The sunset is slanting, the shadows are slanting, and the residual temperature is gradually cooling.

In April, spring is late and the cold is a little too heavy, especially after the sun goes west.

Ming Ruoxi got out of the car and looked at the man standing under the peach blossom tree, in a black suit, a black shirt, a solemn body, full of rejection thousands of miles away, so that people should not get close to the head.

And the fainter and fainter sunset lined his back with a lonely cold, which made people can't help but have an impulse to go up, hug him, give him warmth, and give comfort.

When he first recognized Jin Hengyuan, he was a serious person, but in private, when he got along with his friends, he smiled brightly and was extremely cordial.

Goodbye to the scene when he got along with his wife, full of spring breeze, full of diligence, clearly a strict person, but at home, he became a warm man, willing to cook soup for his wife, willing to do housework with his wife, his wife was sick, he never left an inch, such a man, it is really difficult to find a person with a lantern......

At that time, she felt that Su Jin was so blessed, why did she choose such a good man, and the gentleness and smiling face of the man were all given to her.

At that time, she was a little jealous, why could Su Jin get his affection, but her, she couldn't get half of his favor. Compared to the two, she doesn't feel that she is inferior.

At that time, she was always thinking about where to find such a man and become her life partner, so that she would have no regrets in life.

After seeing such an excellent man, and then looking at other mediocre people, those men, who can get into her critical eyes?

In the past two years, she has not looked for a boyfriend.

Her father has introduced her to several and hopes that she can come out early and build her own home as soon as possible.

But she couldn't get out.

She is just obsessed with Jin Hengyuan.

I can't help myself.

She decided that as long as he would never marry again, she would not marry for a day.

She felt that there was still a chance.

"Jin Hengyuan!"

Standing there, she pondered for a moment, and called his name aloud.

Jin Hengyuan turned his head, and there was a scar on his forehead, which was left by the accident and was injured by a sharp foreign object. After a few stitches, I was left with a scar about an inch long. Originally, a scar removal operation could get rid of the mark, but he didn't do it.

"Why are you here......"

Jin Hengyuan asked quietly, his tone was flat.

"Passing by, I want to invite you to dinner, do you appreciate your face?"

Ming Ruoxi asked with a smile, her eyes were full of tenderness.

She's chasing this man.

But everyone who knows them can see it, and I believe he can feel it.

"You go home alone, aren't you? I've asked your assistant, you didn't socialize tonight......"

Ming Ruoxi looked at his watch: "Now go to dinner, and you can go to an opera after dinner." I had people book tickets......"

"I'm sorry, I can't stay with you."

Jin Hengyuan lightly refused:

"I'm going home to cook and stir-fry. I promised Su Jin that I would go home early to accompany her without socializing...... It's time for me to go home......"

He owed her a debt, was very polite, turned around and left.

But the smile disappeared from Ming Ruoxi's face all of a sudden.

The sentence "go home early to accompany her without socializing" stung her deeply.

"Jin Hengyuan, Su Jin is dead, how long do you want to deceive yourself...... Put it down......"

She hurried up to him and shouted.

A faint smile was bent by him on the corner of his thin and beautiful lips.

"Okay...... You bring her body to me to see, and I believe she's dead...... Otherwise, how do you convince me that she doesn't exist? ”

How calm these words are, how much pain they can make Ming Ruoxi feel.

Why are you so stupid?

Why are you so stupid?

Why are you so obsessed......

Jin Hengyuan...... That explosion was so big, Su Jin was just flesh and blood, the fire and explosion, where do you let us find her corpse? She's gone, it's a reality you have to accept......"

She was distressed and helpless.

This man, with a dead brain, is really unprecedented, and he has never been seen before

Tang is no one to come!

"You don't have to persuade me, in short, life, I want to see people, death, I want to see corpses. That's my attitude. Sorry, I'm leaving......"

He walked away in circles.

Ming Ruoxi opened her mouth, wanting to call back, her eyes were full of grievances and unwillingness.

Alas, no matter how good she is, she is not as good as a dead person.

*

The evening breeze was blowing, and after a while, the man walked forward calmly.

From time to time, a girl selling flowers asked with a smile: "Sir, buy a bouquet of flowers for your girlfriend......"

"Good!"

He stopped and bought her favorite magnolia and paid the cash.

A gust of wind passed, and a piece of waste paper flew around him.

