Rhetoric raised eyebrows, this probably, solved?

He walked to the bar with easy steps, and found that his words and deeds were also wandering.

"Mr. Xu?"

"Huh?"

Yan Xing just saw a pattern similar to shooting software on the bit panel that he hadn't seen before, and he was a little curious and nodded.

I saw the confrontation between the words and Nanmu.

I heard what the boy said.

Words and deeds thought about it again, the original body did love Nanmu very much, but he thought too much.

He has to think about Nanmu's future in the future, whether Nanmu will be squeezed by others, whether he is a burden to him, and whether he will stay away or feel disgusting when others know that Nanmu is a gay man.

Words and deeds feel that the sentimental nature of the original body has a lot to do with his parents.

His parents often told the original body that to be perfect, there could be no flaws in his life, and there could not be a flaw that would be laughed at by others.

Every day, every day, the original body is being brainwashed.

When he was fifteen years old, his parents died.

It was his grandparents who raised him until he was seventeen years old, and his grandparents also died.

The grandparents left a sum of money, enough to last the original body until he was twenty years old.

But he couldn't always rely on this money, so he started looking for a part-time job.

I looked for a part-time job and found Nanmu.

The two got along very happily, and the relationship was determined quickly.

Because neither of them is an awkward person, they are very straightforward.

Like is like, and I don't care if I will be rejected.

Because the two are similar, after they confirm their relationship, they rarely quarrel.

When the relationship was confirmed, Nanmu was nervous.

Although he was older than Xu Xing, it seemed that Xu Xing was not calm at that time.

That day, Xu Xing also thought it was just a meal, and it wasn't until Nanmu brought him to a love hotel that he realized that something was wrong.

There are a lot of ambiguous small actions between the two, and the relationship is also more than friends, and lovers are not full.

So when Nanmu confessed, Xu Xing agreed very happily.

After being together for about a year, Nanmu went to work hard in a foreign country.

Nanmu was going to start his own company at that time, and the first year was when he was busy, but he would take the time to call Xu Xing every day.

The following year, Nanmu became more and more perfunctory.

On Valentine's Day in the third year, Xu Xing heard a woman's voice flirting with Nanmu.

Xu Xing didn't know who answered the call, whether it was the woman who answered it to show her sovereignty, or if the two accidentally answered it when they were making out, he couldn't tell.

At that time, Xu Xing did not immediately speak out and ask for an explanation, but hung up the phone silently.

At that time, Xu Xing thought that Nanmu was not gay, but heterosexual, so he couldn't delay him anymore.

On the day I was about to break up, I was called to a restaurant by Nanmu's mother.

When Xu Xing came out of the restaurant, Nan Mu called.

He probably called after seeing the call logs.

Xu Xing thought.

Nan Mu hasn't taken the initiative to call himself for a year, and every time he calls by himself, although Nan Mu is perfunctory every time, Xu Xing feels that this is already very good.

Later, Nanmu stopped answering the phone.

Xu Xing didn't force it, he only fought once each time, and he didn't fight after the fight.

Actually, he also knew that Nanmu didn't want to perfunctory himself anymore.

If he still loves himself, Xu Xing doesn't ask how intimate he can be every day and how many words he has to say.