"It's simple."

Jin Yuan lightly picked up:

If he really cared about that woman, he wouldn't have been dating for more than three years, and he didn't pay for it.

If he really liked Gu Lijun so much, it would be impossible for him to not let her become his woman after falling in love for so long.

"If Gu Lijun was led to the door with a big belly at that time, in addition to being hospitalized with anger, what else could I do with her?

"Did you force her to fall into the womb?

"No way.

"If that's the case, I'm in a dilemma.

"Acknowledging her, I will never be comfortable in my life; If I don't acknowledge her, I'll lose my son forever......

Thankfully, that didn't happen.

"Why, you don't believe ......"

After seeing Su Jin's stunned expression, she asked rhetorically:

"Could it be that you thought in your heart that Hengyuan and Gu Lijun had slept with each other?"

Su Jin didn't know how to answer, a little embarrassed.

From the analysis of the affinity on the photos seen in front of the shelf, it is almost impossible for this man and woman to have no * relationship.

On that wall, there are photos of them sharing the same bed, and there is a picture of him holding a bath towel and clutching the pillow...... It's so hard and so hard to make her think otherwise.

But then again, she and Twilight sometimes slept together, but they never crossed that line......

So......

Jin Hengyuan: Nothing has ever happened between them, and it is normal.

"Don't believe it. It's true. Gu Lijun's first man was Xiao Zhidong. ”

The words Jin Yuan said are convincing, and it is difficult for people not to believe it:

"As for Hengyuan, I estimate that he has never had a woman at all over the years. That kid is not very rare to be tired of women, but after those incidents, he avoids women more and more......"

These words reminded Su Jin of an incident that had happened before.

About buying a condom.

He said he had never had that experience.

At that time, she had a sour heart:

What I give is the first time in life; As for him, he is a man who has been in actual combat for a long time and has a lot of experience......

Now it seems that Jin Yuan's conjecture may be correct.

These words made her feel very complicated.

Look, I don't know enough about him.

Therefore, it is very likely that there is something different about this matter......

Jin Yuan didn't know what she was thinking, so she went straight down:

"Men are more focused on desire ~ hope, and few people can achieve pure spiritual love

。

"I don't say absolutely not, but it's definitely a rarity.

"Either this man loves this woman and is enchanted with love, and he is unwilling to blaspheme the goddess in his heart; Either that, or this man simply can't do it......

"In my opinion, Hengyuan's emphasis on career is much heavier than that of this woman.

"The reason why he agreed to marry Gu Lijun was because I urged him to marry too much, and he felt that the girl he was dating was okay, and he would be so-so.

"There may be other reasons.

"Anyway, it seems to me that he is compromised.

"Later, there was a mess of the bangshang.

Xiao Zhidong was in a mess because Gu Lijun was kidnapped, and he easily stepped into the other party's trap. In the end, he and his deceased wife's son died at a young age. The two old men of the Xiao family, because their eldest grandson was gone, cried so much that they fainted to death several times.

"It took more than a month and a half for the kidnapping to stop.

"The situation when I was rescued, it was terrible.

"As for me, since I divorced Xiao Zhidong, I wouldn't have taken care of the Xiao family's affairs anymore. After all, I have already remarried, and maintaining the harmony of the current family is the most important thing for me.

"But because Hengyuan participated in the rescue operation, I was concerned about his safety, so I would inevitably pay more attention. So, I still have heard a little about some of the inside stories that have been blocked.

"Later, Hengyuan came to talk to me about it in person.

"So, of course, I know the details.

"It was an unpleasant conversation.

"Because Hengyuan is here to express his determination with me.

He said: He must marry Gu Lijun, because of this matter, he has to take full responsibility. It was he who didn't protect her well.

He also said that he wanted to move to the UK, and he planned to start over with Gu Lijun, forget everything here, and hope that I could fulfill them.

"He said, 'Mom, you are the one who taught me to grow up, my marriage, and I would love to have it done under your auspices. That would be the greatest blessing in my life. ’

"What about me, of course I disagree.

"I pressed him, 'Do you love her so much?' It's so deep that you can tolerate something like this. ’

"'Now, you have married her for a momentary duty, and in the future, once you find out that the person you love in your heart is not her at all, will you be able to hold on to this marriage to the end?'

"'Your father doesn't love me, back then, I forced him to get married, I tried so hard to get into his heart, and gave birth to two children for him after marriage, but our hearts never came together. In the end, I had to get a divorce. Are you sure you won't follow in your dad's footsteps? Thus ruining your life. ’

"He replied to me: 'Marriage is a road that does not come to an end in life, and no one can guarantee that the woman you fall in love with when you decide to marry must be the one you can come to the end of your life. Life is not long, but short is not short, and accidents are too easy to occur. ’

"He begged me, 'Mom, I can't think about the things that haven't happened yet. Whether it's wrong or right, I feel that it should be my responsibility, and I can't escape it. ’

At that time, his tone was very resolute, that is, he was determined to take responsibility for this matter

。

But I firmly believe that his attitude is all about responsibility and not love.

And I don't think that's his responsibility.

Moreover, it is unwise to use responsibility to prop up this marriage, which has been deformed from the beginning.

"That's from my experience.