He turned his head to see that a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl was running, chasing, and his mind was in a trance, as if he remembered the scene two years ago: accompanied Xiao Su to sketch here, the wind was strong, and the painting paper was blowing all over the ground......

The memory is so vivid, but the personnel have all changed.

He exhaled, smelled the flowers, and walked to his car.

I didn't hear the little girl cry softly, "Who drew this?" It's so handsome......"

A boy on the side muttered there: "It's just a back, who knows what it looks like on the front......"

The girl shouted: "Hey, hey, don't rob, be careful of ripping." ”

The boy hid, suddenly stood still, and compared the painting in his hand with the back of the man who was about to step into the Land Rover:

"Hey, isn't this painting the uncle?"

The girl also glanced twice: "Really, the back is exactly the same......"

The boy immediately reasoned: "It must be this uncle's admirer......"

The girl thought for a moment, "Shall we give the painting to that uncle?" ”

"It's all gone, how do you send it?"

"Leave the painting here for me, and if you meet me in the future, you will send it to ......"

The boy rolled his eyes: "You're stupid, aren't you?" There are so many Chinese people, if you want to meet again, the probability is 0.000487. ”

The girl was very stubborn: "I'm going to keep it anyway." Give it to me, give it to me, give it ......"

*

This night, Jin Hengyuan dreamed back to the chaotic scene two years ago......

The flames soared into the sky, explosions came and went, the smoke was so thick that people could not open their eyes, some places were already dark, and in other places the lights flickered like ghosts......

Captain Meng said: "It must be withdrawn. ”

He shook his head very resolutely: "If you don't withdraw, you won't withdraw, I'm going to save Xiao Su, I'm going to save Xiao Su......"

Captain Meng disagreed: "If you don't wear any diving equipment, going there will only be a dead end...... I promised you that you must be safe......"

His attitude was tougher: "I can't save Xiao Su, I'll go with her......"

Captain Meng was angry and roared: "Are you crazy? You still have a daughter at home, and you have parents......"

He was dragged by two special forces, deadlifted, and ran out......

He wanted to break free from them!

Finally, he broke free, and he ran towards the floor.

The rolling sea water was rising upwards, and there was a woman holding a child in the water and begging for help.

And his lover, in another layer deeper in the water.

Help, help.

The mother and daughter were crying for help, sinking.

He sneaked over, rescued them, and fled with them......

The whole ship, in the fire, in the water, the people who had not yet been transferred fled for their lives in panic......

Standing on the deck, looking at the sea of fire, his tears were flowing freely, and what he remembered in his mind was that she was surrounded by the fire, she was smiling at him, and she was going to be burned to death......

Xiao Su ......

Xiao Su ......

Xiao Su ......

……

With an exclamation, Jin Hengyuan woke up from his dream, and his heart hurt like being cut by a knife.

In the darkness, he found himself trembling, and there was moisture oozing out of the corners of his eyes, staining his face, neck, and palms...... Soggy

Wet pain fills the world of the senses.

It has been nearly two years and three months, but the picture at that time, as if it had just happened, is vividly vivid, and the feeling of pain cannot be erased and lingers......

The Harmony sank.

As a result of the timely evacuation, only three people died and three are missing...... Among them are his wife Su Jin, Coco Zhou, and a fellow party member of Coco Zhou......

Afterwards, the missing three were never found.

Experts say that it may have been dismembered and burned during the explosion, so it is normal that it cannot be found......

Afterwards, the family wanted to set up a mound for Su Jin.

He didn't allow it, saying, "If you don't see the bones, I won't report her death in this life, and I won't bury her......

Afterwards, he fell ill.

Secret trouble.

He didn't believe that she had evaporated from the world, he didn't believe that they were separated by yin and yang like this, he didn't believe it......

He was waiting for her to come back.

However, she will never come back for the rest of her life.

She's dead.

As Coco Zhou said, he died so much that he couldn't even get a little bit of scum, so he said that he disappeared and disappeared......

This is where he is the most difficult to accept.

In the end, he couldn't get anyone back.

He was useless.

It's so useless......

It was three o'clock at zero o'clock.

He wanted to embrace her, but she couldn't even dream of it.

He could only hold the pillow she had slept on and kiss gently:

Xiao Su, do you know how much I miss you?

Xiao Su, can you hug me in your dreams?

Xiao Su ......--- digression--- second update. There is one more more.