She had asked him this question before, but his answer was more like a joke.

At that time, how did he answer?

Well, he said:

"I see you can draw; I see you dancing; I fell in love with your strength, your willpower not to give in to fate, and your willingness to be plain...... Compensation"

After that, he added:

"I still need it, fate is destined to ...... Xiao Su, you and I are lost and regained......"

The word "lost and regained" was used so strangely that she thought it was strange at the time, and now she thinks it is more and more so.

Could it be because her Shen Yun is somewhat similar to Gu Lijun?

So, he has an illusion of "lost and regained"?

This assumption is absolutely disgusting.

And it doesn't match Jin Yuan's judgment just now.

Obviously not right.

The most important thing is that Jin Hengyuan once said something to his mother:

"Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't force myself, I'd rather be lacking than overuse. Why am I so stupid, why do I have to force myself to let go of it in such a way......"

These words must have a deep meaning.

Could it be that he liked other people before he fell in love with Gu Lijun?

Because that person didn't like him, he tried to fall in love with Gu Lijun in order to let go, so Gu Lijun was not particularly important, so he never had the idea of taking it home? Didn't sleep with her either?

But later, after so many things happened, he recognized his heart clearly, so he didn't fall in love again?

But why did he fall in love with her Su Jin?

In this way, the problem is back to square one.

It can't be, it was her he liked in the first place!

That's why it's said that it's lost and regained.

In this way, the cause and effect seem to have become very smooth and clear.

However, she shook her head and rejected the outlandish assumption in her mind.

In short, she couldn't think it through, so she sighed secretly, so she didn't think about this question anymore, but judged the matter that Jin Yuan said, the wrong and right of several important characters in the incident.

Undoubtedly, in this relationship with Gu Lijun, Jin Hengyuan is the most innocent one, and he was inexplicably used as a shield, and he entered the relationship for more than three years in vain, but ended up with such a result. It's distressing.

Gu Lijun shouldn't provoke Jin Hengyuan.

But her starting point is to protect herself.

What's more, in the end, she was hopelessly trapped.

Her feelings for Jin Hengyuan are not adulterated.

It is precisely because of the depth of love that she will be so painful in the later changes.

Is Xiao Zhidong wrong?

In the first place, he shouldn't have funded Gu Lijun and left their sister and brother to fend for themselves, then nothing would have happened, right?

But he just funded her, and then, he faintly fell in love with Gu Lijun, who grew into a big girl.

In the process of raising him, did Xiao Zhidong ever behave obscenely?

No.

He was still more sensible and didn't get involved with her when he was growing up.

And silent liking is a power that anyone can keep.

It's like a movie fan likes a certain star, and a fan likes a certain star. It's like men love to look at beautiful women, and girls love to look at beautiful men. The nature is similar.

After knowing that Gu Lijun was in love with his son, he raised his sword to cut the delusion, and also readily agreed to their marriage.

This shows that his mind is still quite right.

At this point, everything was happy.

As a result, a kidnapping, and everyone's fate is misplaced.

Between life and death, they made a difficult choice, and in order to survive, they endured pain.

The whole world has been turned upside down, and it will never be able to return to its old appearance, which is helpless.

Jin Yuan's stopping, yes, as a mother, she just wants to protect her son......

Xiao Zhidong's persecution is more cruel, from his perspective as a father, it is understandable to do so, but for Gu Lijun, it is extremely bad - he ruined Gu Lijun and personally created a tragic marriage.

Su Jin took a sip of tea, his mood was very complicated, and he suddenly thought that the reason why he and Jin Hengyuan became married was all based on those unbearable events that had happened.

And those things are regrettable.

Assuming that it hadn't happened in the past, she wouldn't have been his wife......

Alas......

When she thinks that she is now his wife, and then thinks about what happened before, her mood will be very bad.

However, she was pressed, not wanting to be disturbed by those emotions, but withdrew herself from the incident, and asked again as a bystander:

"Auntie, there are still two things I don't understand......"

