat together, the two of them opened a private room, ordered a large table of dishes, and opened a bottle of red wine, but Gu Nianbin almost did not move his chopsticks, only drank with his head bored, this is not his character, Shao Baiqing felt more and more that things were not as simple as he imagined.

When he was at his house that day, the two of them were as good as one person, and it had only been a few days of hard work, why did it become like this?

"Can't you really tell me?" Shao Baiqing put away his hippie smile and said seriously: "Nianbin, we are friends, what are friends for?" It's to help you when you encounter something, don't be stuffy in your heart, it's not good to be stuffy in your heart, say it, see if I can help you? ”

Gu Nianbin just smiled bitterly, swept the wine in the cup, and still didn't say a word.

"You want to drink, don't you?" Shao Baiqing raised his glass and clinked glasses with him: "Come, I'll drink with you." ”

Gu Nianbin drank all the wine in the cup, stood up and said, "Let's go." ”

"Don't mind," Shao Baiqing hurriedly grabbed him: "Oh, you're really going to kill me, it's only been a few days, you look at yourself, your face is sunken, even if you don't want to say it, you can't go on like this, you are the president of the Gu family, and tens of thousands of employees under your command are looking at it, you can't be so depressed, right?" ”

"I'm not depressed," Gu Nianbin finally spoke: "I don't want to do anything now, I just want to run the company well." ”

Shao Baiqing looked him in the eyes and said without fear of death: "Even Du Xiaoxian doesn't want to?" ”

Gu Nianbin was silent again.

Shao Baiqing asked again: "Where did Du Xiaoxian go?" The phone is turned off, and people are not at home. ”

"You've been to her?"

"Zhou Ting went to find her."

Gu Nianbin was silent for a while, sat down slowly, Shao Baiqing hurriedly poured the wine for him, and put a lot of dishes in his bowl: "Eat a little bit, the dishes are cold, when Hou Du Xiaoxian comes back, he sees you slimming like this, don't be distressed to death?" ”

Gu Nianbin picked up the red wine, couldn't help sighing, and said in a deep voice: "She won't come back." ”

Shao Baiqing was taken aback, and then said with a smile: "How is it possible? Is she willing to come back? ”

Gu Nianbin took a sip of wine, and suddenly picked up the chopsticks to eat the vegetables, his expression was much calmer than just now.

Shao Baiqing asked tentatively: "She, is she really not coming back?" ”

Gu Nianbin hummed and took another sip of wine. Continue to eat with vegetables.

Shao Baiqing asked again: "Why?" ”

"You guys quarreled?"

"She ran away from home like last time?"

But Gu Nianbin seemed to have made up his mind not to say anything, and no matter how much he asked, he wouldn't reveal a little more.

"Even if she gets angry and leaves, it doesn't matter, can't you just get her back like last time? Do you want me to look for Shen Li and Lao Ling, cast a net in black and white, and you will definitely be able to find it. ”

Gu Nianbin just shook his head, but still didn't speak.

"Just let her go?" Shao Baiqing doesn't believe it, Du Xiaoxian is Gu Nianbin's heart, she is gone, can Gu Nianbin live?

"You leave this matter to me, and I will find it for you, and I don't believe that I can't find it."

Gu Nianbin took another sip of wine, and finally said, "It's useless to find it back." ”

"Why?" Shao Baiqing was puzzled, "You don't want her anymore?" ”

Gu Nianbin looked at a certain place with a blank gaze, and was silent again, Shao Baiqing's heart was on fire, but he couldn't force him, and he was about to coax him to tell the truth.

Gu Nianbin suddenly opened his mouth and said lightly: "I slept with Xia Xiaowan." ”

Shao Baiqing was so shocked that his chopsticks fell to the ground, he didn't pay attention to it, just looked at Gu Nianbin in surprise, and asked in disbelief: "You, did you sleep with Xia Xiaowan?" ”

Gu Nianbin smiled bitterly, poured all the wine in the cup into his mouth, poured another glass, and asked him with red eyes: "Incredible, right?" ”

Shao Baiqing still looked dumbfounded, "It's incredible." The news was like a stick that made him stupid.

"I also think," Gu Nianbin laughed self-deprecatingly, "It's incredible that this kind of thing can happen to me." ”

"But why?" Shao Baiqing said: "Do you still like Xia Xiaowan? Unforgettable old love for her? So can't help it? "Gu Nianbin is the most dedicated one of the men he knows, comparable to the unruly Yanagi Megumi, how could such a thing happen?

Gu Nianbin shook his head, "You know me, I can't like two women at the same time, I was drunk that night, and when I woke up in the morning, she was on the side, and I was scared stupid." I don't know how it happened? ”

"That's why Du Xiaoxian left?"

"This happened after she was gone."

