After Gu Xi's cool eyes scratched Li Jianguo's eyes, he showed a cold smile: "It seems that you should have inquired, is the situation quite optimistic?" ”

Li Jianguo trembled and turned his head in disbelief: "How do you know?" ”

If it weren't for the wrong timing, I would also like to ask Gu Xi, how did he know so much?

At this time, the car stopped suddenly, and I looked out the window and saw that it was in front of the previous building. Li Jianguo obviously also saw that this place was the original site of the hospital, his face became more and more pale, and finally his expression darkened, as if all his strength had been drained: "It's my ignorance, those two girls are of the same age, and they actually misadjusted the information, so that the medication and counseling plans are misarranged." ”

Hearing this, I couldn't calm down anymore, "What kind of disease did those two girls have?" ”

"One should be the rebellious psychology of adolescence."

"What about the other one?" I asked with bated breath.

"Hidden autism."

Sure enough! It's almost certain that I'm one of those two girls, and that I'm the one who was misdiagnosed with hidden autism. Adolescent rebellion and hidden autism are two completely different symptoms, the former is a widespread psychological phenomenon, and the latter is a mental illness.

Leaving me alone, the girl who originally had hidden autism was wrongly convicted of adolescent rebelliousness, and I wanted to know how this symptom was treated.

Li Jianguo said that it is simple guidance, without the use of drugs. Adolescent rebellion is mostly a period of transition from adolescence to adulthood, which is a kind of psychology of resistance and rebellion against reality and surroundings, and is mostly influenced by the environment.

Hidden autism is the complete opposite, it is useless to rely on guidance alone, because the patient does not lack sufficient social skills and language skills, and even most of the time is no different from normal people, but there is an involuntary tendency to repress, which will hide unstable factors. When a certain point triggers the psychological level, it is possible to erupt. Therefore, psychotropic medication is needed in this treatment process.

I couldn't help but sigh when I heard this, the mismatch of the two documents caused the two people to go on different fates. The sick girl committed suicide because she didn't have any medication, which eventually led to an emotional outburst, and I fell victim to psychotropic drugs.

After the accident, the girl's parents went to the hospital, which finally caused Li Qian and his wife to lose their jobs and pay a huge amount of compensation. The doctor surnamed Qian left Changcheng, while Li Jianguo stayed because he married a wife and had children in the local area.

Because he was afraid that something would happen again, he did quietly go to my hometown town to inquire about me, and observed my commuting to and from school for several days in a row, and made sure that I had no sequelae before relenting.

I can't tell the truth of the insole from the surface alone, but I'm really glad that I took the wrong psychotropic drug just because of the memory loss, and I'm much luckier than the other girl.

After Li Jianguo recalled, he looked sluggish, and the whole person shrank by the car door in a trance.

Suddenly, Gu Xi reprimanded: "Get out of the car." Li Jianguo was taken aback, and when he looked up blankly, he touched Gu Xi's indifferent eyes, shrunk, and nodded again and again: "Okay, let's go down." ”

Seeing the people walking away, I couldn't help but turn my head sideways and ask, "Why don't you let me ask about the situation back then?" ”

"It's useless to ask, this person is worthless."

I don't understand. At present, I only learned that I was misdiagnosed with hidden autism, and thus took psychotropic drugs by mistake, which may have led to the loss of some memories later. But whether the reason for my stabbing classmate was told during the diagnosis and treatment has not been learned from Li Jianguo.

Gu Xi glanced at me and said with a smile: "Look at your confused look, can't you figure it out?" ”

I honestly shook my head.

"Li Jianguo and Qian Ming, no matter who is your attending doctor, it is impossible to get any useful information from you, which is why those two Mongolian doctors will reverse you and another girl's symptoms."

"You mean I'm acting more like a cryptoactive autist and that girl is acting like an adolescent rebel?" As his train of thought swirled in my head, I wondered, "But why are you so sure I won't tell the doctor the truth?" ”

Gu Xi raised his eyebrows, and said lightly: "Because it's about your mother." ”

"What does it have to do with my mom?"

"Think back to what your mother told you about the hospital apology, what did you do?"

Where do you need to recall this, after my mother knelt down to the other party for me in the hospital, I rushed to my classmates and slapped the other party and yelled: You are not allowed to insult my mother!