Jin Yuan smiled lightly, she wanted her to say it, but she didn't want to, and the mobile phone on the desktop sang briskly.

"Sorry, I'll answer the phone first."

"Please!"

She went to answer the phone, in English.

Jin Yuan's English is authentic, fluent, full of British flavor, the speed of speech is particularly fast, the words are decisive, and the talk is all about business.

This man, when faced with her, was very gentle and considerate; When facing business, she is resolute and resolute - in Su Jin's view, such a woman and Xiao Zhidong should be a match made in heaven: she has both the necessary characteristics of a strong woman and the gentleness unique to a little woman.

After 18 years of marriage, she has to divorce, which shows how disappointed Xiao Zhidong has been.

Su Jin leaned there and watched, thinking, slowly, thinking of Jin Hengyuan.

Isn't he responsible for that?

But if he wasn't responsible, why didn't he defend himself yesterday?

She didn't understand.

*

Jin Yuan made two transatlantic phone calls, and Jin Yuan made a phone call for more than an hour.

On the coffee table, there is a hardcover version of "Impetuous", written by Jia Ping.

She had read it, but it was many years ago.

Su Jin took it in his hand, saw that there were a lot of annotations on it, and wrote down all the reading experiences of the reader.

I think it was written by Jin Yuan.

There are a few words, very interesting.

Like what:

At that time, part of the impetuousness was triggered by the reform of the political system.

Looking back at the impetuosity around us now, the reason is the same as what the book says: it is caused by the contradiction between the awakening and high consciousness of the subject and the low quality of some people.

"In today's modern society, where spiritual development cannot catch up with material progress, if we want to avoid such an unhealthy psychological state, we need to spontaneously enrich our own psychological knowledge and have reached a good situation of attaching equal importance to spiritual wealth and material wealth."

The text is small, clean and beautiful.

"Laugh, write it by hand!"

I don't know when, Jin Yuan answered the phone and walked over.

"It's very meaningful."

Su Jin said softly.

Jin Yuan smiled slightly:

"The current society is an impetuous society. What we should do is not to be impatient or impatient, and to take every step steadily.

"Sometimes I reflect that at the beginning, if I hadn't urged Hengyuan to be in a hurry, not so desperate to introduce him to a girlfriend, and not so impetuous, perhaps, his mentality would be wider and more stable.

"Now that I think about it, it's normal for a man to get married in his thirties!

"At that time, why did I have to think that he would get married early and have a home early?

In other words, the later a man gets married, the more stable his mentality will be, and the more stable the marriage will be.

"Getting married at a young age, one, in terms of age, is already impetuous, and two, it is too easy to be dazzled by the world outside.

"It is not wise to marry for the sake of getting married, to have children for the sake of children.

"Only a man who is truly mature in mind will know how to manage his life and family.

"It's good for men to marry later."

These words are very reasonable.

Men tend to mature later than women, both physically and psychologically.

When a late-maturing man marries early, he often has cognitive limitations in judgment, and when he grows up rapidly, if he is dissatisfied with the status quo, the marriage is prone to crisis; Men marry late, see more, and mature the concept of home, at this time, when they meet the woman they want, they will cherish it more.

People, only after experiencing setbacks, will they learn to be open-minded, tolerant and considerate.

"By the way, what did you want to ask just now?"

Jin Yuan took the topic back.

"Oh!"

Su Jin closed the book and put it back in its place: "There are two questions, and I want to ask my aunt." ”

"Say it!"

"One, how can Gu Lijun look exactly the same as Brother Jingxun's mother?"

She was puzzled by this:

"Gu Lijun said that Hengyuan's father and her father are alumni, does this mean that Hengyuan's father also recognizes her mother?"

--- digression--- second update, and one more! In addition, I want to explain that Jin Yuan's opinion of Xiao Zhidong does not represent Xiao Zhidong's true inner thoughts. A person's judgment of another person often carries his own emotional color and will, and there must be discrepancies between the two.