"There are a lot of relationships in the world that will eventually go their separate ways. I don't want him to go down this road and get bruised.

"Therefore, I strongly disagree.

It was when I was chatting openly with him that I received a call from Xiao Zhidong.

"He told me: 'Jin Yuan, Gu Lijun is pregnant. The child is mine, so she must never be with Jing Heng again. We have to stop it. ’

"I listened, stayed for a long time, and then asked him with a sneer: 'Your son is now convincing me to let him take Gu Lijun to England to get married, as a way to make up for the damage she suffered. Do you think I can convince your son with his personality? ’

"He thought about it for a long time and then threw down the words: 'Look at Jingheng!' It's best to lock him up and find a third brother-in-law to help with this. I came to cut off his thoughts. ’

"On this day, I thought about putting down Jing Heng, and then, finding a relationship, put him in his third uncle's special confinement room.

"Locked him up for three days, let him out for a day, and then inject him intravenously, so that he could not move an inch. Three more days, another day, and so on I trapped him for ten days.

"That time, I was really determined.

But the way Xiao Zhidong thought of was to force Gu Lijun to marry him.

"On the third day of their registration, I went to his third uncle to release him, and told him that Gu Lijun had married his father.

He didn't believe it, so he ran away in anger and went to his father.

On the same day, Hengyuan flew to the headquarters in Hong Kong, and after getting off the plane, he rushed to the Shaw Building to ask Gu Lijun's whereabouts.

His father persuaded him to abandon that thought, telling him that Gu Lijun was now his legal wife.

That day, Hengyuan was dizzy, and after running out, he snatched the policeman's gun, and when he returned to the living room, he shot three times at the ceiling above his father's head.

"Because of those three gunshots, it was a bit of a big deal.

Fortunately, the later events were all calmed down by Xiao Zhidong's public relations department.

After that, Hengyuan still frantically looked for Gu Lijun for a while, but he didn't find it.

At that time, Gu Lijun was indeed taken care of by Xiao Zhidong. Because he was afraid that his son would come nonsense, he finally made this matter out of control.

He said that in this matter, he could only do that. Even if Hengyuan hates him forever, he has to be so tough to the end.

"I agree with him.

"On this point, I am strikingly in agreement with him.

"Maybe you will despise it, but I don't have a choice, I can't watch me be ruined by such a woman with a good son.

"So I went crazy to stop it.

"During those days, Hengyuan was very painful.

What pained him the most was that he found more than a dozen diaries in Gu Lijun's old mansion

。

He read all the contents in it: it was full of the whole process of her and Xiao Zhidong's recognition, and knew that they had been the relationship between the sponsored and the sponsor, but Gu Lijun never explained this relationship. At the same time, he knew more clearly what she was ultimately trying to do with him.

For this, he was very uncomfortable and hated.

He was sad: he had inexplicably become a tool in her hands, so that the father and son turned against each other, and the most beloved eldest brother was also implicated because of this incident, just in his prime, but was taken away by death. That home is no longer like home, and in this way, it becomes more and more miserable, and the home is no longer a home.

Later that year, he exiled himself for a while...... Doing nothing, just driving and wandering.

During this period, I couldn't rest assured of him, and I went to see him a few times.

"He's lost a lot of weight. The mental state has not been particularly good.

"For a while, he went back to Jiashi.

"There are so many memories of him over there. His memories with Zhicheng, his memories with Jing Xun...... He spent most of his childhood and adolescence there......

"Wandering in such a place, touching the scene will inevitably hurt, I am afraid that he will become more and more unable to think about it, and I have persuaded him several times to go back to Beijing, or to England, and not to stay in China.

He wouldn't.

"Once, I went to see him, we had dinner together, we had some wine.

After drinking, he said to me through drunkenness: Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't force myself, I'd rather lack than abuse. Why am I so stupid, why do I have to force myself to let go of it in such a way......

"I don't know what that means.

"I only know that later, after he borrowed money from me and built the small villa in Shanxian County, people gradually thought about it and began to put all their thoughts on work again. But he never fell in love again.

"No matter how much we try to introduce him to someone, he only looks at it, not cares.

"And you, Su Jin, are the only one who made him anxious to get a marriage certificate on the same day after he finished his blind date.

"If it weren't for something special about you that attracted him, he would never have made such an impulsive promise for his life."

Jin Yuan's long narrative has a strong sense of color.

When Xiao Zhicheng was mentioned that he was in danger despite his life for Gu Lijun, his tone was mocking.

When it came to Xiao Jingxun's death, she was sad.

When recounting that when Jin Hengyuan wanted to marry Gu Lijun for the sake of responsibility, his eyes were angry and painful.

She was distressed when she thought of her son's self-exile because he knew the truth......

Jin Yuan is definitely a woman with extremely rich and delicate feelings, so in her son's marriage, she ruthlessly played the role of a bad mother who ruined her son's idea of marriage.

But that doesn't mean she's bad.

Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, it can only show that she loves her son too much, and in order to preserve her son's happiness for the rest of his life, she will do whatever it takes, and it is also out of helplessness.

Su Jin, after listening to the last sentence, he didn't know what to say, and his mood was extremely complicated.

I don't understand, what can I have in him that attracts him?

--- digression--- first update!