"You," Shao Baiqing was experienced in this kind of thing, and he frowned and asked, "Are you sure you did it with her?" ”

"I was so drunk that I couldn't remember anything afterwards."

"Just, don't feel anything?" Shao Baiqing said: "There will always be a little feeling, right? ”

Gu Nianbin shook his head.

Shao Baiqing said: "Like the time when Nina and I did, I was also drunk, but whether I did it or not, I had some impressions in my heart, and it was impossible that I didn't feel it at all?" ”

Gu Nianbin still shook his head.

"Xia Xiaowan said that she did it with you?"

"Of course she didn't say it explicitly, but she hinted at it, and said that she wanted me not to take it to heart, and said that she didn't resist, so that I have to avoid her now." Since Gu Nianbin had started, he simply said it all.

"If you do, there will always be a little trace, you remember carefully." Shao Baiqing doesn't think it's right, he is a master of love, there are many such things, Gu Nianbin is not drunk, he can still do that, it is impossible not to be impressed.

When Gu Nianbin heard him say this, he really recalled that although he was naked, his underwear was still there, and when he woke up, he had his back to Xia Xiaowan, the two were not next to each other, Xia Xiaowan's whole body was shrunk in the quilt, he actually didn't know if she was wearing clothes, and when she was taking a bath, there was nothing abnormal on her body. When you think about it like this, there is something really wrong. But he just guessed that Xia Xiaowan wouldn't joke about this kind of thing, it wouldn't be good for her.

Shao Baiqing said: "Xia Xiaowan came back this time, and I found that she had changed, and she was a little different from before, so last time I said that you should be careful, don't let Xia Manyin's history repeat itself." ”

"Xiao Wan is not that kind of person. She's not bad-hearted. ”

"I hope she's not," Shao Baiqing took a sip of wine: "Be careful." ”

Gu Nianbin was silent, although he also felt that Xia Xiaowan had changed a little, but in the past few years, everyone would have changed a little, in his opinion, Xia Xiaowan was still the lively and bright little tail that he used to be, and always liked to follow him.

They ate this meal for a long time before they dispersed.

Gu Nianbin sat in the car, looking at the bustling night in a daze, the crowds were weaving, the neon was flickering, and when he was most drunk, all kinds of scenery lights outlined the high-rise buildings into huge crystal boxes, which looked bizarre. In such a turbid world, it is really difficult to be able to be alone and maintain a pure heart, and even he can't do it, so he will make such a mistake.

Back at the hotel, he didn't put on his room card and walked into the dark room. The curtains were closed, allowing no light, and he stood in the darkness, black as if it had been sprinkled with ink. Gu Nianbin suddenly remembered that Du Xiaoxian said that she liked to stay in the dark because of her sense of security.

He slowly crouched down, sat down on the ground, folded his legs, rested his chin on his knees, and closed his eyes, so that he could be at peace, because no one could find him.

He kept this posture, and it was really effective, his brain was empty, he didn't think about anything, only endless darkness, until his body was numb, he didn't want to stand up, he simply relaxed his body and lay on the ground, just fell asleep like that.

He woke up in the middle of the night, got up, plugged in his room card, turned on the heating, took a hot shower, and went back to sleep. When he was taking a bath, he made a decision, there were some things he couldn't dodge, it was better to solve them in person, this is his habit of dealing with things.

The next day, he took the initiative to call Xia Xiaowan for dinner, and Xia Xiaowan happily went to the appointment. Even arrived earlier than him, when Gu Nianbin entered the door, Xia Xiaowan was admiring a large craft vase by the wall, when she heard the door ringing, she looked back, and immediately showed a smile on her face: "Brother Nianbin, you are here." ”

Gu Nianbin asked, "Have you waited for a long time?" ”

"I just arrived," Xia Xiaowan came up to pick up the coat he took off, Gu Nianbin staggered slightly, and handed the coat to the waiter on the side.

"Did you order?"

"Not yet, don't you wait for you to come over." Xia Xiaowan's tone is coquettish.

Gu Nianbin picked up the menu and ordered a few dishes, the waiter took the menu and left, and after a while came to ask if he wanted to drink, Gu Nianbin hesitated for a moment and said no.

Xia Xiaowan glanced at him, pursed her lips and chuckled, of course she knew what Gu Nianbin was worried about, but she didn't say anything.

Gu Nianbin sat down, lit a cigarette, seemed to suddenly remember, and asked her, "Is it okay?" ”

Xia Xiaowan smiled and said, "Of course you can, why don't you hold it in front of me." ”

Gu Nianbin smiled, took a sip, and slowly spit it out, the green smoke spread, like a light veil, covering his face, Xia Xiaowan somehow, suddenly chuckled in his heart, and the smile on his face became lighter.