In the early morning, the sky was hazy.

Park Xiang woke up and wanted to go for a run, the weather was so nice outside.

However, her body could no longer do strenuous exercise.

Let's go outside... Repay...

In the warm sunshine, walk to buy groceries. After shopping for groceries, go home and make breakfast and eat breakfast. Then, go for a stroll and pack your own painting tools.

This is a bachelor apartment.

The area is only 30 square meters.

Although the sparrow is small and has all kinds of organs, she has arranged it into a warm little home.

It's just a home for one person, so lonely.

Cold and miserable.

Loneliness is not a thing.

She has no family.

Now she is like a lonely ghost.

In the bathroom, she sighed softly at her face in the mirror.

This face is no longer the face I was familiar with.

It was so unfamiliar, so unfamiliar that she couldn't get used to its "ugliness" at first.

I also wept bitterly because of its "ugliness".

I have to sigh: life is so far, I can't go back......

Now, familiar.

I don't like it, but it's always my face.

It's better to have this face than to turn into a handful of ashes.

With this face, she can still come to see his beloved.

With this face, she could at least see the thoughts of him in her eyes.

If she didn't, she wouldn't feel anything.

Knowing the pain proves that you are alive.

Being alive is the most important thing.

Put on a hooded jacket, long pants, and a big mask......

She looked at herself carefully, only those eyes were still the same as before, and everything else had changed...... Even the voice has changed......

Oh no, her eyesight was still affected.

When you look at things, if the light is not good, you can't see clearly, and you will habitually squint your eyes.

Perhaps, it won't be long before she's completely blind.

If you don't have surgery......

But that surgery......

Alas......

She didn't want to think about those unpleasant things.

At half past six in the morning, she went out in full gear.

Instead of going to the nearest vegetable market to buy groceries, he took the bus and took several stops to the big supermarket, which he liked to go to.

She wants to buy fish and make fish fillet porridge.

It's just that no matter how much she cooks it, she can't cook that taste.

One attempt at a time, one failure at a time.

Could it be that there is a problem with the fish in the wet market?

Maybe yes.

She could only find a reason so far-fetched.

Supermarket, early in the morning, most of the aunts and uncles come to buy vegetables, young people, all love to sleep lazy, who will get up so early on Saturday?

She alone is the most idle, and she spends her life idlely.

But she couldn't help it.

Alas!

Pushing the shopping cart, she walked towards the fresh area of the river, and in the clear glass tank, the grass carp swam freely, so big, so fat.

Standing there, she was stunned.

She has such a small appetite, how can she eat so much.

It's not like the vegetable market, where you can buy it piece by piece.

It's such a big one, and it's not easy for her to kill.

It's not like I haven't killed before.

But, that was before.

Now, she was afraid of blood staining her hands.

was worried, there was an additional figure beside him, took the fish bucket, picked a big and fat one, and put it in a bag.

She turned her head to look, her eyes widening and her heart beating faster.

Listen, bang bang, bang bang, jump too fast.

It's him.

It's Jin Hengyuan.

Early in the morning, why is he in the supermarket?

She thought to herself, suspiciously.

At this moment, she was so close to him, he was standing there, wearing a black trench coat, with one hand in his pocket and the other answering the phone, waiting for the salesman to weigh the fish.

After a while, he tossed it into the shopping cart and walked away.

She chased a few steps, the ground was watery, and her feet slipped.

"Ouch!"

She fell, and Venus flew in front of her.

It hurts.

Alas!

"Little girl, are you alright?"

On the side, an aunt kindly helped her.

"It's fine."

She crawled up.

"It's too slippery."

When I looked up again, he was gone.

Alas!

She rubbed her knees, sighed to herself, and went back to pick the fish.

Isn't it too cruel to look at those fish, swimming so happily, but trying to kill them?

I thought that after waiting for a while, my hands would be covered with blood, but for a feast, and the things I made might not necessarily be particularly delicious—if I waste ingredients, if I do too much, I will be sent by God.

She didn't want to be sent by heaven.

Thinking about what happened to her, if it wasn't for the lack of virtue in her previous life, how could she be so unlucky in this life?

Alas!

She put the fish back in the fish.

After turning around, she only bought two steamed buns and a bottle of yogurt and came out.

casually came to the checkout, looked up, and was stunned again.

How can it be so coincidental?

I met him again!

Jin Hengyuan's shopping cart was almost full, mostly fresh ingredients.

Heh, is he going to make a full banquet at home?

Hey, and bought a lot of yogurt?

Does Miss Na Ming also like to drink yogurt?

"Thank you, it's five hundred and six yuan in total, may I ask if it's a credit card or cash?"

The salesman asked gently.

"Cash."

Jin Hengyuan answered quietly and handed over the six red bills.

The salesman retrieved the money.

He was dressed in a class on the side.

Pu Xiang handed over his food.

"Nine bucks."

The salesman quoted the amount of money.

And as soon as she touched her pocket, she froze.

Fainted, went out, only took the bus card, forgot to take the wallet.

