The psychiatrist's clinic is not difficult to find, and it is easy to ask for the address from my mother. My mother's voice on the phone seemed a little tired and lonely, and she didn't ask again after hearing me say that she wanted to find a psychiatrist to ask about the situation back then.

After hanging up the phone, I was a little melancholy, the past was unknown to me, but it was unbearable for my mother. The injury of my father who said goodbye without saying goodbye, the unstoppable malice around him, these may be able to be endured, but I finally became the last straw that crushed her! It's hard to imagine that my mother was exhausted at that time, and she had to devote all her energy to me in addition to the embarrassment of life.

On the bus to the psychiatric clinic, my thoughts kept drifting away, but Gu Xi was silent and didn't bother me until Tong Ying parked the car in front of a building.

Arrived? But my mother said that it was a place similar to a township hospital, not such a high-rise building.

It seems that I only remember to find a psychiatrist, but I ignore the passage of time and the changes in the environment, which have changed the appearance of many cities. Needless to say, Gu Xi also saw the problem, and he ordered Tong Ying to go down and inquire about the situation.

Seeing Tong Ying's figure disappearing in the building, he vaguely felt that this trip to find a psychiatrist was not easy. Sure enough, soon Tong Ying came out, stood outside the car window and reported to Gu Xi that this building was renovated five or six years ago, it was an office building, and it was said to be a large supermarket before that, and no one had heard of any psychological clinics.

It is equivalent to saying that this place may have been renovated more than twice, and the original inhabitants of the neighborhood may have also moved away.

Gu Xi thought about it and invited me: "Are you interested in getting off the bus and shopping?" ”

I shrugged.

This is not a bustling commercial area, and most of the storefronts on the ground floor are office equipment and the like. Gu Xi and I walked out of the office building area and headed for an inner road, and Tong Ying drove behind us. I walked forward for about 100 meters, only to see some small shops, I wanted to go forward to explore, but Gu Xi grabbed his hand and shook his head and said: "Look at these door license plates, you can know that these shops have been open for five or six years at most, I am afraid that there has been a big change here, and it is redundant to ask." ”

So the two of them went back inside, and an argument in front of a shop caught my attention.

After listening to the general content for a few minutes, I understood that the landlord wanted to increase the rent, and the store felt that it was unreasonable to increase the rent every year, so they quarreled without saying a word. A thought flashed in my heart, and it happened that Gu Xi also looked back at me, as if he understood.

The quarrel was fruitless, and the store would rather move out than increase the rent, so the landlord had to angrily leave the words and let the store settle the bill and leave within half a month. We followed the landlord to the parking lot, and when he found his car and wanted to leave, I quickly shouted, "Please wait a minute." ”

The landlord looked back at us suspiciously, "...... are you?"

Gu Xi didn't seem to have any intention of dealing with the other party, so I stepped forward and explained, "I'm sorry, sir, to disturb you for a few minutes." Is there a previous psychiatric clinic in your area? ”

"Psychiatric clinic?" The man thought for a moment and shook his head: "I haven't heard of it." ”

My heart suddenly struck, did I find the wrong place? But I heard the other party say in the next second: "I just remember that there was an outpatient hospital a long time ago, and all diseases were treated, and our family went there to see colds and flu." ”

"Is it over there in Huiyuan Building?"

"It seems to be, I don't remember much, it was closed early, and it was said that there had been a medical accident, and then it was ordered to be rectified."

I glanced at Gu Xi, and it seemed that the landlord I was looking for was right, and I had just heard him shout that he was born and raised here when he quarreled with the shopkeeper, so I guessed that he might know about the clinic. It's just surprising that it turned out to be not a professional psychological clinic, but a hospital. But when I think about it, I also think that there was no independent psychological agency at that time.

The question is who was the psychiatrist who treated me back then, and where did this doctor go?

The landlord couldn't say, but he provided an absolutely favorable message: he said that there was a big redeployment in the area that year, and a large number of people moved to the resettlement commercial community, and only a few people bought houses on their own. And that business complex is less than three kilometers away, and he lives there.

Not to mention enthusiastic, it just so happened that the landlord was going back, so we got in the car and followed his car all the way, and soon arrived at the community called Zhijing Huayuan. Almost at a glance, I saw several tea rooms open outside the gate of the community, which were full of older people. When I stepped forward and asked, I quickly had an eyebrow.