Suddenly, I was stunned, and I had hidden autism, which means that I don't have the kind of emotions that I can't suppress involuntarily, even if I am really in the stage of adolescent rebellious psychology, I will not be so impulsive as reckless.

But I did have that kind of excesses, I have basically understood the meaning of Gu Xi, the sentence "you are not allowed to insult my mother" is the key, it is likely not only to make my mother kneel in public, but also to refer to other things. For example, the reason for my sudden change in temperament to stab my classmates.

At that time, all the focus of my life was my mother, and only having something to do with my mother made me angry.

After figuring this out, I couldn't help but feel bored. This phenomenon was learned from my mother a long time ago, and Gu Xi should have judged it before coming to look for Li Jianguo, but he didn't tell me.

"But there is one thing that is contradictory." He suddenly turned his words to catch my attention again, and I couldn't help but stare at him and ask, "What is it?" ”

"Psychotropic drugs are divided into traditional and non-traditional, and occult mental illnesses mostly use expensive non-traditional drugs, which have relatively few side effects and are not overly sedated. However, according to Li Jianguo's performance, most of them are selling you traditional medicines but they are at a high price, so he is afraid of the harm of the side effects. But in either case, if the side effects hurt the brain and cause you to lose your memory, you should directly become a brain retardation, rather than selectively forgetting a part of it. ”

I shuddered, he meant that I almost became mentally retarded that year?

"Then why am I .......?"

"There's only one possibility, and that's if you've never taken those psychotropic drugs."

Well, the answer came as a big surprise to me. I didn't take the medication, so why did I forget this past and have a vague memory of the pen pal letters?

Gu Xi lowered his eyes and chuckled, "This is for yourself." ”

I just forgot to bother, otherwise where would I need to come to Li Jianguo?

"Let's drive." Gu Xi suddenly gave an order to Tong Ying, and the car started immediately. I feel inexplicably lost in my heart, I can't find the answer here, do I really have to wait for myself to remember? I'm afraid it's hard.

Absentmindedly returned to the hotel all the way, and when he entered the elevator, he almost collided with someone and was dragged aside by Gu Xi. When I returned to the room, as soon as the door was closed, I heard Gu Xi say: "Sometimes your brain is so clever and surprising, why are you so stupid sometimes?" ”

I had no intention of arguing with him, and after going out to toss for so long, the wound was aching faintly. I walked into the bathroom and wanted to wash my face, but Gu Xi followed, leaned against the door and looked at me with a light smile and said: "There are many kinds of brain forgetting, and drugs are only one of them, and most of them are selectively forgotten due to trauma. ”

I stopped my movements and listened to what he had to say.

"There are two kinds of trauma, external trauma and mental trauma, which you must understand in a literal sense. If your mother doesn't hide it from you, she will know about either of these two situations, and she can basically rule them out. ”

I was slightly stunned, why did he put forward the position and ruled it out? "And what else can lead to forgetting?"

Gu Xi smiled lightly, and asked instead of answering: "Do you know why I want to take you on this trip?" Seeing my silence, he continued: "For I want to confirm one thing: that your act of forgetting has nothing to do with the so-called disease. ”

"And then?" I still don't understand what he means.

"When was the last letter a pen pal wrote to you?"

"Twelve years ago." The postmark on the north side of the envelope has the date and month, which I remember very well.

"When did you have that accident?"

In the first half of the "junior high school ......", we were silent, isn't this exactly 12 years ago? After the accident, I went to see Dr. Li Jianguo and Dr. Qian, and I just got the news that the private outpatient hospital was forced to close due to medical malpractice 11 years ago, just at the right time.

But these two things have nothing to do with each other at all, but Gu Xi mentioned them together for what?

I saw him suddenly walk in the door, pick up one of the mouthwash cups on the sink and start filling it with water, and didn't stop until the water overflowed. Just when I didn't know what he meant, I heard him ask, "If one cup of water is overflowing, what does it mean that another cup of water is overflowing?" ”

I probably understood that he was guiding me to think, and I couldn't help but learn that he also picked up another cup, and he took the initiative to let go of his hand, and when the water quickly poured into the cup and overflowed my hand, something gradually cleared up in my heart.

The first glass of water represents the penpal letter and the timing of my stabbing of a classmate, which may be a coincidence;

The second glass represents my forgetting about the stabbing of my classmates afterwards, and at the same time blurring my memory of the letters about my pen pal. And everything else is still remembered, and this "coincidence" is a bit strange.