"Nine Dollars ......"

"I'm sorry, I forgot to take the money. I...... I'm not buying it. ”

She was so embarrassed.

I've never been so embarrassed.

It's so embarrassing!

On the side, Jin Hengyuan glanced up at her, stunned.

She put down the food, gathered her hat, and planned to leave the scene in embarrassment, not to be embarrassed here.

Whew......

It's too hard to get off the stage.

"Nine pieces, yes? I'll pay for you. ”

A ten-dollar bill was handed over.

Pu Xiang was stunned for a moment, did he say it to himself in a low and quiet voice?

She met his bottomless dark eyes.

Well, he was saying it to her.

"Thank you!"

The voice suddenly became hoarse, took it, took the steamed bun and yogurt again, and paid the money.

When he turned his head and came out, the man was already gone.

She hurried out.

Jin Hengyuan was walking slowly in front of him, talking to another man.

"Sir, can you leave a phone number? I'll give you back the money when I get back......"

She called.

Jin Hengyuan turned his head and glanced at it, and said calmly:

"No, little money...... Changning, I'll go first...... Part-time work, you can help me keep an eye on it......"

He turned around and walked away.

"Wrap it up on me."

Jin Changning agreed, turned his head and looked at the girl in front of him who was covered with only eyeballs:

"What's going on? Did he lend you money? ”

"Hmm!" Pu Xiang nodded and said softly, "I forgot to take the money when I went out." ”

"Looks like you're out of shit luck...... This guy usually doesn't care about people. I'm willing to pay for you today......"

Jin Changning snorted for a moment, and his tone was surprised.

"Oh, really?"

Pu Xiang answered softly and walked down the steps.

Jin Changning followed, stared at her and glanced at her again, a very meaningful look.

"You, what are you doing?"

She was a little weak by him.

"I found you to have very beautiful eyes."

Forced by the sun, it sparkles, like a glazed stone.

Jin Changning couldn't help but marvel.

Pu Xiang thought, how should he answer, this Sven man seems to be very interested in her.

"Uh, thank you."

"It's not cold, why are you dressed like this?"

Jin Changning asked a question that Wu Nian asked yesterday.

"I'm very afraid of the cold."

It's true.

Jin Changning let out an "oh" and said:

"My name is Jin Changning, what's your name?"

Why do you like to talk to people so much?

I didn't think it before!

Park Xiang thought for a while:

"I, my name is Pu Xiang."

"The surname Park? Are you Korean? ”

"It's not. I am Chinese. ”

This is an episode in life.

Park Xiang knows.

On the way back, she leaned against the window of the bus and sighed softly.

Just a few simple words, she recalled countless times, that unsmiling face was as strange as her own face.

I just wanted to see him a few times, even if it was to see him from afar.

However, the human heart is greedy.

Once I saw him, I wanted to have a second side.

If you have the third side, you will look forward to the fourth side.

If you have the fourth side, you will long for the fifth side, and even watch him up close.

When you have the opportunity to meet him up close, you will be eager to talk to him, and when you talk to him, you will look forward to other ......

The human *** is incomparably large.

It will give birth to an even greater desire after the previous desire has been satisfied.

It will want more and more.

But she couldn't give more.

Since you can't give it, you can't ask for it.

Now, although he is still single, soon, he will marry another.

There is never a shortage of women for people like him.

As long as he was willing to ask for it, the women flocked to it.

He will quickly forget the past.

In this world, no one will be unable to live because of the lack of anyone.

The kind of martyr is a coward.

A person, no matter what he has encountered, should live bravely and strongly, so that he is worthy of his parents, himself, and those who love him.

Alas!

She looked at the food in her hand, her stomach growled, but she was reluctant to eat it, which he bought for her.

Nine.

Pu Xiang crawled back to his small apartment, put the steamed bun and yogurt into the Xiaoice box, and then, rubbing his aching stomach, boiled white porridge.

The phone rang.

She glanced at it and was stunned for a moment, it was Uncle Qian's phone.

Uncle Qian asked, "When do you plan to go back to the hospital?" ”

She didn't want to go, the hospital was not a place for people.

She hates hospitals.

Very, very annoying.

"Uncle Qian, the agreed time hasn't come yet......

She whispered, "There's still a month and a half." ”

Uncle Qian sighed there: "You look at it from a distance like this, what else can you do except suffer yourself?" ”

"I know."

Pain and joy.

It was an ordeal.

"In a month and a half, I'll go back."

She whispered yes.

"That's up to you. Oh, by the way, how is the work you promised to design now? ”

"Two more days. I'll send it to you! ”

"Hmmm! Take care of yourself. ”

"Got it."

Hanging up the phone, she stared at the porridge pot in a daze:

There is still a month and a half.

Can I go with him for another month and a half?

Well, he seems to be looking for part-time workers.

So, is she going to apply for the job?

Inexplicably, she had such an impulse.

Re-enter his home.

Spend the last month and a half guarding him.

And a month and a half later, her fate is not something she can control......

--- digression--- see you tomorrow.