The hospital was not so much a hospital as a private outpatient clinic with a total of two doctors. I did have a psychology department, but at that time, few people saw mental illness, and most of the outpatient patients saw minor illnesses such as colds and abdominal pain, and if there was a serious illness, I went to the first hospital in the city. It can't be said that it is a coincidence, but I found the right place, and it just so happened that the doctor who hung the psychiatric department was in this community, retired, and would come to the tea room here every afternoon to play a little mahjong.

I didn't have to wait too long, and the retired doctor named Li Jianguo walked out of the community, and the warm-hearted aunt stepped forward to help me explain the situation. Li Jianguo, wearing a pair of black-framed glasses, gray hair, and a short-sleeved shirt in old gray weather, looked at us after listening to the aunt's introduction before he stepped forward, and asked with doubts in his eyes: "Are you looking for me?" ”

My eyes haven't taken off since he appeared, and at this moment, I honestly still don't remember him.

"Can you take a step to speak?" That's what I ask.

Li Jianguo looked at the tea room and said with some difficulty: "I made an appointment with someone to play cards." ”

"I won't waste much of your time, just chat at the door of the community."

So Li Jianguo walked to the gate of the community with us, and I went straight in and asked, "Did you use it as a psychiatrist?" He shook his head and said, "I'm just a surgeon." ”

"Is there anyone in the same room with you who knows how to read mental illness?"

"Oh, it turns out that you are looking for Dr. Qian, he used to be in the same hospital as me, I was in charge of surgery and he was in charge of internal medicine, and sometimes patients are looking for him when they are unstable."

My eyes lit up, and I finally saw the light, "Then do you know where Dr. Qian lives now?" ”

Unexpectedly, Li Jianguo's eyes darkened, and he sighed: "Alas, Lao Qian has seen other people's internal medicine all his life, but he got stomach cancer a few years ago and died." I was stunned, this result was not expected at all.

Although it didn't take much effort, if the money doctor died, then the clue would be broken. Unless I think about those difficult questions, there is no one in this world who can solve them for me.

As soon as the disappointment hit my heart, I heard Gu Xi, who had been silent in his ears, suddenly opened his mouth: "When was your hospital demolished?" ”

Li Jianguo paused and replied: "It's been more than ten years since it was demolished. ”

"Which hospital did you go to?"

Li Jianguo hesitated, but Gu Xi smiled: "Can't answer?" Then let me tell you, you and the local traveling doctor surnamed Qian who belong to the local traveling doctor without the title of physician, are affiliated with the outpatient clinic of a private hospital, and rely on the trust of the surrounding people to make a living. However, eleven years ago, the hospital was forced to close due to an accident, and due to a dispute, the lawsuit was raised, and the matter was finally compensated. Since then, you have parted ways with another traveling doctor and have no contact with each other, but I don't know who your friend surnamed Qian who died of stomach cancer is? ”

I had already heard the clues, and quietly observed Li Jianguo's reaction, and found that as Gu Xi did not slow to speak, his face became whiter and whiter, and even the hand hanging on his side trembled slightly.

Li Jianguo's most direct way to cover up was to be annoyed: "I don't know what you're talking about, I don't have time to grind with you here." After saying that, he turned around and was about to leave. To deal with a Li Jianguo, Gu Xi has a way. We don't really need to do anything, just throw out a sentence coldly, and people will obediently follow us into the car.

Gu Xi said: If you take one more step, believe it or not, I will make you a street rat in the next minute?

The car drove out for a while, and Li Jianguo asked in a trembling voice: "Who are you?" ”

Gu Xi was not in a hurry to answer, and the fingers resting on his knees tapped rhythmically. I have experienced this kind of situation, and it will invisibly make those who are in it feel the pressure, and quietly glanced at Li Jianguo on the other side, and cold sweat has broken out on his forehead.

After half a sound, Gu Xi's slightly cool tone rose melodiously: "In fact, you and the surname Qian do not distinguish between medical and surgical departments at all, and there is no standardized patient file, and the two have always been cooperative and complementary. Therefore, there are accidents where patients commit suicide due to nervous disorders due to mismatch of drugs. I'm thinking, since one party committed suicide due to insaneness, what would be the outcome of the other party who was mismatched by your medication? ”

Not to mention that Li Jianguo froze, even I froze, not because I was sensitive, but why did the medical malpractice happen to be due to nervous disorder and commit suicide? Another one related to mental illness?